I need to share this because i can't think straight anymore. I confess, i am not a proper single mommy with only her kid on her mind. I've been lusting for 2 weeks now. Finally, after a long while of being celibate i found someone i want to explode with. I waited this long because i wanted it to be very special. I tried my best to stay strong but i can not anymore, i need human interaction. I will rape if i can't have what i want. I don't just want to be fucked, i want to fuck someone so bad they will faint. I want to faint too. I want damn violent nasty sex in all holes. Last guy fainted, but he turned a creepy guy after that wouldn't leave me alone. And the prick he begged for mercy, don't do that, fight me! It killed my libido. I hate desperate men.
But this time it will be better. I met this shy guy online and we haven't met in rl yet, but i know it'll be so good. Last few days have been hell, my pussy keeps leaking so bad i have to wear thick pantyliners, it's embarrassing. I can't wait to finally have a cock inside me again. I am aching for it so bad it actually hurts. I tried to pacify myself with toys, but it's just not good enough, i want a warm throbbing sword to cure my itch. I need it. I want to hold a hairy ass and thrust it into my loins. This guy told me he's in a mental facility, it turns me on even more, i hope he's a complete freakshow. I know that's bad, but i can't help it. I asked him to tell me more about himself, i fingered myself as i saw his texts trying to conceal he is a freak too. He will be in for a suprise alright. This tormenting arousal has turned me savage. I want him to strangle me, hurt me, rape my ass and have me suck wherever he pleases. I want to climb him like a mountain and grasp for air. I will ride him slowly, tease him with my tongue untill he bursts into insanity too and ravishes me like an animal. Oh god i want beastly sex. He's hot, seriously the man of my dreams. A little bit chubby with a belly button i would fuck if i had a penis, stubbled face nearly a beard, dark bodyhair, not tanned just natural, works on a farm, likes to get his hands dirty, he poses with a sigarette dangling from his lips... Just a good old fashioned manly man. I've never been that into anal but my rectum feels like prolapsing from wanting him inside me now. I hope he has dangling balls to choke me with. I want him to grab my hair and push my face in his furry groin. It will be 10 more days before we finally meet, he wants to know me better first... I'm playing along, acting coy, but damn he better not be hesitating too long or i will take my twitchy wet squishy cunt elsewhere. What is with men these days? Acting all timid when a girl gets straight to the point. I'm even traveling across the country to be fucked by him. I suggested a hotel, because i don't want his neighbours to gawk at him after i'm through with him. There will be a tub, i hope he tries to drown me and i want to swim in his cum. I want him so bad i'm going crazy. I'm not thinking of romance or a relationship, i just want a man that turns me desperate to touch again. A good man that will make me hunt him for more.

This is a shortish true story. It's about a close mate's bitchy wife and how my mate taught her a lesson she will probably never forget in a hurry.
I know I will never let her forget what happened. What happened at my house, and I have CCTV home security cameras fitted in all the rooms in my house, except the bathroom, and in my den, I have cameras in all 4 corners and a revolving 360-degree camera in the centre of the room hidden in the ceiling fan lights.
