My wife thinks I impotent..I made out to her I am too. I love and adore my wife and our life and family and everything she does for me.. but we don’t have sex. And I don’t wanna have sex with her either.i just don’t fancy or want her that way anymore..it’s been about 3 yrs now.. we don’t even try no more but it’s me that doesn’t respond to her.. I don’t get hard for her at all. But I do for porn which is all I got right now..but I just make out I am impotent. I been to docs etc neurology there is no treatment etc cause I been through this so she understands my pretence problem...2 yrs ago I met an old girlfriend and I fucked her all afternoon.. felt really guilty but I needed that to prove something to myself..I don’t go far and I don’t meet women on the side.. although I wish I could. I need sex.. I do love my mrs and I don’t want to split or be without her as she is amazing .. but I so need to fuck a woman like I used to ? I dun wanna hurt anyone or lose what I got..what to do ? I see gorgeous looking girls everywhere who look sexy ..I wish I saw my mrs that way..since we married years ago she piled the weight on and looks ugly physically. I don’t wanna sound cruel.. what do I do? Please feel free to comment..
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I have about $13000 in debt racked up on one credit card. I can only afford payments of about $400 a month. I start thinking about how long that's going to take to pay off, and I get depressed. Then, I just say, "Fuck it" and don't worry about it until the next time I wire my payment, and I realize the balance hasn't gone down. Then I get depressed again. At least internet porn is free.
Updated Profile/ Time out for games/Looking for Real
This is on my profile, philosophy for weeding out phonies...Thoughts?
The last leap into domesticated fantasy……
I am not a Dom nor do I wish to be dominated by all means not a hint of being
"SUB" is in me.I have been scouring the
internet and quite a few fetish site have the role play of this particular interest, but
none for me...I don't wish to rule, but be understood and adored...The word
"Bull" is used in such a caustic way that the people involved seem to forgo the
natural intellect and the basic of all that moves real life, and hence nothing long
term is ever established in this realm...instead I am seeking a kinky, perverted family
more or less, my description will probably be brief, but I assure you
that I do not desire pictures or uneventful thought up stories...and I hope through
a series of communication my idea is understood...As the hubby should know his
role as a submissive, humiliation should be spared until the order of things are
disrupted, either by him or others within the family, that will be explained....As for
a constant BBC breeding that is only a fraction of the experience that most seem
to get stuck on...In my proposal, I would like an atmosphere built around honesty
and truth, meaning a lack of closed-door, an acceptance of being in the moment
for whatever that moment seems to be...i.e. within the home of course
escapades will be heightened, but the basics of real life will not only be explored
but enforced! Those are that of self esteem, Education, and of course work and
the ability to become in the maintaining the things in life that are far beyond the
basics, as in that particular life we "the family" should not settle but excel....Nice
everything, the actual only, I guess true difference would be upon entry into the
home, as all would have the freedom to date, to come home with a new suitor
one might find another in the den masturbating feverishly to a new porn, or
perhaps someone get a blowjob, or pussy eaten with the only excuse is "my
family doesn't believe in doors, no secrets”. I would like to continue with this
discussion, but it is late, I will sleep as these quick words marinate.....Oh and
of course the "Bull" will work as well...I'm hoping this doesn't fall on deaf ears, but
that of a group that understands the entire "Live-in" dynamics...NO FREE
RIDES...WE ALL WORK TOGETHER....Hope to hear from you as so many have
taken this concept as a way to drop out...my thoughts are to bring together the
best of all..., CUCKMATES, FRIENDS, all doing their thing...with a twist.
Wise Bull
M26 and F28 both very good looking Caucasian couple. We are in Massachusetts and seeking any and all women who would like to join us. We are looking for women who would love to play with both of us at the same time and even individually while the other is watching.
Unfortunately Craigslist is fucking shit now a days for W4MW and all that you get for replies are dudes. We don't want couples or any guys, just women. Figured porn sites are the next best option rather than outing ourselves publicly because we are looking for strangers. All of the hookup sites suck and are sketchy with asking for pay.
If there are any real women 18-45 who are interested hit us up and we can chat/exchange pictures. We are willing to use our place too. We have a great sex life and are looking to bring a girl in to enjoy too! Again we are in Mass so don't bother replying unless you are too or are within driving distance!
If you have any FREE websites that you know of that we can use feel free to offer advice too!
When I was 19 years old and in college in Florida, I got really heavy into drugs. Mainly party drugs like coke and ecstasy, and of course plenty of weed, but on occasion other drugs as well. I was out of control and living one big party life on my parent's dime while they struggled mightily to pay for me to have the opportunity they never had and go to college. Looking back I feel like a total asshole about it now as they wanted nothing more than for me to be successful and not have to struggle...sorry, I digressed.
Anyway, since I had no money and wanted to keep up my partying lifestyle and since I was always very athletic, in shape and considered "good-looking", through one of the people I met in the party scene I ended up doing some modeling to make some extra money. Pretty low rent stuff, nothing glamorous, but a couple hundred bucks a week.
This quickly evolved into the opportunity to do some "videos". It started with just masturbation videos of me lying in bed, or on a couch or in the shower jerking off. I figured I was going to do it anyway so why not get paid for it and I was getting paid $100-200 per day that I did a shoot. I could sometimes do 3 or 4 scenes in a day. The guy running the operation said he was impressed by my "re-load" ability and also that I had just the right cock for it...I'm about 8 inches, decently thick and my dick looks perfectly formed from shaft to head and can blow pretty big loads even after only a little break in between. I knew that these were primarily for gay guys to watch but I didn't care. If someone gets off from seeing me, so fucking what. I did these for a while and then he asked one day if I'd want to do some full sex movies and photo shoots and showed me some of his portfolio and all things considered the chicks looked pretty hot and we were now talking more like $300-500 per day so I jumped right at the chance.
It was a crazy scene and pretty much everything you wanted was at your fingertips. Women and drugs galore. Parties every night after shooting. We were all in the 18-22 age bracket so it was just a no responsibility show. But as quickly as I made money it went back out the door on drugs and partying. Then one night when we were partying at the main house this director used for shooting videos, him and a couple of the other "big wigs" in their operation asked me if I would be willing to do some more hardcore shit. At first I was thinking they meant bondage, s&m type stuff, but they quickly made it clear they were talking gay action. I immediately said not a chance, I was straight and no way I could do it. They pushed the matter (and a coffee table with a big pile of blow on it) and said that all the actors in their gay shoots are straight guys because that is the look they wanted in their videos, strong masculine men, not femboys. The guys just do "gay for pay" and they also said I could make up to a $1000 per shoot depending on the circumstances. At that point my eyes lit up and I think they knew they had me. I asked them more questions and they said I could be strictly a top and receive blow jobs, that I didn't have to get fucked or suck or kiss anyone if I didn't want to. I could also do bi scenes where a female actress or two would be involved. I said, what the fuck, let's give it a try.
The next week they had scheduled me in for my first scene. I was shaking like a leaf prior to which was totally not like me. In the other stuff I had already done I was totally calm and had no issues getting naked, getting hard and fucking in front of other people. It was a one on one scene with me and another guy. I was going to be swimming naked in the pool and then get out and immediately go to the lounge chair next to the pool when the "pool guy" was going to show up to service the pool and eventually me who was masturbating while watching him clean the pool. I actually was having a difficult time getting hard which was totally not the norm for me, but he came over and began blowing me for a while and soon enough I did get fully hard. I had sunglasses on and just kept my eyes closed and picturing hot women. I put on a condom and ended up fucking him in a few different positions and then to my surprise he end up blowing his load on my chest as he was riding me, then slid off my cock, dropped back down and sucked me to completion taking my load all over his face.
I said afterward that it wasn't that bad, but I didn't think I wanted to do it again...until I got my next offer and more cash. It went on like this for a while and me just doing the fucking and getting sucked. I still was primarily doing straight shoots though. Then the director came to me with a proposal for a scene. It would be me and this girl I had done some straight scenes with and we would be a "married" couple and then another guy who was coming to our house to do some repairs. But he wanted it to be a scene where me and her completely serviced this guy. We all were going to suck and fuck each other, no holds barred type stuff. I was extremely hesitant but he offered up my biggest payday yet and it was a good chunk of money for 4-5 hours of total "work". I was so far gone into the scene at that time that I agreed and said let's do this.
The day came and again I was nervous. I did all my usual prep on my "manscaping" and where I normally do everything I can to keep myself fresh down below, this time I added the step of the diet one of the other male actors recommended and his full enema routine to completely clean me out. The worst thing on a porn set when anal is involved is having a shit accident. It came time for the scene and we were in the bedroom on a king size bed where I was fucking the girl for a while then the "repair" man came in, he joined in with me "thinking" he was just going to play jointly with my wife but then he starts licking my balls and ass and pulling out my cock from the wife's pussy and sucking on it. We go through some more motions and she is sucking him then she tells me she wants to see me suck him and this is it, the moment I took a cock in my mouth. I did what I had to do and then after he fucks her it was my turn to take his cock. I was laying on my back as she sat on my face and then he started fucking my ass. Hurt like hell but I had to put up a good front. He even made a comment that got into the video about how tight my ass was. Anyway, we finished the scene after everyone had been fucked and sucked and I went out that night with some of the other people from set and we got destroyed on drugs and booze. I was fucked up beyond belief and when I got home that night I said that was it, I was done. Absolutely no more of all of it. The drugs the porn, nothing. The next day I called up the director and said to pull me from the stuff he had me scheduled for the next week. He tried to convince me and told me what a fucking amazing job I had done the day before, but I told him I had to get out. I couldn't handle the life and really was regretting all of it. I pulled the plug that day and never looked back.
So, somehow through all of this I didn't flunk out of school. I ended up completing my degree and living out a pretty mundane, boring college life and working a bullshit part-time job in one of the offices on campus answering phones and shit. Really nobody in my "normal" life had any clue about what I had done. My parents were none the wiser about anything I did partying or whatever and were proud as could be the day they saw me get my degree. I started a job with a top consulting firm and in the decade plus since, have worked hard and progressed so much in my career that I look at the "crazy" money I was making from porn and laugh at how little it is compared to now. I am engaged to a very attractive and smart girl who is an attorney and makes plenty of money herself, but also has no clue about my prior life.
I guess my biggest fear is that one day I am going to come on here and see one of my videos front and center. I know they are out there in various places on the web, but they obviously weren't under my real name and the look I had back then was very different than it is now where I am clean cut hair, have a beard, and even back then in a bunch of the scenes I had bleached blonde hair for a while and a deep Floridian tan. I guess my real name and SSN is on file with the porn company somewhere so that could somehow get out, but generally speaking I got away free and clear without any repercussions. Crazy the journey our lives take.
Looking for a taboo lady, couple or mum in the yorkshire area. Also up fir meeting with taboo guys to watch porn and wank together. Free tonight. If you're in yorkshire and up for it message me to discuss possible meet.
I confess that after breaking up with an ex-gf, I uploaded all our private videos on internet. Her brother and friends saw the video posted on all mayor free porn websites and the word spread out. even her mother saw a video of her sucking my cock and getting rough anal sent by somebody who wanted her family to know. she was graduating from college back in 2007 she had just turned 18 so her videos went viral. There was not many amateur porn online back then. She moved abroad to study even there people recognized her. I still se many of her videos and pictures being reposted everywhere even today. Its good to know that her life was not ruined by a sex tape as many of you people think it it should. Sex is not a tabu anymore in our society. She gets all the attention and is smart enough to carry on. Me on the other side haven't been able forget her and still jerk off to our videos. My advise to anyone wanting to do the same is to go ahead and do it theres nothing wrong besides exposing yourself as a prick and her as the slut she is.
I don't regret it.
Here is what is weird about you liberal fuckers on here..
You're all talking shit about Trump for these bullshit allegations with no evidence three weeks before an election.. but you're on this moral free zone assaulting your own penis's to rape porn, sharking, blackmail, shit porn, snuff.. COME ON MAN!!!
Motherless staff, you seriously need to fix the major issues with your site.
Slow connections, slow loading pages & videos...missing galleries and othger content.
It's been, what...30 days now? 45?
Free porn is free porn - get it together or you will lose your numbers.
I am really getting sick of fucking c p. it's fucking gross. I report it all the time and it's always still here. I know it's a moral free zone so even to take morality off the table (and because unfortunately most of it is mirror pics and shit) it's still just fucking gross. Let's get the fuck over this shit and have some real porn of real women. Come on guys.
HOW OFTEN DO YOU CLEAN YOUR PUTER SO ITS FREE OF PORN????
i mean really.. do you REALY want UNSuspecting people rummiging thru your puter???
friends??? family??? lovers??? kids???
what iof your kids saw that you had hard core porn on your laptop or desktop... what would they think???
suppose you're at a park or cafe' somewhere and youre jerking it to porn...
c'mon, do you REALLY Want someone that you DONT KNOW going thru your shit???..
i clean my puter AT LEAST ONCE A WEEK... so its NOT full of porn
i dont care if its old or TEEN or Anime Porn or anything else... I CLEAN THAT SHIT and dump it all onto a external HARD DRIVE and hide that shit....(IN A STORAGE UNIT)
cuz who knows.... one day you might end up with something on your puter that you CANT get rid of.. whos to say what might happen next....
do you REALLY WANT the FEDS Knocking on your door all because someone reported your ass and said that YOU HAVE old or other sick porn on your puter...
SO Do yourself a favor ONCE A WEEK and CLEAN IT!!!!
otherwise.. who knows.... better safe then sorry eh....
So clean off your puter with all that hard core porn,
History Of Porn
In the 70's, shops would open with video booths for viewing film clips from old porn movies. For 50 cents, it would play a 2 minute video. They also would have a grouping of booths centered around a stage with a live girl giving a mild show for a limited time. The 'Live Show' would only last until the 50 cents ran out. The Internet killed that market place with FREE VIDEOS.
I confess. After a long sleepless night of fixing up a laptop, downloading and installing the .iso - passing it over to the now 'functioning' laptop, from a Linux system, downloading all the drivers. The Ethernet controller without internet was definitely the most fun part.
Getting all the basic stuff in check and out of the way, of course remembering how shit m$ was and thanking the heavens I got out of that mindless, self-indulging piece of shit most people naively claim is technology.
At around six O'clock in the morning I was just plain bored and too tiered to concentrate and virtually cause some chaos on Battlefield 3. So I thought I'd maybe indulge into a little Omegele trolling(yes, I was that bored and shattered beyond imagination). Of course this led from .gif to .gif and then to .jpgs (the standard shit)
After about twenty seconds of cock, cock, cock and more spineless characters, some random chicks appeared. And even though the idea of them complying to the 'Instant Win' it just felt wrong. Which is rather strange because my no - noes are only teens or younger and scat. But that just felt completely desperate and I wasn't even really bothered to get a eyeful of anything, I mean; cummon ... there is porn EVERYWHERE online - why 'work' for it.
I came to the same conclusion as every time I end up on that bullshit site. I see too much cock, which is not a pleasant site, was still bored shitless and hating that place as always, for some unknown reason I still drift on there from time to time.
In conclusion. If you do indeed feel the need to do this sort of stuff, maybe the urge. It is the probably the most desperate thing you could ever do - that of course, if you are really trying to see some tits.
Go to a hooker, pay her, her soon to be well earned money. Get that stress out of your body and dedicate your time to something more productive in life that just aimlessly trolling people who already are bored senseless anyway.
Or
You could just do what we all do, have done and probably very soon; will be doing again.
Get out of the house - alone, or with friends, that's your choice - go to a bar/pub/club... have a beverage of your liking and talk to someone who tickles your fancy.
Because, at least for me ... It's just much much easier to come here, or any other site with COPIOUS amounts of FREE porn, choose something that gets your rocks off and do your thing. And not spend endless hours wasting time, siving through cocks, loops, people who are not stupid to fall for these old tricks. Oh, did I mention more cocks too ...
That's it.
All characters in the story are 18+
Cheryl is a 31-year-old white woman who has been dating her white boyfriend Mike for 5 years. She is 5'7", slim, toned, 125 lbs gym body, blond and blue with pale skin and perky 34B breasts. Cheryl is a hipster type of woman that is well groomed as is the style of the day.
In her youth she was a rebellious punk rocker chick resulting in her being well tattooed, starting around age 18 she got the tattoo bug and now displays a tattoo of a fox on her right forearm, flowers on her right shoulder, the entire right side of her body has a tattoo of a pin-up girl, a bird in a cage on her back, a cute little snail on her lower waist, and her favorite tattoo is a skull on the top of her right foot. She had always been a tomboy growing up and throughout her life.
Her boyfriend Mike, 35, is short and average in about every other way, he is a doctor, a wealthy doctor but he is not worldly making him gullible and naive which is something that Cheryl’s narcissistic side takes advantage of now and then. She has lied to him about stuff like how many guys she’s slept with in her life, and she has cheated on him a few times over the years.
One day she and Mike got into a fight before she went to work. Her co-worker John always flirted with her, and that night Cheryl told John that she didn’t care about Mike or their relationship anymore. That night after work, Cheryl followed John into his car and flirted with him until, with a smirk on her face, she leaned down in his seat and took his cock out of his pants. She sucked on John’s big cock for an hour, hearing her phone buzzing the whole time, knowing it was Mike trying to call her. She didn’t care at all and sucked that big hard cock until John put his hand on her head, and held her mouth down on him while he blew his entire load into her mouth. He felt how she kept sucking his dick while he was nutting, and she swallowed all his cum and ate it. When he was finished, she just sat up, wiped some cum off her lips, and looked at her phone.
She texted her boyfriend, “Hey! Stuck in traffic. Be home in a bit!”
John looked at Cheryl and said, “Why are you still with that guy?”
Cheryl said, “Because he’s got money! And because he’s dumb and won’t even realize when I go home that I just ate some other guy's cum tonight”
She went back to Mike’s apartment and just watched tv with him like nothing happened. He never found out about it.
Another time she cheated on Mike was when she was pissed off at him, and she wanted to mess around with John again after work. In the back of his car in the dark parking lot, Cheryl found out about John’s ass fetish. He told her exactly what he wanted to do to her, and she did it submissively and loved it. John had her in the backseat with her pants pulled down around her ankles and had her face down and ass up. He got behind her, spread her perky tight ass cheeks, and went down and licked her entire ass crack with his tongue. He loved the musky scent of her sweaty asshole as he pressed his nose on her puckered-up butthole and sniffed it so hard as he was jerking off his cock. This sexual attention and felt like such a dirty girl. She pressed her ass back on John’s face because she knew he liked it. That cheating episode with John ended with him licking her ass until he jacked onto her butthole. Cheryl knew all she had to do was pull her panties back up her legs, and Mike would never even find out what she did that night.
The biggest lie that Cheryl told Mike is how she doesn’t want to have any, the truth is, just not with him. It has been a big fight between the couple in the past year. Mike really wants to have a child and start a family with Cheryl but she always made excuses.
