I confess I have written lots of perverted posts and straightforward sick answers to other posters,as If I knew something at all about what I whas saying, but all of that is bullshit. Im a virgin and have an addiction to masturbation that Im trying to get over with. I surf motherless because Im not pleased anymore with regular pornography, and Im starting to get bored from this too.

I confess watching al kinds of kinky and "zooy" videos but all of that is bullshit also. I confess I watch it because imagination isnt real life, and what I cant do in real life because I lack the fucking skills, I experience it via the goddamn internet and motherles, because I guess I feel confident on my own with my laptop at night.

I confess I suck dick in a non literal way. And this is the sad truth.

I confess this is the truth and nothing else but the truth. Dont care what some sucker like me answers, this is gonna end.

Ok my confession, this may take a while. My name is Lisa im 18 and until a few months ago i was a total virgin. I was raised by very strict parents and raised very catholic. I was always a very good girl. Im not sure why i changed but i have. My parents trusted me not to do anything naughty and have not checked on what im looking at on the net for years. I was doing homework one night and was looking up a few things on line, i must have typed in the wrong thing because instead of what i was looking for a link to porn came up. I clicked on in and there on my screen was a couple having sex, it got me all horny and i was soon rubbing my pussy, i had done that before but this was the first time i had done it watching porn. Over the next few weeks i became addicted to porn. I felt so guilty but i couldn't stop, I had never masturbated so much and would so it every chance i could. I told my friend Julie at work what i had been doing and she laughed saying she thought i would be a goody two shoes till the day i died. I asked her why she thought that and she told me that i had always come across like that and the way i dress was like something out of the dark ages. I looked down at myself and she was right i guess i did dress like my mum. That week she talked me into coming over to her house on the Saturday for dinner and a drink. I made an excuse to my parents and because they trusted me they let me go with out a fuss.
I met Julie in town for lunch and she said she was going to take me shopping. She got me to try on so much and we finally bought a black dress and some tops and a few skirts, i would never have picked them out myself. Then she took me to the Ann Summers shop. In the end i spent over £300 in there and came out with so much sexy underwear. We went back to her flat and she got me to try on the underwear, and with the wine she was giving me, i guess i was starting to loosen up, i didn't even mind changing in front of her. She made a comment about my pubic hair and said i should shave it off because most men didn't like a mass of hair down there. I told her I had never done that and would be scared to cut myself. She told me she would do it for me. So we went to the bathroom and she trimmed the long hair and then covered the rest in shaving foam, she was very gentle and as she shaved she had to touch me, I told her she was the first person ever to touch me down there, and that just made her touch me more, she pulled my lips so she could shave all the hair from them and got me to turn over so she could make sure my ass was smooth too. I was finally shaved and she got a little baby oil and rubbed it on me, I looked in her eyes and .....................................................

I confess that I get off to anything that shocks me. Motherless helps with ita little but it's almost like an addiction, I need it and everything else seems too ordinary and plain.

In real life I'm fairly normal... except when the sudden urge to do something spontaneous and shocking takes over, and suddenly I'm seeing a prostitute, cumming in my female friend's shampoo in the washroom, finding videos of my parents fucking in their private collection and masturbating to it, or even getting sucked off at an adult bookstore while watching gay porn. None of it really appeals to me but the shock value that I'm doing it is intense. I once paid for humiliating dominatrix phone/cam sex because half the time my brain was getting off to the thought of "I can't believe I'm doing this" and "what the fuck am I doing?". I'm starting to think that I can't control this compulsion although another part of me doesn't want to.

I'm guessing I'm not the only one on Motherless who gets off to shocking things though. But I'm thinking I have a pretty bad case.

This morning I put out my routine ad on Doublelist looking for any woman who wants her pussy licked (I’m addicted to it..). Sure enough about 2 hours later I got a response from a woman in her late 20s who was absolutely down. She proclaimed that she was very much “juicy” and that she had “a lot” for me to taste. We traded info and she came over about an hour after. She was a caucasion lady, about 5’4 135 lbs. we went into the bedroom and she laid back and lifted up her skirt… wearing no panties, and with her legs crossed revealing the top of her smooth shaven mound and slit. I massaged her smoothness and she relented and opened up her legs for me. She had an “innie”…. Big puffy lips but with one of her labia minora peeking out. It was sexy! I slowly spread her lips open and right away saw how slick and juicy she was. I asked if she was playing with herself this morning and she said yes, for a couple of hours. Which was obvious when I saw all that creamy white residual cum saturating her pink hole… and that tangy hot aroma of horny pussy and that rich bold aftertaste in my mouth to match that aroma. I sucked her up so good and she crammed herself in my mouth, whimpering and telling me how good her clit felt. Her luscious pussy quivered and shook in my mouth and she was good and licked clean by the time she settled back recovered and re-gathered herself. Well now… 9 hours later I still have a faint hint of her aroma on my face. Every now and then I get a whiff of it. Now that I have some time alone I’m going g to work my cock good in my hand and relive every detail in my head of how I made that well-masturbated pussy cum hard in my mouth and how she marked my face with the aroma of her pussy cum

I confess I am a sex addict. I masturbate atleast 3 or 4 times aday. I am married but cheat on my wife every chance I get. She is a great fuck but I love sex and women so much I just have to have as many as possible. Just since I have started dating my now wife, I have fucked her, my ex several times, two of our neighbors, my best friends wife, 3 of his wifes friends, two of my wifes cousins, several of my wifes friends, my exs best friend, one fat slut my wife hates, and many random girls and i still want more sex. I love the feel of sliding my dick into a new pussy and fucking her till i nut inside of her

I confess I am unable to stop thinking about trying to turn my room-mate into a slave/whore using easy to get psychoactives.

Rewind 10 days and I found that if administered while there was a stim in my system a dose of Lunesta had the effect of making me "black out" for 3ish hours, during about 1 hour of which I was uncontrollably horny and disinhibited (masturbating, speaking about taboo subjects). I was having really disgusting and obscene conversation before going to sleep in my bedroom. Luckily my housemate knew I was experimenting with a new drug (Couldn't sleep from an "upper" withdrawal) as I had been having terrible "insomnia" - as it was just on the pack's side effects she just laughed it off.

Actual administration of a stimulant and then the Lunesta would be easy, just in her soda over the evening.

I figure I could just do this and then addict my victim (withdrawal is almost impossible from z-drugs) or blackmail her? I figured perhaps I could make my money back by camgirling her or perhaps prostitution.

Not that I would likely ever do it unless I was ridiculously under the effect of something, but just wondering if anyone sees a flaw? I grant that it's a fairly "hit or miss" approach but I have plenty of time. Could even just addict her and go about it in a more blunt way.

Oh well, since I got a good night's sleep after that night using a heroic dose of benzos I have been utterly enchanted with this idea, although I find myself rather guilty when I reflect upon how literally psychopathic it is.

I love my masturbation addiction, I want to jerk off to guys and dirty girls I don't care!!

I have been coming here for a few months now, and I want to tell you a story that happened to me when I was 20. I am posting this anonymous because of the job I dom if they discovered I was posting on here I could get fired so please do not ask for pictures or personal information.

OK first off you can call me Susan and I am a young 55, but the story I want to tell you Is about how I discovered just how naughty I was. Back then I was, even if I do say so myself a very pretty and sexy girl, five foot six tall with a nice body and 34B breasts. Long dark hair almost to my ass. I worked in a local bar mostly serving food but sometimes behind the bar. It was your typical old English country pub. I went to work that day, my uniform was a white top and a black skirt, it was a nice pleated skirt that came down to just above my knees. Before the bar opened I had to run to the toilet and I almost made it, but my panties got quite wet and I had to take them off. Now I had never ever wore a skirt with nothing under it before and I felt quite naughty doing it. I got on with work and around 2pm as I was taking some food to the upper level up the spiral staircase. I saw that one of the women sitting under it was grinning. I had no idea what she was so happy about and every time I took food upstairs she would look at me, then I knew she was looking right up my skirt.
When I finished my shift she was still there and more than a little drunk. I ran to the toilet before heading home and as I came out the stall she was standing there waiting on me, as I came out she lifted up her skirt and said it was only fair I saw her as she had been looking at me all day. I froze, and she slid a finger inside her pussy. I ran out and she laughed.
Four days later I was working the bar by myself, with it being a Wednesday It was one of our quiet days and I was on my own. I heard the door open and in walked the same woman. She ordered a drink and asked if I was wairing panties today? my face must have gone a deep shade of red and she said I shouldn't be shy. I tried to get on with my work but she just wouldn't stop talking and since she was the only one there she was hard to ignore. I knew she was hitting on me and I was more than a little shocked because no other girl had ever hit on me. I walked past her and as I did, she gently smacked me on my bum. I was used to guys doing this to me but had no idea how to respond to a woman doing it. I turned round and she lifted her skirt again, she was not wearing anything under it and again she slid a finger in. I went back behind the bar and she asked me if I was horny? To my real surprise, I found I was. She asked me what time I finished and I don't know why but I told her I finished at 6pm. She said she would see me then and left. All day I was wondering what I was going to do if she turned up.
I left the pub at six and there was no sign of her, that was untill I got to the car park, she opened the pasenger door and asked if I wanted a lift? I often wonder what would have happened if I had just walked away that night, but I didn't I got in and closed the door. She leaned over and kissed me, just a peck and told me her name, Karen was 35 and she asked if I wanted a drink back at her house? I just nodded and she drove to her house, it was only at the end of the road. She told me that she and her husband had just moved in a few weeks ago and she pulled into the drive. We got out and she led me into the kitchen, opened a bottle of wine and gave me a glass. I was almost shaking with nerves. She kissed me again this time her tongue pushed into my mouth and as she did she reached round and unzipped my skirt, it fell to the floor and she almost ripped my top off, she undid my bra and pulled my panties off, I was shocked at just how fast she got me naked. I had not trimmed my pubic hair in a while and it was a massive bush, Almost as fast as she had got me naked, she stripped off herself. Her breasts were much bigger than my own and she took my hand and led me to the lounge. She pushed me onto the couch and sat next to me, she kissed me again and her hand went to my breasts. I was in her power and to my own surprise I was loving it. I could feel myself getting wet and i reached out and grabbed one of her breasts, her nipple was rock hard and we kissed and touched for some time before she got on her knees in front of me and her tongue went to work on my pussy. My god I was in heaven, no one had ever gone down on me before. I have no idea how long she was down there I lost track of time, but when I started to cum, it was so intence I screamed out, she kept licking and I kept cumming. I lost total control and I felt some pee come out too, she kept licking me, I almost passed out. She finally stopped and looked up at me. She worked her way back up and kissed me again. She sat next to me and said it was my turn, I got down and i moved in close I stopped short and she grabbed the back of my head and pushed it in the rest of the way. I licked her and she was socking wet. I did my best and found her clit, I loved her taste and licked for all I was worth, she came quite quick and my whole face was wet from her. She pulled me up and kissed me again her hands touching me all over, she got to my ass and pushed a finger in, just a little way but it made me jump. She asked if I had very done anal before, and I told her i had only ever had sex twice before. She told me to bend over the couch and she got behind me, I felt her tongue at my ass and gaspped as she started to lick it, she pushed it in and then pushed a finger in, she licked again and pushed her finger in more. She kept doing it untill her finger was all the way in, I quite liked the feeling even though it did hurt a bit. I told her I needed to pee very bad and she told me to just do it, I told her I couldn't hold it and she said just do it, so I did, all over the floor and her. I stood up in a puddle of my own pee, she cuddles me and I got covered in it too, I felt so dirty but I was so turned on I no longer cared. She took my hand and placed it at her pussy then she pissed over my hand. She took me to the bathroom and turned on the shower, we washed eachother and sat down in the kitchen and talked for a bit. It was then i asked about her husband, she laughed and said she would tell him everything when he got home or If I wanted I could wait and meet him. I said maybe another time as I had to go home before my parents sent out a search party to look for me.

