Hi guys I am new here,so please bear with me if I am posting anything at wrong place.
Hiee folks, my name Is Mahika, I am from india, currently I am in Canada as an international student, I am 18 years old, its been, its been around a year now for me in Canada. Being in india,I was just a typical desi brown girl growing up, lil introvert, in a average middle class family, like most girls I also used to dream about being in western part of the world, all I have seen is tv, series, how fancy, beautiful, clean western countries are, maybe I think since young I gradually developed this affection towards western life, especially western people, white people have always attacted me, ofcourse being in india I never had a chance to meet any. I know it sometimes might sound little different but we Indians kinda have fasnication towards white skin, kinda saw it as more purer, naturally I was attracted to guys with fairer skins, luckily last year when I got a chance to come to Canada for my study, I was more than thrilled, my years of dream came true, when I came here, I couldn’t believe my eyes, how clean it is, how civilised people are, I was just mesmerized by each and everything I saw. Especially white men, I couldn’t stop looking how sexy and attractive I found white guys, initial days when I came when I was on streets buying groceries or going to college, I couldn’t stop staring at guys I saw outside, to the point I prolyl feel some must have felt creepy vibe from me lol.
Soon I couldn’t control myself and I started dating and white guys, meeting them, it has been little hard finding white men into desi girls, I guess that’s a negative I have for being brown girl, but when I met a guy it has been really fun. Weeks went by, my sexuality deepened, I was obsessed, wanting to meet white men more, couldn’t wait finishing my college exams so that I get some free time and I can meet white man again haha.
Being Indian and coming from typical middleclass family, I also was kind of submissive, just didn’t had much sexual experience back in india, but here, I just grew sexually, wanted to be taken, all in anyway, pleasing white men in bed become something more important then my orgasm all together, loved hanging out with white men, older men, felt good, rough and right. Whenever I saw a white man who is tall, older, had firm dominance, it was like my pussy automatically got wet lol. You know what I mean..
I enjoyed being roughed up by white men, some men were more mean then rough but maybe I just didn’t mind it, I think I know the reason why.
Apart from being submissive, I felt deserving.
Canada being such a beautiful country , sadly some \.many or Indians come here spoil this beauty, take wrong advantage of it, people here are understanding and nice, but some of us can be really overwhelming , which although being an Indian I feel relly wrong. So many international students like me have just come here, in a way I can understand the frustration white people have for us, I deifntely cant blame them for it. But this thing only deepend my submission towards white men, I wanted to please white men more, I wanted them to look at me more, see me I want to compensate the bad behaviour that has been shown by Indians.. I defintely prefer licking and making out with a white man's ass then to sleep with a indian guy.
Part of me started fantasising more.. I feel like saying out loud that if you kick all the desi people of your beautiful country (I am sure it will happen soon lol) , but keep us girls, we can be of some great value if you guys lower your standards a bit from pretty white women to brown girls..
Could be great because we are easy and submissive, and deifntely I don’t mind being slapped, used and whatever.. if it makes u hard. This is my confession to not just Canadian white men but all white men around ofcourse.
Love to hear your comments (I don’t have any limit I think)
Please know
I don’t have any hatred for other race men but I definitely hv strong preference for white lol.