Cheryl’s boyfriends and hookups in her life have only ever been white guys. She likes to be very submissive during sex and has let many guys use her hard in the past. Right after she turned 18, she went to a college party with her friend. She got really *****, and this older guy at the party took her upstairs with him. She remembers losing her anal virginity that night as he fucked her in the ass. Then he laid her on her back, and she let him pull her head off the side of the bed, and fuck her mouth until he blew his load down her throat. But she is very turned on by race play fantasies that she keeps a secret to herself. When Mikes gone on trips for work, she will watch BLACKED RAW videos and masturbate. It brings out that rebellious girl in her, where she feels like it’s naughty, bad, and so risky to fuck a black guy like that. Just thinking about it when she masturbates turns her on, and she gets a sexual rush through her body thinking about having unprotected sex with a big black cock.
Cheryl was able to get a substitute teacher job for the very last day of the year at the local high school. One of the teachers was sick, so they called Cheryl and asked her to come in. She’s never done it before but was super excited to try it. That same Friday, Mike was leaving for a business trip, and was going to be gone for a few days. He was going to drop Cheryl off at the school in the morning, so he could go in and introduce himself and say hi to some of the teachers. Their apartment was right next to the school, so Cheryl could just walk home at the end of the day.
She wanted to look cute, but not too sexy at her job. She wore black skinny jeans that were tight on her long legs, and wrapped around her firm plump ass cheeks, showing off her big thigh gap between her legs. A white button up shirt to look professional, and black open toed high heels. Cheryl has always loved getting attention from men, and loves when guys stare at her feet when she wears her high heel shoes. That’s why she got her foot tattoo, to bring more attention to her feet.
Cheryl and Mike go into the school in the morning and introduce themselves to some of the other teachers they see. All the teachers love Cheryl, saying how she’s so pretty and sweet, and they say how Cheryl and Mike make such a cute couple.
Mike is about to leave for his trip and he says, “Bye babe. I love you! I’ll call you tonight.”
Cheryl is standing by the front door of the school, just staring down at her phone, not even caring what he says to her. She says, “Yeah I have to go.”
Cheryl arrives in her class that she’s about to teach. It’s the last day so she’s only going to make the students watch a video. The bell rings and the students come in and sit down and they see this young looking, tatted up white girl writing her name on the board.
Cheryl says, “Hello class. I kind of have a weird last name, so you can just call me Ms. D. Your teacher’s sick today so I’m the substitute, but don’t worry, you’re just watching a video!”
Trey is 18 years old, a senior, and the tallest black guy on the basketball team. Even though he’s 18, he looks older than that because of his well built body. He walks in the room and can’t believe how sexy this sub is. He is about 6’3, muscular with a toned body, and has a cock bigger than most porn stars. When his penis is soft, it hangs down 10 inches between his legs, always swinging and showing through when he wears basketball shorts or thin sweatpants. But when he’s horny and his cock gets fully erect, it's 11 inches, thick, veiny, slightly curved up, a fat mushroom tip head at the end, and a big hanging ball sack. He looks Cheryl up and down and checks her out. That sexy face, skinny tone body, that wide thigh gap showing between her legs, and those big sexy white feet in her high heels. He sees how she’s all tatted up, and it gives him the impression that she’s a bad girl and likes a little bit of pain.
He leans over to his friend next to him and says, “God damn….I wanna fuck that chick so bad bro. She looks like she’s 20 too. How the hell is she a teacher?”
His buddy Jamal, who is a 18 year old senior also, says back, “Bro I know. Young, pretty pale white girl. God damn. Ask her how old she is, I dare you.”
When Cheryl’s done giving her introduction, she asks if there’s any questions. She sees one of the black boys in the back of the class raise his hand.
She says, “I’m sorry, I don’t know any of you. What’s your name, and what’s your question?”
Trey says, “Hey Ms. D, my name's Trey. I was just wondering how old you are…”
The class laughs because it’s obvious to everyone Trey’s flirting with the new substitute. Cheryl couldn’t help but check out Trey when he stood up. He was so tall with a sexy muscular body for a boy in high school. She can tell how Trey’s staring at her that he likes her. She smiles and likes the attention, making her feel sexy in front of the whole class.
Cheryl says, “Well Trey, I am 31. I don’t feel that old, but I am”
The video starts and Trey and Jamal text on their phones back and forth during class.
Trey texts, “Damn she looks like she’s fucking 20 or something bro”
Jamal texts back later, “Bro…her numbers posted in a contact list on the school’s website.”
He texts Trey her name and the cell number that’s listed on the site. Trey quickly searches her name on Instagram and finds her open profile. He looks through all of Cheryl’s photos in the back of the class, while she’s at the teacher’s desk watching the video.
He can tell she’s a little attention ***** by the photos she posts. Tons of seductive, sexy looking selfies, and he finds a pic of her in her bathing suit, and sees even more tattoos on her body, including the full side tattoo of the pin up girl on Cheryl’s right side.
Trey texts Jamal the pic and says, “Bro, I wanna fuck this bitch so bad. Look at this shit….Tonight I’m gonna text her cell and send a video of my dick. I wanna see what she says.”
Jamal texts back, “FUCKING DO IT! haha. Do you know if she has a boyfriend?”
Trey texts, “Yeah there’s a few recent pics of her with some white guy. How much do you wanna bet though that this chick is a slut?”
The class was over and the bell rings. As Trey is getting up to walk out of the class, he’s checking out Cheryl the whole time.
He walks up to her and says, “Hey Ms. D., I gotta say you look damn good for being 31. Sexy tats too.”
Cheryl is sitting on the teachers chair with her legs crossed, and her right foot dangling in the air in front of her in her high heel shoe. She notices Trey looking down at her foot when he talks about her tattoos. She can tell by the look in his eyes that this boy is turned on by her feet, and she kinda likes it. She smirks up at him, knowing she’s teasing this boy now, all alone with just him in the classroom. She sticks her foot out a little higher and shows off her foot tattoo to him.
She says, “Yeah this is my latest one. Hurt like hell, but the pain is part of the experience.”
Cheryl gets a big grin and smile on her face showing her pearly white teeth.
She says, “I’m guessing you’re on the basketball team, since you’re like 6 '5. How old are you?”
Trey says, “I’m legal. I’m 18, but I’m way bigger than my age. I’ll see you later Ms. D.”
He makes Cheryl blush and have a big grin on her face because she likes getting hit on like that. He sees her blue eyes and cute smile, and can’t stop thinking about how bad he wants to see those blue eyes look up at him while he lays his big black cock on her face.
Before Cheryl walks home, she stops in the teachers’ lounge and gets a water. There’s an older white male teacher alone in there with her, and he checks Cheryl out. He was not attractive at all, and she did not want anything to do with him.
He walks up to her and says, “Hey….you the new substitute? I’m Mark. Hi.”
Cheryl looks at this guy with her bitch face, and just ignores him like he’s nothing. She can tell he’s some loser old white guy and doesn’t even wanna pretend to be interested in him.
Mark says, “Hey I saw you today, and was wondering if I can take you out to dinner? You’re gorgeous.”
Cheryl looks at this guy again, and kind of laughs under her breath.
She says, “Um no. I have a boyfriend. And you’re totally not my type anyways. See ya.”
Cheryl walks out of the room feeling so powerful with how she just turned down that older white guy. She thinks to herself how 5 minutes ago she was just flirting with a black boy in her class, and she wouldn’t even give that white guy a minute of her time. She laughs and walks down the hall.
Once she’s gone, Mark says to himself, “Fucking bitch…”
Cheryl leaves the school and has a smirk on her face, thinking about how she felt so young again like she was in high school when she was flirting with Trey at the end of the class. She knew if she had the chance she’d probably fuck him. She thinks about his tall muscular body, and how he’s in shape and could probably fuck for hours without getting tired. It makes her think about the BLACKED RAW videos. She always imagined herself in those videos when she masterbates to them, and she can totally imagine Trey being one of those big sexy black guys.
It’s late on that Friday night, and Cheryl’s alone in her boyfriend’s apartment. She knows Mike will probably call her to talk before he goes to sleep in his hotel room. She thinks it’s kind of funny how he still tries to call her when he’s gone on his trips. Most of the time she never answers his calls, and just makes up some lie about how she was busy and forgot. She watches tv on the sofa, and is dressed in short red booty shorts, and a black tank top that she wears to bed. Suddenly, her phone buzzes and she thinks it’s probably a text from Mike telling her good night. She opens the text and it’s an unknown number.
The text says, “Hey Ms. D. It’s Trey from school. This is what was hanging between my legs during class while I was checking you out today…”
He texts Cheryl a video of him in his room. He’s holding his hard black cock and smacking it in the palm of his hand, making loud smacking sounds with it. Cheryl can’t believe this video. She’s kind of in shock, but once the video ends, she restarts it and watches it again.
She says to herself, “Holy shit….”
She sees Trey’s long, thick black dick. Veins popping out on the shaft, thick mushroom head at the end of it, and how his cock curves up a little bit. She imagines what that would feel like, that curve, just rubbing her pussy walls deep in her.
She sits there thinking about what to do. She knows she shouldn’t be texting this boy from school, but that narcissistic, selfish side of her takes over. She thinks that Mike won’t find out. She just wants to have some fun and flirt a little bit.
Cheryl texts back, “First of all Trey, how did you get my number haha? Second, why are you sending me videos of your Big Black Cock haha?”
Trey reads Cheryl’s text and when he sees how she said Big Black Cock, he knows for sure she watches interracial porn and is probably a huge slut.
He texts back, “Don’t worry how I got your number haha. I think you’re a fucking sexy little snowbunny, and I gotta show you what I’m packing.”
He sends Cheryl another video of him swinging his big cock around while he has her Instagram photos on his computer screen.
Cheryl sees his big, long dick swinging around like it’s a black bat between his legs, smacking his thighs and chest. She sees her photos in the background and thinks how this boy went to the trouble of searching for her number and Instagram page, and that turns her on.
Wanting to flirt more with him, Cheryl texts, “Not gonna lie, that things fucking huge haha. Way bigger than my boyfriends…”
She wonders if by dropping the hint that she has a boyfriend it will make him back off. She hopes he doesn’t care. It would be a huge turn on for her if Trey wanted her to cheat. Her pussy starts to get wet in her tight booty shorts as she feels the adrenaline rush from the thought of cheating.
Trey texts, “I saw those pics of you and your white boyfriend. I bet he’s got a tiny dick haha. Nothing compared to my 11 inches.”
Cheryl read 11 inches and is impressed, but she acts like a tease to Trey and and says, “No way you’re 11 inches haha”
Trey texts back, “Oh yeah haha? I bet it's bigger than that cute white face of yours Ms. D. I bet if I lay my cock on your face, my balls would be on your chin, and the tip of my dick would be above your hair haha”
Cheryl reads how he described laying his big black cock on her face, and it turns her on imaging that. She bites her lower lip because she’s so turned on right now.
She still likes being a little tease to him, and texts, “Yeah right haha. It ain’t that big hehe”
Trey can tell by how she’s still flirting with him and texting back and forth like this that he can break this bitch down and fuck her.
He texts back, “Let me prove it to you. What’s you doing tonight…?”
Things are getting a little more serious now, but Cheryl still wants more. She’s biting her lip, smiling, while she’s flirting with this black boy from school.
She texts, “I’m just chilling alone tonight at my boyfriend’s apartment watching tv….”
Trey is stroking his cock while looking at her pics, and texting back and forth. Looking at a pic of her from her Instagram where she’s in a short dress and high heels. He’s slowly working his cock head, staring at her, and thinking about how bad he wants to get her pregnant. That horny animalistic instinct in him takes over, and makes him want to breed this sexy pale white teacher so bad.
He texts back, “Give me your address Ms. D. Let me come over and prove it to you…. Do it.”
Cheryl reads that text and sits there for a few minutes just thinking. She is so turned on right now flirting with this black boy, and wants to just say fuck it and do this. She also thinks about what if she gets caught. What if Mike finds out somehow, or people at the school find out. She bites her lower lip, smiling, and just says fuck it. She texts Trey her address.
Trey texts back, “I’m leaving right now.”
Once Cheryl reads that text, she can’t believe this is really happening. She has so much adrenaline running through her body, but she’s so turned on right now too. She runs to the bedroom and strips naked, and just puts on a short yellow dress that comes to her upper thighs. No panties, no bra, and she’s barefoot. She checks out herself in the mirror, and puts some eyeliner on. She sees how sexy she looks in her short dress, and she knows when she doesn’t put any panties on that she’s gonna fuck this boy.
She looks at herself in the mirror and smirks, and she says, “You bad girl.”
She has thoughts of BLACKED RAW videos when she looks at herself in the mirror, thinking about what she’s gonna do tonight.
A short amount of time goes by, and Cheryl opens the door when Trey arrives. They look at each other with a little smirk on each other’s faces.
Trey says, “Hey Ms. D.”
Cheryl responds with just, “Hey…”, but she’s got a big grin on her face as Trey walks in her boyfriend’s apartment and she locks the door.
She’s almost twice this boy's age, but now that she’s not in her high heels, she’s so short compared to this huge, tall black boy. Trey came over wearing thin sweat pants and a tank top. He’s not even wearing boxers because he knew there’s no point, he was probably going to fuck this chick. And he didn’t bother to bring a condom either.
Now that Trey is actually here for real, Cheryl gets a little nervous, and part of her is thinking to herself if she should really do this.
She says, “So, do you wanna like sit and watch tv or something?”
She sits on the sofa in the living room, but Trey doesn’t sit. He slowly walks up to Cheryl as she’s sitting there, and he stands in front of her, looking down at her. He loves that she’s barefoot. He looks at her big, skinny white sexy feet and knows that they would give him an amazing foot job. That gorgeous sexy white face looking up makes him think about how bad he wants to fuck her brains out.
Trey looks down at Cheryl and says, “So what? You think I’m lying about my size Ms. D?”
Trey is grabbing his cock through his sweatpants while looking at her.
Cheryl’s whole body is buzzing with adrenaline, and she knows if she does this, there’s no going back.
That rebellious girl in her makes her think to herself, *Fuck it. Just do it. I bet I can get away with it haha*
She leans her head back and stares at the ceiling, biting her lower lip. Trey watches her and knows he’s breaking this slut down. Cheryl looks back up at Trey with a smirk on her face and looks down at his hand grabbing his cock through his shorts in front of her.
She leans forward on the sofa and says in a teasing way, “Yea Trey, I don’t think it’s really that big.”
Seeing that sexy little smirk on Cheryl’s face when she says that turns him on so much. It makes Trey’s cock throb, making a tent in his sweatpants with an outline of his huge cock.
He says, “Pull those pants down then Cheryl…I know you wanna be a bad girl with me tonight. Do it.”
Trey grabs his phone out of his pocket, and Cheryl slowly and seductively tugs on his sweatpants, pulling them down, until they fall to the floor. She sits on the edge of the sofa while Trey stands in front of her face, and his hard black cock springs up in the air, free out of his pants. Cheryl’s so close to him, his dick hits her chin when it flips up. She leans her head back a little and sees his big black cock throbbing and bouncing in the air all by itself because he’s so horny.
Cheryl stares at that big black penis right in her face, then looks up and Trey with a face like *Oh Shit….*
Trey reach’s out and runs his fingers through Cheryl’s blonde hair. She feels him grab her hair and pulls her head back to look up at the ceiling.
He says, “I’m about to prove I’m fucking right, Cheryl.”
He pulls Cheryl’s head to him and lays his big heavy black cock on her face. His long ball sack hangs under her chin, and his black meat lays on top of her mouth and nose, going up between her eyes. She looks up at Trey with his black cock on her face. She feels the warmth from his penis on her skin, how it flexes, and throbs on her face. And that sweaty, musky smell of his cock and balls fills her nose.
Trey points his phone down at Cheryl and snaps a photo. The photo shows his dick laying on her face. His balls on her chin, and the tip of his cock hanging over top of her forehead. Her blue eyes looked up at the camera when he took it, and it even shows her tattoos showing on her shoulder, arm, and foot in the photo.
Cheryl pulls her face back and says, “Hey, I didn’t say you could take that pic, mister.”
She says it playfully, but she’s kind of serious too because she doesn’t want to get caught. She knows that if anyone saw it at the school, they’d be able to recognize it’s her from her tattoos.
She says, “Don’t show that to anyone, ok? I’m serious.”
Trey just says, “Mmmhmmm.”
He reaches and pulls her head back to his cock. He grabs the base of his penis, and gently smacks that heavy black cock on her face playfully. It’s so big and heavy, Cheryl closes her eyes as she gets her face smacked by that cock.
Trey says, “I told you I was fucking right. I knew my cock was bigger than your cute fucking face.”
Cheryl pulls her head away again, looks up at him with a smirk and says, “I knew it was this big from your videos you bad boy. Maybe I was just teasing you, and wanted to get this beautiful black penis over to my place.”
Trey grabs her head and pulls it back to his cock and says, “Get that face over here.”
Trey holds her head and starts rubbing his cock up and down on her face, and then he pushes her nose and mouth down to his big ball sack. Cheryl feels a little humiliated right now, being treated like she’s his bitch, but at the same time she’s so turned on by this. Mike is nothing like this. His skinny little white dick is 3 inches hard. He doesn’t have the cock to pleasure her, and he doesn’t take control during sex like she needs and wants as a woman.
While Trey is rubbing his big sweaty cock on her face, he feels the cold hair from Cheryl’s nostrils sniff his ball sack. He hears her do it too.
He says, “Oh you nasty little hoe. Sniff those fucking balls.”
That sweaty, musky cock smell is so manly and turns Cheryl on, and she hears how horny he sounds when he says that. She smirks knowing she’s turning him on. Trey grabs the end of his dick and rubs his cock head above her head, as Cheryl is under his big cock, sniffing his balls. She opens her mouth and Trey feels Cheryl put one of his balls in her mouth and starts sucking on it. He works his cock head in his hand while looking down at her sucking on his nut. She gently pulls her head back until his nut pops out of her mouth. She looks up at with that cute smile of hers.
Trey says, “Wash those fucking balls with your mouth, hoe.”
Cheryl is so turned on by being submissive like this, and she licks all over his hanging ball sack. She puts the other nut in her mouth and sucks on it. Cheryl is tasting his sweaty, salty balls, and is not disgusted by it at all.
Trey wants to see her cute face with his cock in her mouth, so he says, “Open your mouth”.
Cheryl looks up at him and opens her mouth ready to suck on his big beautiful black penis. He bends his dick down and puts the head of his cock in Cheryl’s mouth, and she closes those lips around it and starts sucking. She loves the feeling of sucking on a big hard cock. It is like a stress reliever for Cheryl to feel a big hard penis in her mouth, and suck on it like a baby sucking her bottle. That’s why she cheated on Mike a few years ago and sucked her coworkers dick in his car.