That night in bed I masturbated so much I got my bed sheets so wet I had to change them, I woke up the next day, still feeling horny, I couldn't stop thinking about Karen, I wanted more of her. I was not working that day and I got dressed and walked to her house. I almost never knocked on the door, but I did and she opened it, smiled and invited me in, we went into the Kitchen and there was her husband sitting naked, Karen dropped her bath robe and said why dont I join them. I didn't need to be told twice, I got naked and Jeff said I was so pretty. He stood up and came over to me and kissed me, he said that Karen had told him everything, He turned me round and bent me over the counter, I felt him behind me and he pushed his cock inside me, he was very rough and fucked me hard, he shot hus cum inside me and told Karen to clean me up, she did as she was told and again she licked my ass and slid a finger in, she pulled away and I felt his cock there instead, he pushed it in I tried to tell him to stop but Karen kissed me, he pushed it in and my god it hurt, his cock was thick. He was almost half way in I think and he started to fuck me, slow and steady and with each stroke he went in a little more and it hurt a little less, he took a while to cum and I was just getting used to it when he exploded inside me. He pulled out and Karen licked my ass clean. God it hurt so much after he pulled out and that was not what I was expecting when I went round. Karen was so gentle and kissed and licked me better. He watched as I went down on Karen but my ass was sticking up and I felt him behind me again, then his cock forced into my ass again, this time it went in a little easier and as I licked Karen he gently fucked my ass. Karen came and almost at the same time so just Jeff, but he didn't pull out then I got a shock because I felt him piss inside of me, he pulled his cock out and I felt his piss over my back and ass, then it hit the back of my head. My face was still at Karen's pussy and she started to pee too, it went over my face and into my mouth, god I felt so dirty. When it was over I said I need a shower but Jeff said that I should stay dirty and go home covered in pee. There was something about him and I put my clothes on, but before I left he told me to come back around six tonight. As I walked home I was very aware I was covered in pee, I showered when I got home, and my ass was so sore I hurt to sit down.
I went back round at six, I wore just my long coat and a pair of heels, with the coat done right up no one could tell I had nothing on under it. I knocked on the door and Jeff answered it, totally naked. His cock was rock hard, he took me in and I took my coat off, the smile on his face when he saw I was naked made me smile. He said he had a surprise for me and took me into the lounge. There was 5 people there all naked, including Karen there was Lisa 21 Jane 19 and Billy 22 and Mark 42. After the introductions he handed me over to Mark, I was shocked at what was going on but things had gone too far now to stop, Mark was not like Jeff at all he was gentle and got me to sit on his cock, he kissed me as we slowlly fucked, I looked over at the others, Karen, Lisa and Jane were all getting naughty and then I saw Jeff was behind Billy and he was fucking him, I don't know why but this got me so wet. Mark came inside me and he kissed me, my god he was a good kisser and his cock got hard again inside me I was about to start fucking him again when Jeff pulled me off and got Billy to clean Marks cock with his mouth. Billy's ass was in the air and had cum dripping out of it, Jeff told me to clean it. I did as I was told and there was no doubt who was in charge. I finished cleaning his ass out and looked at Jeff, he pulled me over to the middle of the floor and told me to lay down. He got over me and pissed up and down my body. Mark went next then Karen and Lisa together Jane squated over my face and pissed right in my mouth. I was laying in a puddle of pee when billy and Lisa got down and licked me clean, they met in the middle.
We all took turns fucking each other and pissing I lost count of the amount of times the boys came inside me and by the time I was heading home I was exhausted and well and trully fucked. My pussy and ass were both sore. I took to spending time in my room naked as much as I could and when I went to work I would never wear panties. Karen would come to my work most days and she would finger me at the bar and a few times she licked me in the toilets. I would always visit Jeff and Karen when I finished work a lot of the time the others were there but Jeff and Karen were my real lovers. Jeff loved to fuck my ass and that year I have no idea how many times we fucked I was also addicted to pee and even at home I would drink my own and still do now. Mark would also call and I would visit him in the city. He was always very gentle with me and I loved sucking his cock. I wish I could remember everything that happened and write it down for you all but there is just too much to put down. Jeff and Karen moved away but I kept in touch with Mark and he became my boyfriend, my parents were so mad because of the age gap and I moved in with him. We got married the year later. My wedding night was amazing Jeff and Karen came so did Lisa Jane and Billy, Lisa brought her boyfriend and we all shared a room that night, everyone got to fuck the bride and my wedding dress was covered in piss and cum and has never been washed.
The real shame was Mark died of cancer four years later and I lost touch with the rest but I was lucky a year later I met a wonderful girl Nicole, for years everyone thought we just shared a home, but we were lovers and managed to involve a few others too. We are still together but we came out as lovers a few years back and are now married. Even now I am still a cum lover anal lover and piss lover and even at my age I have a very high sex drive. Lucky Nicole is the same and we have a small group of very close friends who are the same.
I hope you all liked my confession and please let me know if you have cum when reading this

I'm a white boy who has been on again off again addicted to interracial porn for nearly a year and I'm getting sick of it. Last summer while jacking off I started thinking about all the interracial porn ads I had seen for years and felt aroused. Although disgusted with the thought I didn't want to be confused so I decided to see if it got my rocks off. It happened slowly but I found myself addicted to seeing white women taking black dick. I eventually said I wasn't gonna jerk it to that trashy stuff no more and quit. This has happened about five or six times now. I want to quit cause I personally don't like it plus it has a strange effect on me. I'm incredibly horny everyday but control myself and masturbate for a reasonable amount of time and only once a day... That is when I'm not on interracial kick. When interracial porn is in my mind I Jack off during all my free time and cum like 3 or 4 times a day. I don't know what it is that makes IR porn so much more addictive but this shit is getting old.

We could be PC and pretend masturbating and internet porn don’t exist, but they do. And there is a very big problem with internet porn. Internet porn is a succubus whore from Hell intent on draining you of your vital seed, your testosterone, your energy, and your desire to succeed and conquer.

Or, to put it mildly, masturbating to internet porn does not do a body good. Internet porn is like a drug addiciton. The access to endless variety of porn causes you to constantly search for the “perfect” scene. This leads to massive overstimulation of the brain, the overstimulation causes a dopamine (dope) release into the brain (your fix). After you have an orgasm it’s like coming down off a drug. After all that excitement, that endless stimuli for the brain, your body just shuts off and you turn into a lazy piece of shit. How many time have you been about to do something, decided to just have a “quick one”, and by the end 30 minutes later had no motivation to do anything? I already know the answer: a lot.

Here are 10 reasons to stop masturbating to internet porn:

1) Internet porn saps you of precious energy – When you give up the porn and the endless masturbation sessions you have a lot more energy and drive. You want to get out and take care of business. You want to make money, you want to hit the weights, and you want to go and talk to that cute little blonde in the cereal aisle – and you just may have blueballs enough to do it.

2) Internet porn can lead to erectile dysfunction – Keep at it and eventually you will only be aroused by internet porn. Right now guys in their TWENTIES and even guys in their TEENS are having trouble getting hard without porn. They have to keep finding more and more disgusting and outrageous porn scenes to satisfy their hunger. Eventually nothing will do it but seeing a naked black man buttfucking a dog. That’s serious business. Keep up with the porn and it will happen to you too.

3) Internet porn will make you want to stop having sex – Why bother with sex when you have every fantasy in the world available at one of your hands? Japan is a notoriously porn friendly country. Japan is saturated with porn. In Japan there is an entire culture of young guys called “Herbivores”. These herbivores have no desire for sex. All this porn and now the guys don’t want girls, they want sex with their hand, or sex with robots or nothing at all. Japan now has the lowest birthrate in the world. Can you see the connection?

4) After you stop masturbating to internet porn your voice may become deeper – Straight from the horses mouth, this is what guys who have stopped masturbating are saying happens.

5) After you stop masturbating to internet porn you will have more self control and will power – I’m telling you from personal experience you just plain feel better and stronger and more masculine. It’s the opposite feeling after masturbating to internet porn.

6) After you stop masturbating to internet porn your Testosterone will rise – According to this article, Testosterone is slightly higher when abstaining from orgasm. And it does rise slightly during sexual activity—before dropping back down to normal. Having sex with a real life girl increases your testosterone while having sex with your hand and sitting in front of a computer with 5 different pages open decreases it. I don’t need a science article to tell me that, I know it to be true from experience.

7) After you stop masturbating to internet porn you will become calmer, more rational, and less anxious – Again, straight from the horses mouth. Check out the link below to see all the positive results guys are getting.

8) You will become more attractive to women – Let’s assess the situation. Who do you think women find more attractive? A) Guys who spend their time in the dark, jacking off to endless streams of porn, finish after about an hour, take a nap, finally make it out in the sunlight (or not) and can’t even look them in the eye. Or B) Guys who don’t spend their time playing with themselves for hours, are full of testosterone, not having spilled their precious seed twice that day, have a deeper voice, and have the ability to make eye contact.

Easy answer.

9) You can stop getting viruses on your computer- Viruses are a pain in the ass and can sometimes take days to deal with. Most computer viruses come from porn. Eliminate the source, eliminate the virus.

