I confess that my girl has no idea I know about her working as a sex worker years ago before we met in Nederlands as she's dutch. I found out after I saw messages with her cousin talking about how she was worried that I would find out and leave her and that she regrets ever doing it. I honestly couldn't believe it and even more so I was shocked when I was getting turned on by it because I've always been the territorial jealous type over the thought of another guy just talking or trying to flirt with my girl and there I was really the messages with an erection and I jerked off thinking about her getting fucked by random strangers for money. I want to tell her that I know about it and even tell her that I get turned on fantasizing about it but I don't know where to even start and worry about how she would react to me knowing.
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I found out a close friend of mine had an OF account. Even found a bunch of pics and vids on her comp. I get uncontrollably horny thinking about it all the time. I've also found others I know on there.
I've jerked to My cousin before when I found out she had a only fans and had a bunch of her saved but I can't get in the Google account because I broke my phone and didn't have any backup account to confirm and forgot password. I always hope that I will come across something of my girl online some day knowing she was sucking and fucking for money so the thought of her being okay with a guy taking pics or video or making herself for content to make money is kinda possible. I am gonna try to slowly work my way up being a little more naughty to see how she reacts and I hope I can tell her that I know about her previous work experience and see how naughty I can get her to go
If past relationships come up in your conversations, tell her you don't mind who she's been with or what she has done as long as she is your now. Maybe that will get her the courage to tell you eventually. And I wouldn't tell her you get turned on by the idea at first. Pretend you're upset and you'll have the upper hand for a while
I have been thinking about trying to bring up sharing some of our more naughty past experiences in with the naughty talk sharing our fantasies and desires when we are apart and sexting or masturbating on video messenger together. But I won't push the topic if she isn't interested. I also want to come up with some fantasy ideas that aren't too wild to say I have to see how she responds
My guess is she won't bring it up through text, but you know her better than I do. I think she will be more comfortable easing into the subject in person, gauging your reaction, your facial expressions, as she reveals more. She won't know how much to reveal through text. Just my opinion