Trey takes his shirt off, while she grabs his thick penis with both of her little white hands, all while keeping the cock head in her mouth. It’s so long and thick she can grab it with both of her hands and stroke the shaft as she sucks on the tip. Trey just stands there looking down at this sexy white hoe twisting her hands on his shaft as she’s sucking hard on the cock head. She’s good at sucking cock, and even sticks the tip of her tongue in his slit on his cock head. She can taste his precum from his hole as she teasingly flicks her tongue.
He leans his head back, staring at the ceiling, and says, “Ooooohhh shiiiiiiiiitttt. Fuuuuck yeeaaa bitch. Good girl.”
His cock is rock hard and fully erected after her teasing his slit like that. It drove him wild, and he wants to fuck her mouth so bad, and see how much she can swallow.
Trey says, “Hands down…”.
Cheryl puts her hands down by her side on the sofa, still with the tip of his penis in her mouth. Trey runs both of his hands through her silky blonde hair and grips it tight. Then he pulls her mouth down as he pushes his cock in her mouth. It’s so thick and big, it fills her mouth up and hits the back of her tongue, trying to go into her throat. He hits her gag reflex, and she coughs, gagging on his cock that’s trying to go down her throat. Cheryl instinctively reaches her hands up to his cock to try to pull it out of her mouth.
Trey just says, “Hands down, bitch.”
Cheryl puts her hands back down to her side like she’s his slave.
He gets a tighter grip on her hair and starts fucking her mouth with his big dick. Pulling her mouth down on his cock while he’s thrusting his hips into her head. His black dick is so long, when it’s hitting her throat and can’t go down, his cock is bending as he’s trying to push it further. He knows his cock is too big for her throat, but he loves how wet and tight her mouth feels, and he just does it a little longer. Hearing the wet gurgling noises Cheryl makes, when he goes just a little bit too far, and she coughs with his dick in her mouth. He pulls his cock out and it’s covered in spit and drool. A string of spit is connecting her lips to his cock, as it's throbbing in the air in front of her face. She looks up at Trey and her eyes are watery from her gag reflex.
Trey is so horny now with his wet cock twitching in the air, he says, “Take that dress off. Show me that white pussy.”
Cheryl wipes the spit off her lips and chin. She is so horny she doesn’t even think about Mike at all as she lifts her dress up and pulls it off her. She sits back on the sofa and puts both of her feet up on the edge of the seat. She spreads her feet apart and opens her legs, showing Trey her bald wet pussy.
Trey sees more tattoos she has on her pale skin, and it turns him on even more. That huge pin up girl tattoo on her side, and he sees her perky, tiny little titties on her chest. Her tits are so cute and not saggy at all. She has hard pink nipples poking out on her tits like little pink erasers. Cheryl sits on the sofa, biting her lower lip in anticipation, looking up at Trey. He stands there, looking at her body as he strokes his big cock.
Trey gets down on his knees on the floor in front of her and sees her pussy up close. Cheryl’s so horny and aroused that her pussy lips are so thick and puffy. Her body is making her labia lips get big like that to protect her vagina during sex. Cheryl has her legs spread apart, and it makes her pussy spread open like a flower, ******** the wet, pink tender flesh inside her white pussy. Her clit sticking out at the top, and her vaginal hole so small and ******* to Trey. He can tell her pussy is gonna be a tight grip on his cock.
Trey leans down and puts his big wet lips on her pussy. He licks it from her vaginal hole, all the way up to her clit in one big wet lick with his tongue. That one big wet lick makes Cheryl moan. He loves the smell and taste of this white pussy, and does sloppy wet licks all over it. Then he puts his big lips over her clit, slurping on that erected little sensitive button of hers.
When Trey sucks on her clit like that, Cheryl’s head falls back in the seat. She stares at the ceiling, moaning, and breathing heavy. His wet mouth is sucking on her entire pussy and it’s driving her wild. Then suddenly Trey pulls her ass out to the very edge of the sofa and pushes her legs back onto her. Cheryl’s legs are bent at the knees, with her feet over her head. She reaches up and grabs her toes to hold her legs back. This makes her stick her ass out even more. Trey goes lower and presses his big wet tongue on her asshole and swirls all around it, then presses his lips on her butthole, kissing it. Cheryl looks down between her legs, and just sees Trey’s upper head.
She says, “Ohhhh shiiiiitt…”
She holds onto her feet above her head and her toes curl up in her fingers. Cheryl hasn’t gotten her ass eaten out like this since she let her coworker do it to her that one night. Mike thinks ass play is gross, but Cheryl loves it.
Trey does another big wet lick from her asshole, all the way to her clit. Then gets back down to make out with that tight, puckered up little butthole. He knows she’s a dirty girl that likes her ass eaten.
Trey pulls his head away and they’re both so horny now.
Trey looks right into Cheryl’s eyes and says, “I wanna cum in this white pussy so bad. You’re so fucking sexy Cheryl. Are you on birth control?”
Cheryl wants to fuck so bad now, even with all the consequences that could happen from it. She thinks that even if she did get pregnant from tonight, the fuck session that she’s about to receive from that huge cock will be worth it.
She feels so submissive and sexy with him, she smiles and says, “No I’m not…”
Trey stands up and lifts Cheryl to her feet. He picks her up and puts her over his shoulder. Her head hangs off the back of him, and her ass and legs are in front of him. She’s so petite and light he picks her up easily. He carries her like she’s a trophy that he won, and now he gets to do whatever he wants with her. He starts walking down the hallway to the bedroom he sees. Cheryl’s feelings and thoughts about Mike and any consequences are all out of her head now. She’s so turned on by this dominant masculine black boy that she wants to fuck him so bad. She doesn’t care about getting fucked on the same bed that her boyfriend is gonna sleep in when he comes back.
Trey drops her on the bed, and she bounces on it. Cheryl is laying on her back, while Trey stands next to the edge of the bed. He grabs her hips and pulls her ass to the edge. He grabs under her knees and pushes her legs back on her, and tells her to hold them. He sees that fat wet pussy spread open between her legs under him, and he spits on his hand and rubs it on the head of his black cock.
Cheryl’s gonna learn that dirty talk turns Trey a lot during sex. He rubs the tip of his thick cock between her fat wet pussy lips, teasing her.
Trey says, “You want me to fuck this white pussy? Huh? You want me to beat this pussy up with my big dick?”
Cheryl holds her legs back as she lays on the bed. There’s no hesitation now in her response. She’s horny and she’s had race play fantasies for so long, and she’s wanted to say this for years.
She says, “I want you to fuck me with your big black cock and cum inside me.”
Hearing her say that in her cute little voice drives Trey wild. He thinks how this slut doesn’t care if she gets pregnant, and how that’s so fucking hot. He pushes the fat tip of his penis in her vaginal hole, and he feels it stretch around his thick cock. His dick slides in her wet tight pussy, and Cheryl lays her head back on the bed, staring straight up.
She says, “Oooooohhhh yesssssss. I wanna feel it deep inside me.”
Now that his cocks in her pussy, he grabs both of her ankles and holds her legs open in the air. Feeling that tight pussy grip on his dick, he just overpowers her and makes her pussy keep stretching out. Working his hips back and forth, he fucks her and his black cock is already getting soaked in her pussy juice.
He loves seeing her big white feet up in the air as she gets fucked. He finally sees the soles of her feet and they’re so sexy. She has long, skinny feet with a big sexy arch on them. Long skinny toes, and the soles of her feet are clean, with pink and pale skin tones on her soles. He holds her ankles and brings one of her feet up to his face as he fucks her. He presses her toes on his nose and sniffs her toes, then licks all over the soft, smooth sole and arch of her foot. Then he puts those toes in his mouth and sucks on them as he looks down at her as she gets fucked. He gets so turned on by her feet it makes his cock rock hard. It feels like a thick pole is fucking her pussy.
He says, “Sexy fucking feet, MMMMMmmmm”.
He switches legs and pulls the other foot up to his face. He’s so horny now he buries his nose underneath her long skinny white toes, and he starts sniffing her foot so hard while he fucks her. He sniffs her foot and feels her toes curling up on his face. It turns him so much he almost nuts, and has to stop for a few seconds.
He pulls her foot away and holds her legs open, and leans down over top of her as he fucks her. Bucking his hips, doing a nice hard rhythm with his cock strokes. Her pussy is deeper than her mouth, and he’s going balls deep. Feeling how much looser her pussy feels now, he knows he’s working it out. Her pussy is so wet, and he’s stuffing it full of dick, and it’s making loud, wet queef sounds because his cocks pushes all the air out of her pussy. He’s leaning over her, looking down at her gorgeous face, watching it contort as she gets fucked by him. She screams and he feels her pussy clamp down on his dick as he makes her cum. Her hands push on his chest, trying to signal him to slow down after her orgasm, but he fucks right through her orgasm and keeps making her take that dick.
He hears Cheryl’s cute little whimpers as he’s smashing her pussy, and seeing her face and those noises she’s making almost makes him cum again.
He pulls his cock out and stops and says, “Fuck, you almost made me nut”
Trey is leaning down over top of Cheryl, and she pulls his face to hers and starts making out with him. They shove their tongues in each other’s mouths, and kiss passionately. Cheryl uses one of her hands and grabs his big wet cock that’s throbbing in the air above her pussy.
She slowly strokes it and says, “You want to get me pregnant, don’t you bad boy?”
Hearing this older white teacher say that drives Trey wild.
Trey says, “Fuck yes, you sexy little bitch. You want me to fuck a baby in you? What would your boyfriend think about that?”
Cheryl has an evil little grin on her face and says, “I’ll just lie to him for 9 months and say it’s his. I bet I could make up some lie and tell him I was r*foot by a black guy and don’t remember anything.”
Trey gets so turned on by how naughty this white girl is. She knows that she’s sexy and she can manipulate men and get whatever she wants. From rich guys giving her money, to alpha male men with big cocks giving her the sex that she needs. Trey wants to use and abuse this white slut and make her have his black baby.
He flips her over on the bed. She’s lying flat on her stomach in the prone position, and Trey sees that big pale white ass, and her bird tattoo on her upper back. This is the breeding position because he can fuck her hard and make himself nut.
Cheryl lays on the bed, her body shiny wet from the sweat on her. She’s never had sex like this, and she loves it. Trey looks down at her and sees this vulnerable white slut, and his cock is throbbing. He climbs on her back and uses his feet to push her legs apart on the bed and keep them spread open. He grabs Mike's pillow on the bed and puts it under Cheryl’s stomach so her back arches a little and her ass sticks up.
Trey rubs his cock on her pussy again, leans down by Cheryl’s head and says, “I’m gonna cum in this white pussy.”
Cheryl’s only thought is fucking him, and nothing else.
She says, “I want your cum in me, Trey…”
Hearing her say that drives him wild, and he slides his cock back in her fuck hole and puts his hands on the bed like he’s in a push up position. He combines thrusting his hips with his cock, and slamming his body weight down on her that makes this position a deeper, harder fuck. Slamming his cock in her pussy, smashing her, so his balls are smacking her clit. She grips the bed sheets and whimpers as she takes his 11 inch penis deep in her pussy.
In this new position, Cheryl can feel the curve in his penis digging in and rubbing her wet, ribbed vaginal walls deep inside of her. It makes her toes curl up in the bed sheets, and she bites the pillow by her head.
Trey is making horny animalistic groans and grunts as he fucks, because it feels so good for him when he can pound her deep and hard like he wants.
He keeps slamming his body weight down into her ass, and says, “Take that dick, you fucking bitch. Take that dick.”
He feels his big hot load getting built up, and he grabs Cheryl’s hair into a ponytail in one hand, and he pulls her head back. Cheryl’s head gets yanked back and he rides her hard. Trey looks next to the bed and sees a photo of her and Mike. Trey thinks about how he’s fucking this white guy’s girl behind his back and he’s gonna get her pregnant probably. That gets him so close to cumming, thinking about what he’s doing to her.
Trey’s fucking Cheryl hard and says in a loud voice, “You want me to breed this white pussy, hoe? Huh? Say it! Say you want to be a baby mama!”
Cheryl is so caught up in the moment too and doesn’t hesitate at all and says, “MMMMmmmm fuuuuck yessss Trey…. Mmmm cum in my pussy. I wanna have your babies!”
Trey’s load is built up in the tip of his cock, and he was edging himself while she said that. He pounds Cheryl’s pussy a few more times, then feels his hot cum about to explode.
He says, “I’m gonna fucking cum!”
Trey grunts and moans like an animal as his black cock starts squirting out heavy thick wads of his nut into Cheryl’s pussy. He keeps his dick balls deep, and she can feel it inside of her body as it is squirting out and splashing against her cervix at the end of her pussy. Trey had a pent up load, and it’s about 10 big squirts until he milked it all out of his cock. He keeps his cock inside of Cheryl as he’s over top of her, holding her down on the bed. Letting the orgasmic tingling rush run through his body from head to toe.
Cheryl lays there exhausted, with her head laying on the bed. She’s out of breath too, laying there looking at the pictures of her and Mike on the dresser.
She breathes heavily and says, “Oh my god…. wow…. You fucked my brains out, Trey.”
Trey pulls out of her and his dicks getting soft, but it’s still a big, long cock that swings between his legs. His black penis is covered in white creamy cum from both of them. He stands up next to the bed and Cheryl rolls over on her back, still trying to catch her breath. He just looks her over head to toe, thinking about how sexy she looks. She’s hot and sweaty laying on the bed, and he can see all of her tattoos all over her body. He looks at her long skinny legs laying on the bed, her big feet hanging off the side, and he looks at her flat stomach and imagines her with a big pregnant belly.
He says, “That felt so fucking good. I blew so hard in you.”
Cheryl lifts her head up off the bed and looks at Trey and says, “Yeah I know, I could fucking feel your cum hitting my cervix.”
She gets up off the bed and slowly stands up, because her legs are still weak and wobbly.
She says, “I’m gonna take a quick shower. You can get something to drink and watch tv if you want.”
Cheryl walks by Trey on her way to the bathroom, and when she’s next to him, Trey spanks her big white ass with his hand.
Trey says, “Sexy fucking ass.”
Cheryl’s pale white booty jiggles, and she looks back over her shoulder to Trey and smirks at him as she walks to the bathroom.
She gets in the bathroom and looks at herself in the mirror. Her hair is messed up, and she has the typical look of a girl that just got fucked. Her body is still buzzing with adrenaline as she thinks again about what she did tonight. It was the best sex of her life. She was so turned on, finally acting out her race play fantasies in bed. It turned her on so much to say to him while he fucked her that she wanted to have his babies. But now that the rush is gone, she gets a little worried about actually getting pregnant.
She just tells herself in her head, *Ok…I’m gonna get my period in 2 weeks, it’ll be fine. It’ll be ok.*
She gets out of the shower and walks out in her towel to the living room, but doesn’t see Trey anywhere.
She looks around, then grabs her cell phone and texts Trey, “Hey…Thanks for saying goodbye I guess….”
She realizes that he just left and ghosted her.
Trey knew he was leaving to go to an out of state college in one week. He knew when he left the apartment that he would never see her again, and he doesn’t even care if she gets pregnant. He won’t have to worry about it. To him, Cheryl was just a sexy white bitch that he wanted to fuck and cum in her like he marked his territory, and he knows he’s going to do the same thing with tons of younger girls at the college he’s going to.
Cheryl sits on the same sofa from earlier and is a little depressed. She feels so used right now, and it pisses her off that she was the one that got taken advantage of. Her phone buzzes, and she picks it up to look at what Trey responded back with. It’s a message from Mike. She just ignores his message and sits there thinking about what she just did. With a little smirk on her face, she bites her lower lip thinking about how much of a adrenaline rush this was. It was the best sex of her life, and a rush of excitement knowing it was wrong and risky, and she kind of wanted more.
She texts Mike back saying, "Hey I'm going out for a bit, I have to go get something..."
She got dressed and went out to the store to buy a Plan B pill, because she didn't want to risk getting pregnant and caught.
I am a dirty old man. My wife knows this, she's come to terms with it. Sometimes even gets off because of it. At 50 years old, I've been to therapy because of low self-esteem and always trying to prove I'm a worthy fuck - even to complete strangers. Now I'm in a pretty complicated situation because of my sexual addiction. I've been on ML for a long time. Hell, I've even come close to fucking a couple of the women on here (that were probably catfishing me). Everyone wants pictures - like they're some kind of proof. She's sent me pictures, I actually took the one of her drinking wine.
Sometimes I have to travel out of the country for business, and my wife knows I fuck a few ladies that I've come to know in the last few years. Hell, I've even sent her pictures of them just to see how far I can push shit. My wife is pretty free to do what she wants, she's had other partners besides me - she usually prefers females rather than men but has had male partners in the past.
So I had to travel to Mexico for business about a month ago. The last time I was there I met this 23 year old thin Mexican girl, and I spoiled the shit out of her. Bought her some nice clothes, gave her some money, treated her like a queen. Money talks in Mexico, it's the key to a Latina's heart. Sure enough not even the second day I'm there she's fucking the shit out of me. We exchange info, and she tells me anytime I'm down in Mexico that I should contact her.
So when I went down there last month, we hooked up again. I took her out to eat, took her to a bar, bought her some clothes, and she ended up at my hotel room and of course we fucked.
She likes anal, so I was fucking the shit out of her asshole while she played with her pussy. I didn't have a condom on, I usually wear one with her but this time I just decided to go bareback - what man doesn't like the feel of his cock unwrapped?? Her asshole was nice and clean, and I felt like I was about to cum and pulled out. She backed her ass up and I put my cock in her nice warm pussy and she started grinding it, swiveling her hips. I grabbed her ass and pulled her closer and slid deeper inside. I busted a nut deep in her. She didn't seem to care. We fell asleep and fucked again in the morning, I came inside her again when she was riding me.
Yesterday she texted me that her period was late a week ago, she took a pregnancy test, and it was positive. She said it took her a while to think about telling me she was pregnant because she doesn't want to terminate it but she wants me to make sure her and the baby are taken care of. If I wasn't married, I'd marry her in a heartbeat - but she comes from a very strict Christian background and her parents will definitely be upset, perhaps even disown her.
My wife has actually talked to her on the phone a few times prior to this, and has seen her pictures.
I'm kind of afraid to tell my wife, because a part of me believes this could destroy my marriage.
My sexual addiction has really gotten me into trouble this time around. My wife will eventually find out. Part of me wants to move the woman into our house, but at 50 years old (wife is 47) it's going to be hard trying to help raise a baby. Part of me wants to 'lose' my cell phone and change the number - but I understand that's the 'fight or flight' response...
She's probably the most beautiful woman I've ever had sex with... I'm so conflicted and don't know what to do with this very sexy hot 23 year old Latina who is carrying my baby. Yeah, yeah - I know I'm posting this shit to a porn site - I just need some kind of outlet because right now I'm kind of getting a lot of anxiety and depression over it. I don't want to ruin her life either. I do have feelings for her, and I know she says she has feelings for me (probably more about the money lol). My wife is going to be very mad.