10) If you can’t believe me, then take the word of these gentlemen who beat their addiction to internet porn and reaped the benefits – There are 90 pages worth of positive results. I’ve only quoted from the first few pages:

“I really like where I’m at now. I am so much calmer. I am losing my rage and anger which I am glad about. I have found out that the temper I had was linked to this addiction.”
“Social anxiety was the problem I faced right from my childhood. (I was too much interested in science, unlike normal kids, so I always had a feeling that I was not “one of them.”) I experienced huge improvement in my confidence and selfassurance since cutting out porn. I have more energy now and I am exercising daily. (I never did before.) I now perceive myself as a self-assured, successful guy, rather than some introverted jerk.”
“Daily exercise and porn abstinence really seem to help. I am enjoying my new lifestyle now. In contrast, after I started watching porn, my social anxiety was boosted.”
“I’ve noticed the longer I stay away from porn that it’s easier to talk to them [women], flirt and get into conversations.”
“One week after quitting porn and masturbation I met a new girl, which even a month ago would have been unimaginable to me”.
“Another thing is the extra attention I’m getting from the opposite sex. I’ve never really had a problem talking to girls and they’ve spoke to me in the past of course, but it’s incredible how often girls start random conversations with me now! At a recent wedding I went to, for example, there were few people on the dance floor and I decided to get up and have a dance with my aunties. Then all of a sudden I was surrounded by women who were all grabbing me and wanting to dance with me! I’ll be honest; it felt good to have that attention!”
“It’s amazing how much of a difference there is. I’m a lot less nervous, more coherent, confident, everything. It really does feel like my real personality can come out.”
“The effect on my social life keeps getting better. I’m finding it really easy to talk to people, especially women. Someone made a comment to me the other day at my salsa class. Something like, “You like to talk to the ladies, don’t you?” I didn’t even notice because I was having so much fun but, when I think about it, he was right.”
“[Later] I started doing push-ups at work with some of the guys. When I started out I was at like 15 push-ups, and I was struggling. Well today is the first time I have been able to do them with these guys since I have gone 60 days with just a couple orgasm/ejaculations. They were shocked at how many push ups I could do. They all commented on not seeing anyone increase from where I was at about 2 months ago to what I am at now. Today I did 200 (not all at one time ). Maybe not superman but a big improvement in a couple months.”
“The other is the way I carry myself. I walk with more confidence. I feel better about myself. I do not feel like isolating myself as much as I did in the past. Well actually the longer I go without porn the more the desire to be with a woman is increasing.”
“[Later] Today is day 50 without porn. My body has healed very well. NO ED problems or weak ejaculations like I suffered from just a few months ago. So giving up porn and fantasy and going without orgasm (mostly) for just this period of time has made big steps in healing the damage I had done to myself. I also learned that I have gone far enough that I can recover my peace of mind a little more easily after an ejaculation.”
“When I do semen retention for 2 weeks, I notice these benefits: 1) Face looks radiant and energetic (I may get occasional double glances from girls in shopping mall or street) 2) Expression looks carefree (not struggling for more energy, or not worrying about negative stuff) More natural confidence without needing to adjust thoughts. 3) Voice gets deeper and more charming (This, strangely, makes both men and women like to talk with you.) 4) More positive thoughts (The negative thoughts that used to bother seem so minor and irrelevant – I can ‘get over’ issues easier.) 5) More calm emotionally and easier to control myself 6) Exponential increase of stamina and physical energy/strength.”

Sounds like the guys quoted above had other social problems in addition to porn addiction, but even for the Average Joe quitting porn and masturbation has real benefits. Keep your precious seed for yourself. Don’t give it away every few hours while taking the drug of internet porn. Let the confidence and the testosterone build up inside of you instead of spilling it every day. And when you do give it away, give it to a girl and not a kleenex. Winners don’t spend their time jacking off. Of this I am sure. Try it for 30 days and see for yourself. You may just like the results. I know I do.

I confess that i am a voyeur.
I have been voyeuring a girl that lives slantwise across the street of my apartment.
From my corner window I have a view on her living room which has no window blind.
She most likely thinks that no one sees her as there is no window facing her living room window
But in a small portion of my corner window I have a good view inside her living room.
My life during the fall and winter at night time for the last 2 years mostly revolves around what is happening in her living room.
During the summer she has a window A/C which block my good view on the couch were most of the action is happening
She is in her early 30’s I would say, she is not the prettiest girl but has a very good looking body.
I am totally addicted to watch the activity that is going on in her living room.
Within the last 2 years I have been seeing 2 men in her apartment but most of the time she is alone or have some girl visiting her occasionally.
I have watched her ride one of the 2 men once on the couch, his thighs must have been soar the next day as she was bouncing furiously up and down on his swollen pole while he was trying to keep his hands on her breast.
She is definitely the horny type of girl as masturbation is part of her daily routine at most time, I cannot see inside her living room during the day but at night she usually masturbate once and regularly a second time.
I have seen her fingering her clit pretty much the same way but with different speed and intensity, I have seen her finger penetrating her pussy that ended by with one of her orgasm faces that seem to evolve with the intensity of her pleasure. I watched her pinch her nipples of her firm and small perky breast.
I do not get tired of watching her, each time she takes her laptop on the coffee table; I know that I will have a great moment watching this horny girl give herself pleasure.
Last spring I saw her exchanging a few kisses with an insisting girl but she did not seem comfortable with the experience and did not let her continue to touch her or kiss her.
She had a good masturbation session after the girl left and pretty much every night after until the A/C appeared in her window.
About 1 ½ month ago the A/C was gone, got back my wonderful view .She was back to her daily routine but I noticed that she shaved her pussy.
On the following Saturday , when I started watching , it looks like she was planning a quiet night as she put her PJ early , watch TV and had a quick pleasuring session. Late at night as I was thinking to go to sleep i saw her getting up from her sofa and coming back in her living room with a dark hair curvy girl wearing a beautiful dress , younger girl maybe 20 y.o , I had never seen this girl before. My neighbour put on a bathrobe over her PJ, had a glass from the bottle that the dark hair girl brought. They were talking on the couch, the dark hair started to kiss her when my neighbor stopped her to go further, she got up and came back later with wet hair and a not so sexy nightie, the visitor made some more moves which my neighbour seem to be ok with, next thing I know they were sucking breast, touching pussy through panties but they suddenly left for what I think is the bedroom which I do not have any view on.
Following that night i saw the same girl coming on a regular bases, saw the curvy girl topless with her rounded shaped breast and ass but never entirely nude as they left each time to go the bedroom to continue their fun .It was a feast for the eyes but I wished that they would stay in the living room for more good times.
I could not believe that my nerdy looking neighbor was that kinky but I liked it.
About 3 weeks ago I saw the dark hair arriving at my neighbour with a guy .I could not tell if the guy was a teenager or that he looked younger than his age, he looked like he was 16 y.o.
They were chatting while having drinks I would say for 2-3 hours, the guy got out of the living room for 2-3 minutes probably to go to the bathroom while the dark girl kissed a bit my neighbour, the young guy came back into the armchair, shortly after the dark hair girl got up from the couch and started touching over his jeans his penis , took it out , massaged it and sucked him very slowly .The guy got up and played , sucked her breast , hands in her pants
The neighbour was sitting on the couch just watching the scene. The girl with her erected nipples and the young guy with a hard on left for the bedroom and the dark hair girl came back in the living room fully naked to kiss and make my neighbour horny and pulled her in the bedroom.
The trio met a few times after but I never saw the dark hair girl kiss the guy but the guy was kissing my neighbor at each session. One of the night the dark hair girl kissed the neighbor a lot while the young guy was watching .The dark girl undressed the neighbor , licked her pussy and got her horny , she than undressed the young guy got him hard and put him a condom to penetrate doggy style the shaved pussy of the neighbor .Once he was able to get fully in deep in her he fucked her for a good 15 minutes going from slow to pounding harder and harder while the dark hair was sucking the breast of the neighbor , her ass took the hard hit every shot of his very fast coming and going. He got out of her , the dark hair took off the condom and sucked him off until he came.
The other time I was lucky with the living room view about 1 week ago the trio was already fully naked when I looked at my favorite view and my neighbor this time was sucking the young guy , he after took her doggy without condom this time , the guy was slower than the time I saw them before but he came within 2-3 minutes in her but about 5 minutes later he was just in her again for a longer time while the dark hair girl was masturbating in the armchair.
I did not see the girl or young guy in the last week.
I hope that my neighbor never moves or put a blind in her living room , or maybe I should wish that she does so I could move on with my life

COVID has turned me into a masturbation addicted size queen. Before we went into lockdown, I might have only masturbated like 3 times a week and I had to use thin anal dildos because my pussy was so tight.

But I had nothing to do but masturbate and now I'm getting off 3 times a DAY and my new dildo has a 6" girth, which slips in way too easily. I know I should stop but it feels so fucking good.

hi again all :D i just wanted to say my life is going a lot i have posted on here many times before and sometimes i have gotten great support and other times not so much. I used to masturbate like crazy maybe 8+ times a day and had a bad addiction to meeting hookers and 1 night stands online. But recently i have got my life together, i broke up with my ex who lied to me about the baby and have not spoken to her for ages and have not paid for sex for over a year or met a net girl for 6 months. From all the money i have saved i am putting a deposit down on a house. I just wanted to say to the people on here that their is hope and don't fall into a hole of depression like i did. I still masturbate 2 times a day but it does not rule my life like before. I wish everyone on here all the best in your lives and hope you find happyness in time like i have.

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i want live i don't want to watch porn again it is killing you and me we are killing our self i know our lust make us feel that there is something missing or there is a A lack of personalities but yes we are humans we will always feel that wanking is an addiction and addiction is a disease which is destroying our life ... let it and do not come back to this sites .. do a one good thing in your life to your self , your parents or your friends be strong and beat your flesh desire for ever . maybe i say that because i just masturbated yesterday :) but i know that this is my desire goodbye and i hope i don't come again like every time :)

Alright I have a problem, I've been in a relationship with a girl for about 3 years and well I want to fuck the shit out of her sister. She's abit of a goodie two shoes but I know she has a masturbation addiction. Any suggestions from anyone who's gone through the same to get in her panties?

What do you guys think about porn addiction?

I've gotten really addicted again thanks to all the alone time of quarantine. I masturbate frequently and long, and I think about porn constantly. My dick gets really worn out but I keep looking and jerking off anyway.

Should I change or just keep at it?

I’m a woman who loves porn and masturbation more than anything else. I watch it in the morning, at work, before bed, and I recently ended a relationship with a real life partner so I could focus on my constant self abuse. If I stay the night with a friend, I’m edging all night after they go to bed. I fucking love my porn addiction and I choose it over everything else! 

i think i have an addiction. my hand and arm are perpetually sore from being squeezed between my legs four to six hours a day—and when i'm not masturbating, i'm wishing i was. what the fuck.

So, a little background about me. I’m a 34-year-old girl from Belfast in Northern Ireland. I travel across Europe with work often and have been exploring its various sex clubs, swingers parties, and porn cinemas for the past seven years. I’m a full-blown porn and sex addict and have a massive kink for cum. It’s this kink that starts this story.

A couple of years back, I was working in one of my favorite cities: Berlin. Home to a massive sex scene, I adore it there and have built up a close circle of friends from Berlin's local fetish scenes. One of whom, who we’ll just call Monica, is my best friend. Like me, she’s proud to call herself a whore.

In her early 40s, Monica has certainly been around the adult industry circuit. She has been like a mentor to me and taught me a lot of lessons in the kink scene of Germany and beyond. Whilst we both consider ourselves mostly straight, we’ve had casual sex with each other a number of times.

