This is my ex girlfriend. She made this video when her friend sent her a video of me fucking her cousin. The moaning you can hear at the start is her playing the video of me and her cousin. I would regularly cheat her,and her on me. I would spend all weekend out on the sesh and fucking anything that even smiled at me. I was over confident and my ego was a monster I would be blatant with my intentions and tell girls I have a girlfriend and I just want to fuck. Now we had a great sex life. Well I say great. But it was more the frequency of the fucking. But if we only knew how filthy each other really were. We would just give each other relationship sex. Enough to make a mess but nothing exciting. I would be filth with these ohlther women treating them like sluts and have the wildest sex. Only to come home and have the old-fashioned couple sex. I knew she was cheating and I that's why I always stepped it up a gear. She would go have a quickie with some dealer in the back of car. I would go take copius amounts of party bits and have group sex orgyies with my mates and random woman from nightclubs. Her cousin was there one night and I vaguely remember when I slid it in to that tight pussy the moan "I can see why she likes you, but she's fucking so and so. Just so you know". At that I thrust hard deep inside. I felt her 19 yo lips grips hold of my 7 inch. (Granted not the biggest, but 2.1 inch thick. She bucked and rode like a rodeo rider. I didn't last long before my friend and his piece of fun come the room. They laughed and just sat on the bed. The cousin started to clean me up, gently guiding my jizz covered tip to her mouth. Her friend but in. And said she wanted some I looked at my friend to see if they was any problem I just gave me the wink. ( his lengths bigger than mine but skinny like a pencil like 9.5 long but 3/4 thick. They were competing to get me hard again. And as I got lost in the moment I failed to see the phone recording. I've since seen the video and she started with herself sucking me and then her friend taking turns. I got excited and grabbed the phone began to watch it back and and seen it had been sent.... well im not a half's kinda guy so. I got the phone, flash on. Talking filth the the two sluts in front of me. They had started rubbing each other by then. Video rolling. I turned full director mode. Talking filth. The party bits took over I got brash. ( praise my cock.tell her much you loved it inside you l. Tell her how wet it made you.) Her friend turned to me licking her fingers and put me back in her mouth. The cousins was giving her hole perfect attention. They way a woman knows a woman, they squirmed and riggled. They both started whaling the cousin enjoying her hole. While the friend was giving me the sloppiest, naughtiest blow job ive had to date. Any way of my friends joined in and the party had died down. So the girls friends came to see where we all went. The shock of their faces and almost nativity as they giggled and gasped. They soon realised that the girls where all involved and having good they stripped off and the other girl left the room. We all took turns recording. And swapping round. The mattress was damp for a week. I sent the extended edition to the ex girlfriend and told I know what she has been doing and who with. Oh and that your cousin likes my length alot. She didn't reply for 20 minutes or so. But we all continued. I woke up in the living room naked the cousins head on my chest. And the friends head in my lap. Is was stroking my peniss absent mindedly. As  people started to get the next day they was a mischievous yet almost guilty air in the house we all smirked as we passed each in the house trying to find our stuff. I checked my phone to see several missed called and video chats from the ex. The cousin came to me and said "she's sent this" I watched it... we all did and recognised our own moans in the background. I was rock hard instantly it was throbbing so much it hurt. Underneath there was a message say I filmed that to warm me up for ******. One of many lads she had on the side. I didn't feel angry or jealous. I was horny but didn't feel the expected heart break of having done to me. What had been done to her. I was disappointed.. for one, if I had known how filthy and kinky she was I probably wouldn't have wondered. But I also think she hid that from me. We patched things up and i got a slice of the filthyness. We even watched the video while we fucked. But the damage was done. We couldn't be together after that. True love is unconditional she knew i was horny filthy man slag, and I knew she had a slut inside her, she justbdidnt give me it. It came out from time to time when she would call after a nught out. We met up a few years later and she looked unbelievable. I did too. Although still had a massive ego. It soon led to us fucking when she landed at mine one morning after some stranger had dumped a load in her down an alley. She would come in put my cock straight in her mouth and started ratching the cum out of her licking of her fingers like the pink dildo. She lives the taste of cum. Hers, mine, anybodies. We often sneaky link im married now and so is she but nobody knows how to fuck each other like we do. But my wife gives better blow jobs. I joke about it with her while she's trying to drain me. She tell me her husband is thicker than me . She knows the narcissist in me makes me fuck like  point to prove.I lost the video i sent her and i thought this was gone too. Its my go to video for a quick release. 12 mins when she makes those little noises drives me insane. She's has a few other videos on here ive found. Few webcam and selfshot videos. I don't miss her but i do miss the pussy