My Chinese experience.
I moved to China from the USA 7 months ago for a job. This place is great if you are a want to get laid. I was never really into asian chicks until I moved here. Sure I whacked it to a few asian prons in my lifetime but it was never my thing.
It is so fucking easy to get laid in China. If you cannot get laid in the USA but have the money to take a trip I recommend coming to China. These Chinese girls are so down to fuck Americans its crazy.
First of all they are all relatively hot. The majority of chicks that are here are skinny. Very rarely do you see overweight women. I'm sure these numbers are growing because you do see McDonalds, Burger King, Pizza Hut, Etc. but at the moment most chicks are reasonably skinny. Even the fat chicks are pretty skinny compared to US chicks.
They all dress slutty. I live in southern China but have traveled around a bit since moving here. All the girls wear tiny ass shorts or skirts, high heels, and possibly tights or stockings. Pretty fucking hot. If you are a leg man then China is heaven for you. Even the older women here look damn hot.
These chicks have no hair on their bodies. Legs and arms are fucking smoooooth. You may find a little bit of hair under their arms and their snatches can be a bit of a jungle but the rest of their bodies are smooth sailing. No stubble, they just do not grow hair on most of their body. The hair on their head is pretty sexy though. They normally have long flowing black hair. A lot of them dye their hair red or blonde so these chicks stand out a bit but their hair is pretty damn hot.
You have a slight western influence on their fashion. I have not seen so much spandex or hipster glasses in my life. These chicks make it look hot though. If you are into gaps then China is the place to go. Gaps occur on skinny chicks where there is space between their thighs. Never really noticed this before but here in China there are so many chicks with gaps that you have to notice. Pretty hot. All you can think about is the easy access you have to their snizatch.
These chicks like western dudes. I've seen some ugly expats here with pretty hot chicks. It helps, of course, if you have a bit of money.
prostitution is pretty much legal
here is how it works
its illegal but nobody gives a shit
there are a few levels of prostitution here
there are the street girls
cost about 150rmb which is about 20 bucks are so. you just pull up to a whore store and the mommy (female pimp) brings out a line up of girls. you pick your girl and take her back to your place or you can rent a decent hotel room for around 8 bucks for a few hours. chicks are pretty hot. they will go with you and shower with you. then either fuck or suck until you are done. then take their payment and then leave. sometimes if you give them 150 rmb the girl will give you a few dollars change. The great thing about these street girls is that they will normally give you their phone number so you can call them directly without having to go through the mommy. you wont pay any less but they will show up to your door and you don't have to go through the hassle of going the the whore store (sometimes its closed)
you can also go to KTV. KTV is a karaoke spot. some of them are bit different but a lot of them are the same. You pay for the private room and some booze. pay for the Dj and then they bring in a line up of 10-20 or more chicks depending on where you go. these chicks are pretty damn hot. you give them maybe 200-300 RMB for them to be your companion during the evening. once you pick a chick they will either keep their formal clothes on or change into street clothes. they will sit with you all night, talk to you, pour your drinks, sing with you, light your smokes, and let you semi grope them. if they are into you you can get a bit more action for free. Ive seed guys get blowjobs or handjobs or kisses from KTV chicks that are attacted to them. Ive also seen chicks that are just jobbers that do not do anything to exciting most of the night. You can take some of these broads home. Normally will cost you a few hundred more RMB. Not all of them are whores so you may be SOL if you pick the wrong one. The ones that do go home are pretty fun.
You can also go to the chinese massage. you can get a foot massage here for 50rmb or less than 10 bucks. chicks massage your whole body then spend a long time on your feet. Nothing crazy sexual but they normally wear pretty short skirts and flirt with you a bit.
These same massage parlors offer full body massages. costs about 100rmb or around 16 bucks. they will take your shirt off and make you lay down. massage your whole body including your ass and legs. then when they are done they will flip you over and jerk you off. chicks are hot. wear short skirts and sort of hump you all night while they massage you. hand jobs are pretty good. they will slip a finger in your ass if you are into that and sometimes you can get a couple chicks if you want to pay. the massage includes a hot shower so it is a pretty good way to relax.
you have saunas that you can go to. pretty much the best shit ive had since ive been here. combines all the previous shit into one slam bamma. you walk into a lobby and they bring in a line up of chicks. you pick the one you want. they are all dressed hot. and she takes you to a private room. then she changes in front of you to something sexy and she has you take a shower. she will shower with you if you want and she will scrub you down. she is normally naked and she will play with your dick a little bit. then she puts you on a massage table and gives you a naked massage. she will mount you and give you a shitty massage. bitch is a whore not a fucking licensed masseuse but it feels good enough. when you are done with the massage she will take you into the bedroom and then the fun starts. they normally put on some japanese porn on the tv that is pretty hot and then you get down to business. pretty much anything goes. most chicks wont let you fuck them in the ass but they will blow you from any position and let you fuck them for as long as it takes.sometimes they have toys. pretty much always you have to wear a condom. they will play with you until you are done then you can take another shower or bath. whole thing is like 600rmb which is around 100 bucks. pretty dope time.
girls are hot. all look pretty young. i have had a few older women which was kinda weird getting a hj from a chick that could be my aunt but w/e
there are higher level hos that are available as well, just havent experienced them for myself. there are also places that deliver chicks to your hotel room. they send a line up and you pick the one you want. sometimes 1000-1500 rmb.
my favorite is the sauna. pretty reasonable for the time you get. the street hos are pretty fun but it is hit or miss. sometimes you get girl that blows but does not fuck and then sometimes vice versa. you do luck out sometimes and get a hottie that blows and fucks but you gotta grab these bitches numbers because they normally get scooped up pretty quick.
sometimes after chinese new year your favorite girl will go back to their hometown and never come back. i dont think that whoreing is looked down on as much in China. it seems as if a lot of regular girls may try it out to make a bit of money for a little while. a lot of them get burned out and then go get regular jobs or regular girlfriends but they can give you a pretty damn good ride while they are testing the waters.
TL/DR come to china if you want to empty your balls
Thank you mods and site providers for putting up with all the incessant complaining about your amazing FREE website! And to all you mewling man-children (who actually excert more energy bitching on a FREE porn site than you do crushing your tiny, disfigured, bottom 5% penis with your stinky ham-fist), I would tell you to go eat a bucket of shit if I wasn't sure you'd like it so goddamn much.
I must confess, I have no idea why I joined motherless last week. I just got out of a relationship (2-1/2 years, and the last year was me saying hell-no to any of her sexual advances).
What am I even doing here? I like porn, sure. Who doesn't? Communists and prudes, that's who. But what perks could membership have?
Why am I even posting?
My real confession is that I'm feeling kind of lost in the universe. I fear I might be becoming a psychopath, because I haven't felt emotion (save anger) in what feels like years. Part of why I ended my relationship: I set her free because I wasn't happy, and she was deluding herself to thinking she was.
Perhaps I'm broken. Perhaps I'm just jaded. Perhaps I'm just an asshole. I can't shake that I may very well be all three...
Or perhaps I'm going Schizoid. I hope that's not the case...
I Confess after being happily married for 3years i found this site which started off as watching moral free porn but then i got obsessed with porn i never thought id like. 3 Years later i now think im a homosexual because all i can do is look at shemales, tgirls and any cock on cock pictures videos. Thanks motherless not sure if this is a good thing or a bad thing in my life.
why is it so many sad men post shit pretending to be woman or pretend to fuck there mothers sisters daughters and people are like " mmmmm tell me more" and think its a real life story hahaa its not its a sad 50yr old man in his boxers wishing he could have had that much fun.
now when ever i have posted real life stories all be it simple or plain people only ever say "fake" "didnt happen" "you wish"
i have never thought i was that lucky but it seems watching all these fake stories im not i have been rather lucky with sex :p
so how about i tell you a real bunch of things that have really happened to me.
REAL LIFE PART HERE.... any one that thinks otherwise has been on here to long reading lies or is just to pathetic to go out and have some fun with real people or jealous.
starting with im a bi male 30
now how many guys been on a chatroom and talked dirty then wanked and left or rp with people in a chat or even talk dirty about meeting with other guys and fucking them but.... they are full of shit they will never do it they have no balls they wank cum and cut the chat of and go to bed lol yeh i have cam2 cam with a few of you over the years.
my 1st gf was a few years ago now
(im not giving every detail, dates an stuff you never no whos readng lol)
and i was with her a few years but after we split i met a lovely young girl on line and i feel in love and dated her for over a year. one thing she was only 14 :p and i was in my twenties
(yeh i can hear the jealous ones going bullshit)
but it was true she was cute n curvy and 34c to a 34d while we dated. now during that time i moved to be closer to her i fucked the life out of her my god she was fucking hot and tight not many real guys will know the feeling, as most will have been lying or been the same age as her when they fucked a girl that age lol and with a smaller dick at that age lets no lie now boys it wont be as tight as an older guy pushing inside. we dated we split :( big sad face
so i was single again... now i was always into a lil ass play having my ass fingerd as i was getting suckd of and had played with a few toys over the years seen how it felt and was always very very curious to try a cock :P so i went on chat ave and clicked gay chat, talked with some guys chated shit like you all have wanked but after a week or so i really wanted it i really wanted to suck a cock and have one inside my ass not just a toy or chat but for real... so one night horny as fuck
( i must add i did and still do clean my ass out fully before i put anythin in it lol)
i go on chat and talk to a local guy hes double my age and gay but single we talk i tell him i have never been with a guy and basically want to but im shittin myself he says if i want we can meet up and do what ever im cumfy with. so i go for it mid 2009 i tell him to come over to mine he does we go up to my bedroom i strip as does he i get on the bed and he gets on touches me wanks me takes me in his mouth its strange but fucking horny so i ask if i can i touch his cock it was soooo strange but sexy and kinky i suck him wank him and after a bit i lay back legs in air and tell him to push in my ass i want fucked and wana feel him in me. he does he gets round and slips up my ass and waw what a strange feeling not a toy in my hand but a guys dick up my hole but it was nice he fucks me a min or so then pulls out rolls over says get on i get on cowgirl style an take his cock in my hand an guide it in my ass waw again lol and i fuck him up n down like a total slut he says u have done this before i was like hell no and i keep going he then starts to wank me of im like omg im gonna cum he says go for it and i burst a huge load and so hard i cum on his chest his face the bedpost and up the wall and it was so hard i sort of needed to rest n close my eyes it was hardest i have ever came even to this day. i look at him n say u wana finish of as well he says sure an gets me onto my belly tells me spread ur legs i do he pushes back up me mmmmmmm fucks me a min and says can i cum in u :p i said hell yes and boom he thrusts right up my hole and cums in me. we roll over he gets dressd we mumble shit and he leaves.
now since that night i was like mmmm i think i need try more but diff things, so i met to suck a guy of only and did suckd him let him cum in my mouth but was to afraid taste it or swallow jus let it drip out lame porn style lol i no i no but hey it was 1st ever cum in my mouth.
from that day until now i have met with a total of 22men. from POF FABGUYS AND CHATROOMS
after a few guys i found a nice preg slut to fuck and fuck her i did 22 and preg i blow 5loads in her that night and sent her on her way. yeh yeh i could have kept her but i mean she was mental i mean bunny boiler stuff after i blow a load in her shes like wana go out with me :s and after i fucked her again she says " wana marry me " AHHHHHH get out of her nut job, that and the fact she was a bit simple but mental i was like nah had my fun get her to fuck before she kills me in my sleep.. ooo and her pussy :( stinks lolll fully hairy and stinking, yuk
i met a few more guys over the course of 2009 and then move back to where i come from. and then i met a nice lil slut i went to school with, well sort of she was 2years younger but i seen her face around so i meet up with her fuck her a few times dump more than a few loads in her cunt and mmmm could she cum, she would shake and squirt and when i say squirt i mean huge not like distance but ammount lol she came and soaked my fucking bed. the next time i licked her out as i luv pussy and wanted it all in my mouth she was like u sure im like fucking let rip dont hold back and boom she cums in my face and squirts like 10times in my face i manage to get like 7mouth fulls of her cum and i mean full mouth and swallow fast as she keeps squirting. now i fuck her 1 last time just after her period when shes not on the pill and then i never hear from her again.... but 10months later i see baby pics on her facebook, could i be the day maybe or maybe 10other guys that fucked her or her bf who she was on of again during our time fucking. who cares she never msg or botherd me again.
since then i met my gf ops did i not mention that ooo and shhhh dont tell her she has fuck all clue lol not about guys or other girls lol well after i met the gf we dated i was loyal for a while.... until i get hit up on my old POF account by a local guy and think mmmm be nice have a lil fun i ask what hes after he says to fuck me so i was like hell go for it we met it was just as we talked about before hand i always like to get details sortd before meets. he walks in drops his jeans im naked already i get down suck him hard then he says ok bend over so i do on the floor on my knees bending over the chair and he rams my ass fucks me and cums right up me :P and i loved it.
then i met some more guys and then i get really lucky a local lil slut msgs me on BEBO and says he ur sexy i was like em ok and she wants meet up maybe and shes local so we met one day a lil rushed as she had only 20mins but we kiss and make out i feel her up suck her lil tits go down on her mmmm nice lil pussy but omg she was sooo tight like a slim but toned no musscle but tight no body fat and i could barely get 2fingers in her pussy ooo she was 15 :p yeh told u i was lucky we mess around shes sucking me off and then she gets a call from mum spoils the day lol she has to go i ask her finish me off she does mmmmm slut :P
and then i met another girl in CHATROOM yeh it was juts my fucking year lol cock on the side a teen girl and now a new 16yr hot lil bit of ass much more chubby but anice lil pussy and i fuck her a few times. including a met at the town centre on a sunday morning, we sit on the bench near shopping centres 2nd entrance we sit i slip my hand down her back into the gap in her jeans at the ass, i push down and jus touch her lil ass then push down for her pussy i slip a finger in and get her going she cums while rolling her head around. she had this hot things of rolling head a lil while her eyes went white soooo hot and shes like we need find a toiler :P mmmmm slut we nip into the shopping centre or mall if your a yank lol and shes in the stall and drops her jeans i fuck her and blow my load over her ass crack an down her thighs :p she pulls up soaking from her own juices and we leave. she goes of to college and that was her done.
then a few more guys for fun and then it dies down for a while over 2011 until a few months ago i get lucky again a few more cocks stil with the gf mind lol and shes like why u only fuck me every other day now and not like when we started (cause back then id fuck her anythn between 3 to 15 times a day) oooo i dono im just no as horny loll fuck no im fucking around loll any way skip to last week. 3rd sept 2012 i met 1 local guy and suck him of no strings then tue im with a local lil slut whos now single and been dumped shes sad and not on the pill so i say u mind if i fuck u she says sure im like u not care if i knock u up shes says nope so we meet i kiss and she was good kisser then i fuck her blow my load right up her pussy mmmmmmmm love the risky cum shot :p then thurs a guy from FABGUYS wants suckd of i say sure and then i wake up sunday and other guy wants sucked of im like fucking hell local towns horny this week. so i met all 3 guys same things each time they walk in pull out there cocks i get down suck them they akk start to jerk hold my face fuck me then shoot a load in my mouth i swallow each load they leave nice n easy then monday i get a msg again from the guy from thur, are u free sure he then drops over same again i suck him of an he leaves.
now with a girl i prefer younger i like to dom a bit, but with a guy i like much older an jus like used as a cum dump and get nothing from them in return. i dont see guys as sexy or want to kiss them or anything dont get me wrong im not mad or blind i get what girls see in brad pitt and that bugging kid from high school musical lol but i dont wana hug them or kiss them lol i jus like cock fun when in mood and horny for it
now not one word of what i have said is a lie or a stretch of the truth its all real ages real things that happened sure my typing is bad but hey a big dick and good at sucking cock and licking pussy out you cant have it all lol
a little total of my bed fun
been with 22guys now...
sucked 22cocks :)
13 loads of cum shot in my mouth :l
13 loads of cum swallowed :P
11 guys sucked my cock
3 guys suckd me of an swallowed :P
2 guys wanked me off :)
1 guy wanked me of as i was on top of his cock riding him :P
7 guys fucked me :)
3 guys fucked me with condom :(
4 fucked me bareback :P:P:P:P
5 times iv let guys cum up my ass bareback.. then i went ass to mouth :P:P
3 guys have came up my ass..... and 1 guy came up my ass 3times ;P:P:P
ironic i have only been with7 woman in my life as i used to be a nice straight guy loll
7 womans total ages add up to 146 :P
2 i have just kissed fingerd licked
7 i have licked out
1 could squirt so good and so much i got 7mouthfulls 1time :P:P:P:P
5 i have fucked :)
5 i fucked bareback :P
4 i have cum inside... and 1 didnt know :P:P:P
3 i came inside even tho they were not on the pill :P:P:P:P
2 have let me cum in there mouths :(
1 has swallowd my cum.... and tuns of it :P:P:P
2 wanked me of many times
1 i licked out then had her piss in my mouth.. i drank it all and came all over her 2times in a row a double orgasim with no wanking :P:P:P
SAY WHAT YOU WANT ITS ALL TRUE IF YOU CANT HANDLE IT TO BAD NOT MY FAULT YOU HAVE NO REAL FUN OR REAL LUCK AND NEVER DO WHAT YOU SAY YOU JUST HIDE AT HOME CHATTING SHIT ONLINE INSTEAD OF TRYING IT FOR REAL LOL SO READ MY SHIT N WANK BOYS
dose anyone no of a site i can down load some fres porn on a cell phone or eaven free movies...??..
i confess i laugh out loud at the dipshits paying for a Mr.Skin membership monthly/yearly.
there's already a site where you can see every celeb nude scene ...for free.
www.celebritymoviearchive.com/tour/whatshot.php
why do people pay for porn? its just a wank.
This might be long, so if you do not have the patience, you've been warned.
I am a 40 year old divorcee, single mother. My life is work, and my daughter, trying to survive paycheck to paycheck.
You can imagine that such life, that has been going on for the past four years, since our divorce, left it's toll on my social, and sexual life. Somehow, I found refuge on the internet, and here I am.
I was never a beauty, far from it, but I had my ways of making up for it, covering my flaws with a long, blonde hair, and a fit body, men were after me, and I got pregnant with one of them, which led to marriage. Soon enough, we found out we weren't compatible, and ended it after less than a year. After that, said life made me lose focus on my looks, my sexuality, I gained a few pounds, and it all went to hell, men stopped noticing me, I felt a huge fall in my self esteem, and became lonely, and desperate, so desperate, that I found my went here, among other places.
At first, it was just stories, then it went to forums, images, and in the end porn. I can't quite describe what made me lustful in porn, but it felt nice, I saw some things I never did, even though I felt like a pretty open minded woman, some things intrigued me, and I just felt the spark of passion, lighting up inside me.
Soon enough, I started online sexting, had a few cam sex sessions, and it got even more exciting.