I was supposed to be based in Berlin for two months, I and Monica had a tonne of plans to pack in as much debauchery as possible. Two days in, whilst merrily walking to the Metro after a late-night BDSM party, I tripped and broke my ankle on the curb. Classic… After a trip to the hospital, I was now looking at 6-weeks of recovery and the joys of working from my apartment.

Needless to say, I was pretty down. All my plans had gone out of the window and I wasn’t looking forward to wasting two months in my favourite city when I could be sampling all of the sexual delights Berlin had to offer. Luckily, I had my best friend by my side. Rather than go to the clubs without me, she would come to my place most nights, cook with me, and we would relax with a few glasses of wine.

She would sometimes tease me about her regular sex with her many fuck buddies. But as the weekend approached, it wasn’t just me who was craving some debauchery. She knew I was down, and wanted to do something to cheer me up and get some pleasure out of it herself.

On a Friday night, Monica was coming over for some drinks but she was an hour late, which she knows I can’t stand. But her texts reassured me it would be worth it. When she arrived at the door, she had a sordid look in her eye that I know only too well. She’d been drinking and smelled like sex. She kissed me whilst coming through the door before leading me to the bedroom.

On the bed, she stripped off and spread her legs telling me her fuck buddy had left me a present. Taking off her panties, I saw her freshly fucked pussy leaking with white cum. I needed no instruction and slowly got between her legs and cleaned her up. It was heavenly and intensely erotic. I started playing with my clit and savouring the cum, having multiple orgasms with my nose pressed against my friend's clit.

In the weeks that followed, we ended up arranging dates to repeat it. She would often goad a couple of loads from her fuck buddies to give me a better cum reward. We thought about inviting him for some female cuckold play, but decided to keep it between us girls. Plus my ankle and crutches didn’t boost my sex appeal.

One of the most erotic things about it was not having a clue whose cum I was eating. It was all consensual, of course, and her fuck buddies knew about her dirty antics. Just imagining them masturbating at the thought of a random girl eating the sloppy mess they pumped into their fuck buddy Monica turned me on immensely.

Thankfully, my ankle healed fine and I was able to get back into the fetish scenes of the city on my next visits. A crappy time, but the silver lining was some seriously erotic memories between me and my friend.

I am a sex addict, and that ruined my life. Besides being addicted to porn, it made me unable to form any kind of long term relationship. I masturbate three times a day, and being ugly, it made my bar for sexual partners really low. The worst I've done were 11 guys per night. I have done everything imaginable in sex, but my thirst is still unquenchable.

I have an addiction to jerking off!
no matter who I’m with or where I am I just will see someone or think of something that makes me hard a wanna cum. I edge for 2 hours here at least twice a day just looking at board posts and interacting with members. If I’m at a friends house I’ll use there bathroom and jerk of usually into their shampoo or into the sink and rub the tooth brushes into them. Especially my female friends, I have a few videos I can watch and cum in 2 minutes if I jack myself hard and fast so they never are concerned with the length of time I’m away. But recently older women are turning me on a lot. I’m 20 and someone the age of my mum around 40 being fucked makes me rock hard. I’ve been looking on local dating apps for an older woman to let me fuck her but no luck yet. The fantasy of an older woman is getting to much, last night I jerked off over my sleeping mum. Cumming in a mug besides her bed.
I need help this fantasy and my masturbation obsession is hurting my real life relationships.

What's the sickest/most depraved thing that you have masturbated to?
Something that after you came, made you think "what the hell am I doing, what was I thinking?"

I confess I have masturbated to the thought of my sister getting violently raped by a bunch of strangers. I don't see her sexually, but I think with my porn addiction and after having seen everything the internet has to offer, my mind seeks sicker and sicker stuff in order for me to get aroused.

I always cum like an animal when I have these thoughts, and it always makes me feel like shit for hours later, not to mention I can't look anyone in my family in the eyes for hours.

Anyone ever hear of a drunk fetish? I have this weird fetish/ritual that I have been into for about 3 years now. It started when I noticed that I was getting very turned on watching girls gone wild videos. It's so hot to watch hot college girls where they are obviously drunk flashing, masturbating, and eating each other out. I starting finding other porn where these russian girls were getting drunk in front of the camera then fucking guys. They were really drunk because they were passing out and sometimes puking. Anyway this got me wanting to try getting drunk myself while masturbating. Before this I got drunk socially only like twice a year. Now, I do it every weekend. I start out by picking out about 2 hours worth of porn from my collection that I want to watch for the night. Then I start masturbating while taking shots of liquor. When I get close to cumming I stop and let myself calm down for a minute or two then start again. I do this while watching porn nonstop for about 2 hours while taking shots like every 5 to 10 minutes until i'm drunk then I climax. Best fucking orgasms of my life. Now I know it's hard to get an erection and actually fuck someone while drunk, but you can still cum if you are masturbating. I don't know why I love this so much but I can't stop. Every friday night I do this. When the alcohol first kicks in while you are horned up watching porn, it feel so good. When I'm totally fucked up I simply finish off watching porn or sometimes I call phone sex lines. This is fun while drunk. Anyway, just wondering if anyone else has ever done anything like this. It might sound weird, but it can't be weirder then some things I've seen on here like people eating shit. This probably classifies me as an alcoholic or better defined a binge drinker, but fuck it. It also shows I have nothing to do on friday nights, but who cares. I slowly I got addicted to doing this over years. At first I only did it like twice a month but it didn't take too long to go to doing it every weekend. Looking forward to doing this gets me through my miserable work week.

I have an addiction to sex/orgasm's.
I have sex with my girl at least twice a day and when I'm at work I wank off another 4~6 times depending on how busy I am, but lately I've been getting out of control.

I live 20 miles from work and my girlfriend works from our home, during my lunch hour I'll drive the distance for a 5 minute quickie with her and drive back to work to go straight to the toilet and stroke one out, usually by this point I have cum 7 times since 8am. The rest of the day all I can think about is sex and masturbating, my friends and colleagues have no idea what I get upto but I think my boss is getting suspicious and he has regularly commented on how many toilet breaks I get through in a day.

I'll get home, and want sex immediately. It's not like I'm even making love to her because all it is to me is a race to the finish line so I can get my hit and orgasm, and by this point all I'm ejaculating is perfctly clear liquid that isn't even like cum. My girl is great though, she understands and even lets me go "hand's free" while we are in the house, and she loves the attention and spontinuity of me sweeping her off her feet and just banging the fuck out of her for 3 mins.

But I need help as I know I can't continue like this, any one else have a problem like this? And how do you help yourself?

If hubby ever knew how many cocks I've had in my pussy before I married him he probably wouldn't have married me. Before I met him I'd let almost anyone inside of me, most of the time without using protection. He's a very conservative man, and he knows I've always been very open minded - but only knows a very small portion of my sexual history. I've probably had (and enjoyed) over 300 dicks (that's probably a low estimate to be truthful), and about half of them released inside of me. Size never mattered to me - in fact I like them a bit smaller than how the porn industry portrays how big men should be. When a man is inside me I don't want to feel like I'm giving birth, I want to feel the pleasure of his hard cock. I orgasm very easily, and yes I was diagnosed with being a nympho (hypersexual) - (hell I even tried to seduce the lady therapist who diagnosed me). He doesn't know I've been with both men and women - and does know that I am on medication but what he doesn't know is that I have been diagnosed with being hypersexual. He thinks I just have anxiety. Even on the medication (antidepressants and mood stabilizers) it's like I have an incessant hunger to fuck. I fuck my hubby so much his nuts are dry and still I want more. Sometimes I've thought about talking to him about it, but I don't want to break his heart because I love him dearly. I've been checked for STDs, and even with my sexual history I'm clean (miraculously).

I lurk on this site, I do not have an account. I'll find myself masturbating to pictures of women and men, and sometimes I just can't handle not being fucked ... my pussy is literally wet all the fucking time and I'm addicted to pulsating cocks throbbing in me, or a woman's gentle fingers gliding on my clit... Once I suggested that it would be ok if he wanted a threesome with another female and that I would be down for it. He laughed it off, saying something about how it would ruin our marriage and that he has enough sex with me and that I'm all he can handle.
Have I ever cheated on him? Yes, but with women only. In some weird way I justify cheating with another woman as not actually cheating, because there is not a real cock inside me... but wow do I crave the feeling. Sometimes I've thought about fucking some random guy and going home to my hubby and mounting him, just to mix both of their cum together... that's a bit of a dream of mine, but then I fantasize that happening and I walk in on hubby fucking another woman and I make her eat the strangers cum and my hubby's cum from my leaking pussy. I'm on the pill, someone like me wouldn't be a good mother at all - while I do have fantasies about being a mother, watching my tits swell with milk, my hypersexuality wouldn't make me a good mother at all. The baby would be crying and I'd be fucking my pussy with my favorite toy... not good.

Before I was married, I've had all sizes of dicks, and I guess the reason I don't like massive dicks is because - well they hurt. I was at a bar and this biker guy was hitting on me and I just looked at him and told him, "I fuck before the first date babe, you probably couldn't handle me."
He laughed with a little snort, stood up and pushed his crotch into my leg. I could feel a massive cock hanging down his pants. I was curious.
"You can't handle me, most women can't."
I took him up on it and went back to his place. His cock had the circumference of a coke can, and was at least 10 inches long. There really wasn't any foreplay - I don't like foreplay - he stuffed his cock in my mouth, my jaw was almost unhinged, then he jammed it in my pussy. The pain was insane. He just laughed, "I told you so."
I didn't want to give up so I let him use me, and I had a hunger for cum and needed it in me.
"Where do you want it, slut?"
I grabbed his neck and looked him in the eyes, "Don't you dare pull out, cum in me."
His eyes lit up and he smirked.
"That's right, my little man whore, I want you in me" I said as I felt his massive cock destroying my insides.
He came a lot. He must have tore some of my skin because his cum burned. I barely could walk after he finished inside me but I did my best. I got up, thanked him and left. Sure, there are some women out there that love these massive cocks - but I'm totally happy with 4-6 inches. Those cocks make me orgasm all the time.
Anyway this is super long. I guess my confession is, I kind of feel lost and I don't feel right unless I'm getting fucked. I confess I might tell my husband what's really up with me, but I'm scared. I'm scared because I think that if I do that he'll divorce me, or it will give my brain a green light to let other men inside me... if I could I'd have a constant line of men, lined up for my pussy... that's how fucking addicted I am. I hear a woman moan, even jokingly - I want her. I hear a man talk about sex, I want him. I see every day people walking, I imagine them fucking me. I feel so cursed.
I've practically raped men before I was married because of my mental issues... I've destroyed marriages, relationships... I got drunk once and humped my best friend's husband's leg right in front of her and she slapped me... (yeah we're no longer best friends, my bad). My pussy, she's always hungry and I can't seem to feed her enough.
My medications are not working. My pussy is so hungry... she needs to be filled.... I can't get the thought of warm hot cum splashing inside my wet love hole... I have to stop writing
Signed,
Sarah

I confess that I am addicted to finding girls on chattroulette and masturbating with them. I have a special skype account just for the girls I find. Tonight I just added number 20 to my contact list. Out of the 20 about 5 of them masturbate with me on a regular bases, and a few here and there will just show me their naked bodies while I solo bate.

