Heterosexual Bareback Bugchasing STDs Forum There's this girl...
Corrupted1ntent
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Jan 24th 2025
...I know. She used to be a FWB, but distance became an issue and we just couldn't keep it up.We actually met in rehab, and it was there that we had decided it would be a great idea to sneak out and link up and have sex.
So that's what we did. Met up in the woods late one night. We were half naked, making out, then she grabbed my bare cock, straddled me, and guided herself onto it.
Given where we were at, and what we were both there for, we should have exercised caution. Neither one of us knew the other's history, and promiscuity generally goes hand in hand with the things we were doing to end up there. I can say it was the first time I gave myself over to those red flags, and when i did they no longer became things that caused anxiety. Now they truly had become things that made sex exciting.
And when I got close, I mentioned it to her, but she kept riding me. When i went over the edge I just grabbed her hips and pulled them down, thrusting up at the same time, until I had emptied reverting I had inside of her. I didn't ask if she was on the pill, she never brought protection up either. And we walked away from that first time consequence-free.
Fast forward a year and we link back up. Just as before, we just go right into it. It was like we lived in a world where "protection" was a concept nobody had thought up. Again, i bury myself as deep as i can and she just takes it in. The next day we part ways.
A few days go by and I realize I didn't walk away as lucky this time. It turned out she had given me a very, very active strain of HPV. But I take care of myself, started taking chelated zinc, it ran its course, and the unsightly symptoms went away too. Actually, they went away real quick once i discovered this OTC treatment/spray that is derived from bee venom.
Now, i know it's the most common STD out there, that most everyone will have had it probably more than once in their lives, but i can tell there's something she's not telling me. When i mentioned it to her, she denied it was possible and kind of shut that topic down. That got me feeling she is WAY more promiscuous than she's let's on. I don't know to what extent, whether she's just a bar slut or hits up the gloryholes at the adult arcade off of the interstate, but it's something.
I've tried broaching the subject again. Not asking her, but if something about sluts or promiscuity come up, i mention that i find it really hot. Now that I've been staying to transition and have been experiencing things from the femme side of the spectrum, but have this far been too timid to follow through, I mentioned that this part of me (still a bottom virgin) looks up to women who can do that. Idolizes them too. Couldn't get her to bite.
It's been..... years.....yes, multiple, and as sad as it sounds I haven't had sex with another person since.^
She recently hit me up, wanting me to come over for a few days (we live a few hours apart). I'll admit, I'm kind of on the fence about going.I think it had to do with the possibility of there being consequences again, but not only are we hours apart and couldn't revel in them together, if she's just going to go in denial mode, I'm just left alone with a consequence that is really only hot when another person is involved.
^haven't had sex, which i find it ironic how easily that can happen even though I'm technically a sex worker who gets herself off on cam all the time, and gets numerous guys off every week in both by camming during public porn watch parties or in private shows.
So that's what we did. Met up in the woods late one night. We were half naked, making out, then she grabbed my bare cock, straddled me, and guided herself onto it.
Given where we were at, and what we were both there for, we should have exercised caution. Neither one of us knew the other's history, and promiscuity generally goes hand in hand with the things we were doing to end up there. I can say it was the first time I gave myself over to those red flags, and when i did they no longer became things that caused anxiety. Now they truly had become things that made sex exciting.
And when I got close, I mentioned it to her, but she kept riding me. When i went over the edge I just grabbed her hips and pulled them down, thrusting up at the same time, until I had emptied reverting I had inside of her. I didn't ask if she was on the pill, she never brought protection up either. And we walked away from that first time consequence-free.
Fast forward a year and we link back up. Just as before, we just go right into it. It was like we lived in a world where "protection" was a concept nobody had thought up. Again, i bury myself as deep as i can and she just takes it in. The next day we part ways.
A few days go by and I realize I didn't walk away as lucky this time. It turned out she had given me a very, very active strain of HPV. But I take care of myself, started taking chelated zinc, it ran its course, and the unsightly symptoms went away too. Actually, they went away real quick once i discovered this OTC treatment/spray that is derived from bee venom.