So, I would, once a month, leave my daughter at my parents house, not to go out, even though I told them that is the reason, but to stay in, relax, and immerse myself into the world of fantasy. I would spend two days, almost completely naked, with wine, and my lap top. Started taking care of my looks again, bought some lingerie, shaved myself down there, made some cheeky photos, for my future sexting adventures, and it was all fun, and very, very exciting.
Never saw that going any further, I was not interested in a real man, from flesh and blood, and I was ok with it, until...
One of those weekends, it was morning, I just got online, and the guy I had some fun with a few times, was there. We started sexting, he asked me what am I doing, if I am alone, and I said yes . Then he told me he would love to come over, I responded - me too. Now, till this point we never talked about our location, and he asked me where I am from. When I said it, he smiled - we live in the same city, not such an outrageous coincidence, considering I live in a small country in Europe.
And I gave him my adress.
I waited for him for about an hour, and in that period of time, I was elated at one point, while shivering in fear the next. I couldn't wait for him to touch me, and at the same time thought how I would end up dead, since he must be some lunatic, god knows what he will do to me.
He wasn't, he was just a married guy, whose wife and kids are away often, during the weekends. I didn't know what to do, how to behave, so I ended up opening the door in a one piece lingerie. He kissed me on the doorstep, and we went straight to the bedroom.
He was still fully clothed, when he went down on me. I was so sex starved, that I think I came in a few minutes, but honestly, I do not know, it might have been an hour, since I was totally out of it. When I looked down, after getting back my senses, he was already naked, big, fully erect, and standing by the bed. I went down on my knees so fast, and it tasted so good. I was never a fan of sucking, I did it many times, but this was the first one, that I fully enjoyed. I wanted to swallow it, I licked his balls, kissed his leg, rubbed his cock against my face, while burning from lust.
He bent me over the bed, with my knees still on the floor, moved my onepiece to the side, and I felt his hand on my clit. I was so wet, that with every move, I made that sound, you know... Then I felt his lips on my bottom, and eventually, his tongue on my anus. At that moment, the realization that I didn't shave that, made me anxious, but as he continued to work on it with his full tongue, made me relaxed, once again.
That was another thing I never experienced, and it was good, and his hand was doing all the right things, and I was so close, when he pulled my hand down, and guided me, to continue it, by myself. I did, and he stood up, I could her the condom wrapper break, and I loved the idea that he is standing there, looking at me, as I pleasured myself, while moving my hips in a circular motion. I wanted him so badly, and I didn't want to cum before he enters, and I was so close, so damn close, when I felt his head on my anus.
I wanted to protest, to say something, since, that was another thing I never experienced, but I was so close, and as he started going in, slowly, inch by inch, pull out almost fully, and start going back in, even slower, I started cumming so hard, that it made me sob.
I guess that was too much for him too, so he grabbed my hair, thrusted four or five times, really fast, and really hard, and started roaring like a fucking lion. It did hurt, but it was the sweetest pain I ever felt.
I was so weak, that I couldn't even make coffee, so he did. We talked till sunset, when he had to go. He told me we will do this often, he told me he is mesmerized by me, he told it, and went away.
His profile got deleted the same night. I can't say that I am surprised, but I am disappointed. Still, I have no regrets, that one afternoon, was the highlight of my sex life, from the day I was born. And it brought a lots of self esteem back, I am now trying to better myself in more ways than one.
I still have my weekends, and this is my first free weekend, since it happened, at the end of October. I am not looking for anything right now, and who knows, weekends like that one might never happen again, but who knows.
And that is it.
P.S. I hope you won't judge.
I confess that i normally go to this site to watch porn once in a great while, so its free and i go here and only here frequently so i might as while join.
First day on! WOOHOO!
I'm a white boy who has been on again off again addicted to interracial porn for nearly a year and I'm getting sick of it. Last summer while jacking off I started thinking about all the interracial porn ads I had seen for years and felt aroused. Although disgusted with the thought I didn't want to be confused so I decided to see if it got my rocks off. It happened slowly but I found myself addicted to seeing white women taking black dick. I eventually said I wasn't gonna jerk it to that trashy stuff no more and quit. This has happened about five or six times now. I want to quit cause I personally don't like it plus it has a strange effect on me. I'm incredibly horny everyday but control myself and masturbate for a reasonable amount of time and only once a day... That is when I'm not on interracial kick. When interracial porn is in my mind I Jack off during all my free time and cum like 3 or 4 times a day. I don't know what it is that makes IR porn so much more addictive but this shit is getting old.
At one point in my life (I was 27) I was fucking a sexy little 18 year blonde, a 18 year old tiny black girl with big tits, & a 41 year old blonde milf with perky B tits who looked about 28. Not at 'the same time' during the same time period. 1 in the morning, 1 at night. 1 the next day...before all that started, I was trying to fuck a beautiful 21 year old 6'1" chick with Ds. We became best friends and eventually I started fucking her as well and slowly got ris of the other chicks. There was also a butterface that was maybe 24ish. Butt fucking ugly face but amazing body. Anyway the 6'1" chick ended up being a contestant on Americas Next Top Model. She didn't win or anything. We stayed friends for a long time and did crazy shit together. I've never been overly attentive but I looked decent. Blue eyes. Curly blonde hair. Only 5'8". I was slightly overweight. When I was even younger, I dated 2 of the most beautiful girls in my town. (One was home coming queen)
Now I'm in my 40s with very thin hair and a white (grey) beard and I'm fat as fuck (not extremely obese but a huge beer guy) and out of shape. I don't have any social life. Im not wealthy (mostly by choice in all honesty. I live on the ocean and have a nice life in a nice small house but I don't have much money bc I work only as much as I need to survive). I couldn't get any pussy if I tried. I should also mention i have a small dick. I can grow up to 6" but when it's limp, it's tiny. And only gets 6" in the right condition. Usually it's a thinner 5.5". I used to be fun & girls liked me & I've had some bitches you wouldn't believe a guy like me could ever pull. But I'm dreaming about the past. Tinder doesn't work. Combination of low year round population and me being a old fat fuck. And the truth is, I think most people (not just women) are interesting in things I'm not and vice versa. I don't fit into society. I think I'll probably die without ever fucking again. I don't live in a big enough town to find a hooker, plus, idk if is even pay a hooker what they charge when porn & jerking off is free. Online sites make you pay when there's 5 women from my area on the site & 1 has been active in the last year. It's not like my area is desolate. But there's very few ppl from my area on online sites. I've live in other areas for short periods of time & tinder & online sites are almost too easy to find a hooker fast. Not like that here. Never has been. Anyway. I'm just typing this bc I'm high & bored as fuck. Wishing I had a 19 year old (or 55 year old) sucking my cock right now.
Where is the best free source of that 3d monster porn that being fucking flashed in the ads here. I have looked here and on nudevista and I can't seem to find the good shit. Any suggestions?
A confession? Well I am truly not interested in any long cock or what pics and vids seem to show an owner of one being so dominate and degrading of their lover.
After seeing so many who have race hate, gender hate and just ego that makes me sad and become not interested, I feel the only chance of love is from someone small wishing to find someone who will love them for all they do and the love they give never ending.
That's fine with me. I have learned my body well with many toys and know if someone truly wishes to be guided and wants to pleasure me greatly then they can.
A finger is in truth what can make me orgasm just from anal alone.
Toys only 2 inches long used how a person could do will do the same.
Get me going with oral and a finger till near orgasm and just rubbing the outside of my anus for a bit will bring me to orgasm.
So size is not a thing needed as I have found, Just someone born to please.
Guiding is all I would do.
We can look at all the porn and ways things can be done even if they are huge.
They will know what we see even they can please me doing for me.
Say something happen and they have bad ED.
If what they fear most is not being able to make me happy then I will assure them truly they can.
We WILL find ways and nothing can make me leave someone so loving, loyal and giving to me.
Yes, By using toys I know how my body works.
The most girth I used was almost 6 inches around.
It was not anything that was soft or would give.
I was not to impressed with it hitting bottom.
I was always adjusting it so it never hit when going full stroke in and out.
I am not sure if some one long who truly was the being like I want could in time with no pain or issues to me or my safety in any way get my body to adjust to it taking the bend and going deeper.
Never had anything I used to see if it could.
It would be nice when they were giving anal all the ways I love and making me cum hands free first and often that they can be up against me. Balls deep I guess :)
Same way If I want to slowly ride them. I want to have my outer anal opening firm on their pubic area as I slow grind my p spot and fell them pushed into me with my weight.
So I only might be interested in long dicks if done with no pain and only when giving care, love and pleasure to me. I am not interested in so called "pain-al" as shown.
Tight and taking lots of time is fine. But not how porn shows it just shoved in and pain.
I took that 5inch around toy on my terms and very slow as my body adjusted to it over a long time against the opening.
If you can not wait, Then your too much into your pleasure and I do not think could ever be into mine or even shared.
If there were very sweet, shy, loving, caring, thoughtful, giving, pleasing, submissive leaning beings out there thick and long, hmmm, Not sure. But if they always put my feelings first and never dreams or wants to hurt me. I could try and see if they in time could get their pubic skin against my anus and in contact with me at all times, I just like the feel of the outer area touched and rubbed too.
They must truly love me and wants to be only mine, If they were too long then I would give up balls deep and the feel against me for what can be done.
See, I TRULY love the feeling of soft and slow rubbing of the skin from my balls to all around my anus. So yes I would be giving up something that truly gives pleasure to me that I would wish to be done. Not just that but the feel I can imagine from trying different toys of riding slow and grinding in a way while facing them that I can feel the shaft bending as I am grinding forward and then the head tracing the front of my anus as it pushes to my front as it goes deeper as I slowly grind down and their dick rubbing my p spot just before the end of the grind and their dick straight in me or a little to the back.
During that time the feel of their pubic skin against me and my anus, rubbing or just moving my skin from my balls to my anus and all around with the opening being stimulated by the shaft changing angles entering my anus.
Yes I know what feels wonderful to me and for real love would just take the anal pleasure alone and it not a joke from what you just finished reading.
I can only think of one way someone long enough might work all the time.
They are touching and holding me from behind a we stand. They rub and massage my areas behind the nipples between their fingers, After penetrating me a little and enough to stay in place as I am bent over, They guide their cock between my cheeks, Their cock pushing the front of my anus deeply. They have me standing, pulled against them feeling their chest all against my back as they hug and have after where their arms cross me, their hands slowly and lightly around my breasts, fingers with light pressure finding their way to my nipples to play with them and get behind them and massage the area to keep it not tight and drawn up when nipple get hard. As they please my breasts and nipples in ways I want they also slowly go deeper into my anus as my cheeks hold their shaft between them, the shaft bending in my anal opening and the rest in me to the tip pressing along the front of my anus behind me balls all to behind my dick till just before it would suddenly hit bottom and then slowly moving it back out as my cheeks pull the skin of their shaft to the tip of their cock as they are slowly pulling back. Then slowly back in hitting all the pleasure areas over and over including the press into my p spot just as it passes it a little.
We might look into a mirror sh he can read my body and I can see and read it and his. I wish what he sees turns him on more and he moves in more pleasing ways watching and reading my reactions.
When I start to orgasm and he sees me cum I want it to make him love giving me anal and I feel him holding me just a little tighter not knowing he is.
I want to see me cum hands free from giving and great anal for my pleasure.
It will make me want him not to stop.
I tell him to tell me what he feels in his dick.
He keeps it in and never pops out.
Knowing that its not over to me just because I cum, He makes sure what he does will not bend outside or pop him out.
I start to grip his shaft and make my anus tighter.
I let him know How him putting all my pleasure first makes me want anal more and I want him now to let me know how it feels to his dick as he is still making love to me. I want to know his feelings. I want to know if he loves it and how it makes him want to giving even more pleasure to me only thinking on my feelings and pleasure I have and doing all he can to bring me orgasms first and always.
I want to know if he feels like going faster but not to where he pops out.
I want to tell him he can.
I want to feel how he moves in me as he is getting closer and closer to cumming.
I want to know I do wish he truly loves the feelings I can give him.
Sometimes he may slow and tell me he wants to try and edge and learn how to last longer and hold on to that great feeling... To last longer so when he is pleasing me I can guide him when I am close and he slows or stops till I am ready to go some more.
I want to know when he needs so much to cum he needs me, he wants me, he wants to cum in me and keep going as long as he can.
I want to feel how all he does changes as he is hugging me and making love to me as I hold on to his shaft tight.
i want him to tell me when he is about to cum, how it is feeling, how my anus feels to him, if he love pleasing me. Then tells me he's cumming then does. He stays in going as long as he can.
He grips the base of his dick keeping it in me as his cum is absorbed.
I milk his dick with my anus.
Hell, who knows, I may have cum again too :)
He keeps it in me and holds me with the other arm.
Being long and holding the base he can keep it in and hard enough I can keep stimulating his dick with my anus and little movements.
With luck he will be hard again and we go again.
Sad that it seems only a woman can find them... :)
Now a woman can find very submissive men HUGE yet needs to be guided with all their life and they love to please and take care of who dominates them in every way even giving all they have for her to manage.
With all the types of guys out there and the many fetishes there is and some are just a little into a fetish and not extreme with it........
There should be VERY sweet guys being shy and afraid what ever their size that they may not be able to please but will never stop wanting to find every way they can lay their lover on a bed in a room they made so even a little mess can be cleaned with warm running water, They then with excitement start touching every inch while letting who they love know they want them to lay back and just enjoy the pleasure they are driven to give and seeing that pleasure truly loved only turns them on even more and makes them love pleasing even more and more often doing all only to please and never taking anything but the shared pleasure of what is being done. There are sites where true dominatrix females who a few even have advise sections in papers talk of the men who need to be guided in life and want to give everything to them to manage and guide them on what to do in all aspects of life. The men provide, greatly care for, get together and plan ways to please her together.
They will stop and swap so they never orgasm and they can keep pleasing her exactly how she tells them even if she wants to see them slowly take time and do the cleaning of her anus at all times being all she tells them to be and do and they do it with eager excitement loving and wanting to do it all.
One dream I confess to? I wish any gender could be found who needs to be all this for someone but keeps looking as the one thing they would ask a favor of is to trade the degrading, hurting and other normal things seen from dominating people exchanged for just showing some love to them.
That is something I am more than able to give who would love being submissive to me.
If they want love from me then they will have to truly love me.
They have to win my heart and soul with theirs being given.
I think the term pan-sexual is what I am.
Any being if they truly love me and wants and needs to be mine can with their real love and just loving to share time, things we do together and how they treat me, see me and need only me can with their deep love build mine for them.
There should be being like this for me as others not my gender can just say they are the type of dominatrix they are and they seem to come running to them.
Why is there not the type I dream for?
Why can I not find two or three all wanting to go to the edge and swap making me cum over and over as they try to last as long as they can.
I do not want sex with strangers.
I do not want just sex.
I want a shared life and all the things in it.
The sex is what is shared only between those who are mine only forever.
It is the bonding on deeper levels.
The warmth of real love in each other that is felt all the time even when not there.
Why there are no beings just holding on for real love so they can do all they can to show their love to that person who loves them.
If back in the day when the girls made all the guys who were short but willing to do anything to please if they would just love them...
If only they somehow were talking to me and being with me and how I am they fell in love... If they knew I could love anyone who loved me so deep they never wanted to part or be with anyone else, they wanted to be mine, wanted me to want them to be mine. I would have had a few who as far as we saw it were all married together and I would love each day as they went to work at different times and not the days I helped them with things they needed to be guided on, On the free days as they got home needing me so bad... I would love for them to sexually give me and them a bath, them play as they cleaned me and cleaned in me, We bond in that time and then they make love to me. As each one got home they joined in. When all were there they made my dreams of being loved by so many and they all wanted to please me so much over their own pleasure every day... Well... There will be times I want them to just take me for their pleasure... But they will find that out later after just being how they were born to love and please someone.
I hope they love the little secret I hold.
For the being who are mine only. Who provides and cares for me deeply, who loves and and protects me, Who always puts me first and loves for me to guide us in all we do and dream...
Only fully giving being never in their life expecting it or needing it... I will want at many times for them to let me pleasure them first.
If more than one with me forever, There will be days when they have not giving me anal yet that suddenly I just give them oral and when they cum I swallow and go on some more.
I will love 69 with them before anal.
I hope before knowing I am also so giving I hope they out of the blue want to give me oral and swallow and keep going or swap.
And on some days... After they have all kissed and excited every inch of me, I will look at them as say, "Now you have to swap and keep giving me anal nonstop and make me orgasm over and over, But that's 2nd to what I want you to do....
Now that I am so turned on.... Take me one at a time slow enough so when one can not keep it in and going they swap to another...
Edge to near cum and swap if they want to hold on to the feeling of almost having an orgasm.
Just keep it non stop and I will orgasm when I do... I want to grip you tight and love giving me anal and the feelings I want to give you for all you do and how you love me.
I am a giving lover. I want to give anal and they cum first, I want to have 69 before anal. I want to just feel like giving them pleasure and they not expect it and know I do it because I want to.
Someone who is like the porn I see will never get the love behind when I want to put who I loves feeling above mine and show them love as they do me.
The world as it seems now is just so hard for me to find my dream and I will not settle for any less than at least one being any gender putting me first and caring for me fully and always loving me and showing me they love me.
I never want the dynamics I see in porn of roles and who is alpha.
I just do not see an alpha ever making me feel alive and truly loved for me and not what we do.
I will never have sex for just sex or with random people or take risks catching something or catching something and giving it to another.
I can not do something that may harm another.
Wish the world could have been more like my dream.
I do not think I would care of size and just take them thick/thin/long/short in a world like I wish for.
I can hope I guess..
Well I have babbled enough while dreaming :)
I had sex with a guy for the first time today. I met him on grindr and we decided since we were both free today that we would meet up. I went to his house and we went straight to his room. I was really nervous and I told him that. He put on some porn and we got started. I got hard pretty quickly and next thing I knew, his hand was wrapped around my dick. I grabbed his for the first time and it was pretty small but really hard. We jerked each other for a while, then got into some kissing and body contact. I spread my legs and teased him with my asshole. He then gave me a BJ while using his fingers to relax my asshole. It was the best feeling I have ever had. After a little more of that, I told him to lay down and i got on top of him. I slowly sat down on his dick and it entered me. It was the first time I had a guys cock inside of me and it felt amazing. We fucked like that for a while and then he fucked me doggy style. I got a video of him fucking me doggy style that i will post later tonight. After a while, i started getting sore so we cuddled and came. It was the most cum I had ever had on my body. It was amazing. I dont know if i want to do it again but it was fun.
I confess that I'm stuck on this plump older woman I used to work with. Just so damn and perfectly husky, she's the ideal figure I love to see on a white mama. Now don't get me wrong: I've got love for all my sistas whether they're black, white, Latina, Brazilian, Japanese, Italian...but I'm a fiend for the 'black man's' Kryptonite. Excuse me if that sounds stereotypically lame--I know plenty of us with a reasonable brain can get bored and agitated with the negative tropes of interracial porn, but--I digress.