My Best Mates Mum in law- Church goer,teacher and loving Wife/mother nowdays but not always so.
At a party other night and she had just a few too many glasses of wine haha and I got talking to her and kept the drink coming and soon she started to talk to me about things in her past Her words I was a stranger to her and easier than someone she knows I still am struggling to take on a lot of what she admited to in her past and all I can say is I wish I had been there too.
The best bit she was talking about her student days in England back in early 70s and how she was bit of a wildcard and run up a Debt to a Loanshark she had no chance to repay and bottom line he gave her the chance to do a couple of Pornos to settle up and she agreed.
She ended up doing 3 films for him First was with a Geezer from Manchester Tattoos goldchain the works standard Fare BJ and fucking Second was with another Student a Black guy from Trindad but the Third is the 1 she started to sob about when telling me and will always hate herself for doing.
Loanshark guy give her a choice she could clear off her debt with one film or at rate she was going another five all she had to do was fuck 1 of his dogs yes thats right a dog I couldnt belive my ears that she was telling me.
She then told me that it was the only thing in her Life she regretted doing and can never get it out of her life and that the bit that gets her the most was'nt the dog fucking her but fact she had to pick the 1 that done her adding insult to injury in her book.
So the Guy had 3 dogs a Dobermann a German shepard and a English sheepdog and she picked the German shepard supposly these Guy had been doing these for years and the dogs he kept were as soon as possible took away from their Mothers and kept on his smallholding in Scotland and never see another female dog only Human females and only when he had a film to do so they would equate women with sex.
Anyhow she told me to her regret that she took that option to get clear and told me that The GSD was going nuts as soon as she started to take off her clothes she barely had her panties off when Guy let him lose and he pushed her over and gripped her that tight (cut her just below her tits scars stillthere she showed me)and just planted his cock in her and plowed her for about 5 minutes before he knotted her which she says was worse thing ever happened her as he tied her for about same length of time but kept pulling her about to get to his food/water etc she said she pleaded with him to pour water on him as she had seen that work before but he refused incase it put off his dog then the shame before he took her back home he watched tape to make sure it came out all right and she saw herself been abused.
Thats it people still reeling with all this Me I want to see these films even the dog 1 as partial to watching a bit of beast but unless I pay her a vist and see if I can get titles or whatever I am stumped but silver lining I am gonna pay a vist and see if my new found knowledge will get me a fuck sure she is in her 60s now and older than my mum but have to admit she is OK looking still and anyway after her confession I have been nursing an almighty boner for her so wish me luck
Goodbye

Recently I came across a video on Motherless, that reminded me of something that happened some years ago, I am now 59 and this story happened when I was in my early 30's, mobile phones was in there infancy basically text phone calls only no video, but camcorder's were around. I try my best to find the recording that was made, its probably grainy if I find I will post on Motherless. it was my close mate who set up camcorders all over his flat, in his Kitchen/lounge, bedroom, bathroom. he gave me a copy after the event.

This was a kind of payback- revenge,
Steve was dating a lovely girl he was 28, she was 20, her name Carly petite slim athletic figure, nearly flat chested, puffy little nipples, a trimmed pussy, pert ass, strawed dye hair, big brown eye and sexy dimples she was always smiling she stood no taller than 5 foot, Steve was a 6 footer towered above her, he was fairly handsome guy, he was very popular with the ladies, fit as a fiddle not an once of fat on him wash board tummy (6pack) he played a lot of sport, very intelligent ,he was a pilot, with a big big airline
The story begins when Carly announced she was being transferred with her job she was a ground staff air stewardess, and when she had completed her training she would be going in the air as a full air stewardess, Same airline as Steve, so chances was they be on the same plane, the main hub for the Airline was Gatwick London, UK. so they was moving to the area, Steve kept his flat, in Bristol UK, he loaned it out to me at a small monthly price.

After they moved and Carly passed completed her training, she did get placed as cabin staff Air stewardess on his plane, so they was together, a few flights Carly had to stay on the ground to take her final exam, which she passed, but IT was brought to Steve's attention, that Carly's ex was a security guard at Gatwick Airport, he had found out some how Carly was based there and he applied for a job there, and apparently Carly had been seen with him going to the pub for meals and drinks,
Steve knew the reason why Carly and her ex split up, he had cheated on her controlled her and had hit her a few times, and he dumped her, but never got over Carly,
So when Carly was finally back in the Air Steve was happy, made him feel secure, how ever Carly didn't go back on his plane to start with he did mostly long haul flights she got put on several short haul, then she re-joined Steve's plane, but Steve was made to feel uneasy as several of the stewards and stewardess's told Steve that on 2-3 of the short haul flights, they believed that Carly's ex had managed to worm his way on as air flight security, and normally all the stewards, stewardesses shared a hotel room with a fellow steward , stewardesses but Carly got a room on her own and her ex was seen going in and coming out of her room, and on more than one occasion she looked as if she had had over night company,
Steve took all this in , and obviously he questioned Carly, she at First denied anything she said yes he had been on the same flights she was on but only twice and she roomed on her own as the girl she was told to share with snored and she didn't really like her
but Steve was still very suspicious so he kept asking her in different ways, Eventually she cracked and confessed he had stayed in her room, she was tired and confused, and didn't realise she still had feelings for him and he said he still loved her and wanted to marry her and wanted her to dump Steve,

