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25 Aug 2014 7:12PM

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Hi. My confession is that I wish my mother hadn't abandoned me when I was 11. No matter how hard I try to stuff it down deep inside, it still hurts. I wish I hadn't been molested a bunch when I was little and made to stuff. I wish that I had been a better little boy so that my mom would've wanted me. I wish that I had told my dad and my grandma and my sister how much I loved them before they died when I was a teenager. I wish I hadn't done most of the things I've done and I wish I had done most of the things I haven't.

But I'm really grateful that I love animals. My cats and dogs are my life and they always love me and want me and need me to love and care for them. They never judge or laugh or ridicule. We are just always there for each other and that makes everything else ok. They all cuddle up to me on my bed every night to stay warm.

Anyway, that's about it. Thanks for letting me do this.

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Anonymous

25 Aug 2014 11:06PM

What happened to your family members who died so early?

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Anonymous

26 Aug 2014 12:38AM

My sister was murdered. Shot five times and stabbed 22 times. My father died young, but no autopsy so I don't know how. My grandmother, who was like my mother, died of a stroke. She was the only woman who loved me and I miss her so much.

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Anonymous

25 Aug 2014 11:07PM

Faggot

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Anonymous

26 Aug 2014 1:38AM

What are you, like 12?

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Anonymous

26 Aug 2014 8:08PM

Faggot

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Anonymous

26 Aug 2014 2:20AM

i truly feel ya, buddy. my mom abandoned me when i was young, too. my dad was a degenerate gambler and my stepmom was a bitch. the only woman who truly loved me was my grandma, but she died last year. just know that it wasn't your fault that your mom left. like my mom, she's probably a selfish cunt whore who doesn't deserve to be a mother. as hard as it may sound, you have to let it go. she's not staying up nights wondering and worrying about you, so what's the point? fuck that cunt. she's the one who missed out, not you.

you just have to focus on improving yourself, and that starts with changing your perspective on this whole thing. she is a woman who abandoned her own child, you. that equals to scum to me. do you really want that kind of person in your life, mother or not? you're way better off. it's hard, i know, but it's time to stop letting that cunt bring you down any longer. just don't make the same mistakes she did in her life and try to live your life the best way you can. i hope this helps you in any way. take care

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Anonymous

17 Mar 2016 4:34AM

What all was done to you and was it done by someone you knew or a stranger

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