I still want to fuck her and even though she says she's been going hard with her abstinent shtick (as in she's been doing well), I'm so hungry for it I don't give two shits if I help ruin her record.
Only problem is that I'm moving soon and it's gonna be a grip before I visit the old homefront again. Not to mention she's hardly ever free, having kids and all. Maybe I should just leave this one alone and chalk it all up to bad luck that I hardly get to kick it with her one-on-one.
But the fucking BBW pervert in me wants to get plump pussy wet just one time in this lifetime.
This foreign amateur babe reminds me of her body almost to the T, except for those fat ass tittehs, but babe is so sexy, I can overlook her small bosom. She's that gorgeous to me and gets my meat THAT hard.
I bought my wife a huge bbc dildo real life replica of a porn star. I’ve been pretty pussy free since then. She’s addicted and loves creaming on it..
I'm looking for an amateur porn video, I saw it on some free tube site. It's a cheating wife video.
The wife is a brunette with big tits, and in the video she has the most slick body I've ever seen, like she just got an oil massage. Action is mostly missionary.
The part that stuck in my memory is about halfway through, when he's adjusting position or something, and she looks into his eyes and asks sotto voce, "Have you been having naughty thoughts about me? You think about fucking me? [he thrusts into her, and she gasps] You think about licking my pussy?"
Flirting while fucking turns me on almost as much as the cheating.
It started when I wanted to see my ex gf fucked by a black guy. It turned into and addiction of porn leading me to beg her to let her bull black breed her to at some point me just dressing up and letting her bull breed me. I've never been the same since, I'm glad she left so I can forgive be pussy free. I've confused my love to my bbc bull and he owns my key and I will forever be his slave to use as he pleases.
I hardly ever click on links that aren't motherless but below is a vid of a cameraman and a porn actress allegedly partaking in some unscripted fucking. Being a cynic, its hard for me to believe but as to the authenticity, what do you guys think?
http://www.vidsvidsvids.com/free-porn-videos/13550.html
Also, vids like these are hot so if you have/know of any please post link and share.
I confess, there must be a million porn sites with boards like these out there that were created just to serve the needs of illiterate faggots and trannies and faggot wannabes. Why don't you all go find those sites and leave these boards to the normal perves and degenerates who love a wet pussy and don't want to shove huge things up our asses.
I don't have anything against you faggots and trannies, it's just that you have ruined what once was a decent site with all of your faggotry and tranniness. I blame the mods (aka slaves, who are so stupid and unemployable they think it's awesome to work for free) and the site's owner, almost all of whom are fat, pale, geeky faggots with no social skills and minimal intelligence, for attracting all their faggot and tranny virtual “friends” here to witness their amazing displays of wizard-like power over the semi-normal, pussy-loving people who used to populate these boards. Well, good job, fagmods, you've finally created the fagtran utopia you've always wanted. So much for unique visits and ad revenue. I mean, you don't get paid so why should the site make any money, right?
Now take your tiny, shit-covered dicks and your huge, flappity, infected assholes and get the fuck out of here.
i work in adult films as a gaffer, it is my way of making a living, and on behalf of the entire industry i beg you all to stop visiting awful tube porn stream websites. we cant afford to produce films, pay the actresses/actors, pay the film makers, and pay the distributors if everyone watches everything for free. do your part and chip in to enjoy the movies. the industry is at an absolute all time low with no actress lasting no more than 2 years in the business.
I am born male.
I truly feel alone and afraid.
Mid 50's and still anytime there is interest in me I am placed in the same two boxes be it any gender or how one wishes to be seen.
Females so far lean to me being alpha/Dom or beta/sub and in all cases told I am to provide for them in all ways.
Males are kinda the same.
Trans are same except for one person who I wish did get the job and move here (it was talking about the area I live in that in time included watching tv on the phone together and as close as one can that way).
We had so much in common and she got and was fine with how being white and not around many people told her I feared messing up not knowing if I had learned any bad ways of being or thinking by years of growing up with all that goes on in the south. She laughed and said already I so kind that she assumed If I did anything it would be small and a simple goof and she would guide me as I was a keeper. If we had got together, she said she was who she wanted to be and would not change. We were open and just blunt. She was a woman with a dick that worked. I was so sweet it did not matter how when we did share our self with each other the way we did. She wanted me to be at ease and we would figure it out. She did ask me to consider all the ways we could. We talked about it. It would have worked as we both (for the pleasure of the other) wanted slow foreplay,kissing,touching,masturbation,oral,anal finger and toying and anal both ways.
She would help me get clean and said she knew how to treat her man and keep him very happy. She wanted me to let her care for me and please me in any way I ever had dreamed and new ways we found. She could hear on the phone my breath and voice sound like my heart was pounding.
We knew what we looked like and at the paper she worked at I could verify the pic she sent was her :)
With her there was no alpha/beta/Dom/sub... That was what we both found so great about what was going on with us. We would guide each other and she was upfront that she was a giving person wanting to give me pleasure and make me happy. She told me to be open as she never would be like others had I told her of....
I told her I wanted to please her too. I was a giving lover and if it was ok then at any time I may feel the urge to cuddle, hold, want to touch her and fondle her and just melt away doing that. I also did not fear just out of the blue giving oral and swallowing or sharing a kiss if that was ok. She was the same and told me we would be little bunny rabbits cuddling alot then.
She told me their would be times she would want to watch me as I gave anal and she wanted me to only do it in ways it felt the best for me and cum freely, she take care of everything. With her and how she was I told her I wanted her to do the same. Being equal and not into all the who takes from who and all that, we were free to do anything we felt be it for us or the other or together....
That is so hard to find and why I wish someone had not just change their mind and give the job to someone else... (being local I could keep up with what was going on at the paper and it seemed odd how it all went to someone who in the end got fired...
She would have been great there and in my life...
I guess the point is inside I have emotions and love not shown like males in porn and what many seem to want.
I find I am like many vids and pics of females who love each other and show it with care and much warmth but no domination or degrading for ones pleasure.
After so many years of being told my place would be this and that, She was of same soul as I am.
She had to go far west of even where she was to get the same better job. I was happy for her but still dream of what so far no one else is.....
I keep it to myself as It has been made clear from others idea of who I should be that I would be used or hurt. I wait for someone who is like her and also like her, finds interest in the same things I think of that I favor here. People have truly had hate just because I am pansexual or in short, If shown love and cared for as I dream then I can love anyone as long as they have real love for me.
I have wrote before how I respect all who respects others and truly care and their actions back that up.
I wrote how with all the harm in the world being done to others that I do not understand why so much open hate is shown to others here when that type of "play" should be between them and who wants it and not someone they do not even know....
I wrote that as it seems nothing I say is defended or supported who ever it is about and how truly nice I mean it about the pic or vid or post...
When a stranger just blocks you and you never have said a thing or they write you with hate and degrading words or attack your posts the same way it just makes someone like me so afraid and I just leave everyone alone keeping out of their way...
Please do not take this next part in a bad way. It is based on a real post and what I would think if it could be trusted.
A gay father has a son who is afraid of people like I am and seem to have been beat and so on at a young age as I did by others my age in school.
Seems they all have much in common with me so that would have been a good start.
I am over 50, the son is over 40, the father and his husband are early 60s.
The son is a full vers. ad the father is a vers top and his husband is a vers top.
They have the means and wish to find someone with much in common with their son who is very giving and they do not want taken advantage of....
The son and they talked... He is ok if the person they find becomes in bond married to him and them.
The son is not huge and that is fine with me. He has the same issue as no one is freely full vers and giving but not a sub.
His size with my help WOULD make me cum anal only. He is 3". And yes I would want to please him too and find what makes him cum from anal only.
That is just anal... All other ways above with the transgender I spoke of I think he would like too.
What the son talked about to them is if they could love that person as he did then chances are his size would not be an issue (as I said it would not for me)...
I would if real love be open to a real loving bond with all of them.
The father was a virgin when married his wife and then divorced and got the son. The only other IS his husband he is with now and they all are clean (and think of it, They would not risk their son or them self so it makes sense they wish someone who would not and has not taken risks or cheat as an option for all of them).
To have three people who care and love you and take care of you as they listed is like a family but also allows deeper connections and bonds.
In that setting, I could be as dirty as my inner desires dream.
They do not seem to do anything with the son so I assume I could be with the son or when them. The son can watch of that is what they want or what ever.
If I am in the middle and that's ok then I have no issues with what is ok with them all.
They say they and their son in private are more feminine than males and hope the other is also.
In that setting for sure of giving to each other, A few dreams I have some nights I would like to try.
One is they fondle and kiss me all over, play and suck my nipples. They slowly anal play till I am slick and ready on my own. They slowly penetrate me little bits at a time. When all is smooth they make love till they get to their edge and then swap.
I would like them to do this as long as they can and see how many times they can make me orgasm from anal only.
When we all are about given out, I want them to orgasm in me and we cuddle.
Another is I am in the middle giving anal and getting it.
Many ways that can go.
If the one giving cums then they swap.
I edge for my pleasure as they swap till I cum.
Another is before anal, we enjoy oral many times till we all have given to each other.
Then if they are still turned on by my desires, They swap one giving oral as one gives anal.
When I cum the one swallows and sucks hard as I tell the one giving anal to take me.
After they cum, swap places.
There are times it would be nice for any of them to fine me, show me their clean hole, suck me hard and tell me to take them.
If they are ok with their son and my lover being there, Then I have a special idea :)
My lover and I 69...
As we nurse on the others cock, the others give me anal swapping and we do that as long as we can as many times we can cum as we can.
It is funny I am not ever going out and doing all I dream... But I hope someone who is like minded and loves in ways as I do sees this and will do anything to care for and love me for all I am to and for them for all they do and give to me.
Well... That's all for now... If you are someone who hides and wishes for me as I am like you, Well, Keep looking here as you can find me if you will give and do anything for me. Hire a PI or what ever :)
Just be ready to prove your not like what I have run into on my own so far.... I look and try but domination is all they want to do to me or make me a slave....
It is not that I can not be sexual and be that like crazy... I just will not be ab_used ( I can not believe the bot banned the way I used that word. Soon all will be banned sadly), harmed, degraded ,placed at risk or used.
To real loving souls who would move the world for me, protect me, care for all of me, wish to make me happy and content forever..... My mind opens to much more than many. No harm or such.... But I will only say this... A woman is not the only being who can be attracted to a being whose loyal and will protect with all they are and show real love. As long as it is with love and care, So much is open to dream.....
If this draws hate, that backs what I have said. I have done nothing to anyone.
I confess that I think I just ruined porn for myself. I just payed $40 for an 8 minute cam to cam session and it was all good while it was happening because the chick was smoking hot and goth which is totally my biggest weak spot of women. Plus I got off on the fact that she was also watching me stroke my cock. But after I finished and the adrenaline wore off I was like wtf I payed $40 just to jack off. I have a girlfriend too; who I can fuck for free let alone watch me stroke off while she bates. Well then my though process starts to go and I think well fuck thats true of all porn then regardless if its free or not why even bother with porn when you have someone who you can fuck for free multiple times a day 7 days a week. So long story short I think I just made porn pointless to myself which is ashame because I usually jack off to it at least once a day and rather enjoy watching it. Its like having a hobby that you have been doing for over a decade and then all of a sudden you are like well fuck this is stupid as fuck why even bother. It mildly depressing really.
I am a 23yo MWF Im 5'4 100# long golden blonde hair (natural) with blue eyes. My measurements are 34B-24-34. I was at a party with my husband and he introduced me to a guy he knew who suggested that I might be interested in doing some commercial modeling. He gave me his card and said to call if I was interested. I have a very good figure and I take care keeping myself in shape by working out 4 or 5 times a week. Needless to say I was really flattered that he would say I was modeling material. Later on the night my husband and I were having sex and he said I should really look into doing the modeling. I was out of work and we could certainly use the extra income. I told him I would give his friend a call in the morning.
The next morning after my husband had left for work I got the business card out of my purse and called my husbands friend. Carl answered the phone and we got into the discussion of me coming in to do some sort of screen test photo shoot. It just so happened that he had an opening that morning and if I was free he could get me in today. I had nothing to do that day so I said sure. Carl gave me the address which was in an office complex in the San Fernando Valley area. I got off the phone and took a shower and drove to the address Carl had given me and got there exactly on time. Carl met me outside and had me follow him into this plain looking office building. We walked down the hall and went into his office suite. He had a receptionist there, a cute Asian girl about 20yrs old who was very sweet and polite. Carl left me in the waiting room and went back into his office. I sat in the waiting area for about 10 mins before the door opened and out came this beautiful black girl who looked a little shaken or nervous. I don't know which but Carl came out behind her and said we would be in touch. The girl quickly left the office without even looking up at me.
Carl extended his hand to me and said Jennifer come on in. I looked at the Asian girl and smiled and she said good luck! I smiled and said thank you and walked into Carl's office. Carl is a tall taned guy who is ruggedly good looking about 6'1 big chest and shoulders. He looks like he would have played football in his younger years. Carl was about 40 years old. I looked around Carl's office and he had all these photos of beautiful girls who were obvious models. Some were clothed while some were not. I got to thinking what type of modeling did Carl have in mind for me? The office had a black leather couch on one wall opposite Carl's desk. On the desk was a mini tripod with a video camera mounted on it as well as another camera on another tripod in the corner.
I sat on the couch and Carl began asking me questions about modeling and what I would like to do. Then he asked me about how I felt about nudity. I told him I was comfortable in my own skin and didn't have a problem with it. Carl told me that I could make anywhere from $1000 to $5000 a day if I was truly interested in commercial modeling. I told him I'd do it if I could make that much. He then said that he needed to take pictures of me and do a short video. I told him fine and Cal began taking photos of me. He told me to stand and do some poses and I followed his lead. I was wearing a short black skirt with a white top that was sheer and see through. I had on black heels to match. I was really getting into the modeling when carl said ok now take off your shirt. I stopped and looked at him and asked do I need to? And he said yes . I thought about it and decided teh money was worth it. I slowly unbuttoned my shirt and took it off and put it on the desk. Now the skirt he said. I took it off as well. I was now standing in this mans office in my bra and panties feeling all vulnerable. He took some more photos of me bending over then he told to sit on the couch and lift my legs up over my head and spread my legs . I was not expecting this but i did what he said. They he pressed further and said for me to remove my bra and panties. I told him I had never been naked in front of any other man besides my husband. My husband and I met in high school when i was 15 and I was a virgin. We got married 2 years ago and I had never been with any other man besides him. Carl smiled and said I understand. He then asked me again to take them off. I hesitated then said what the heck and I stood up and turned arounf then took them off. I stood with my back to carl so he could only see my ass. Then carl walked up to me and pushed me towards the couch. Kneel on the edge of the couch and rest your arms on the back he said. I did this and he said now raise your ass up. I did this as well all the while my heart was beating out of my chest. I heard a few clicks of the camera and then I looked over and Carl had turned on the video cam. Face the wall please he said. Now Carl's voice was a bit firmer. I did as he said then he came up behind me and asked me how I felt right now.
I feel scared I said. Why are you scared he asked? I don't know but I am. He said don't worry I won't hurt you. Then I heard his zipper come down and I was like oh no he's going to rape me! What are you going to do I asked? Don't worry Jen I'm not going to hurt you. It's all part of teh screen test he said. He then slid his hand between my legs and felt my smooth pussy. I had just shaved it smooth yesterday for my husband as he likes that young look. I couldn't believe another guy as touching my most private area. Then I felt his finger enter me. Mmmm he said nice and wet. I couldn't believe my body was betraying me. You like sex Jen? Yes I said. Good. I told him I had never had another man before. He laughed and said that my husband was a very lucky man. Then I felt his cock touch my pussy. I nearly jumped. Hold still he said and I felt his cock enter my pussy. I braced myself and bit my lower lip as I felt carl's hands on my hips and his cock pressed deeper in me. He was moving in and out really slowly. Carl squeezed my ass while he slid in and out of my pussy. I could feel his entire length slide in my pussy making me feel things I had only felt with my husband. Carl's cock was larger than my husbands adn I never knew such feelings as I was feeling at that moment. My mind wanted it to stop but my body said no keep going. I love my husband but my body was loving this new cock even more. Carl began fucking me faster and faster slamming his cock in and out. I couldn't hold back any longer and I started moaning and grunting and groaning with every thrust. I was giving in to my animal instincts. Oh yes fuck me fuck me harder I said. Was I crazy? Why was I acting like this? I was about to cum and I said I'm cumming and Carl fucked me harder as I came on his cock. My legs were shaking as I continued to experience one of the best orgasms I had ever experienced.
Carl pulled out of me and I turned around and immediately began sucking his slimy cock. His cock was all wet from my own pussy juice and cum. That's it baby suck my cock. You're a good little whore aren't you? He asked. I looked up at him while sucking his 8" cock in my mouth and nodded my head. You like sucking cock? Yes I nodded again. You want more? I again nodded yes. He took his cock out of my mouth and took my hand and led me to his desk and had me bend over on his desk. Carl then got behind me and spread my ass cheeks and rubbed some lube on my ass. I immediately know what was coming. I had only tried anal once before and my husband failed miserably. I told Carl I hadn't done this before. Carl said don't worry I'm going to fuck your asshole right.
Carl then positioned his cock at the entrance of my virgin asshole and pushed in slowly. I could feel my tight ass open and accept him. It was tight and then he pushed further into me. This is when it all began to hurt badly. The pain was intense. I asked him to wait and to stop but it was too late. Carl was now pounding my asshole with his massive cock. I began to cry and yelp with each thrust in my virgin ass. It was obvious that anyone in the waiting area could hear me as I was being fucked. Carl told me I had the tightest ass he had ever fucked and that included some younger girls he fucked before. I held onto the desk as he continued to fuck me. After a few mins the pain subsided and I was now liking this new found act. I began reaching back and spreading my cheeks trying to take more of his cock in me. Carl laughed and said your going to do great in this business. I said what business is that and he said Escort and Porn business! I couldn't believe it this was an audition to become an escort and work in porn. I let my head fall in shame as Carl emptied his load up my ass. When he pulled out I felt his load run out and down my legs. I lay there knowing I was just fucked by a stranger for the first time and I was shocked that I actually enjoyed it. I got dressed and went to leave and Carl asked me. So what do you think? I told him I would think about it.
So here I am thinking about it. It has been two weeks since the interview and I haven't said anything to my husband about it. What should I do. What do you think I should do?
Rick Santorum wants War on Porn
Published: 17 March, 2012,
John Macdougall US Election 2012
Land of the free and home of the brave, indeed � but if Rick Santorum has his way, America will soon have another assertion to stand by. The GOP hopeful is running for p******** and, if he wins, he�s pursuing an end to pornography in the US.