When Steve got the truth he felt so low such an idiot, Carly promised they never had sex was just kissing and cuddling, Steve didn't believe a word she was saying as once he could except but 2-3 times No Way, Carly promised it would never happen again she really Loved Steve was broken he couldn't concentrate on his job so he booked a month off he explained to the Airline, so they granted him the time off they also gave Carly the same time so they could sort there relationship out, the ex carried on working as a security guard at the Airport, and did the occasional in flight security, but he gave that up when he realised he was not going to get any long haul so couldn't be near Carly, now the ex as you have probably guessed was a low life slime bucket,
he managed to get Steve's and Carly's address in Gatwick, he had positioned a very very small spy type camcorder that could record maximum 30 minutes of film, he sent a copy of a recording to Steve that had been transferred on to a VHS video tape, This recording clearly showed Carly giving her ex a blow job and swallowing his cum, and she was on all fours and the ex took her in her pussy from behind.
Steve's worst suspicions was there in a recording in front of him, so again Steve Questioned Carly again, she denied denied denied denied even after he showed her the recording she denied saying it wasn't her, then as the recording went on her face became very clear and you heard him saying to her. you still Love me don' t you ? she answered no this was a mistake, you took advantage of me, I am drunk you plied me with drink , I love Steve !!!, I love
Steve, as she cried, then Carly after seeing and hearing the whole recording, finally admitted it.
Steve had an idea this wasn't the first time Carly had cheated on him, again her asked her to tell him the truth as he was fed up with all the finger pointing and Chinese whispers, if she told him the whole truth they may be able to work things out and salvage there relationship.
Carly broke down crying un controllably dropping to her knee's holding Steve around his legs, saying please don't leave me please I love you, I want to marry you spend the rest of our days together, I will do anything for you, I let you do what ever you want to me, Steve was also tearful, as he said you got to tall me the truth, since we became an official couple, I want to know everything.
Carly started spilling the bean's saying it always happened when she got drunk, I been with 2 of the other AIR stewardesses who I know you fucked in the as before we came together, I know Steve said I told you about them, I had sex with one off my trainer's that old guy, Tom he was rubbish came as soon as he got it in me, you Mate Pete, he took me outside when you was playing pool, her fucked me over the bonnet of a car, , then after he finished put me on the back seat of your car, went back in the pub told you I was pissed and he had put me in your car, and my ex that you just found out about, was only fucked in my pussy,
Ok we can I hope work it out the common theme is it happens when you are pissed, so you have to promise no more alcohol, then you don't get drunk your pants wont fall off you wont get fucked,.
even though Steve had assured Carly they could work it out, Carly fucking her Ex was a bitter pill for him to swallow, made him sick to the depths of his stomach,

He was on the phone to me saying they had a month off and they be heading back to Bristol for a weeks holiday, not to worry they had an apartment at Airport, in the pilots stop over hotel, they would be spending 1 night at the flat, this kind of confused me, then Steve told me the full story, and he wanted revenge get his own back on Carly,
ummm what's your idea buddy I asked, he replied well Carly likes a drink likes to get pissed and likes the cock when she is pissed, so I want to see herself enjoy herself and be there to watch her, so I want you Paul to get a group of lads together. not mates, preferably nice looking strangers, I know you have contacts that neither me or Carly know, and these people shouldn't know us, you can arrange that can't you, yeah yeah mate for sure, but is this a good idea, you Love Carly don't you, Steve replied yes of course I do but this will make me fell a lot better, don't worry Paul he said, she won't remember a thing I will take care of that,
that's when I that mentioned I knew Carly's ex and his wife yes he's married, i went to the wedding earlier this year, Married fucking married, and he's still going after Carly, that fucking guy needs to be taught a serious lesson,
I told Steve I as friendly with the wife and like Carly she got drunk her pants just happened to slip of, and I had gotten her drunk and fucked every one of her holes, he is still up in Gatwick working he only comes home one week end a month, and he has been this month, so you tell me the date day you and Carly are going to be back and stopping at the flat and I make sure she is her and pissed you can make yourself fell even better you can fuck Carly's ex's wife silly no holes barred mate, Steve simply said Do it make it happen,