My friend had asked if we could have a guys ' night get together, and it was arranged so we could have a few beers and some snacks while we watched a Premier League football match. If I remember, it was Liverpool v Man City, after we would have a game of cards, my wife and my mate's wife would be the hostesses for the night, bringing drinks etc, now my mate had told me and my wife that he was pissed off with his wife being a bitch, bad mouthing his mates arguing with the neighbours and basicaly making his life miserable, my wife really didnt like her either, but was prepared to be nice friendly and go along with my mates plan to teach his wife a sever lesson,
He mentioned his sex life was basically non-existent, and she never let him do her in her asshole. He thought she might be cheating on him with another of our mates, and that mate might be fucking her in her ass. My wife worked in a nightclub and knew some of the doormen who could get hold of some date r4pe dr*g, stuff, ketamine mixed with some other stuff. My wife and my mate's wife would be drinking whilst being the hostesses, and my wife would put some of the dr*g in her drink. When we started to play cards, the plan was working very well, my mate's wife was getting a little wobbly, her speech a bit slurred, and there were 4 other guys, including the guy suspected of having an affair with my mate's wife. My wife kept feeding her more wine, as the card game really got going, the stakes got higher, my mate deliberately lost all his money, then he suggested his wife's clothes as a bet, the bet, as she was basically out of it, he was able to undress her without too much hassle, as you can guess he continued to lose, then he upped the bets to her body, mouth for blow jobs and ass hole to be fucked, he left out her pussy, made the excuse she wasnt protected as they were trying for a baby, everyone agreed no fucking her in her pussy, after a few more drinks my wife left us as she had done her part and didnt want to be around when my mate's wife got used,
The guy that my mate had suspected was fucking his wife out of the blue announced, he was happy there was no pussy as he was gay and only fucked asses. This came as a shock to everyone, as he was a hulk of a man and looked like a Viking warrior. His voice was very deep and masculine; my mate's wife was completely limp. After a while, she became coherent, but was still a limp ragdoll, then the fun started, she had cock from all six of us shoved in her mouth a few times, 2 at a time, deep throated she had tears in her eyes, a couple couldnt control themselves and shot there load down her throat, yhe first one to fuck her ass hole was my mate, and when he did, I understood as to why she wouldnt do anal with him, he was massive at least 9-10 inches long and really really thick
He went balls deep straight away, and he piledrove into her without mercy, one by one, we pounded her ass hole, we turned her inside out, we did spit roast mouth and asshole, we did double anal, we tried triple anal (but failed) she got anal fisted by 2 of the guys, 1 tried double anal fisting her, She endured Anal and blows jobbing for a good 3 hours, her asshole was seriously prolapsed, she must have swallowed a dozed of so cum loads, we all emptied at least 2 loads of cum in her asshole each, My wife came back in after 3 hours telling us my mate's wife had had enough, at the time my wife came back to save her my mate was in the middle of piledriving into her ass again, all got dressed and left even my mate left, his wife was left with me and my wife, and we had a little more fun, my wife got her pussy licked by my mate's wife, i was bad as i got to fuck her in her pussy and ass, then we cleaned her up put her in the spare bed, the next day my mate's wife came down the stairs walking very gingerly wide open legs, my wife told her to sit down on the breakfast stool, and we would make her a coffee and something to eat, of course she declined sitting, my wife asked her why, she said her ass hurt lots, sh whispered to my wife could she have a look, she lifted her dress bent over a little my wife got a good eye full of the prolapsed asshole, she said i should have a look as it looked real bad, i had a look and snapped a couple of sneaking photos i put a finger on her prolapse and she jumped forward screaming, i suggested she should go to the hospital, she wasnt keen on that idea, she said it would be to embarrassing and how would she explain it,
The husband, my mate, turned up an hour later. She asked what had happened, my mate told her everything,
she screamed at him Why would you do that to me, in a real bitchy way. He just stood and said you already know the answer, he had to do it to teach her a lesson. she looked puzzled, so he explained very slowly, that not only was he fed up the way she spoke to him and other fact she was a trouble maker argued with everybodu including hs mother and father, that she was nasty bitchy and spiteful,
then he said he believed she had cheated on him she never gavre him sex any more nor did she let him fuck her asshole, and everyone that was there had all fucked her asshole and mouth and came in both at least twice, and they all enjoyed her, and all hoped it had taught her a lesson and she would change the way she treated others, he then looked at her ass and began making monkey chants, he took her hand told her he was taking his little baboon ass to the hospital because she needed her ass putting back in, he was laughing his head off she was crying and in pain, she was saying sorry over and over asking all in the room for forgivness, he put her in the back seat she had to kind of lay face down with her ass in the air all the way to the hospital, she was in hospital 3 weeks and had to sit on a rubber doughnut ring it was so funny seeing her,
She did change a little, wasn't so bitchy,
I am very tempted to blackmail her to let me fuck her asshole and pussy again, but that wouldn't be nice, could affect my friendship with my mate if he found out, and if my beautiful, faithful wife found out, she would divorce me, maybe even k ill me!
What do you think I should do ?