Now, i know it's the most common STD out there, that most everyone will have had it probably more than once in their lives, but i can tell there's something she's not telling me. When i mentioned it to her, she denied it was possible and kind of shut that topic down. That got me feeling she is WAY more promiscuous than she's let's on. I don't know to what extent, whether she's just a bar slut or hits up the gloryholes at the adult arcade off of the interstate, but it's something.
I've tried broaching the subject again. Not asking her, but if something about sluts or promiscuity come up, i mention that i find it really hot. Now that I've been staying to transition and have been experiencing things from the femme side of the spectrum, but have this far been too timid to follow through, I mentioned that this part of me (still a bottom virgin) looks up to women who can do that. Idolizes them too. Couldn't get her to bite.
It's been..... years.....yes, multiple, and as sad as it sounds I haven't had sex with another person since.^
She recently hit me up, wanting me to come over for a few days (we live a few hours apart). I'll admit, I'm kind of on the fence about going.I think it had to do with the possibility of there being consequences again, but not only are we hours apart and couldn't revel in them together, if she's just going to go in denial mode, I'm just left alone with a consequence that is really only hot when another person is involved.
^haven't had sex, which i find it ironic how easily that can happen even though I'm technically a sex worker who gets herself off on cam all the time, and gets numerous guys off every week in both by camming during public porn watch parties or in private shows.
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RachelTaboo
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Feb 28th 2025
She could be ashamed of what she does even if she likes it. I've done things that were hot in the moment only to hate myself the next day.
Corrupted1ntent
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Mar 2nd 2025
When that happened did anyone ever help take the shame away, allow you to embrace that party or yourself?
If not, imagine you had the opportunity to be in that role with yourself. How would you convince yourself to flip what you did from shameful to still thinking it's hot all the way through post-nut clarity?
If not, imagine you had the opportunity to be in that role with yourself. How would you convince yourself to flip what you did from shameful to still thinking it's hot all the way through post-nut clarity?
She could be ashamed of what she does even if she likes it. I've done things that were hot in the moment only to hate myself the next day.
RachelTaboo
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Mar 2nd 2025
When that happened did anyone ever help take the shame away, allow you to embrace that party or yourself?
If not, imagine you had the opportunity to be in that role with yourself. How would you convince yourself to flip what you did from shameful to still thinking it's hot all the way through post-nut clarity?She could be ashamed of what she does even if she likes it. I've done things that were hot in the moment only to hate myself the next day.
Having a partner who is into the lifestyle definitely helps. Going to the grocery store with sores on my face is a bit humiliating and it can be hard to accept that I've been so self destructive. Doesn't stop me from going to the occasional gloryhole though. There are people who want it and like being infected. I still don't fully understand what made me get into it.
Corrupted1ntent
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Jun 2nd 2025
There is another, completely different, girl that I know of on another platform who had a similar experience. (Iirc) One night she had unknowingly found herself at a get together that was for and being attended by people into this fetish. She eventually found herself on her back with a stranger between her legs, just pumping away, and just before he finishes inside her, he mentions why he's at that party.
This fetish wasn't even on her radar. She was just reveling in how dirty and wrong it felt to not care and let this stranger fuck her. Naturally she then freaks out and, as quickly and quietly as she can, takes off.
She eventually calms down, and over the course of a few months goes through all of the tests and gets a clean bill of health. Finally, relief.
But that wasn't the only thing she felt. The genie was out of the bottle. She eventually found herself at more parties and eventually got what she was looking for.
This fetish wasn't even on her radar. She was just reveling in how dirty and wrong it felt to not care and let this stranger fuck her. Naturally she then freaks out and, as quickly and quietly as she can, takes off.
She eventually calms down, and over the course of a few months goes through all of the tests and gets a clean bill of health. Finally, relief.
But that wasn't the only thing she felt. The genie was out of the bottle. She eventually found herself at more parties and eventually got what she was looking for.
I still don't fully understand what made me get into it.
I know the exact moment that got me into this. My problem is that after the initial shock of what had happened, I've been chasing a similar experience again. I'm sort of in disbelief that I want it so bad when "I know I shouldn't" sort of thing.
