I am quite surprised that, being in my 50's and having been married for more than 25 years, I find my thoughts to be more perverse than ever! I think about sex constantly! Am I going through some kind of second puberty? I mean, I don't get the spontaneous erections that I used to get in my teens (thankfully), but my head is always in the game. I can't even look at a woman without finding something about her that I'd want to jizz all over. Maybe I watch too much porn? I visit this site daily to read the boards and maybe watch a couple of videos. Its not like I watch for hours a day. I don't know. My wife has always been available for sex. She never says no, but I feel like I need something more or different. This past summer I met a guy that wanted to trade blowjobs. I was into it, so we did that a couple of times. I'm not attracted to guys at all, but I sure did like sucking cock. Now I have thoughts of cock added to my fantasies, which is not something I have a history of thinking about. If didn't have loved ones to protect, and a career I can't risk losing, I would be out looking for pussy every day, and maybe even sucking a few cocks a week as well. What the fuck is going on with me???
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The same thing that happens to most of us brother. You are seeking to feel young again! Since really young stuff comes with such a high price tag you seek what you would have never sought before. Face it you are just an old pervert looking for anything that will make your dick puke.
nothing, your alive and feeling it, enjoy it someday it will all come to an end but in the mean time mother nature is telling you your a man, go be one
I hate all this "now I feel very secure with my manhood" so I can now suck cock like I always wanted to and don´t dare call me gay or bi. Fuck Off!
