I found out recently that there is a very good possibility that my mother had my older brother by some other dude. What happened was a while ago I found a picture hidden behind another picture within a frame. The picture was of some dude and on the back of the photo was an inscription written in ink that said the dude's name and "the lover". The guy looked exactly like my brother. I recently talked with my cousin who is older and he told me that back when my brother was born there was a huge conflict over who the father of my brother really was, a lot of speculation. My father had actually gotten into a confrontation with the guy. My cousins were dispatched to the location to make sure things didn't get out of hand.
It seems every single woman in my life has let me down. My mother is no exception. Life gets really tough when you are the son of a fucking BITCH. SHE RUINED OUR FAMILY!
