Tonight I realized how toxic I really am. After years of trying to find someone to accept me and want to know me for me. I realized I am so broken and damaged I am not human. The Animal most people becpme when they lose their himanity is dead. And I am nothing more then a shell of a shadow of a person who never was. I know understand why people react to me like they do. Its because they dont know how to react to something that just isnt natural. Something just not right. Something beyond the darkness and the edge of understanding. Now to build up enough courage to just finish myself off.
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28 Jun 2025 12:13AM
there are people like you and people like me
i am a psychopath my friend. you are sitting here thinking about your actions, enough to regret them.
whether u live / die makes no difference to me tbh. but if you think u should commit bcs ur evil you are severely mistaken
more darkness in this world than u can possibly imagine
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28 Jun 2025 12:29AM
I really hope you don't hurt yourself. I'm sure you are a good person with good qualities. It will get better!
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28 Jun 2025 6:04AM
I'm indifferent about your claim. End it or don't. Your call. But your reasoning is suspect. Yeah you might be different. Doesn't mean ur a monster or an animal. You just don't play the assimilation game very well. Lots of people don't. Look into MBTI and find your people before ending it all. Or don't, whatever
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28 Jun 2025 7:01AM
I'd just like to point out two important things.
1: no matter what horrible things a person might do, this does not stop them from being capable of doing good things as well. The darkness is a choice. So is the light.
2: ending yourself does not require courage, it requires cowardice. If there is anyone you know that will cry at your funeral, choosing to end it is choosing to hurt them, choosing to selfishly fuck them up forever. Even if there is nobody (there's always someone who cares, even if you can't see it), you would still be choosing the easy and cowardly way out. Instead, choose to do the work it takes to be better.