If Rick Santorum wins the race to the White House, the senator from Pennsylvania will inherit, among other things, a nasty operation in Afghanistan. Santorum is capable of starting battles on his own, though, and his first order of business might be another war. It won't be in Iran, however, as Santorum is instead eying up the possibility of a war here at home. The insurgents will be adult film actors, actresses and producers who will be persecuted for their role in pornography, something Santorum says is causing the collapse of America.
Republican Party p********ial hopeful Rick Santorum let his supporters know that he is indeed the true conservative option, not even taking into account just his political positions. Sexually speaking, Santorum is the clear conservative choice now after saying that morality in America is going down the drain and the reason is, naturally, porno. Santorum updated his campaign website this week and among the addendums is a not-so arousing rant about the dangers of pornography, its wrath on America and what p******** Rick will do to make porn a thing of the past.
�America is suffering a pandemic of harm from pornography� insists Santorum, who cites �a wealth of research� that can now reveal what he no doubt knew all along: that porn can be poisonous to society. According to the former Pennsylvania Senator, modern studies suggest that pornography can cause �profound brain changes in both children and adults,� and that�s just the tip of the iceberg. Also on the rise due to porn, suggests Santorum, are divorces, violent acts against women and the rise of prostitution.
To curb these societal scars, of course, the answer is obvious. Pornography must be abolished and Rick Santorum is the man for the job.
�I am concerned about the widespread distribution of illegal obscene pornography and its profound effects on our culture,� says Senator Santorum. �For many decades, the American public has actively petitioned the United States Congress for laws prohibiting distribution of hard-core adult pornography. Congress has responded.Current federal �obscenity� laws prohibit distribution of hardcore (obscene) pornography on the Internet, on cable/satellite TV, on hotel/motel TV, in retail shops and through the mail or by common carrier. Rick Santorum believes that federal obscenity laws should be vigorously enforced.�
That�s where Rick wants you to know he�s your guy (if you also despite naked people). �If elected p********, I will appoint an Attorney General who will do so,� he says, suggesting a Santorum administration will be one dead-set on sending all those penises and vaginas back to wherever it is they came from. Going by the anti-evolution ethos subscribed by the senator then, some omnipotent intelligent designer must have been asleep at the wheel when he gave man a video camera and a San Fernando Valley studio space.
Santorum charges that not only has the current White House done nothing to address this porno pandemic, but, in his words, �the Obama Department of Justice seems to favor pornographers over children and families.� That will change under p******** Santorum, he insists, relaying that he proudly supports the War on Illegal Pornography Coalition and that, with the help of several Christian think-tanks listen on his website, they will prevail to make porn a thing of the past.
For RT�s Republican readers, we aren�t endorsing any candidate over another, but we do recommend our right-wing audience research how each candidate in the GOP pool has played the porn card to vie for the party�s nomination. Michele Bachmann? She signed a pledge saying she condemned it. Santorum? He wants it gone altogether. Newt Gingrich, on the other hand, was actually a bit instrument in assuring that the Internet would be a place where dirty, dirty things could be downloaded by anyone in America. When Congress tried to draft laws in the mid-1990s to decide on what was worthy of a big ban from the Internet, Gingrich called an attempts at abolishing online porn as �clearly a violation of free speech� as well as �a violation of the right of adults to communicate with each other."
OK.. with ALL of the unbelievable free porn out here folks, I am hooked on that show swing on PBTV Season five is out and MAN they must be doing a great job in security because not ONE Magnet site has the new shows.. The ONE site I find them at is total BS it is called ( not the real url of course K18dot co ) they HAVE them but every single thing you click launches a popup to include the serious malware stuff , fake security alerts etc.... I cant find ANY info on this site and I am shocked that they are not banned yet.. I hit their contact me form and every blank.. name address etc ALSO triggered a pop-up.... So 1 does anyone know where to get the swing episodes ( the smartasses can save the Pay for them at playboy tv comments ) and 2 WTF with this site i mentioned above???
Thnx Wankerspanker
Hey gays and girls.
Any recommendations of good and reliable free porn websites?
I believe there are a bunch but maybe there are some that I don't know about.
Hope everyone has a very Merry Christmas and a blessed 2015.
I have to confess ive always been turned on by watching females in some sort of peril bondage. Awhile back my sons found some of my porn of strangling and asphyxia vids, they came to me about this, and I explained that its consensual, some ppl enjoy this, and they were fascinated and asked me if they should try it, so I told them the dangers of it, Fast foreward several months later. My sons started hanging around with a very cute girl with a smoking body ( I live in a very rural area, houses are several hundred yards apart). She started coming over the house, dressed like a prostitute several times a week. My sons informed me they were going to do some bondage with her,and asked me for some zip ties and rope, I told them be very carefull, they assured me they would, and I asked how they planned to do this. They told me they were going to tie her legs, zip tie her wrist and run a rope from her wrist to the sofa leg to keep her on the sofa, and put a zip tie on her neck. I said as soon as you have her tied, come outside and let me know, so I can peek in and make sure shes ok. They reluctantly agreed and went inside the house. Several minutes later my boys came outside to get me, I told them to stay outside until I come and get them. I walked in to find her struggling and gasping!, Watching her ass wiggle and the gasping of her struggle was very erotic, I pulled out my camera phone and watched as she begged to be let free. gasping she cant breathe. as her struggling went from intense to her legs falling off the sofa, watching her ass cheeks hanging out of her shorts till she could barely move, I had to cut the tie around her neck. I went outside and told my boys never do that again, untie her and don't let her know I seen!
Written by myself
LITTLE TEASE NEXT DOOR Part 2
Shae woke up the next morning alone in her bed feeling very hungover and her body was sore. Her head was pounding. *Geez what happened last night* she thought. She was unable to recall right away how she even made it home. Slowly it started coming back to her. As she sat up she had visions of getting fucked. Hardcore fucked. By Joe.
*Wait Did that actually happen? Was it a dream?*
She looked under her bed and pulled out her special toy box. Everything seemed to be in its place. She grabs her cell phone and texts her best friend asking what time they left the bar that night and when did she drop her off at her house.
Her pussy was sore. It couldn't have been a dream.
She thought maybe she was losing her mind. She thought about going next door and asking him about it. How awkward of a conversation would that be if he didn't fuck her to madness last night.
She was feeling conflicted. If he raped me, why am dripping wet thinking about it.
If he didn't rape me why am I thinking so much about him doing it?
She took a shower letting the hot water relax her back muscles a bit before lathering her body in soap. She ran her hands all over and found a couple of bruises on her wrists. *There's no way I was dreaming* she thought.
She got out of the shower and got dressed and decided she'd just go over and ask him casually how his night went and if she remembered correctly about him helping her with her keys to the door.
She put on a cute little yellow low cut sundress and sandals and she walked over to Joe's house. Surprisingly he was not on his porch. She rings the doorbell to his big brick 2 story house that dwarfed her little 1 bedroom 1 bath house.
She was about to ring the doorbell again when she heard his footsteps nearing the door. He answered the door with a smile on his face, "Well hello there Shae, what can I do for you?"
"I just had a question" He gestured for her to come inside which she hesitates but still walks in. He closes the door behind them and he leads her to the couch in the living room to have a seat.
"So, what was your question?" he asks sitting in the recliner chair beside the couch.
Shae clears her throat, "Well, I mean this is gonna sound silly, but I had this really vivid crazy dream last night."
"Did you? " He says with a devious grin.
"You were in it." she says. Her voice suddenly growing hoarse and giving her a bit of a cough.
"Before you tell me about it, would you like something to drink?" he asks politely.
"Yes please. Sorry I am kind of dehydrated."
"It's no problem"
He comes back with a blue gatorade and Shae guzzles a good majority of it.
"Better?" he asks.
"Yes, thank you so much." She answers.
"Now, about this vivid crazy dream?"
"Yes well, I uhm, came home drunk from the bar last night."
"Oh. Only that part wasn't a dream. I saw you bust your ass last night and lose your keys. Remember?"
Shae paused and said, "Oh so that part actually..?"
He nodded his head slowly while smiling deviously at her. Shae began to feel kind of faint and dizzy.
"So did you come. In-into my, into th-the house I mean." She said. Her vision was reducing to a colorful blur. Then it begins to fade.
"Oh I came sweetie. I came all up in that pussy and made it mine remember?" he says moving himself to the couch closer to her as her eyes start closing and she can hardly hold herself upwards.
Shae heard him but she was barely clinging to consciousness. She weakly whispers "No.."
"I'm your fucking daddy. I can't believe you forgot so soon. That's okay, your tight ass is about to get a new lesson." He tells her just as she falls over slumped over on his couch.
"He flips her onto her back and rips open the dress to get those perfect titties out to play again.
"This time baby, you're not leaving. You're gonna be just the prettiest little basement & bedroom decoration." He says with both hands grabbing her tits massaging them and flicking her pink little nipples about as he does.
"You're fucking mine."
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Shae's eyes felt like they weighed more than she did. There was a very dull LED light on the other side of a wall that she could see. She looked around and let her eyes adjust. She felt cold and when she went to move she realized that she was laying on a mattress in a basement chained by one of her ankles. She had her little dress on still but it was torn at the chest leaving her cleavage out on display. She grabbed the chain and followed it to find it was attached to a metal U ring tie down that was concreted to the ground.
*Oh my God* she thought.
Then she exploded with rage.
"LET ME OUT OF HERE! JOE!! JOE YOU FUCKING BASTARD! WHAT THE FUCK! LET ME GO!! HELP! SOMEBODY PLEASE HELP!"
Joe appears from around the wall.
"Someone woke up on the wrong side of her mattress didn't she?" He says calmly.
"Why?"
"I told you, you're fucking mine."
"You can't just keep me here. People will be looking for me."
"And?"
"Please let me-"
"Shut the fuck up" He said sternly as he started to walk over. Shae backed up and tripped falling back on the mattress. Joe suddenly lunged at her pinning her down with his body as she squirmed and struggled beneath him. He grabbed her wrists and pinned them above her head.
"Who fucking owns you."
"Fuck you!"
*Slap*
"Who's your fucking daddy bitch?"
"You're not my fucking daddy!"
*Slap*
"That's not what you were screaming last night."
"Fuck you! I was drunk!"
*slap"
"Do you think that matters? You want this. Why else would you have come over? You wanted daddy to rape you again. You know that's what you want , what you deserve. What you fucking exist for."
"Noo" She whines with her face throbbing from him slapping her.
"Oh yes. Daddy's gonna hurt you with his big cock every fucking day and you're gonna fucking love it."
Shae softly crying softly whispering "No, no..."
Joe ignores her and he puts her two wrists together to keep them pinned with one hand above her head as his free hand starts to grope her titties. Her nipples were still sore from being pulled and twisted so hard the night before. Everytime he touched them they send a shockwave of pain and pleasure throughout her whole body.
He reached down between her legs rubbing her pussy through her little dress and panties.
"Mmmm this is no longer yours. It is mine. It will be shaved when I say, played with as I say and fucked as I say. Do you understand me?"
Shae doesn't answer but instead just stares up at him with watery fear & hate filled eyes.
"Perhaps I just need to intoxicate you again to get you to look at me with those submissive eyes once again. Or maybe some heavy drugging so I can brainwash you. Hmm? Would you like that?" he says.
She shakes her head no. He smiles and says too bad.
Stands up and forces her up by her hair and over to a sawhorse sex bench in the corner with a mirror in front of it. He forces her to bend over it and he straps her down facing the mirror.
"I made you a promise last night that I was gonna take every hole on your body. I have yet to fulfil that promise my little tease."
Joe takes off his clothes as his eyes remained locked on her, admiring how good she looks tied bent over that sawhorse with that helpless expression on her face. His cock springs free and he begins to stroke it. Then he walks up and slaps it on her face a few times ordering her to open her mouth. She hesitates at first until Joe reared his hand back to slap her again and so she opens her mouth.
Joe slams right into her throat making her gag hard on his cock. He had his hands on each side of her head to make sure she choked on his cock properly. "Mmmm you can take it further down your throat than that. Relax your throat and this face fucking will be easier on you."
What choice did she have? She tried her best to relax her throat so his cock would slide down it easier. She hated obeying him but really she didn't want to puke all over him either. He had his cock going in and out of the back of her throat to where she was literally swallowing the head of his cock with each thrust. Drool was all over and her eyes were watering like crazy. She looked up at him with those watery eyes when he barked a command at her to do so and when she did he'd look down into them with awe as if her almost suffocating on his cock was the most precious sight in the world to him.
"You better not waste a fucking drop of my cum little girl or daddy is going to punish you hard" Her eyes widen as she didn't expect him to cum in her mouth just yet but before she could even take another gasp of air he grabbed her head and pressed it hard down onto his cock as she felt his hot cum shooting down her throat hole.
"Swallow baby. Swallow it! Yeahhh!"
Shae felt so filthy.
"Good girl he said finally releasing her head and he walked away from her over to a drawer where he pulled out a dildo, a ball gag and a vibrating wand.
"Since you were a good girl, I am going to reward you."
She looked at him curious as to what he was going to do while still adorned with her helpless expression. Oh how Joe loved his personal fuck toy.
"Open"
Shae opens her mouth to accept the ball gag into it. Then Joe sets up the wand on her clit and ties it to where it can't move and then he rubs the dildo on her asshole and shae squirmed in protest. He laughed and suddenly shoved it into her pussy, fucking her with it a bit as he flipped on the wand. Fuck it felt so good. No matter how she wanted to deny it he was going to make her cum for him yet again.
Joe could tell from her gagged moans and the movement of her body as he played with her that she was about to have an orgasm ripping through her entire body. But he suddenly stopped, pulling the dildo out and turned the vibrator off, denying her the orgasm.
Oh did this piss Shae off. She let out a moan full of distress, need and a bratty "But whyy?!" sound to it. Joe laughed and asked "Aww. Poor baby girl doesn't like being denied orgasms now does she?"
He laughs deviously stroking his big already hard again cock.
"Dont worry baby" Joe then spits on her asshole and Shae whimpers and shakes her head no, knowing she's about to have her virgin asshole taken by Joes porn star sized cock. She knew his girth would rip her asshole and stretch her to fit him inside. She felt him rub the tip at her tight hole.
*Oh god! No!*
She struggled like crazy in her restraints and joe took some of Shae's wetness up from her pussy to her asshole as Shaes anticipatory whining and pleading grew louder. With one hard merciless thrust he plunged his huge cock deep into her asshole and turned her whines into loud screams. She never felt so helpless, filthy and in pain as he ripped her ass with his cock. As he started pulling out it hurt even worse but as soon as he got his cock to where the tip was almost out of her hole he rammed it right back in.
She screams again and whimpers as joe starts to steadily fuck her asshole.
"Oh fuck yeah baby take this fucking dick!"
He suddenly rams the dildo back in her pussy at the same time making Shae let out the most perfect surprised helpless cry then he flipped the wand back on.
Shae couldnt take it, feeling so full with all of her holes were currently filled with dick, dildo and a gag. It was overwhelming. She felt it coming though. An orgasm with the most torturous intensity she's ever experienced. Joe seeing her body tense ready to release, gave her that release with the the touch of the button turning the wand on hi.
Shae's orgasm ripped through from her toes through to the tip of her head. Her body convulsed and her mind was absent any thought other than that of the hardest orgasm she has ever had in her life that continued to ripple through her body sending after shock like shudders.
The clenching of her hole on his cock had him on the verge of cuming deep in her ass.
It was when he saw the look of submission in her eyes again that he finally filled her ass with his cum.
He moans out as he feels his cock start spewing cum into her. She was his. She is property. His property. A fucking toy to be kept, used, put on display.... And the perfect specimen to breed.
18 yr old girl here im 18 as of January and yes im real nd yes I have more pics im 122 pounds whiite with a decent booty and c cup boobies if ur in Chicago area and have a big cock I would LUV to suck and fuck you age not important as long as sexy looking cock and big balls feel free to message me! just been naked in bed watching porn for the entire day watching other girls get laid so unfair:( hahahahaa. welll let me know nd f ur local and want to fuck hit me up plz
I have written three posts within the last month or so regarding my aunt and myself beginning our affair. I had a very positive response from those who found the last thread and thought I would post the whole thing as 1 story to read. Enjoy :)
http://mlps.pika777.eu.org/V2D370E8 This is the original Thread.
I confess that yesterday I fucked my aunt for the very first time.
Before yesterday there was no indication in either of our lives that this would ever happen and to be honest I'm not sure how to handle it from now on. So to set the scene, I was home for the weekend in London with my parents and they scheduled my uncle and aunt with their kids and my grandma and her partner to come round for dinner. They came over at around 5:30 and we ate around 6:45. At 8 o'clock for those interested will know that the champions league final had started and by the end of it I was starting to get pretty tired. As my aunt and uncle have youngish kids, they were also all pretty tired and my parents offered them beds for the night. by around 10 we were all in bed but being 19, I need to jerk off before bed. Well just as I was starting I get a knock at my door. I close my laptop and pull my pants up and ask who is it in a tired voice, thinking it could have been either of my parents. My aunt opens to door slightly popping her head in. "Hi, you're not too tired are you? I just need to ask you something." "No" I reply and she comes in, shutting my door and sitting next to me on my bed. At this point I've still got a throbbing hard on and I'm trying to conceal in the best I can. She asks me about how university has been going. I tell her its been pretty good and why is she asking me this at the time. She says that she's just curious and asked if I'd met any girls. I said yeah but again why. She then runs her hand up my thigh and cups my balls. "Why do you think?" she says with a smirk on her face. I flinch but begin to realise how hot she actually is. She's 44 with dyed blonde hair, very few wrinkles, small boobs but a nice round ass. She then leaned over and kissed me whilst stroking my cock through my pants. She got up on top of me straddling my waist and kissed me harder and harder. I could feel my cock getting harder and harder and she giggled as she felt it twitch against her ass. She was wearing a blue silk panties which went slightly up her ass crack. As we kissed she started working her ass against my cock, with my cock fitting between her ass cheeks. I then started pulling her panties down as I could feel a slight damp patch against my cock head. For a 44 year old woman with two kids, she was very tight and gave out a muted grunt as I entered her. The whole time we were fucking I think she must have cummed at least 4 times before I did, and 3 goes later she kissed me on the lips and said good night. I found out they had left early that morning to beat the traffic and I haven't heard from her since.
A little more than a month later, we met for a drink at around 5pm in London at the Charlotte Street hotel which some of you may have heard of. We met and after the usual formalities were out of the way we discussed what had happened that night almost a month ago. She told me that if I was keen then she would want to keep seeing me. At this point I paused to think and she placed her hand on the inside of my thigh, a few centimetres from my cock. I was already harbouring a semi in my trousers and had to readjust to hide myself from any onlookers. She looked into my eyes and I couldn't help myself as I leaned over and kissed her deeply. We then got the bill and got up and walked to the reception and asked for a room for the night.