I have been at this for about 2 years now and I only have 20 girls. I search for girls about on average once to twice a week on either chatroulette or omegle. I want to know If there is anyone else out there who is doing the same thing I am doing and how big is your collection. Also all of the girls I have are at least 25 and younger, does anybody have any tips for getting milfs, they seem to be a rare find on non pay sites like chatroulette and omegle, I would love to have a regular milf bate partner on my list.

I have a confession, I for one never thought I would ever have anything worth confessing on here. I actually thought I was pretty much past anything sexual. I am David and I am 53 years old, my wife died a little over 3 years ago we got married when I was 21 and she was 19 and we had a very happy life together, she lost a ten year battle with cancer and at the end she made me promise to find someone else to love. I did as she asked then but I never wanted to act on it, she was the only woman I had ever been with, my first and only girlfriend and then wife. We never had any kids because she couldn't have any. I was left alone in our big house and I am ashamed to say I sort of fell apart after her death. One of my oldest friends Mark and his wife stepped in and forced me out of the rut I was in. I had let the house get in such a mess Wendy my wife would have gone mad If she knew. But they came and we got things back in order. I am lucky and own my own business and my manager was running it well for me and I had no need to work. Around a year ago I started going back in to work and last year Mark popped round and I had started to fall behind on my cleaning again and he suggested I get a cleaner in to help me cope. He said his oldest daughter Emma 21 was looking for work and he was sick of her just lounging around the house all day and it would solve two problems at once. He can be very forceful and I finally said OK. Emma turned up the next day not looking happy at all, it turns out he had made this arrangement with a few of his friends and she was now working hard at something she really didn't want to do. I had not seen her in a few years and the first thing I noticed was that she had really filled out, my god her breasts were massive. We ran through all that she needed to do and I gave her a key in case I was out. It actually turns out she was very good at cleaning and in under an hour she had my place looking OK again. So over the next few months she would come over three mornings a week. Each time I saw her I just couldn't stop looking at her breasts, and my thoughts wandered into wondering what she looked like naked, I felt very ashamed because she is the daughter of my best friend. I found myself getting hard a lot and turned to the internet and that's where I found this site. It was a bit of a shock to the system as I had never been one for looking at porn, even in my youth I think I had only ever seen one porn magazine. I soon became addicted. I would visit quite a few sites and was soon making myself cum at least once a day usually more. I was drawn to lesbian porn and wondered quite a lot of the time if my wife would have liked this knowing she wouldn't because she wasn't a very sexual woman. This went on for months I would look at porn and masturbate and had even bought some sex toys for myself. I have two flesh lights and on a whim I bought a remote control vibrating butt plug. I used it one night and loved the feeling a lot, wishing I had pushed my wife into being more adventurous in our sex life.
OK this is the part where my confession really starts, sorry for taking so long to get into it. I had been using my toys the night before and had accidently left my butt plug on the coffee table in the living room. Emma came to clean and I was in the kitchen and I turned round and she was holding my butt plug in her hand, my heart stopped but she laughed and said she didn't know I was such a naughty man. I had no idea what to say but she walked over to the drawer that I keep my toys in and opened it and put it back. My heart sank she must have known all along about them, she then went on with her cleaning and left. I didn't know why but her knowing made me so horny. I wondered what else she knew about me. That was Friday and she wasn't due to come back until Monday, I am usually at work Monday but this time I decided not to go in. I heard her open the door, I had some music playing and had made sure I was naked, my heart was pounding, I had went out my way to make her catching me naked look as much like an accident but was so worried she would freak out. Now I may be 53 but I am not bad looking and my body is slim and trim. I had my butt plug in my ass and was gently stroking myself as she walked in the kitchen, I had some lesbian porn on the lap top and I could see her reflection in the window. I had left the remote control to the butt plug on the table. She was just standing looking at me as I rubbed my cock and then I felt the butt plug vibrate faster and then faster again. I knew I had to do something and I turned round trying to look shocked and said sorry I forgot she was coming today. There was no way I could hide my rock hard cock. A few seconds past and she smiled and said she didn't mind and pushed the butt plug to max vibrations. She reached out and took my cock in her hand, well that was it I exploded all over her hand and her T shirt. I said sorry but she said don't worry and then she got on her knees and started to lick and suck me. She was good, very good and I was hard again she used one hand to push the butt plug in and out my ass while she sucked my cock. I was so excited and was soon cumming again she pulled it out her mouth and it went over her face and hair. She laughed and said that was another mess she would have to clean up. She asked if I wanted her to clean the butt plug too and she pulled it out and in one motion put it in her mouth and licked it clean. She asked if I was OK? I guess my face was a picture and all I could do was nod. Her T shirt had quite a lot of my cum on it and she pulled it up over her head, she had on a black bra and I could almost see those wonderful breasts, She undid the clip and let it fall to the floor. They were everything I thought they would be, her nipples were hard and she took my hand and put it on one, she said she had seen me looking at her for ages and knew I had been excited due to the bulge in my jeans. I sort of came to my senses for a bit and said but your Marks daughter. She laughed and said he would freak if he knew even half the stuff she had got up to over the years. She took my hand and pulled me into the lounge where she took off her jeans and panties, she was shaved fully and she sat on the couch and told me to lick her. I was soon hard again and fucked her on the couch. She got dressed finished the cleaning as I sat there naked and then left. We had sex every time she came to clean and sometimes she would come over and just let herself in when I was sleeping and I would find her next to me in bed. This has gone on for a few months now and I know I am falling for her not that anything long term could ever come of it. And If Mark finds out he will kill me and maybe that is part of the thrill of. I wonder if my wife will ever forgive me if she is looking down on me. I hope so because I am having so much fun and never want it to end

I'm a dumb whore.

Like, truly. I hate thinking for myself. I hate making decisions. It's too hard. I let my boyfriend make all my decisions. He votes for me, tells me what to eat, tells me what to wear, tells me who I can be friends with. It's so much easier and I am so much happier not having to think.

The one issue is I'm also a sex addict. I'm mostly a good girl. But I consistently want to fuck anything and everything. I feel bad about it because it isn't like he isn't enough. We have sex most days of the week. I masturbate every day. I love him. But I want to meet men and women in public and let them do whatever they want to my body. Sex is all I think about, I find myself thinking about how to put myself in a position to get fucked or even at this point, assulaulted. Which I know is fucked up.

He would never share me with another guy. Which I get. But I don't know how to stop acting like a bitch in heat constantly. I feel guilty but...part of me doesn't care. I want to be better. But I feel like I'm going to jeopardize my relationship eventually if I can't get it under control. I've been trying to for a long time and it just gets worse and worse.

I realized that I am a sex addict, or in the old term, a nympho, in my early 30's, when my husband gave up on having sex once or twice a day. I found myself masturbating few times per day, I got hooked on online fantasy world, that is how I ended up here, amongst other places, and all of that was so overwhelming, that after many, many fights, break ups and getting back together, my husband finally agreed on an open relationship.

I have five men I see on a regular basis, and I have gotten out of my way, to try and fulfill desire that I am feeling, done everything I could, including multiple guys at the same time, but my thirst is unquenchable.

I just hope that after the menopause, it will stop, but I do not have my hopes up. And that is it.

i dont know if this is normal or im addicted to porn..i have a gf who love sex and shes hot but i keep watching porn and masturbate..is that normal or im just being a looser..

I'm a man in his fifties and i haven't been able to achieve a full erection in 20 years. Partly age related and i think more related to if you don't use it you lose it. 

20 years ago i had a lengthy addiction to transwomen. Bottoming with transwomen. I would normally orgasm and cum from prostate stimulation. 

I got so into cock that i was able to take cock from men even though i'm not naturally attracted to men. 

Now at best i can only get a semi. To masturbate takes a long time and i have to stroke hard and fast in order to cum. Cock has ruined mine. I need to receive cock to cum basically. The only sex i could have with a woman would involve her penetrating me anally also. 

WHATS WRONG WITH ME? BDSM PERVERT?
I am a 50 YO male, straight and married. I became friends with a guy on-line. He started giving me ideas for masturbation, and got me to send him naked photos of myself. Everytime I fulfilled one of his requests he sent me another one.

I slowly turned into his slave, and I am now addicted to following his orders.

He tells me to do something to myself, while making a video. I then have to post the video to him.. It started with me tying my cock and balls up tightly.

Then he started giving me detailed instructions of how to make objects to put into my ass. He gave me the dimensions, and how long and hard to fuck myself with them. I was surprised that I enjoyed doing it.
His orders became more extreme every time.

One of the worst was to hang a 2Kg bottle from my balls, and then beat my bare ass with a leather belt until red welts appeared. It was extremely painful, with the bottle swinging with the movement, and my ass hurting like hell. As usual I sent the video.

Another order was to tie up my cock and balls so tight that they went blue. At the same time I had to make a dog-knot dildo by wrapping clingwrap around a t-shirt to form the shape until it was tight. Then I had to make it bumby by adding another layer of clingwrap to hold in place a handfull of hard beans. Another layer was added to make the huge knot. It was a huge ugly and scary looking thing. The dimensions he gave me were so huge that it took me a long time and lots of pain to get it in my ass. The knot finally got into my ass as I screamed and grunted with pain. Strangely I had a massive orgasm while it was inside me. My cock was tied so tightly that the cum couldnt get out, so this shaking orgasm just went on and on. I nearly passed out. Again I the video.

It was such a turn-on for me, that I accepted another request from a guy on-line to do wicked S&M to myself. He challenged me to put very hot creme (Deep Heat) on my cock for 10 minutes while making a video of my suffering. It was extremely intense. I sent the video to him.

I recently came accross the video by accident, and I realised he had posted it on the internet for everyone to see. I was shocked to see that hundreds of people had watched it.

I thought I would never do that again, but could not help myself when I got the next instruction. I now realise I am a BDSM slave.

Does anyone know what I can do about it?

I am an omegle addict and I got a really good win tonight. I got an 18 y.o. muslim girl from Malaysia in full hijab. One of my fantasies has been getting one of these muslim girls to masturbate with me or strip for me... just feels so naughty cause they're not supposed to. I asked her if she ever got horny and she said yes! I even got her to admit that she masturbates. I asked her if she wanted to see my cock and she said yes. She loved it. she talked about how she wished we were married so I could deflower her and put it in her pussy. She wouldn't strip, but she was saying her pussy was so wet and i made her pretend she was sucking it. and it drove me crazy! i came so hard. wish i could grab her by her head cover and make sweet love to her mouth...