A week later Steve rang saying they was at the pilots stop over hotel and to make it happen on the Friday or Saturday night, I got to work, as I worked as night door security in the Pub and Night club's, I got to know a lot of guy's so I contacted about 10 fellow night security guy's to see if they was up for a sex party with 2 beautiful willing girls, no holes barred, only 3 was interested but could only do the Friday night, I also knew a lot of guy's at the local Gym all had good bodies none to big in the penis area but ok size, not to muscle bound either I got interest from 2 of them, there was a small group of lads I was friendly with socialised with when not working from my martial arts club, we did MMA type stuff and kick boxing, 4 of them was interested that was 8 guy's, day was set for the coming Friday night, I basically called it a house party bring a bottle, starting at 10pm,
I rang Steve told him was sorted, was he 100% he wanted to go through with it ??
Steve was definitely sure it was all go, we was going to a pub late afternoon to get the drinks flowing I was to invite, Carly's ex's wife Alice, thin girl big tits 5'3" 45/47 kgs black hair blue eye's wore glasses, bit of a plain Jane type, but a great fuck, never stopped moving, definitely no sack of spuds,. after a few drinks we pop in to a Italian restaurant that I had to book for 7pm no later,
then on to another pub, before getting back to that flat by 9:30 ready for the sex party, hopefully both girls Carly and Alice would be well on the way to getting drunk, I was still wondering how Steve was so certain neither of the girls would remember a thing just probably be sore when they sobered up.
I soon learned on that Friday night out the corner of my eye I see him put some clear drops in both the girls drinks he did this 3-4 times, and when we was in the last pub he got me himself and the 2 girls up dancing, to some 70's 80's disco music,
We got a Taxi back to the flat, as the girls had become a little weak in the legs, It was pay Taxi driver out taxi into the lift in to the flat pour a drink or 2 before anyone arrived, Steve even invited the Taxi driver but he declined as he was married and was on duty or he would have joined us.
Steve put some music on grabbed a can of lager pulled Carly up and started to dance sexily with her did the same with Alice, a knock at the door 4 of the guy's I invited was there, I led them to the lounge kitchen area told them to put the drinks they bought along on the side grab a cold one out the fridge and make themselves feel comfortable, my phone rang 2 of the security guy's was calling off they was now working, the party was well under way when about 11 my phone went again the other guy's from the martial arts club also called off, I told them it was fine, they guy on the other end said it was a joke they didn't believe I was being serious so they went pubbing and was going clubbing, ok
there was 6 of us guy's 2 willing but unknown what was about to happen girls, 6 guys was perfect as the girls only both had 3 holes each to fill.
I quickly spoke to Steve, said that was it no more guy's coming along it was just the 6 of us.
Steve signalled for the other guy's to join me dancing with his Girlfriend Carly, there was hands all over her body and the guy's was kissing her neck checks lips Carly was Loving the attention, we was basically holding her up as her legs had gone so weak from what ever Steve had put in the girls drinks, Steve in turn pulled Alice to her feet, and started dancing touching her ass, I joined him leaving Carly dancing being kissed and groped by 4 stranger's,
I was behind Alice Steve in front, we was both now kissing her and feeling her up, Alice was not as weak as Carly she could just about stand unaided as we was kissing Alice she lent her head back towards me said I never had 2 guy's at same time are you both going to fuck me hard tonight, I always dream of this, my useless fucking husband doesn't know who to satisfy any woman his oral skills are non existent, I'm sure he doesn't know where the clit or G spot is as she laughed, Steve was busy un dressing Alice he had dropped her jean's and pants to the floor had lifted her T-shirt and took a tit out her bra and was licking and teasing a nipple, I had got my cock out and Alice was holding masturbating me slowly. I looked at Steve and said you best give the Ok to the other guy's
Steve turned to them said guy's she is all yours enjoy her strip her any way you want rip tear cut her clothes off, you can eat her get her to eat you fuck her silly, but no ass fucking she is a Virgin in that hole, he looked at me said Paul my mate best buddy i like you to have the pleasure of taking Carly's ass virginity, but its got to be done dry and sadistically, just fucking ram it up her rip that ass apart, then you guy's can do what ever you want with her, Carly in a very drunken muffled slurred voice said something like not my ass and only you can fuck me Steve I'm your girl just yours, I understood perfectly what she said, Steve on the other hand heard different to everyone else, he said there you go lads once Paul here has taken her ass virginity, you heard her she wants you al to do her ass even me.

Well me and Steve carried on with getting Alice completely naked we lay her down on the carpet, I lowered my cock in to her mouth while Steve lifted her Alice's ass just off the floor positioned his cock at her pussy opening, Alice snarled at him don't you dare tease just get it in me a fuck me good make me wet and feel your cock deep in me, as he slipped in and out of Alice's pussy, to the side the other guy's had Carly bent over the arm of the sofa and one of them had entered her pussy and was pushing deep while the others was masturbating over her bake one sat on the sofa getting blown, they all change quite often, Steve stopped fucking Alice turned her over putting her on her knee's then entered her from behind, he called me to him and said I hope you don't mind I have a camcorder, in my bag over there it is a bit of a big one it carries a VHS cassette it is simple to use, just point it press record, I want you to record all this for me get close up, but before you record Carly getting fucked, I want you Paul to record me fucking Alice in her cunt mouth and ass and make sure you get both our faces in the shot,
so that's what I did for the next half hour record Steve fucking all Alices holes, Steve told Alice to use his name and to tell him what hole she wanted him to fuck, it made me so fucking horny
I knew I was going to explode once I got a mouth pussy or girls ass around my cock, I got my chance to Fuck Alice in all her holes and me and Steve DPd her ass her pussy and ass and pussy proper DP,
All that time the four other guys had used Carly's pussy and mouth made her swallow all there load, and seriously cream pied her pussy, I looked at her and her pussy was so so red she looked really sore, Alice went over to Carly who was lay on the floor ass propped in the Air as the guys had put cushions under her bum Alice just lowered her head directly on to Carly's pussy and began to eat the cream pie out her pussy, as she did this she asked Steve to fuck her up the ass, when he was done she wanted me up her ass followed by all the other guys,
We all took our turns, Alice then said she wanted to be made air tight, but first she wanted to see me take Carly's as virginity, Carly was rolled on to her front, and the cushion was placed under her so her ass was in the air easier to be entered, Alice carried on eating Carly's pussy from behind and fingered her asshole and gave it a little lick leaving Carly with a little lube she then took me Paul in her mouth made sure I was rock hard she held my cock as I eased the tip of my cock into Carly's Virgin ass,
Steve shouted out going no mercy just ram in all in go balls deep Paul or I get one of the others to take her virginity, at that I held Carly's hips tight I could just about hear Carly saying no please no please don't hurt me please, as I held her hips tight I lunged deep in to her as definitely no mercy I was buried deep real deep, everyone was geeing me on go for it fuck that ass even Alice was telling me to fuck her virgin ass hard and deep, a voice said that's it stretch the bitch make her bleed, I fucked her real hard real deep, it must have hurt her badly as I am no small guy, 7-9 inches long and really really thick, they guy's nicknamed me horse, I guess because of how big and thick my cock was. as I kept fucking I could hear muffled crying asking me to stop, but in full throws of fucking there was absolutely no chance I was going to stop, Steve had re=entered Alice's as and we was fucking the 2 girls in rhythm.

