I have been lusting over this woman, I know from social events, for quite some time. She is my age, so early 40's, and we met in the theatre. I am a theatre nut, and visit one at least once a week, and during this one intermission, some three years ago, we kind of started chatting, about the opera we were seeing.
Next time we met before the play, exchanged a few words, and on the next intermission, a couple of weeks later, I saw her going through the crowd, looking for someone.
She was looking for me. That night we went for drinks, and it was a pleasant conversation. I must admit, I looked at her that way. She is a beautiful, slim brunette, little back heavy, which I like, a lawyer whose career leaves no room for anything besides this little pleasure. I work in film production, so my knowledge on the matter, regarding acting, and music, made her want more from me.
We started having sex in April last year, first with protection, now without. She tells me she is on the pill, but I still pull out, which annoys her, but besides that, everything is just fine. Anyhow, she doesn't have almost any time besides her work, so for us, it is just theatre, drinks afterwards, and sex at her place, once or twice a week.
Now, you will think, that there is not much to confess here, but, there is. I am married, to another career woman, who also has no time for me, except on the weekends, so I am loving my wife, and this woman, at the same time, for 9 months now, without any problems.
Only thing I have to do is, to avoid weekend theatre.
Yet, I feel great amount of fear, since I am aware that this can't go on forever, without one of the noticing, and I must end my affair, but it is so hard to let go of something so great.
I only hope I will manage, before I cock it up.