Corrupted1ntent
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Jun 3rd 2025
Totally did not mean for the last comment to sound as ominous as it ended up being.
She did find what she was looking for, but went into it with both eyes open, so when it did happen it wasn't a shock or anything. She's on meds and is open about it with any partners she has...which is interesting considering she is an escort.
For the record: I do not know where, nor do I have any contact info. If I do ever cross paths with her online in the future, I'll invite her to the group and she can tell her story and correct anything I may have gotten wrong.
She did find what she was looking for, but went into it with both eyes open, so when it did happen it wasn't a shock or anything. She's on meds and is open about it with any partners she has...which is interesting considering she is an escort.
For the record: I do not know where, nor do I have any contact info. If I do ever cross paths with her online in the future, I'll invite her to the group and she can tell her story and correct anything I may have gotten wrong.
Subtosluts
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Mar 10th 2026
...I know. She used to be a FWB, but distance became an issue and we just couldn't keep it up.We actually met in rehab, and it was there that we had decided it would be a great idea to sneak out and link up and have sex.
So that's what we did. Met up in the woods late one night. We were half naked, making out, then she grabbed my bare cock, straddled me, and guided herself onto it.
Given where we were at, and what we were both there for, we should have exercised caution. Neither one of us knew the other's history, and promiscuity generally goes hand in hand with the things we were doing to end up there. I can say it was the first time I gave myself over to those red flags, and when i did they no longer became things that caused anxiety. Now they truly had become things that made sex exciting.
And when I got close, I mentioned it to her, but she kept riding me. When i went over the edge I just grabbed her hips and pulled them down, thrusting up at the same time, until I had emptied reverting I had inside of her. I didn't ask if she was on the pill, she never brought protection up either. And we walked away from that first time consequence-free.
Fast forward a year and we link back up. Just as before, we just go right into it. It was like we lived in a world where "protection" was a concept nobody had thought up. Again, i bury myself as deep as i can and she just takes it in. The next day we part ways.
A few days go by and I realize I didn't walk away as lucky this time. It turned out she had given me a very, very active strain of HPV. But I take care of myself, started taking chelated zinc, it ran its course, and the unsightly symptoms went away too. Actually, they went away real quick once i discovered this OTC treatment/spray that is derived from bee venom.
Now, i know it's the most common STD out there, that most everyone will have had it probably more than once in their lives, but i can tell there's something she's not telling me. When i mentioned it to her, she denied it was possible and kind of shut that topic down. That got me feeling she is WAY more promiscuous than she's let's on. I don't know to what extent, whether she's just a bar slut or hits up the gloryholes at the adult arcade off of the interstate, but it's something.
I've tried broaching the subject again. Not asking her, but if something about sluts or promiscuity come up, i mention that i find it really hot. Now that I've been staying to transition and have been experiencing things from the femme side of the spectrum, but have this far been too timid to follow through, I mentioned that this part of me (still a bottom virgin) looks up to women who can do that. Idolizes them too. Couldn't get her to bite.
It's been..... years.....yes, multiple, and as sad as it sounds I haven't had sex with another person since.^
She recently hit me up, wanting me to come over for a few days (we live a few hours apart). I'll admit, I'm kind of on the fence about going.I think it had to do with the possibility of there being consequences again, but not only are we hours apart and couldn't revel in them together, if she's just going to go in denial mode, I'm just left alone with a consequence that is really only hot when another person is involved.
^haven't had sex, which i find it ironic how easily that can happen even though I'm technically a sex worker who gets herself off on cam all the time, and gets numerous guys off every week in both by camming during public porn watch parties or in private shows.
I have stumbled across this in many forms with women. They don't think like us. They will deny having given or having the STD. Any STD talk is a turn off for them. The question is that after a few years are you ready to fuck again. I have messed up so many times wanting to talk about or share my kink with women. They could be turned on by being a cumdump and not using condoms, and fucking strangers while at the same time turned off by STD talk. I am not saying she is a cumdump, I am just saying that it has been my experience that women are not turned on by the STD risk as much as we are. There are a few out there but they are prized jewels.