My gf has seriously messed up my masturbation addiction. She's been gone over a week (trip overseas) and I found I simply don't get off on pictures now. Have hardly visited here. I can get off looking at a picture of her beautiful eyes (we like coming looking at each other). This is way weird for me. I haven't even made a move on my tiny motorcycle bitch friend - normally I'd have had my hands in her pants by now. Just doesn't really seem of interest. If she asked, I'd do a mercy fuck there - be easier if she was younger (she's a cute 51).

I was even happy to screw my wife. She's out of pot and has been distant, but I was missing cuddling with my gf, so I cuddled with my wife (she's not usually too cuddly) and eventually ended up getting her off (hard w/o pot) and generally having a great time. How can having a soulmate gf help me with my wife? That's pretty weird.

The no-porn interest, little masturbation thing is new to me. I've gone a day or two without. Novel for me, very. I'm thinking we're possibly totally in love. Kind of laughable - I am actually older than her daddy by a little bit. She's an independent cuss, as am I, so not being able to live together and get on each other's nerves is probably a good thing. We'll be shopping for a place for her to live on my training or near my commuting routes. Regular visits, lunches, dinners, shows, bed dates, and trips together should be fine. Have a "dessert" type thing going on. She's technically got a bf and I have a wife (plus a petite bike bitch I don't mind the boys fooling around with). So we can't get too much time together.

In a rational world, my wife would see the advantage of me not bothering her for sex and cuddling all the time and let my gf move in. Wife could do her reading and scrapbooking and sewing without me hassling her for sex. Given her usual behavior, that would be a preferred outcome. If she doesn't want it, fine, but why doesn't she want me to have it? Weird world. Actually, I end up so buzzed from being w/gf that I'm more likely to want sex with wife. Not an expected effect.

Well, will see what happens. I'm sure looking forward to gf getting back into town. Just being next to her is great, the incredible sex is just an added plus.

Maybe this sounds weird but I am a 32 year old guy who actually wants to be a young girl who is being raped, abused, molested and tortured every day. If I was a girl I would be camming naked all the time and posting plenty of naked pics/vids online of myself masturbating or of me getting fucked by my daddy/uncle/teacher/neighbor. I would be meeting with creepos i meet online and just let them have their way with me in a shady motel.A skanky drugs addicted slut who works as a stripper in a local sleazy bar. I would die at the age of 40 from an overdose or STD

Too bad i am fat balding ugly and overweight guy and crossdressing would just give you all a laugh instead of a boner. Trying to be a tranny would just result in some epic fail ugly bitch nobody would want to fuck even if I was on my knees begging them.

Wish there was some way of transferring my brain into the body of some hot old girl. Or that magic exists and some wizard can cast some spell on me or something

Anyone else have this sort of fantasies or am i just deranged/messed up?

I have a confession,and i think its causing a problem in my marriage. I've been married for 15 years to the same women who i love dearly. I've tried talking many times with her but she just doesn't get it, its not all about the sex physically, I like the mind fucking,the short skirt no panties, the masturbating whilst im at work etc etc, then teasing me,the telling me what she's been up to, but i always seam to be waiting for it to happen (it never does) unless ive asked her to do something or hinted so badly.(for me that spoils the whole meaning,this is now where the problem lies, i found a old baby monitor in the loft a few months back and ive installed the listening device secretly in our bedroom and i think im addicted to waitingfor her to go to bed (im making excuses saying ill be up soon just going to have a quick game on ps3 or im watching this watching that etc) in hope shell go to bed get herself horny and fuck herself, play with her pussy, watch porn and get herself off (these things we have spoken about)so i can hear her do these things without her knowing i can here her ill sit for a hour or more until i know she's a sleep and that's it, im getting really board of doing this but im addicted, im now at a point where ill turn sex down with my wife, in hope this will trigger her to do something different. but its like flogging a dead donkey.

Addicted to porn, wanting to masturbate all the time.

Im 21, and work as an IT guy. I spend all day around computers and look at porn non stop. I love camming and blowing my load all over.

True story.

I admit that i am now incapable of a relationship.I think i am addicted to masturbation.
The thrill of chasing a girl,going through the process of wining and dining is still as strong as ever,but once i have gotten my evil way and orgasmed in all of her holes i just lose interest and cant get away quick enough.
Then i spend months masturbating to all my fantasies and i find this far more intense and stimulating.
Sometimes it worries me because my fantasies involve taboo subjects but that just drives me on to abuse myself even more.
When i get too frustrated i go out on the pull again and treat another bitch to a good time.They all think i am the best lover in the world but they do not realise i am just unloading all my frustration on to them.
I get rid of a load of shit and these stupid bitches fall in love because im the first guy that has made them cum or licked thier asshole.
I cannot believe that there are so many stupid naive girls still out there that have not had orgasms with previous lovers.
Most of the time i would have more pleasure out of sniffing thier soiled gusset than having to listen to the trivial smalltalk they continuously spew out.
If only women would shut the fuck up and know thier place.
Woman are only large condoms that should be filled with semen and raise children.
Apart from that i dont have any problems.

Except that i hate niggers.

I am a 42 year old masturbation/sex addict. I would love to meet others in my state that are addicted to sex as I. Lets connect and see where it leads.......online first then......for real...

I have a problem...
I am addicted to child porn and i dont want to be.
I hold off for months without looking for it. Then i give in and find some. Then i will masturbate while watching it and as soon as i cum, sometimes even before i finish cumming i feel disgusted with myself and delete everything i found. i feel terrible and then it happens all over again. the age of girls that i seem to be interested in are around the age that i had my first sexual experiences about 9 or 10, when i was that age too.

Anyone have any advice or input into this? (besides the usual die pedo and etc)

i confess that i cheat on my boyfriend. im a 21y.o. girl and most people think im a real sweetie and that i wouldnt put a foot wrong in life. when my boyfriend goes to work i meet up with other guys, usually his friends, and fuck them. i feel bad because i love my bf and find him very attractive, but i'm addicted to the thrill of cheating and knowing that these guys can't resist me.

also, when he goes to bed at night and when he's out i come on motherless and other sites and masturbate to hardcore porn. lesbian bondage, rape, guys brutally fucking girls. my boyfriend is so sweet and nice and we only seem to 'make love' never 'fuck' if that makes sense. I feel like a complete pervert.

Ok, i feel i need to go about this very specifically due to basic fears and preconceptions round here.

I have a question for a specific group that lurks about here. Before i ask it, dear god. Keep it civil, no visual aids, no links, and on both sides please no primal psycho rage.

My question is simply, Why?

stay with me now. This gets a little between the lines, anti's just stay mellow, it's still illegal and zero tolerance, folks in question don't get too into... well actually i dont' get quite what but try and treat it as a clinical question if you can.

I understand that this may get a bit uh, weird. But let's try to keep the visceral language and finger pointing to a minimum.

and yes i'm ducking the direct question because i'm a pussy. Now that we've cleared the air on that let's move on.

My question has been established. Why?

My confusion comes from my own perspective and capacity for inference.

Your preferred group, biologically, are basically old-sex. I can't tell if one is male or female save for the color scheme on their clothes.

Being as they are sexless i remain confused as to the appeal. Stay calm.

Personally i believe any person has the right to do whatever the fudge they want in a darkened room wherein nobody realizes they exist in the first place. Which isn't a jab, it's exactly what i mean.

You want to smoke meth, shoot heroin, hold pet beauty pageants or have your mailman strangle you with a designer gator skin belt while you beat off to vintage cartoon characters; go for it.

Admittedly, the only reason i won't include it on that list is i feel certain folks would focus on that and lose sight of the question i'm asking.

I will say this. So long as it's legal to masturbate yourself into a rage-gasm over murder scene and autopsy photos it may as well be legal to beat off to any old-existing evidence of human horror. Dude didn't murder any one, he just got way too into the photos proving it happened. It creeps me out, but whatever. No one said he has to be within a square mile of anyone i want to keep from him.

If i'm going to be self appointed thought police, however, then kill me now.

I've made peace with many other lifestyles, or mental illness or mutations or doctrines or fuck you get over yourselves that many people take to the grave, but this one just makes no sense to me at all.

The God freaks of any brand are afraid of being punished or positive they will be rewarded. In either case, because of others.

Druggies are addicted, biochemically and subsequently psychologically dependant.

Gays are just gay. period.

Beasties are demented, but i can make peace purely on the sense of ignorance. If It's legal to grind animals into big macs and tasteless clothes, it's legal to fuck them.

But this thing seems basically rooted in predatory mentality. i may be wrong but that's why i ask.

even serial killers admit to being basically sexually obsessed. Stay cool.

I'm not saying you are all rapists or cannibals or predators. It does however seem that the exclusive proprietors of your content are.

At that point i get back to the crime scene photos. That's basically what your content seems to be. Evidence of a crime. I'm no johnny law. i smoke my reefer and abide selectively like any American (hold it against me if you must i make no apology for being born at random), but i can't see past the victimization.

Is it a power trip? like a rape fantasy that has fallen so low on dominance that it manifests itself in this way? Comments here on motherless for the so called "weak stuff" seem to imply that dominance, pain and victimization are tantamount to the appeal.

If so, then at that point you lose me. I'm no stranger to the potentials of human cruelty, but there seems to be an outcry from your group that this is not your motivation, meanwhile others in your community seem to state otherwise. Quite directly in fact.

I'm neither looking to be sold on it, nor dissuaded. I have my sexual identity quite intact. I myself find sexual delight in plump to simply put fat ass white women, I'm simply confused and at a loss.

Further, the only reason i feel it warrants such discussion at all is the fact that it seems such a perpetual pervasive issue not just here, but anywhere a person doesn't have to own it right up front.

oh well, fuck it. I asked the question; do with it what you will. Even if that is nothing. Our own eyes are upon us, no greater authority matters.

If you have an honest opinion of your own, feel free to share. If you're looking to go to war either for or against, Then that topic already exists.

If at this point you have no idea what i'm talking about, what are you even doing here when you could be beating off to titties or making racist comments?

Maybe i'm wasting my time. Later wankers.

I am physically dependent on masturbation. In the past, every time i stopped for 3 or 4 days I would get a cold. I just set a new personal record for the longest time without cumming, which is over 30 days. But just when I thought I wasn't addicted to masturbation, I got shingles. Yes, fucking shingles. It happens to old people or people with shitty immune systems. I've concluded that masturbation is what keeps me alive, literally.
Fap on my friends, fap on.

