I'm very private & discreet. I like some nasty, wild, & exciting fun. I like Gay/bisexual men &/or woman, Transsexual, & Crossdressers if you actually look like a woman to be my bottom & let me fuck the juices out that pussy. I'm a top (I don't get fucked). I love head & I would love to return the favor. I'm open to Threesomes (MFF, MFM, MMM, MTF, MTM, MTT) & Group Sex with couples. Love being dominant & in control. I get a thrill off the forbidden, sneeky, & thrill seeking sex. I also love making the Impossible possible & having something I never think I'll have. Now don't get me wrong, I'm all for a romantic setting, some 4-play, a lil role playing, especially if the woman is exotic & being enticing, I HAVE A Erotic, Flirtatious Nature. I'm kinky, nasty, ambitious, spontaneous, & tempting. I love Fun sex, wild sex, rough sex, I'm embracing my desires. I am what I am. I love what I love. Pornstar mentality & a open mind. I'm on a different level for some & too mature for most. I'm not judgemental & I try somethings at least once. I love to teach & be taught.

I am born male.
I truly feel alone and afraid.
Mid 50's and still anytime there is interest in me I am placed in the same two boxes be it any gender or how one wishes to be seen.

Females so far lean to me being alpha/Dom or beta/sub and in all cases told I am to provide for them in all ways.

Males are kinda the same.

Trans are same except for one person who I wish did get the job and move here (it was talking about the area I live in that in time included watching tv on the phone together and as close as one can that way).
We had so much in common and she got and was fine with how being white and not around many people told her I feared messing up not knowing if I had learned any bad ways of being or thinking by years of growing up with all that goes on in the south. She laughed and said already I so kind that she assumed If I did anything it would be small and a simple goof and she would guide me as I was a keeper. If we had got together, she said she was who she wanted to be and would not change. We were open and just blunt. She was a woman with a dick that worked. I was so sweet it did not matter how when we did share our self with each other the way we did. She wanted me to be at ease and we would figure it out. She did ask me to consider all the ways we could. We talked about it. It would have worked as we both (for the pleasure of the other) wanted slow foreplay,kissing,touching,masturbation,oral,anal finger and toying and anal both ways.
She would help me get clean and said she knew how to treat her man and keep him very happy. She wanted me to let her care for me and please me in any way I ever had dreamed and new ways we found. She could hear on the phone my breath and voice sound like my heart was pounding.
We knew what we looked like and at the paper she worked at I could verify the pic she sent was her :)

With her there was no alpha/beta/Dom/sub... That was what we both found so great about what was going on with us. We would guide each other and she was upfront that she was a giving person wanting to give me pleasure and make me happy. She told me to be open as she never would be like others had I told her of....

I told her I wanted to please her too. I was a giving lover and if it was ok then at any time I may feel the urge to cuddle, hold, want to touch her and fondle her and just melt away doing that. I also did not fear just out of the blue giving oral and swallowing or sharing a kiss if that was ok. She was the same and told me we would be little bunny rabbits cuddling alot then.

She told me their would be times she would want to watch me as I gave anal and she wanted me to only do it in ways it felt the best for me and cum freely, she take care of everything. With her and how she was I told her I wanted her to do the same. Being equal and not into all the who takes from who and all that, we were free to do anything we felt be it for us or the other or together....
That is so hard to find and why I wish someone had not just change their mind and give the job to someone else... (being local I could keep up with what was going on at the paper and it seemed odd how it all went to someone who in the end got fired...
She would have been great there and in my life...

I guess the point is inside I have emotions and love not shown like males in porn and what many seem to want.
I find I am like many vids and pics of females who love each other and show it with care and much warmth but no domination or degrading for ones pleasure.

After so many years of being told my place would be this and that, She was of same soul as I am.

She had to go far west of even where she was to get the same better job. I was happy for her but still dream of what so far no one else is.....

I keep it to myself as It has been made clear from others idea of who I should be that I would be used or hurt. I wait for someone who is like her and also like her, finds interest in the same things I think of that I favor here. People have truly had hate just because I am pansexual or in short, If shown love and cared for as I dream then I can love anyone as long as they have real love for me.

I have wrote before how I respect all who respects others and truly care and their actions back that up.
I wrote how with all the harm in the world being done to others that I do not understand why so much open hate is shown to others here when that type of "play" should be between them and who wants it and not someone they do not even know....

I wrote that as it seems nothing I say is defended or supported who ever it is about and how truly nice I mean it about the pic or vid or post...
When a stranger just blocks you and you never have said a thing or they write you with hate and degrading words or attack your posts the same way it just makes someone like me so afraid and I just leave everyone alone keeping out of their way...