All night long the guys ploughed both girls holes all 3 of them but they paid particular attention to Carly's once virgin that I Paul had broken in earlier that night,
by about 3-4 am all the stranger guy's I had invited has drifted away, it was just me Steve Alice and Carly, Alice now had hold of the camcorder and was recording me(Paul) and Steve abusing Carly's body, we fucked her as we DPd her ass pussy over and over, we DPd her properly, 1 in pussy 1 in the ass, we took turns really ramming Carly's ass was a competition judged by Alice who fucked Carly's ass the hardest,
We both fucked Alice's holes as well she loved it, after a while longer with Steve fucking her pussy Alice fell asleep, poor Carly was already fast asleep on the sofa face down head hanging slightly over the side, being a nice guy, (hehehehehe) I put a blanket over her naked body, just before I covered her over I made a short recording of what her asshole looked like, it was a swollen mess ripped torn a little bit of blood looked as if we had fucked her piles out, she looked very similar to what a Baboons ass looks like, her pussy was also very swollen if I was asked what I thought had happened to her pussy I say it had either bean beat up with a cricket bat or run over by an articulated lorry road kill (hahahahahaha)
Alice's ass looked similar as Carly's Baboon really red and swollen but it wasn't as bad,
we all fell asleep. I was the first to wake up in the morning followed by Alice, well I say morning, it was closer to midday
Alice sat there in my bed clenching the bed clothes tightly around herself, she asked me why she was naked in my bed with a strange guy led next to her, I passed her my dressing gown she made her way to the bath room, she shouted for me to go to the bathroom, where she was bent over looking at her ass and pussy in my full length wall to ceiling mirror, she said look at that Paul what the fuck happened to her last night, look at my ass I hope it was you not that other guy that did that to my ass, I just laughed and had to walk away, She showered got dressed, when she came out the bathroom I made her a coffee. I told her if she thought she looked bad and was sore she should see the other girl Carly, she's 10x worse off. at that I lifted the blanket and showed Alice poor Carly's pussy and ass, upon seeing Carly, Alice nearly choaked and spat her coffee everywhere, OMFG the poor girl ain't going to be able to walk or poop, and seeing how swollen and red raw her pussy is I doubt she be peeing properly,
Come on Paul what went on last night you and your matey over there couldn't have done that much damage to the 2 of us girls alone no way,
I said to Alice don't you remember anything at all, she looked me in the eyes saying no not a thing,
So what ever Steve gave them did actually really do it's thing.
Then Alice's phone buzzed it was her husband Carly's ex, of course A lice didn't know this, she shushed me , When she came off her phone all I got was shit he's on his way home he be back by 3pm today,
Ohhh fuck fuck fuck he's going to want to have sex, Crying she asked how the fuck was she going to explain how her pussy is so swollen beat up and how on earth can she explain her asshole resembling a Baboon ass, I just told her to say she was having her period, had been to the gym and used one of the big stretchy bands thingy's and it had come loose from its bar and had sprung into her crutch whipping it, she said stop laughing its not funny he will know I been having sex,
Steve had been awake listening to Alice, he put his worth in and told Alice every thing and everyone she had fucked had been recorded,
That's when Carly woke up she tried to move, why does it feel like my ass and pussy had been trampled by a herd of elephants, Steve got up walked naked over to Carly lifted the blanket bust out laughing saying all times I have seen you naked I never noticed you had a Baboons ass (hahahahahahahahaha) he was in hysterics

Don't you girls remember what went on last night, Both had a blank look across there faces, I guess not Steve said, We both had a brilliant night didn't we Paul mate,
Don't worry girl's everything was recorded if you are good we can all get together another time, and watch the recordings together, over a bottle of wine a take away, that OK if we can do it here isn't it Paul.
Yeah of course it is Steve,
Both Alice and Carly told Steve he was a scheming son of a bitch, he had the recordings he was going to use the recordings to blackmail them get them to do what he wanted,
Steve said I never thought of doing that, thanks Girls, Carly looked at Steve said how can you do this to us to me, I thought you loved me, thought we was going to get married that's what you told me,
Don't worry Carly I told you we would work our relationship out, what happened last night was a bit of pay back remember those things you told me you had done while pissed I didn't believe you so I got you drunk to see if you was telling the truth when you was plied with drink you get taken advantage of to easily, well you proved to me you was actually telling the truth, now I will see if the second part of what you told me was true then we will get married if you still want to Paul can be the best man and Alice if she survives that prick of her Husband could be your matron of honour,
Alice said so what's this got to do with me or am I just a pawn in your sick game,

There is a second story that goes with this one but that's for another day

I hope you all enjoyed this story, I know its a long story but its the only way I could genuinely write it explain in detail to do it justice,
I Asked Steve and Carly if I could write this and post it on Motherless he said yes but i had to write as he dictated happenings to me, this is the story as he said it.