Wanted to share what happened between me and my Step-Sister

First let me start off by giving you some information about my situation. I'm a 27yo male and have 2 Step-sisters (kinda) one is OLD and the other and my new favorite is 18yo. As you can see I put (kinda) that's because their mother and my father have been together for 13 years but have never married. So technically there not Step-sisters but seeing the details I count theme as such. Anyway I have a different type of relationship with both of these girls the OLD (lets call her B) and I spend time together and such but has never been nothing more than sibling acquaintanceship but as for as the 18yo (lets call her P) we are on the other hand very close and more like friends than family. B is more of a straight A decent type of girl as for P is a drop out, drinks a little, dabbled in some marijuana smoking, and is a little sexually active. It's fair to say they are 2 different types of people by far. I have always had a Incest Taboo. I read stories on-line and watch role-play videos from time to time its just something that has always turned me on. That being said I always felt that me and P has some sexual tension between the two of us. I always had that gut feeling that if I hinted seriously in having sex she would be more than willing but I never acted on the feeling in fear of the outcome. If she denied we would never be the same if she accepted but told someone I might be banished from my family and friends and looked down upon as things of this nature aren't that popular with normal people. Anyway down to the subject at hand.
My GF of 7 years lives with me in a creepy ass old home I've owned for quite some time. We have no children and have the house to ourselves. The location of our home is a few cities away from her family, about a 2 1/2 hour drive so when she has some time off work she often makes the trip and spends a few days with her mom and family on that side. This week she did just that she had a few days off of work and left Sunday night to go to here mothers and wouldn't return till Wednesday night. I am a film addict and travel from the small rural area I live in to the city to buy the new Blu-ray movies releases every Tuesday. I hate to do this alone because most of the time I enjoy hitting up a restaurant for lunch but sitting down somewhere and eating alone is just depressive so I texted up P and asked her if she wanted to go with me and of-course she said yes. This wasn't her first city trip with me and she enjoyed it as much as I did to get out of the house every once and a while. So we went to town ate lunch and grabbed the new releases and talked about all kinds of things on the way to and from. Amongst this conversation I told her that my GF was gone till wends day and I was excited to sit on my couch and play video-games and watch movies uninterrupted for a few days. She then offered to stay the night with me so I didn't have to be alone. I was fine with this she often spent the night at my house and this occurrence was nothing new so I said OK and we headed back home. When we arrived it was already getting dark outside and we decided to burn the rest of the night watching horror movies on my couch. I was sitting against the left sofa arm and she was huddled up on my shoulder holding on for dear life needless to say her and being scared goes hand and hand. After the movies ended I decide it was time for this old man to hit the bead and I went jump in the shower, came out fresh and told her goodnight. Not even a hour later she knocked on my bedroom door and asked if she could sleep with me cents my GF wasn't home and she was too scared to sleep on the couch so I agreed. I sleep in my Boxers with no shirt on but I often walk around my home in this manor also so it was nothing uncomfortable for her to be around. She was wearing a long shirt with her bra and panties underneath witch she also tends to wonder around wearing so even now I didn't think nothing more of what was happening but man was I wrong.
She climbed into bed with me I sleep on the left side of the bed so she was lying on my right side. I turned the TV on as I can't seem to sleep without some type of noise in the background and laid back down with my head on my pillow. She come towards me and placed her head on my right solder and forced my arm around her body as she cuddled up next to me in almost the same position we where sitting on the couch watching the movies earlier. Being the restless type of person that I am I started to rub her lower back slowly as I tried falling asleep. It was obvious that she had no problem with this as she closed her eyes and asked me to rub higher on her back witch is just what I did. she began to let out some slight moans from time to time and I started feeling my cock get excited so I bunched up some covers around it by acting like I was adjusting myself so she wouldn't notice. Suddenly she set up and pulled her shirt off and laid back down on me and said rub my shoulders. She had a light blue bra on so I couldn't see her breast but it was enough of exposure to send my cock from semi to ready for blast-off. she then shifted her body more to the right where she was totally on her side and in doing so she put both her legs around my right leg so now my right leg was in-between her legs around her knee area and she rest her right hand on my chest and said "don't forget my neck". After a few moments of rubbing her neck and playing in her hair she shuffled around and tired to reposition the hand that was on my chest but in doing so she slightly grazed my erect penis. After feeling how hard it was she opened her eyes and picked her head up slightly and over my face and said "Oh My God is That your Dick". She then grabbed my dick with her hand and said "it is I can't believe your fucking dick is hard". I told her it's not my fault it has a mind of its own and I have a half naked woman laying on my and for her to mind her own business. She laid back down and jokingly said that I was a fucking pervert but she never turned around or moved away from me so I began rubbing her back again. I then pretended to adjust my legs again and moved my right leg up to where it was touching the crotch of her panties and I could fell the moistness on my skin. I then asked her why she wanted to pick on me for my hard dick when her pussy was soaking wet. She told me I was full of shit and her pussy wasn't wet at all. We continued to argue back and forth about her being wet until I finally "fucking look" and in reached in her panties and ran my finger between her soaked pussy lips then I rubbed my sticky fingers down here back and said "You're full of shit".
She freed her left hand that she was partially laying on and turned to lay almost flat on her back grabbing my dick with her left and and said "then why did you stop". Without thinking and in sure excitement I reached back into her panties and started rubbing on her clit. She started beating me off slowly and moving back an forth on the bed for a few moments then she let out a big aggravated type huff, flung herself up and pulled her panties off and threw them across the room then laid back down. I started rubbing again as here pussy became wetter and wetter till I slid down and put one of my fingers inside of her. she arched her back up and let out a sigh of relief as I moved my finger in and out. As I felt her loosen up I added a second finger and began to use my thumb to rub on her clit as I moved my two fingers in and out of her. She began to breath heavily and scurry around in place until suddenly she let go of my dick and grabbed my hand stopping me from moving as she reached her orgasm. she fell flat on the bed breathing hard for a moment than set up and grabbed a hold of my cock again and said "it's your turn". She rubbed her hand on her pussy and began to beat me off with here wet hand as fast as she could and it didn't take long till I erupted all over her hand and my bed. I stood up and found a towel and cleaned everything off and went lay back down. She turned facing me and we made out slowly for a few moments then she pulled her head back and said goodnight and turned her back to me. I laid on my side with my cock on the verge of becoming hard again from thinking about what had happened and how great and unbelievable it all was and then the worries of what the outcome could be if someone found out began to set in. Around that time she reached back and grabbed my arm and pulled herself close to me to where my dick was rubbing between her legs right under her butt. I didn't get much sleep that night at all and I don't think she did either. From time to time she would grind her ass backwards into me to where my semi hard dick would rub her pussy lips. I knew that all I had to do was turn her over and fuck her all night I knew that's what she wanted and that's what she was waiting for but my judgement got the best of me and I didn't drum up the nerve to do so.
The next morning she woke up early to get ready for work I was still asleep but before she left she came and woke me up by rubbing on my dick and gave me a passionate kiss and said "I have to go to work but I had a really good night I'll text you when you wake up". That was 2 weeks ago and we have been sending nude pics and talking about having sex again every day. My GF is planing on going see her mom next week again and I already set plans with P to come spend a few days with me this time. As she hasn't told anyone and I haven't told anyone I figure it will be safe to take this a little farther and as long as where careful we can continue to have this secret type of connection that one wouldn't understand unless they felt it themselves. I don't know if I can call it love but I do know that it is different than any other feeling I've had for any woman that I was sleeping with. I was kind of thinking about hiding a camera in my bedroom and getting the act on tape next time so I can watch it when I'm feeling horny and she's not around or I may just ask her she has been sending me a lot of nude photos and masturbation videos threw text messages and snap-chat. I wish I would have acted on my feeling earlier I will post any updates as they happen wish me luck. :)

Confession\chat possible hookup Sydney.

I confess Im addicted to window peeping and have been doing it for years spying on many women in my local area. I have my favourites that i regularly go and check up on. In the past I've seen all sorts of things from nude/showering to fucking, masturbation, girls waxing each others pussys. I have taken loads of of pics n vids in the past but deleted them in a moment of guilt when I was with my ex and trying to stop. Which i totally regret. Anyway at the moment I have recently gotten vids of this one girl getting out of the shower, she is fucking hot and i have a major thing for her. This fetish is escalating to reaching into the open windows when they are not home and stealing dirty panties. Even did it when one was in the shower. Its so fucking hot sitting outside jerking off smelling there underwear watching them get around naked. Its the closest thing to fucking them without them knowing. Unless?
There are loads of hot girls in my area I can't help myself. Im looking for people interested in this sort of thing preferably in Syd area who would like to chat and or confess there own fucked up fetish's or situations. Here is a pic taken from the vid. Have more obviously.
Thoughts? Or Ask me anything.

I confess that I am addicted to masturbating with perverted old men online while my husband is at work. I love watching them cum for me while they talk dirty to me and watch me fuck my self off.

I fucking love rubbing my cunt. Sincerely, honestly, I love to keep my clit hard and aroused. The addiction has gotten so bad that I’ve been masturbating in the bathroom at work and walking around with plugs in my ass. I’m a porn addicted edge slut and I don’t want to stop. 

Hi I want to confess that I am addicted to masturbating in almost every place. Private and public. I love to whatch women on parking lots and in the beach and in the shoping mall. I often put lillows on the floor in front of my 47 inch TV where I connect my pc and put Picture of women I know and I fuck the pillow as I tel the women in the picture how I want them I confess to them what I feel for them. I do not want for any body to see my face but I would really love for women to send me to my email picture of them sepecially their thighs their hips and butt and I will send them pics of my dick my email is [email protected]

Why is sex or masturbation so addictive, the Natural Man? Why? Damn it. I don't want to fantasize about rape, torture, degradation and all that shit all the time but I can't help it.

I confess my wife and I are both in our early 40s. We have not had intercours for about 3 years now except for 3 or 4 times in that peroid. We have both become addicted to masturbation, both to each other or just watching each other do it. We both live in a world of sexual fantasy thst we tell each other about during and after masturbation. Her fantasy is mostly about gang rape, spanking. and watching other young women being raped. I help her paint that image in her mind while she masteurbates or as I am masturbating her. She lovees jacking me off and seeing the cum flow as she tells me stories of her adventures in fantasy land. We both find this way of having sex exciting. My fantasy is mostly about her doing the kind of things she thinks about as I watch.

I confess that I'm addicted to sex and watch porn on the net as often as I can. I've been married for quite a while and still find my wife beautiful, even though she's not as slim as when she first caught my eye. A majority of the porn I watch is Cuckold, sharing, wives cheating etc. I think a lot about how hot it would be to watch another guy fuck her....I think the first time I might start feeling uneasy after I've shot my load on the floor and see the the two of them naked and in each other's arms. I wouldn't want her to start fucking around with any of the guys behind my back.....but I really want to set it up...and see some guy really enjoying fucking her...that would make me proud to see the satisfaction on his face and the sounds of raw pleasure each of them would make....fucking in our marital bed...sweat and sexual juices leaking onto the bed I'll be sleeping on...and as I masturbate and try to time my climax with theirs....my breathing and moans would join in with theirs..creating a hot, erotic and probably unholy taboo melody. I'm already sowing the seeds of my idea with my wife....a little at a time...and thinking about the best way to find some superior guys...who don't know us or any of our friends. I already know a lot of you that read this will not approve of any part of it....that I'm a perv etc. However, I would love to hear from any of you (male or female) that have the same desires or live..or have lived this life style...please give me some tips...ideas or cautions....thanks for your patience.