Please do not take this next part in a bad way. It is based on a real post and what I would think if it could be trusted.

A gay father has a son who is afraid of people like I am and seem to have been beat and so on at a young age as I did by others my age in school.

Seems they all have much in common with me so that would have been a good start.

I am over 50, the son is over 40, the father and his husband are early 60s.
The son is a full vers. ad the father is a vers top and his husband is a vers top.
They have the means and wish to find someone with much in common with their son who is very giving and they do not want taken advantage of....

The son and they talked... He is ok if the person they find becomes in bond married to him and them.
The son is not huge and that is fine with me. He has the same issue as no one is freely full vers and giving but not a sub.

His size with my help WOULD make me cum anal only. He is 3". And yes I would want to please him too and find what makes him cum from anal only.

That is just anal... All other ways above with the transgender I spoke of I think he would like too.

What the son talked about to them is if they could love that person as he did then chances are his size would not be an issue (as I said it would not for me)...

I would if real love be open to a real loving bond with all of them.
The father was a virgin when married his wife and then divorced and got the son. The only other IS his husband he is with now and they all are clean (and think of it, They would not risk their son or them self so it makes sense they wish someone who would not and has not taken risks or cheat as an option for all of them).

To have three people who care and love you and take care of you as they listed is like a family but also allows deeper connections and bonds.

In that setting, I could be as dirty as my inner desires dream.
They do not seem to do anything with the son so I assume I could be with the son or when them. The son can watch of that is what they want or what ever.
If I am in the middle and that's ok then I have no issues with what is ok with them all.

They say they and their son in private are more feminine than males and hope the other is also.

In that setting for sure of giving to each other, A few dreams I have some nights I would like to try.

One is they fondle and kiss me all over, play and suck my nipples. They slowly anal play till I am slick and ready on my own. They slowly penetrate me little bits at a time. When all is smooth they make love till they get to their edge and then swap.
I would like them to do this as long as they can and see how many times they can make me orgasm from anal only.
When we all are about given out, I want them to orgasm in me and we cuddle.

Another is I am in the middle giving anal and getting it.
Many ways that can go.
If the one giving cums then they swap.
I edge for my pleasure as they swap till I cum.

Another is before anal, we enjoy oral many times till we all have given to each other.
Then if they are still turned on by my desires, They swap one giving oral as one gives anal.
When I cum the one swallows and sucks hard as I tell the one giving anal to take me.
After they cum, swap places.

There are times it would be nice for any of them to fine me, show me their clean hole, suck me hard and tell me to take them.

If they are ok with their son and my lover being there, Then I have a special idea :)

My lover and I 69...
As we nurse on the others cock, the others give me anal swapping and we do that as long as we can as many times we can cum as we can.

It is funny I am not ever going out and doing all I dream... But I hope someone who is like minded and loves in ways as I do sees this and will do anything to care for and love me for all I am to and for them for all they do and give to me.

Well... That's all for now... If you are someone who hides and wishes for me as I am like you, Well, Keep looking here as you can find me if you will give and do anything for me. Hire a PI or what ever :)
Just be ready to prove your not like what I have run into on my own so far.... I look and try but domination is all they want to do to me or make me a slave....

It is not that I can not be sexual and be that like crazy... I just will not be ab_used ( I can not believe the bot banned the way I used that word. Soon all will be banned sadly), harmed, degraded ,placed at risk or used.

To real loving souls who would move the world for me, protect me, care for all of me, wish to make me happy and content forever..... My mind opens to much more than many. No harm or such.... But I will only say this... A woman is not the only being who can be attracted to a being whose loyal and will protect with all they are and show real love. As long as it is with love and care, So much is open to dream.....

If this draws hate, that backs what I have said. I have done nothing to anyone.

When I was 18 I visited Toronto, and went to a XXX Video store on Yonge St. on the second floor. There was a really sexy femboy in her 20's working the counter and it was dead in the middle of the week. Well one thing lead to another and I ended up with a quickie with me sucking her off in a private booth when she told her boss she was taking me for a "tour ". After she came in my mouth she let me in the actual XXX theatre area for free.. it had a straight porn area, and a gay porn area, and booths, gloryholes etc.. think I had like 3 guys who were 50 plus suck my 18 year old cock over the course of an hour or so, came down all their throats... all in the public theater areas, was one of many perverted adventures I had !

