Should I upload a picture of him so you guys know why I'm doing this?
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United by one, divided by zero
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I already have. Lol.
We've been discussing the best way for him to leave her. I just don't know how this will all pan out.
What's stupid is that I know I'm walking right into this trap, but I'm too enthralled to turn around.
I know that I'll lose her as a friend. I accept that. We spent last night in a hotel room. Just us all night. We talked quite a bit and he said, "I'm gonna get my fucking heart ripped out." He tells me that he's not happy with her. This is also the person that says that he feels that being with me is right. I specifically asked him last night if he regretted cheating on his girlfriend, and he said never. What's killing me inside isn't the fact that I'm betraying a friend...it's the fact that I have to hide my feelings and thoughts. I've never felt like this. Ever. No matter what kind of mood I'm in, I even so much as THINK of him, and I'm instantaneously better. I'm simply at a loss.
My recent issue in a few morally fucked up points...
Have a female friend.
She has hot boyfriend.
We've been sleeping together for a couple months now.
In her bed, her house and all while she's at work.
Here's the hard part
He told me that he loves me.
I love him back.
I know I'm going to get hurt, but I keep telling myself that I'm not.
I feel bad for going behind her back, but only for a minute.
Should I go for what I want, or do what is morally right?
I do have to add...best sexual connection and experience of my life.
TL;DR? Fucking my bff's boyfriend. Keep going? Or stop?
Give honest, full opinions. I'll answer questions.
