No, I honestly do not think I am cooler than I actually am. I am pretty much never hit on, or picked up for dates, or anything like that. People usually are pretty hammered before talking to me. The thing is: this is internet porn. It combines two fictions, porn and the internet. This does not mean truth. Never did. Porn often is the most unrealistic depiction of acts possible... and the Internet gave us Jessica... or whatever that male film student guy was on Youtube.
Now, seeing as how I am not likely to ever get sex--as really guys, if people have to be nearly completely hammered to be able to talk to me, I obviously ain't pretty. Anybody going to argue with this? I need to go somewhere, and fap--just so I do not explode and go on an angry ugly girl rape spree.
If this section only contained real confessions, it would mostly be:
I visit internet websites for porn, because I am too sad and pathetic to get a real girl/guy/whatever. Because I am bitter about being an ugly reject, I like to post angry replies to people. It makes me feel a bit more powerful, in my overall pathetic life.
Hellz, I know really that this is often the case for me. Ugly, but only enough that it requires a few drinks to make me seem nearly tappable. I go here, read some of this stuff, knowing you guys are much the same case as me. Living some weird fantasy life, and what not--just to escape being such an ugly whore.
I find the fantasy confessions, as anything other than "I am a sad pathetic ugly douche bag" on this site, is pretty easy to be marked as fiction, kind of bit more extreme here, that I can forget my face will break mirrors for a bit. I prefer to thank the people for that gift, rather than insult them.