Coming soon video my mate and me just filmed earlier with a Hooker and his Rottweiler Tyson.

It has taken us years to find a bitch stupid/desparate to do this even most whores wont but Friday night found 1 and she turned up 6 hours ago and for �550 gave both of us a BJ and then let us film her giving Tyson a Bj and let him mount and fuck her as I said finally oly time we came close before was a girl who loved watching animalsex but chickened out when it came to do it so hats off to all the producers who managed to track down and produce beast films over the years and when we post ours hope you will all enjoy

last night i walked to the shops for a couple of cans, which is something i dont usually do as im not a big drinker. the shop is only a 5min walk from my place and on the way this little chav (google "chav" if you dont know the meaning) approached me wanting a ciggie, now if he'd of asked politely i probably would have given him one but what i got was "oy mate, now then, gimme a fag" so i said "no" and walked on thinking that would be that.

he followed me to the shops and as i got closer to the entrance he got closer to me and i thought he's gonna try something here and prepared myself for a confrontation. he got infront of me and gave me �5 and said "now then, get us a bottle of qc, a mars bar and some rizzla" he had his hand on my chest trying to stop me form going forward and i just said "what am i? your personal shopping assistant?"

he got a upset by this and proceeded to not move out of my way and kept saying "where ya goin? where ya goin?" and i just forced my way past him, the shop keeper yelled at him "take one step in here and this time im calling the police" a few nights earlier this chav cunt helped himself to some booze and ciggies after knocking the shop owners wife to the ground.

so as im leaving with my 4 pack of stella this twat is acting like hes my best friend, he must of been on smack or something because this behaviour aint normal at all. he kept kicking my carrier bag just hard enough to really piss me off as he was following me along. i thought to myself i dont want this shit stain follwing me home so i put the bag down and thought i'll just have a few word with him and tell him politely to please fuck off away from me.

he gets eyeball to eyeball close to me almost immediately and said "i want a fag" so i headbutted him and he hit the floor like a ton of bricks screaming and yelling like a retard on the floor. i picked my bag up crossed the road continued on, and then a shoe flys past me ear. and hes back on his feet minus a shoe screaming hes gonna stab me with an aids infected needle in the arse. so i walk on with his shoe in my bag.

he didnt like this and he didnt like getting his foot wet either, so he started manicly hopping over towards me screaming and shouting almost in tears "i want my fuckin shoe back ya bastard, just give it back, pleeeeeease!!"

so im almost pissing myself laughing and i started to feel a tiny bit sorry for him. so as im getting his shoe out i noticed a small sachet of brown powder in his shoe which i emptied into my bag before throwing his shoe a good 15 metres into the road in the opposite direction. he hopped like a fucking pogo stick to get to it, and i just dissapeared into the night.

im gonna go back to the shops later tonight with what i can only guess as being his heroin. if i see him i'll have him performing all kinds of tricks and stunts if he wants it back, might even film it on my phone - keep you all updated, bye~

My mate can no longer get a hard on, but still likes his wife to get some sexy pleasure. This is where I come in. This is his wife riding my dick, while he films, and gives a running commentary.

previously:

Sins and Secrets

I hadnt spoken to Anna after we fucked. So when the next morning came I was anxious... did Jim hear something? Did she give it away somehow?
I went in the kitchen while Anna and Jim were there to test the waters. Jim wore sweatpants and a shirt, Anna a tanktop, a bra and shorts. Jim seemed happy, Anna was flirty around him, more than usual, smacking his ass and giggling. That was irritating but good for me. I sat down to eat some toast, they were talking about what they were going to eat for dinner. Jim said he had no time to buy food so Anna said she would. At that point I joined the conversation and asked Anna if I she could bring something for me too. She definitely looked alarmed when I talked to her directly, but made sure Jim didnt see it. I told her what I needed, adding: "Can I have your number please? I tend to forget something. I could text you then." First she looked pissed, then afraid for split seconds, but then calmly said "yes sure..." and gave me her number. Jim didnt notice what was really going on. But my plan worked. Now I could text her and she me, without him being suspicious why we got each others numbers.

I went back to my room, pleased with myself. Jim and Anna went back to their room as well, and a few minutes later I heard moaning again. I felt empty. Would that be a one time only thing? Would she never fuck me again? Insecure as I was, I sure thought that was the case. After Jim left I wanted to text her. But I wasnt so sure I should. I waited. My door was opened, Anna standing in it. "Have you thought of anything else you need?" she said loudly, so that everyone else in the apartment could hear, while she signaled me to come closer. "No I dont think so thanks" I said, also loud. When I was close she whispered: "Why the FUCK would you ask me for my number infront of Jim?" I explained it to her. She nodded then said loudly "Well if you need anything else, text me." She emphasized "text me" so much that even I got it. "Thanks, I will." I answered and went back into my room, while Anna went grocery shopping.