Omegle is awesome! A quick side note: I'm in my late 20's, straight, and an ex gf got me into like prostate play, but I have NO interest in men. If you haven't tried it, you don't know what you're missing. And I don't want to hear anything about gay here. I just don't care. Just like there will be no pictures here.

So just a few nights ago I decided to go on omegle and play with some of my toys. I usually do unmonitored video section and hope a girl pops up. I usually have a bigger dildo out and girls always do a double take when seeing it. Then about two thirds of the girls usually want to see me play with the dildo and get fucked by it. It's fun having a young girl watch and be amazed at it. But eventually it get old with 99% of the others just guys with dicks out. So that's when I start going to the texting section where you can pick topics.

For a while at first I started using the topics bi and lesbian, but I found most girls in the lesbian section have no interest in a guy with toys. That's when I started doing just bi/bisexual topics. The first thing I'd say to every match was "I'm over here playing with my toys (;" and ask for their asl. If it's a guy, on to the next, but if its a girl the fun begins again. Usually I say I'm 18-21.

There's a lot of younger girls there, but this is about a girl I found who's 18. She told me her asl and she ended up being in the same state as me. We narrowed it down closer and closer, until turned out she lives in the same city, about 20 minutes away! I kept an image of the chat record and will post a copy of the conversation, but to summarize it, I told her I was 21 and she really liked the idea of me playing with my toys, and that even she'd like to ride the the long 12" double dildo with me. I tried to get her to text me but she didn't want to give her number out to a stranger. So after we talked a bit more, I asked if she had a toe we could talk on later. That's when omegle crapped out on us with "technical difficulties"!

I was a bit pissed at omegle there but hoped something would happen. I kept scrolling through new partners, pasting my "playing with toys" line, and after a few minutes, I found her again!

Our second conversation went very differently. I found out she has a beautiful name, and from there it went from talking about her little vibrator, to anime, and 50 Shades of Grey. And by the end of a much longer conversation, she decided she was pleasantly surprised and that I wasn't a stranger anymore. She decided she wanted to text now.

That was three nights ago I believe (it's hard to tell because we've been staying up texting til 3-5am each night) and we've been getting very sweet and flirting with each other. Then last night, when she had a sleep over with her cousin, little sister, and a friend all in her bed, our texts started turning into heavy sexting. But she couldn't do anything for being squished between two girls in bed. By the end of the night she was telling me how wet her pussy was for me, that she was in agony not being able to relieve herself, and when she knew how excited she was getting me, she begged me to cumm for her. I did, and after some more flirting, she wanted me to cum again for her, telling me how much she wants to help take care of me and clean me off with her mouth and that I can only imagine what she's going to do when she finally gets real a taste. After she made me cum twice last night, she starts talking about how turned on she got me by thinking about "taking and spanking her naughty ass" (her words) and now I can't wait to find out what's going to happen next.

Now we've been flirting more and more heavily over the days and building up to getting together. She really wanted to see fireworks together and get a fourth of July kiss but we're both too busy that night, so instead now she can't wait for what I told her would be our own personal private fireworks that we could make. But I still have to tell her I'm ten years older than her, not three, and I'm still wondering if she'll love it or hate it. But from our texts, I think it's going to be a good surprise for her.

I'm going to go through the two logs of our chat next and edit out a few details. Then I'll post them for you guys to enjoy too.

But first, just how awesome omegle is... Another girl I met that same day there, that I won't go into much detail about, told me she was a virgin and a bit young, and she was very curious to see what dildos looked like. I toe'd her some pics and videos, telling her how good it feels when she finally get to stretch that pussy and ass to take something. At first she was curious, then said it looked kind of gross and dirty seeing anal for the first time, but shortly after she's asking me to teach her where her clit is and show her more of my toys... now that's a awesome toe log that I'm saving with pics that motherless won't approve of. d:

And that's it for now!

I confess that the other night I went to a gay sauna for the first time. I got a private cabin, stripped and went off for a shower. I was standing naked in the shower for less than a minute before an old guy (I'm pretty young) came over and started wanking my cock. I led him by the cock back to the cabin and sucked my first ever cock! He got on the bench and I straddled him, his cock sliding into my arse, and proceeded to be fucked by a guy for the first time ever. He shot his load while inside me (condom of course) and I came all over his stomach and chest. It was awesome!

I want to video tape myself having sex with guys,but I am on the down low and I dont know many gay or bi men. This will be for my private collection to relive the moment.All I know is I want it last,maybe even have everybody take some Viagra so all stay rock hard. I am in southern IL so any one in my area interested in this post something on craiglist or even here.