I'm addicted to Motherless. I tried to stay away, but I can't. I love masturbating. I love stripping naked on cam in the chatrooms and edging for anyone and everyone who wants to watch me stroke my cock. I am an attention slut. The more people who watch me, the better. I want to hear from housewives and mothers that are bored at home. If I could, I would smell and taste your whole body. I want to burying my tongue in your asshole while gently rolling and tugging your clit with my fingers. I want to feel your body surrender to me with a huge shudder before sending you home. Tell me something nasty you would do, or have done, or want to do or want to dream about. Don't be shy. Guys, don't be shy either (I like you strong and forward).

every day I masturbate thinking about this hot girl, I imagine that I fuck her very hard and see her squirm and moan with pleasure as I penetrate her furiously, I want to fuck her so hard that she becomes addicted to my cock

I need to confess! I started pooping on my husband about two years ago after I saw some femdom pooping videos. Well it turned me on so much I had to try it! Fortunately over the past 17 years I’ve turned my hubby into a pant wearing, crossdressing, cock sucking sissy faggot. I’ve have denied my hubby pussy mine or others since then, locked him in chastity, cuckolded him with men and women, and made him clean my fucked pussy and ass before sucking my lovers cock clean after fucking my ass and it had shit on it (that’s when I realized sissy would eat shit for me but was afraid he would reject the idea of me shitting on him). Hubby also never refused my lovers brown load of sperm from my ass and never left me dirty. Well I’m addicted to shitting on hubby, I can’t get enough, I’ve since become aroused to feeling shit on myself too, here I am masturbating with my shit in front of my sissy. He wasn’t allowed to touch me, but I did make him eat my pussy after. Am I getting into scat? I love love love shitting on sissy, making him eat my shit, making him shit himself, putting diapers on him and I want to do my ultimate fantasy of making sissy rim And eat a mans ass while he shitting, while I’m shitting on sissy’s little dick, and then making sissy suck the mans cock and cum! I guess I’m a scat lover? I can’t help it though the power of shitting into a sissy’s mouth and making them swallow!

Hyper sexual, taboo loving, obsessed with pussy and thighs, hedonistic, masturbation addicted, nl, stoner perv. Starting to get turned on by shaved, small to average, cut cocks.

So....here's my confession.
I am a virgin. Not because I am ugly mind you. Just because I was taught to give my virginity after marriage. I was a good girl mostly my whole life. I studied, I didn't party, didn't hang out with a lot of guys and was a model little girl.
But then I changed. I became curious. I talked to a guy online and he was telling me all those vile things he would do to me. I was scared. Terrified even. But as the saying goes, curiosity kills the cat. In this case, it pummeled me into a deep dark black hole. I became curious. I searched for those vile things he told me on the net. Since then, I became addicted. I learned masturbation. I watched porn everyday and got myself off it. Eventually it was not enough. I wanted contact. But circumstances didn't allow me to search for that in real life. So I turned to my other refuge, online. I was scared and excited. I was creeped out by horny old men who were so perverted yet so excited. I was horrified by what was happening to me. Why was I so excited by people degrading me? Why was I even thinking of pretending to be a little girl? Why was I disgusted and yet fascinated about being a human toilet? My depravity has become endless. I am seeing a therapist now and she didn't show it but I could tell she is disgusted by me. I am sorry. I just have to get it out of my chest. I am such a failure. I shouldn't even be on here but I can't help it.

I have a compulsive wanking addiction and I'm proud of it! I masturbate up to 12 times a day. Anybody else have the same problem? Feel free to contribute and share your addiction here.

I am not one for confessing anything and I am a very private woman. I am Christie and I am 31 and divorced for 3 years now. After my divorce I moved to a new city and got quite a good job with the local council. I am vwey short only 4 foot 10 inches tall. very slim and have ginger hair. My skin is very pale with lots of freckles and almost no breasts, but I always knew I would never have much on my chest as all the women in my family are the same. I had bought a small 2 bedroom house in a small village just outside the city and was very happy. I found this site a few years ago and have become addicted to reading the stories and watching some videos. Now I know some people can be nasty on here and I am writing this more for myself than you, but if this gets you horny all well and good, but if you are going to comment then please only nice ones, if your going to be nasty then please just move on. I hope you all enjoy.

My confession starts in Febuary when one of my friends at work, Claire, just 23 asked me what lucky man was taking me out for Valantines day? She was surprised when I told her that I would be spending it alone as usual and I asked her what plans she had? She told me she was going to be alone too and said we should spend it together. I thought what the hell and said OK and that she could come to mine as I had lots of room and didn't really want to go out anywhere. I put in a holiday for the day after as I am no good the day after if I have been drinking, Claire did the same.
I had cooked a nice dinner for us and as a joke even put a single red rose on the table. I was just about to go in the shower and was just in my bath robe when I heard a knock at the door. I opened it and there was Claire, she was over an hour early, she said sorry but had caught the early train. She came in and took off her coat. She had on a very short black dress and her breasts looked like they were trying to escape. In short she looked beautiful. I told her to make herself at home and that I was going for a shower. As I was in the shower Clare asked if she could use the toilet, I said OK and as my toilet was a wet room there was no shower screen and she could see everything. No one had seen me naked since my ex husband, and before that only one other man, and a few girls way back at school. I saw her pull up her dress and sit on the toilet, I noticed she was not wearing any underwear, and that she was totally shaved. Unlike me, I had a nice red bush, trimmed yes but that was it.
I got dressed and put on my favorite blue dress, we had dinner and some wine and I started to relax a little. We sat on the couch and we talked and the more we drank the more relaxed I got. Claire was very open and the subject soon turned to sex and she asked me what the best sex I had ever had was? I laughed and asked what good sex was? because my ex was a pig of a man who had only cared about his own satisfaction and the only other man I had been with was the man I lost my virginity too and he was not the best and couldn't last very long. I told her my vibrator was my best lover. She giggled and told me she had lots of sex toys. But told me her best sex was when she had a 3some a few months back. I asked her what it was like to be with 2 men, she laughed and told me it was with another 2 women, no men involved at all. Now like most women I had thought about sex with another woman but had never ever acted on it. She told me all about it and as she did I could feel myself get horny. Once she started she couldn't stop, she told me more stories about her very active sex life. A lot of men but more than a few stories were of sex with other women. We got more than a little drunk and the subject turned to my ginger bush, she asked me why I didn't shave and I told her I used to but because of my size and breast size I hated how I looked. I went to my bed that night, Claire in my spare room. I was horny as hell, I had never felt so horny for years. I grabbed my vibrator and started to play, I never thought about the buzzing of it. And was on the top of my bed legs wide open fucking myself. I never even saw the door open, I had not even turned the light out. I opened my eyes and there was Claire, naked and fingering herself watching me. Even my ex had never seen me masturbate and I tried to hide what I was doing but there was no way I could. My vibrator was deep inside me and looking at Claire our eyes met and before I knew it she was on my bed beside me, her hand moved mine away from my vibrator and she took over. She kissed me her tongue pushing into my mouth, I think it was then that I gave into her. She worked my vibrator and as she did her thumb found my clit. I was at her mercy now, she brought me to orgasm quicker than I had ever done before. And no sooner had I came she pulled out the vibrator and licked it dry. She then moved down and her mouth took its place. I have had my ex go down on me a few times but my god nothing like this, she knew what to do to make me squirm and had me at orgasm again so quick, I lost count of how many times she made me cum. I couldn't take anymore and tried to push her away but she kept going using her tongue and fingers. She finally moved away and pulled her fingers from me, ahse moved up to my small breasts and made my nipples wet from my own juice. She kissed me and cuddled me. We must have fallen asleep because I woke around 9am with her arms around me, I felt very confused but also the most satisfied I had ever felt. I got up and made some coffee, I didn't bother to dress and as I was filling up the sink I felt Claire behind me she kissed my neck and said good morning and asked if I was OK? I said I was and she turned me round and kissed me. my hands went to her bottom as we kissed. Her hand went to my pussy and said we have to do something about my bush, I told her I didn't want to shave it and she said we could just trim it. I said maybe but I said I needed food and made some bacon and eggs. After breakfast I said I was going for a shower, she got up and followed me, and we showered together, washing eachother and for the first time ever I touched her pussy. She told me we don't have to rush anything and I was happy about that but as I washed her, my hand went to her pussy so many times. We dryed off and I sat on the bed watching her. She bent down and kissed me and as she did my hand found her pussy again, I slid a finger inside her, she said we had lots of time and moved away from me. She got dressed and left leaving me more confused than I have ever been.

I went back to work and Claire hardly talked to me, I felt very confused and upset, I so wanted to talk to her about all that had happened. Every night I would go home and my vibrator would get a workout as I thought of Claire. Then almost 3 weeks after our night of passion I was sitting at home and there was a knock at the door. I opened it and there was Claire, she was drunk and as soon as I opened the door she pushed in and grabbed me, kissing me and pulling my jeans off, she kicked the door closed and had me naked before I could even say anything, I was on my back on the floor and she was between my legs. her tongue was licking my clit and her fingers deep inside my pussy then I started to cum and she made me cum so many times again. I got up and we went to my bedroom, she stripped off and this time i put my head between her legs and slow at first started to lick, using my fingers i slid a few in, all the while licking her clit for all I was worth. She came and fell asleep. She turned onto her side and her ass looked amazing, i parted it and her little rose bud looked so nice, i touched it with my finger, then my tongue, my ex used to do this to me and it always drove me wile when he did, but she stayed sleeping. I covered her up and went for a drink, I downed a whole bottle of wine and went back to my room, she was still sleeping and opened her legs and went down on her again, she started to cum and as she did she woke up grabbed my head and pushed it into her pussy. She just kept cumming and cumming my face was so wet from her, then she turned over and told me to lick her ass again, I did as she asked pushing my tongue in as far as I could. We cuddled up together and when I woke the next day she was gone. Again at work she would blank me and over a few months she turned up at my door 5 times. Every time she came it was the same, we would have wild sex and she would leave.
Then in May she got fired, I was at a total loss, seeing her at work had kept me going, it was then it came to me, I had fallen in love with her. I called her a few times but she wouldn't answer and I plucked up the guts to go to her flat in the city. It was during the day so I expected her to be in, when I knocked on the door a man answered, I asked if Claire was in and he said she was away for an interview, I was a little confused as she had never said anything about a room mate before, then he introduced himself as her husband, I said she had never said she was married before and he laughed and said she never does, they had got married the year before I met her. I told him I used to work with her and was a little worried about her, He said he would tell her I had called and I left.
She turned up that night mad as hell, saying I shouldn't have come to her home. I told her I knew she was married and asked why she never told me? she said if she had told me I wouldn't ever have had sex with her. I said that maybe would have happened and then confessed I had fallen for her. We made love that night unlike all the other times where it was fast and hard, this was more like real love, very tender and when she kissed me it felt like a lover and not just sex. She was still there when I woke up and she asked me what I thought about her husband? I said he was nice and asked if he knew what she was doing with me? I was shocked when she said yes he knew and whats more he loved hearing all about it.

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