I sighed in relieve and texted her: "Hi :)" and thought "What if Jim reads her messages? I have to be super careful... shit..." I thought for a while and then wrote: "Did you know that this messenger is really unsafe? They can read all your messages!" She typed... deleted everything... typed again... "He cant read my messages here and I turned off that the text turn up on my lock screen. This is safe"
I replied: "phew. Sorry had to be sure."
She: No problemo. Talk to you later."

I was excited. Got her number, no problem. She is still interested, very nice. Jim doesnt get it, veeery good. I fucked her and got away with it. I was waiting for her, thinking of her outfit this morning made me hard... I masturbated just to keep my dick hard for her. When she finally came home, I texted her: "Come to my room ;-) got something for you" when she didnt reply I got nervous, but then heard a knock on my door. I tried to hide my boner (could have been my other dorm mates as well) before I said "come in". It was her, but she did not seem as excited as I was... She handed me my groceries and said loudly: "Here you go, thats $10.32" I revealed my boner but she shut me down and whispered: "what are you thinking? Jim could be any minute, your dorm mates could see or hear us! Stop thinking with your dick!" I pulled up my pants and mumbled "sorry I was... I just... sorry" She nodded "its alright, but we have to be careful". I gave her the money and she left the room. Now I sat there... blue balled... when I got a text from her. It was a pic of her tits "that should suffice for the moment" was written under the pic. Before I could answer she wrote: "I sucked his dick this morning and then after the breakfast fucked him, to make sure he was pleased. Pleased men do not think about their GF's going rogue. I wont come tonight. Too dangerous. I'm still craving for sex though."
I then heard the door and Jim calling for Anna, so I didnt respond, afraid that he still might see somehow. When I heard Jim and Anna going to the kitchen to make/eat dinner I joined them. When Anna saw me she looked annoyed. She hugged Jim and told him "I forgot my phone in the room, be right back." While I was chatting with Jim I felt my phone vibrate. Anna got back into the kitchen, and pressed her self against Jim, making me jealous as hell. Then she gave me a "you're the third wheel" look. I made my excuses and went back to my room to look at my phone. "Fuck off." Plain and simple, her message. I was frustated. But I understood. We couldnt spend time together with Jim in the room, that would be suspicious if I always turned up when she was there. So I did as I was told.
And I was rewarded. With a text saying "thanks." Yep. Thats all.

The next day. Jim was staying home, so no way I would get a minute with Anna. I finally texted her back, when Jim was in another room, saying "Thanks is not enough. I need more. More of you." She didnt reply for a while. I was afraid I asked for too much. I didnt hear of her for the whole day.
The after, Anna left. Finally I got a text: "I know. Next time, promise. In the mean time, I can supply you with something, so you may enjoy yourself ;-)"
We started exchanging pics, she told me she would send them to Jim too, since if he discovered the pics on her phone of her, he would know somethings up. I thought that would upset me, but it really turned me on. We talked about sex. She liked the sex with Jim, but it was not as exciting anymore. Cheating really turn up the heat I guess. I told her about fantasies I had in mind. Fucking her right next to Jim sleeping. Make a video of her masturbating to send to Jim, while I was in the room jerking to her and turning her on.
I told her I love being in charge and she should call me master. She gladly did. I started telling her what kind of pictures she should take. We agreed though, that her head should not be visible, so if Jim sees them on my phone he wouldnt recognize her immediately.
She told me she loved the idea of eating cum. Or drinking it. She bought a toy, a skin colored dildo.

Our text got really dirty and we got turned on more and more. I couldnt wait for her next visit.
then the day finally came. She chose a week where Jim had to work daily. We didnt make any plans, so it wouldnt get dull. The evening she arrived I had to hold back. She was with Jim all the time, no way to spend time with me. I used her pictures of course. I couldnt sleep that night. When I was sure everyone was sleeping I texted her. No reply. The next morning came slowly. When Jim finally left, I went into the kitchen. Rock hard. Boner showing through the sweatpants. I played the old game. She set in her usual chair. I said "Hi", stood close to her to reach my shelf and shoved my dick in her face. I moved my hip as close as I could. She grabbed my dick but said under her voice "Are you crazy? First the text in the middle of the night! You could have woken Jim! And now this?!" I looked into her eyes and said "Did you forget? I'm your master. You obey me." She still looked angry but nodded. "I couldnt hear you" I said. "Yes" she whispered. I pulled down my pants just a little so my dick pupped out. "Yes what?" - "Yes Ma..." she tried to said, but got no further because I stuck my dick in her mouth on the A. She looked puzzled, angry and then... maybe turned on? She started sucking either way, making sure not to make any noises. From my position I could look into the hall, so I would see my dorm mates coming. Right at that moment one of them (Peter) came out of his door, looky sleepy as hell. I came hard in her mouth. She even choked on it a little. I greeted my dorm mate with a "good morning" while he was slowly making his way to the kitchen. I quickly pulled my dick out of her mouth and hid it in my pants. Then Peter entered. She still had a bit of cum in her mouth and swallowed it too quickly, choking again. Peter looked at her and said "you alright?" She answered:"Yea just choking on my coffee" and laughed. I went on with my breakfast, while Anna drank the rest of her coffee and went to her room. Soon after I got a text. After finishing my breakfast I read: "That was amazing. I'M so wet right now... " As I went in my room I replied: "I got an idea then. I will come to your room as soon as Peter is in his." So I did. She was laying on the bed, half naked, only wearing a tshirt. She was masturbating. "I want you to film yourself, while I go down on you. You will send this to Jim, pretending to be masturbating." "okay master" she replied, winking at me. I got down in front of her and started sucking her clit. She turned on her phone and started to speak. From that point on, it was her show and I followed her instructions. "Hey baby, I'm so wet thinking of you... I just have to please myself. I'm thinking about you... sucking my clit ... uhh yes.. ohh.. and now you're poking your tongue in my pussy... oh yea keep doing that..." It went on like that for 2-3 minutes or so before she came, gushing in my face again. She turned of the video... I was so hard.. "I want to fuck you. Right now." She said: "but what if they hear us? we cant risk it!" I thought about it for a moment. "you are right. we have to wait. But you can jerk me off." She nodded. And she did. She worked my shaft slowly. "How deep can you go?" I asked. She didnt know, so we tried it out. I took her hair in my hand and forced her mouth on my dick. I didnt push too hard, so she only got 1/3 of my 7 inches in. The next time I pushed harder. Still only half in, before she nearly choked on it. When she came to breath she said "I nearly puked from that..." I nodded "you will have to train. not only on me but on Jim too." So she kept trying but didnt get a lot further by the time I came. She swallowed again, like a good girl. I went back to my room and stayed there for the rest of the day. She was right, we couldnt have too much contact... It was frustrating. I waited for this for weeks. Now I couldnt fuck her when I wanted.