I'm a older (48+) guy that likes to play. Not gay - just like to explore my bisexual tendencies once in a while. I'm 225, 5'11" and just enjoy mutual JO and oral unless we're in private somewhere. I'm also disease free - you be too.

I'm open to your home/apartment or maybe a meet-up at Hollywood Video in Lake City or perhaps the backrow and the Fantasy LTD theatre upstairs. You
Bloopster

We come here to look at porn ..not to subscribe to your Thread,,,get over yourself.."oh, i gotta make it private so i can only let certain people see my vids" ..dont be gay..why answer a request with a subscription link?

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I confess that I'm alright to be alone for the rest of my life because I am a horrible horrible person. Constantly masturbating alone or on camera for others.

I confess that I'm strangely alright to be a virgin until I die. Unfortunately I do want a relationship with someone just for snuggles with some and maybe a bit of mutual fiddling with our privates.

I figured that this may not be a good confession post, so here is one I think might be quite nice.

Ever since I moved to Utah I have met a group of friends and jokingly we just have outbursts of being gay. Grinding and dry-humping on each other. Mainly just to annoy or get out a good laugh. With one friend in particular I did this a lot, and we did it in public to, always eliciting some chuckles from the people around us. It got to a point where we would hold hands briefly and kiss. Of course he would shy away after a bit and we'd just say "Just kidding" or whatever. What he doesn't know is that I absolutely love it.

So, after much discussion about it in the chats, I decided that I would do a weekly column of (what I think are) interesting subjects that guys should get a little education on. Every week I'll be posting a new, somewhat lengthy post about a different topic. Feel free to comment on them, share them or just write them off.

Without further Adieu:

Gentleman : Things Your Gay Pal Would Like You to Know (But Never Says)
A Weekly Editorial Column aimed at guys from gays (well, one gay.. me)

Week #1 - Male Webcamming

Guys love watching girls cam as a rule. They're sexy, funny, show tits and even more and they are perhaps their most free and in control when infront of a cam of adoring fans. Unfortunately, male webcamming is often one of the least erotic, least enjoyable things a lady can watch. The following are some tips with explanations that may improve the viewership and quality of your cam sessions:

1) Be Like a Model : Gimme Face
Despite what men think, staring at a cam feed focused straight on your junk? Not super hot. Many people, especially women, have a basic emotional connection to sex. Your face is one of the direct connections to what you're feeling and that's hot. Summary : Your face helps sell sex appeal. Maybe let it co-star in some of your shows.

2) Say My Name, Bitch
Have you ever noticed you have to really -look- at a picture before it registers as arousing, but the sound of someone moaning can send shivers right up your back? Many sex therapists believe this is because sight actually has a very weak connection to your feelings, whereas sound has a direct line right to your naught place. Turn on the mike, even if all they hear is breathing, panting and grunts. The sounds really make it a blockbuster performance.

3) Hi, My Name is Bob. Want to Get Busy?
Wanna be a porn rockstar? Surprisingly, the road to being a sex idol (at least online) is very similar to being the life of the party in real life; get to know people. Talking with girls (and guys) without drowning them in lust or fawning over their every statement is a great way to form a connection... and once a connection is in place it's very easy to be turned on by someone.

4) I've Got a Little Something I'd Like to Share...
So, you've done all the rest but there's still a certain someone online you'd like to share a 'private moment' with? Ask them. WARNING: Asking is not the same thing as demanding, examples will follow. A properly delivered request should be courteous, maybe a little flattering, offer an OPTION to watch you if they want, and if you receive a �No� (even if you don't like their tone) you should be nothing but polite.
Example of a demand (BAD BAD BAD)
Hey Suzy, I'm jacking off right now. Turn on my cam.

Example of a request (Niiiiice)
Hey Suzy, what you're doing on cam is driving me wild. If you want, I've turned my cam on and I'd love for you to see me stroke it as I think of you.

These aren't big things, but believe me they will turn your 70's basement porn into something that people relish getting the chance to watch and maybe even talk about after the fact. This is Yesm, telling you the things your gay pal would like for you to know (but never tells you).

I am starting to learn the joys of "butt stuff", to start, watched a lot of gay dildo porn, looked like fun, but I'm married and the wife would freak out routine, so in private I play, was in dollar tree one day and saw one of those kid bubble wands, amd it hit me, long smooth and firm and flexible, so I took it home, cleaned and washed it, slipped a condom over it, lubed up, and slowly worked it in, starting working it in all directions, then I jacked off with it stuck in my ass, oh my goodness did I cum hard