I (34F) tought i was bi or even lesbian util it came to me i preffer mostly much younger woman, and if possible submissive. So i can use them as i wish but, i dont even know if its sexual thing or its something wrong with me but i love to be rough , punch and humiliate them. Hotter they are more i hurt them, if they have really nice tits i punch and torture them, if they have nice face i make it serve as my chair, toilet or i trample their nose while getting really horny on toughts about makeing it crooked or leaving her tits saggy.

Anyone in Mid Michigan, in or near Roscommon County a Dom. That seeks a Slave to use and degrade? I love to experience new things at least twice even if I think I wont like them. I seek a Strict Dom Male, Female, Trans or even a Lesbian solo/couple. Open to many things including Rough Play, Predicament bondage, Degradation and humiliation and more.

Haven't had any play or action in over 7yrs, Would love to find someone for Regular session and also open to a Long Term Relationship.

I can't get this fantasy out of my mind now since i was exposed to it. While it is true that i consider myself a lesbian service slave, that isn't a secret at all. What i will confess is that i want to have another owner like i had before and live that live with Her.

i was owned by this bi-women, yes her slave. Well she had several lovers both male & female. Now consider this: i consider myself a lesbian, but when she brought home a male lover she made me kneel at the side of the bed and watch her fuck him. Then made me clean-up both of them. Yes drink the cum out of her and clean his dick clean. Doing that usually made him hard again and they fucked again.

It messes with my head thinking i am one way and yet i do other things that i would never ask for. The hardest part of it all is that i enjoyed being treated like that. It was humiliating. Today when i think about the things she put me through i get wet. Truth is every relationship i start i hope that she will treat me like that. i know i can't just tell someone to treat me badly, but i can hope.

Is my mind messed up to want to be treated as a toy. Is it wrong to want to be inferior to her? This women changed my life and feel that i am here for good. i chatted with a Domme that is long distance, meaning we will never meet. i told her my desire. I said like, "i love you to my owner and she spits in my face" The truth is that i feel that she cares and i want to show her more devotion and service. The Domme laughed at me, but she also said that i was on the right tract of being a slave/submissive.

Funny how a person can change another's life. Anyway i had to get this off my chest. Maybe it will help another submissive girl like myself so that she understands herself.

cynthia out

I've had years humiliating sexual experiences with women regarding my unimpressive size, performance, and bank account. Because of this I've fallen down the black hole that is internet porn. It started of with vanilla and lesbian porn. It progressed to group scenes and anal. Then inter-racial, femdom, and cuckold porn. I've now realized that I can't compete with a real man in any way. Since I have nothing to offer woman other than friendship, I've decided to lock up my little cock and train my body to accept penetration and eventually get pleasure from it. I'm still painfully attracted to women and find men disgusting outside of internet porn. I'm hoping long term chastity and dildo training will help me learn to crave cock and get over my revoltion to men in real life. I would be eternally grateful to any dominant female who's interested in this sort of thing and would help me realize my goal. Or maybe you have your own ideas for my reprogramming?

Lesbian slave in Phoenix, AZ seeking to serve a Domme. Ideally 24/7, but i will take what She offers. i am a lesbian, but She can be either lesbian or bi. Slaves cannot be jealous of what there owners do/are. i might make mention here that the key to controlling me is through humiliation. i live for it as it shows She cares. i am out of all the closets in this lifestyle. i crave D/s even if i am just Her toy and She cares for others in Her life. i am experienced and trained to openly serve even in the presence of others. i accept the fact that She is my superior in every way.

Last night I was visited by my ex-girlfriend, she called me right out of the blue and asked to see me. It has been about 2 years since she made contact last time and I told her then that I was not interested what so ever to talk or to meet. But now there she was standing outside my door.

It's funny that she choose this exact evening to show up, specially since my fiance left on a bussinesstrip that morning. I was all alone in our apartment, I had watched porn and edged my cock for hours, I was horny and suddenly a familiar girl was at my doorstep. I'm not going to lie, the first thing that came to mind was not so innocent. I felt as if I could see her naked body through her clothes from memory alone. Her crooked tits, one larger than the other but yet perky. Her flat ass that barely made a dent in her pants. Her huge, fat pussylips that would cling to the sides of my cock as I fucked her all those years ago.

I am not proud of this. I never fucked her because I thought she was a fox or because I loved her. I was desperate. Before I met here I didn't have sex for 5 years. I was starving, I was a man in the desert dying of thirst. So ofcourse I had to fuck her, I fucked her for days on end. I fucked her for weeks, and I was kind of happy about it, finally getting to bury my pussy-starved cock deep into that wetness.

It was all fine until that day she said she loved me. That's when I started having second thoughts, when I started failing at staying hard troughout the act, when I started wishing she would go away and just let me watch porn on my own like I had done the last 5 years. It was also about this time I started to get angry.

I felt as the weeks went by I would become more and more angry with her. I still wanted to have sex, but I would fantasize about her friend, and her lesbian sister. I felt more and more that I wanted to humiliate her, I wanted to fuck her but not in a way that she would enjoy, I wanted to cum in her face and call her a disguisting whore, and maybe I wanted it to hurt a little. Maybe I wanted her to be a little scared.

As she now stood there in the doorway, looking at me and smiling her stupid smile with her head tilted to one side, all these feelings came rushing back to me. I was horny, I wanted to fuck her and... no, I think I wanted to abuse her. I wanted her to have no pleasure and no power. I wanted to make her sorry for coming to my home, and I wanted her to only blame her self for what I was about to do to her.

I seriously don't know if anyone will read this or want to know how things proceded. But if you do, tell me.

There is much more to tell.