Well as we walked from reception into the lift/elevator, she took my hand in hers and giggled like a nervous little girl. I smiled back and we got into the lift. As the doors shut we began to kiss again. She had her hands on the back of my head and held my face against hers whilst I kept hold of her back just above her butt. As the lift reached our floor she pulled away straightened herself up and we got out as fast as we could to our room. As I put the key card into the door she grabbed my crotch and we both laughed before stumbling into the room. We fell onto the bed and must have made out with each other for about 5 minutes before I reached up her skirt and began rubbing her panty-less pussy. She stopped kissing my lips and moaned before lightly biting my ear, then kissing my cheek. I must have rubbed and fingered her pussy for about 30 seconds before she squirted into my palm. She then grabbed my belt and pulled my crotch towards her face and unzipped my trousers. My cock sprang free as she pulled my throbbing cock through my boxers and yanked my trousers down to my knees. I pulled off her top and sucked on her nipples as she slowly stroked me. I leaned back and she pulled me into her mouth. I'd be lying if I didn't say that the way she sucks cock is better than anything you'll see in real-life and porn and I count myself incredibly lucky that I got to experience the orgasm that I did from her amazing oral abilities. I cummed buckets of cum, on her face and in her mouth, which she promptly scooped in and swallowed. We looked at each other for a minute deeply into each others eyes and began laughing at how right this all felt. I bent down and kissed her and slid the rest of hers and my clothes off as I tried to start round 2. She stopped me and told me "We've done the bed, now wait here and I'll run the bath for us". The bath was more like a hot tub, with seating and jets in the sides. She called me from the bedroom and told me I could come in now. I eagerly jumped towards the bathroom and saw she'd gotten in and was now surrounded by bubbles. I got in next to her and we kissed again. I grabbed her around the waist and pulled her on top of me. This felt like deja vu, as my cock got hard again and she worked it in between her ass cheeks like in my bedroom all that time ago. I felt myself slide into her and she kept her butt moving like it was before. I grabbed her ass cheeks and squeezed them, she giggled before moaning as I pushed my cock deeper into her pussy.
I think you can probably guess where that went from there.
This will be a long one, so, have that in mind.
I am 41, in my second marriage. I have one offspring from the first, and two from the second. I am ugly, and my only advantage were the big boobs, when I was young and slender, but now I got fat, and have no aces up my sleave.
Both of my husbands are the same, dead beats, not capable of doing anything right, unemployed, so I am carrying the weight for all these years. Only time I felt alive, was between marriages, and even then, my looks weren't of much use, I dated an older guy, who died during our relationship, and then had casual sex with a black man, which is a big deal over here (eastern Europe), since no one wants to go near one. And I had that one night...
My husband haven't had sex with me for years, two at least, and here I am, on a porn site.
About that one night. I have a friend, this insanely beautiful blonde. We met back in college, and she was with her, now husband even back then. We kept in touch all these years, even though he became a successful lawyer, and now they are living a life unimaginable for me. He is, everything a woman can dream from a man, tall, handsome, works out, rich, perfect manners, just an entire package.
We are each other's confidants, for over 20 years, she knows all of my struggles, and she has none. We hang out, at least once a month, I go to their place, we drink, laugh, watch a movie.
These meetings of ours were the only light in my boring life.
By now, you already have an idea what happened. We had a lot to drink, he was almost passed out on the couch, we were a bit to the side, talking naughty talk, I was, as usual, bitching about my lover at the time, the one who died two months after that, telling her how he never goes down on me, while I go down on him every time.
"M will do it," she just said, "if you want to. M, will you go down on her."
"Gladly."
I started laughing, but then he got up. I looked at her, and she was smiling, and this might be a good time to mention that they are pretty free spirited people, but I never imagined in this way. He pulled down my pants, and I felt ashamed, because of my bush, but he dove right into it. She was still smiling, and drinking wine.
"I am too drunk," he exlaimed,"come here."
He got on the big sofa, and just pulled me towards him, wanting me to sit on his face. So I did. I was facing his nether regions, and he started to pull his pants down, while I was moving like crazy, rubbing all over his face. He was big, really big, and I wanted to swallow him, but just before I wanted to lean, she got there, and took matters in her hands, and mouth.
That was the first time I came.
Then she got on top of him, and started to ride him, facing me. I went in to kiss her, and she kissed back, but when we moved away, she smiled, and just nodded no.
When I saw her cumming, that was my second time. It was flawless.
She got off, so he pushed me and just said "hop on".
I went for a cowgirl, wanting to face him, but he just showed me turn the other way around. So I was in a reverse cowgirl, trying to stay alive, when he announced that he is cumming. As I felt him spurt the seed in me, I came for the third time.
I was too drunk to remember how the rest of the night went, I recall feeling awkward, and that I got home really quickly. I thought this will be the end of our friendship, but, no.
She called me two or three days later, and flat out told me that they think that night was great, but both agreed that should never happened again, or it will influence our friendship.
And, I never felt weird nor strange after that, they both acted like nothing ever happened.
I masturbate to the memory of that night, at least once a week, and I wish, oh, how I wish, that such night can happen again.
But I know it wont. It has been five years.
Porn and sexual frustration made me crave incest. I'm a woman, by the way. This started years ago. I was 19 then and at home from college during a summer break. I was still a virgin at that point and I had only had one boyfriend, so of course I would spend most of my free time watching porn and masturbating. I never considered myself to be an attractive woman: I was 5'5 and weighed 260 pounds, with huge belly fat/fat rolls, double chin, sausage fingers, broad shoulders and very thick legs/cellulite. Well, I did have a big ass and tits (E-cup) to go with it too (duh) but that was about it. My mom, now in her 50s, has pretty much the same proportions/build, except she's a blonde and I'm a brunette.
The turning point was when I was watching that really nasty amateur porn video. Some fat blonde slut (even bigger than me, and 18 according to the video) with big tits and ass was being fucked, bareback, by a fat, hairy, middle-aged man with long thick dick. For some reason it really turned me on! I was fingering herself and rubbing my hard clit really fast. I was close to cumming and all of a sudden the girl starts moaning "Yes, daddy, harder, harder!" and "This is so wrong...but it feels so right" and "Incest... incest..." That took me aback, I had no idea it was i****t porn. It opened with them fucking abd then suddenly they start talking like that. And then I felt my heart beat really fast, my pussy clenching as a big, nasty glob of juices popped out and dripped down the chair. I thought about it and said Fuck it. I continued watching and fingered myself just as fast. Within few minutes I came hard. I felt so dirty and nasty afterwards. (I saved the video and I still masturbate to it from time to time, it is so hot.)
My dad came to my room that night. I know what you must be thinking LOL but he would always come to my room to give me a goodnight kiss. He always adored me. Needless to say, I'm an only child. But that night I felt this strange, sudden... thrill when he walked in. Then he leaned over and kissed my forehead, like he always did. Except this time my whole body felt flushed and my heart started beating faster. I could feel his scent and I shuddered... After he left, I couldn't sleep, I kept thinking about that, about him... I creamed my panties, my clit popped up... finally, I slid my hand down and enjoyed myself. I tried to just think about the porn I watched, but I soon started imagining my dad on top of me, pounding me hard... To paint a picture, my dad is a huge man, 6'3 and weighs over 350 pounds, works as a construction worker. Huge belly fat but with big, strong hands and tense, pronounced muscles in arms and chest. So the fantasy of him on top and fucking me hard was very exciting! I came to that fantasy and it was the best orgasm of my life. Then all the emotion overwhelmed me and I cried until I fell asleep. I honestly didn't know if I was crying because I was so ashamed of what I did, what I fantasized about, or because I knew it could never happen...
From that point on evety time my dad would come to my room at night I would get aroused. My imagination was running wild. Over time, I kind of started flirting with him. I couldn't help myself. Telling him how sweet he was and how I was lucky to have him. I would look him in the eyes when I knew he was about to give me a goodnight kiss and hold his gaze. But of course he never made a move. I once told him ('jokingly') he should get to the master's bedroom or mom might get suspicious. He just laughed it off. I was getting hornier by a day.
I actually went through my father's computer one day, while both he and mom were away. Bad idea... it only made things worse for me. Of course there was porn on it... of big, busty girls, some even bigger than me, most of them young women, my age (18-25). No dad-daughter stuff, but still... it waa like it... confirmed something... of course I got wet and ended up getting off to both my dad's porn and the fantasies of two of us together. I remained extremely horny and frustrated (even more than usual) for the rest of the day. I must have masturbated at least five times that day.
That lasted until I returned to college. After a while I would make sure to walk around him in a towel. I would take shower when I knew he would be around and then come out and pretend to look for something before coming to my room to get dressed. All flushed and wet, small towel barely covering my big boobs and round fat ass. I could feel my dad's eyes on my legs... tits... ass. I think I even saw him get hard at one point, his erection tenting his pants. I felt my clit throb when I saw that, my heart was beating so fast. He looked away quickly and didn't say anything. It made me feel so naughty... wanted. I would even do it when my mom was in the room with him. I couldn't help myself. But once again, he never made a move at me. I wished he would at least reach out to touch me... or kiss me... but he didn't. It made me very angry. But I still love him so much.
What to say in the end? That was ten years ago. I have graduated college, lost some weight but still a big girl. I have a good job and a great boyfriend that wants to fuck all the time. My parents are still happily married and all. But whenever I think about that summer and my dad, I get wet. Even writing this turned me the fuck on. No need to pleasure myself this time. I will simply go to my boyfriend in the bedroom and spread my legs. Sometimes I wonder, if I had never seen that porn and got turned on, would I have ever thought about my dear dad that way? Would our relationship still be innocent and pure? But it's too late now, I'm irreparably nasty and perverted. A lesson in there.
Some one posted they could get free usernames and passwords for porn sites few weeks ago, can anyone get them for Loadmymouth.com ?
I regret my past.
I am 45, married to a wonderful man, but my past haunts me, and that is the reason I am here.
I was very free spirited, when younger, had more than a handful of men, and even after dates with men I never wanted to see again, I would usually give head, for them not to feel let down.
After one of the parties, I was left alone with four "friends", from which I had sex with one, and I gave bj to another, before, and we were all drunk and more than that, the room was full of sexual charge, and they wanted me to do something with them. The two I had previous encounters before, already had their cocks out, but I was aware enough to evade this, I told them they can watch, and I did kind of a striptease, but I only got my top off.
This ended in them pleasuring themselves, all four of them, and finishing on my breasts. One of them filmed the whole thing.
The day after, he told me he deleted it, and I took his word for it, only to realize, years later, when I stumbled upon a porn site, and after seeing all the home made videos, that men never delete those. Since then, I have been roaming porn sites, with amateur content, looking for myself.
This thing would end my marriage, for sure, and I can't believe, that I could have been that stupid. My only hope is, that cameras weren't as good then, and that it got lost in some phone transfer. But I am still looking.
Hypocrisy is one of those things I find hysterical. There was a forum site "Talk About Marriage". A lot of members are religious and anti-porn. When it was pointed out that an accredited marriage counselor was recommending specific tutorials on porn sites to improve a couples sex life... even though it was on a pornsite to them it somehow wasn't porn... Dr Ruth came up and they went into hair splitting overdrive. What if it was photos between a couple, never posted, just enjoyed by the couple. That was chaotic enough but someone pointed out the cam sites, Stripchat, Chaturbate etc because they have couples on cams. Now the opinion swings back, doesn't matter if it's a loving married couple doing a free show or spicing up their life it's on a porn site so it's automatically porn. Many felt it was bringing someone else into your bedroom... And in a twist of pure genius the guy brought up cooking shows, netflix, and claimed anyone with a tv in the bedroom was participating in a virtual orgy... the guy got banned over bullshit but it was hysterical watching everyone desperately split hairs and distance themselves to preserve their opinions! He had no problem pointing it out. Fucking genius.
"ever watch a cooking show to learn a new technique? Ever watch YouTube to learn how to fix something? New generation that uses media differently." So the counselor recommended specific tutorials based on feedback from the couple. HER thought was if everyone is better at getting laid they wouldn't be in her office. The thought that anyone could use porn like that to salvage a marriage just shattered their narrow minds.
Where can we find 3d- porn game site for free?
Many thanks in advance for your feedback
Have a confession to make, i'm bi & really like to suck dick. Always had a infatuation with porn watching women giving head. Turned me on so much it made me want to try it. At first it didn't seem right but knowing the pleasure I was giving made my cock even harder. Been secretly sucking cock ever since. If I had to count how many dicks I've sucked it would probably be in between 35 to 45 cocks. Lately filming and taking pics of myself is a major turn on for me. I really want to make a collection of cocks I've sucked. If any guys/tgirls would like to add their dick into my bisexual cock sucking collection feel free to comment or hit me up. Any & all cocks are welcummed.
Good guys?! Really ladies, you want a 'good guy' huh?! The thing is you've most likely had at least one 'good guy' in your life but YOU probably thought he was 'just a friend' or too lame, too short, didn't make enough cash or didn't dress right for you to be serious about him. . .You probably even joked with your friends about how he fawned over you like a little puppy dog. . .so now that your relationship with the cool looking, rich douchebag is over you're out here wondering where all the 'good guys' are simply because YOU chose to date an asshole!! The good guys aren't stupid. . .they see the kind of guys who get women like you so they start acting like more of an asshole themselves and VOILA. . .they start scoring pussy. . .and in a way YOUR rejection of 'good guys' is to thank for that!
There is another possibility of course. . .you don't really want a 'nice guy' but feel the social pressure to at least APPEAR to have matured beyond your infantile taste in men. . .after all, 9th grade was a long time ago ladies!! If only you were 5 years younger!
So please STOP misrepresenting what you REALLY want and own up to the fact that you've screwed yourselves over. . .it's time to excise the bullshit and deal with reality ladies. . .you didn't want a nice guy then and he certainly doesn't want you now!
But yeah, sorry that it took the absence of 'nice guys' for you to notice that you missed them or wanted one!!
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RE: GOOD GUYS
Well said.
You should see what these disillusioned cunts post on their dating profiles. I think it is a subconscious desire to never find anyone. It's like a list of everything their ex's were not. Imagine a guy putting in his dating profile - "If you wear sweat pants it's a deal breaker".
Fuck it ladies --- I will jerk off to porn rather than put up with your selective crap. It's stress free. Oh and all of you mid forty-ish bitches -- Yup, look for them dudes "30 to 40" -- so when he's tired of your old ass he puts in for a fresh one. By the time you realize what's going on, you'll be in your fifties and OOPs/ "gee, I'm not a milf anymore".
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RE: GOOD GUYS
I agree totally. I've been one of the good guys my whole life and these selfish cunts have broken my heart repeatedly. Men are far more sensitive and loyal..it is just this feminist cunt society that tries to pass them off as being so special...when they are in fact little more than life support systems for their vaginas. They have no real friendship to offer because they are self centered and unable to let go of their sense of entitlement. The only ones worth anything are the ones who will let you shove your cock down their throats on command, but afterwards you still have to deal with a fucking idiot. I too would much rather save my money and piece of mind and jerk off to porn. There is incredible shit being done to women in porn these days and I can usually bust my nut in under 5 minutes and get on to the things that matter. Every now and again I'll get a young escort and really abuse the shit out of her...and when she leaves looking baffled as to why I so completely treated her like shit..well...that is priceless :) 40 somethings and their pathetic dating profiles...so fucking stupid that they actually think they have something to offer...what a fucking joke.
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RE: GOOD GUYS
I can tell you one thing ... down south, those women know how to treat a man. As long as you don't stray, they will stay loyal, cook for you, clean ... real women. Not all of course.. they got their sweat hog low lifes too .. but for the most part, southern women rock !
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Control my life ? ... nah.
Ranting and raving --- it's the page you are reading.
Doing anything I want, whenever I want. It's great. I threw the control out years ago.
A FEW bad experiences, you say ? No ....rather, more than enough to push my patience.
Here's an idea -- all of those nifty memes you worked so hard on copy and pasting -- make up some originals. I'm a firm believer in working at something you love. Memes are def your calling.
Work at something you love and retire early, like I did. It's absolutely great (well, after I threw out the control).
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Not sure what is funnier:
1. The people who claim to have seen or have pics of their hot (INSERT FAV RELATIVE OR GF HERE) but can't produce pics of them. On a porn site.
2. People who steal one NN pic from social media and claim it's their (INSERT FAV RELATIVE OR GF HERE), but have no other pics. On a porn site.
3. Those who post pics and vids that have been floating around here for months or years and suddenly claim these are their (INSERT FAV RELATIVE OR GF HERE).
4. All the gullible marks here that believe them.
Now, feel free to call me fag, asshole, say I'm funny for complaining, or any of the myraid of excuses that will be used to distract from the truth. Flame away! LOL
So it's my birthday & I'm spun out & alone watching porn & stroking my cock..... trying to bust my nut before I have to leave for work in about 2 hours. If anyone wants to give a fella some form of motivation to help me blow my load feel free to do so. Anything & everything is welcome. My kinks are many & my limits are very few
I confess that I have been watching porn since I was 12, and I am now 18 and it feels good to finally feel free!
Hi Everyone !!
I'm a 54 yr.old male that is very bored with life. I live in the Cincinnati, Ohio area and would like to meet a cool guy for sum discreet fun. I'm actually looking for a younger male (18 +) or an older male (up to 60) that has a smaller cock. There are a lot of things I'd like to try !! One is that I'd like to suck a nice guy off and let him cum in my mouth. Always been curious about that. I like to just chill, drink a few and go from there. I'd love to watch and cum together while watching sum good porn. Depending on size and chemistry...I may want to do more. Open to any Ideas !! All close to the Cincinnati Ohio area feel free to contact me. Hope to hear from people soon !!
Desperately need a porn look-a-like of this slut, anyone pick a match?
Feel free to bate...
Hello Interwebs, I've posted here about this before (ml/VDACD44F), but now it is starting to concern me a little. I keep having reoccurring sexual dreams about my cousin. They aren't crazy dreams. To my memory, I don't think there has been one that we actually had sexual intercourse, mostly they are just kissing and seeing her naked, but what if they progress into something more? I don't know why I'm having them, I wish there was a way to stop it. What REALLY makes me un easy about having them, is that I am in a committed relationship with the absolute love of my life/HS sweetheart for almost 5 and a half years, and we are engaged.
I don't know if I could mention anything about this to my cousin. I don't know how she would react. We do talk sex/masturbation...but in a joking manner (ie. she'll says she's bored, and I'll say, then go watch porn and masturbate! and she reply's LMFAO oh you know it ;D ) I wouldn't want it to make things awkward between us, or hurt our relationship. I love her very very much, she's like a sister to me, and always has been since I have never had one. I would never want to chance loosing her over something like this. My fiance doesn't know any of this, either. I really wish the dreams would just stop, because in a way they make me feel unfaithful to her.
I'm not necessarily looking for answers (feel free to reply with your thoughts, though if you wish) I just really need a place to vent.