The break. I dont have time for more right now, wanted to get much further. Sorry ;) Left a picture this time :)

I am looking for as many opinions as possible, from anyone. I am not a police officer nor do I have any connections to law enforcement or any governmental agency. I am a private citizen doing research on a subject. I am not here to judge you, sting you, rat on you, whatever. I don't care if you are a sex offender, someone with fantasies, or someone who is completely against the taboos discussed in this topic. I am a former student in Criminology (the study of criminal behavior). My younger brother is a convicted sex offender, sentenced to spend at least another 15 years (his offense was non-violent, and there was no actual victim involved- he was surfing chat rooms for adult porn. Another user sent him a hard drives worth of old that flooded his whole comp with viruses that caused a whole bunch more old to come in automatically. The perp also attached viruses that took screenshots of the hard drive, including credit information, then ripped my brother off while he was in prison. One of the old files had an attachment courtesy of the FBI that ended up screwing him). Due to his case, I took an interest in so called "sexual deviants" and the studying of paraphilias. For one assignment, I had to choose an offender to interview. The instructor put up a list in the class with no information, just a number. At the end of the class, the number we chose from the list was the number file the instructor gave to us. That way, we did not know anything about the offender we were to interview prior to us choosing the case (I guess this way those that were squeamish could not avoid the assignment, and those that were way too interested in the subject could not choose a specific offender they were interested in. We had to work the case, no matter what. My subject seemed to be rather normal- he was a former intern for a doctors office that treated convicted sex offenders and broken families that had been hurt through domestic violence, rape, pedophilia, molestation, etc. During his employment, it was discovered he was stealing case files from the office and using them as masturbatory materials. After several months of lifting files from the office and fantasizing, he decided to act on the fantasy. He began dating a woman with young toddler age children, and gain their trust. One day while his girlfriend was at work, he hit her two year old daughter so hard that her brain severed itself from the spinal cord due to severe whiplash. She remained the rest of her life on life support in a hospital in a coma, as a vegetable due to this. Her mother finally took her off life support at age 4. During his incarceration, the subject was diagnosed with a brain tumor that had been growing in him since he was a teenager, and had it removed. After the removal, his urges seemed to subside for awhile. But after several months, he found himself masturbating in his prison cell to the same violent fantasies as before. Concerned the tumor came back, he went in for an emergency checkup. The doctors saw no return of the cancer, and no other neurological abnormalities in the brains function, and all chemical levels seemed to be balanced. Intrigued by this, I began doing background on the subject. He lived a normal childhood, in a normal middle class family. He was a a B average student all through school, had normal relationships and friendships with peoeple in his own age group, and had no sign of severe mental illness traits in either him or his family. Aside from his conviction and sexual urges, there was nothing in his environmental or physiological traits/background that would point to his reason for these desires other than the brain tumor. I discussed my subject with a neurologist who said the tumor could have changed the chemistry of the brain, but due to current scientific limitations, this isn't showing on any modern test. A sex therapist I went to for a professional opinion saaid that though the tumor caused the imbalance and urges to begin with, the reason she believes the urges continue is due to the fact that his sexuality was de-sensitized during his experience, and this is the only way he knows and is attracted to in order to orgasm. He does truly feel remorse for what he did, and most likely will not offend again if he can maintain the minimal self control he demonstrates by keeping his fantasies as fantasies and not trying to make them reality, while continuing therapy and treatment.

When asked what he thinks of during masturbation, he began recalling the case files he stole from his previous job: the man who tied his wife to a chair in the kitchen, then called their young 1 year old toddler in the room and began beating her while the mother was forced to watch. The mother/father team who beat, molested, and eventually began a full incest relationship (including a so-called marriage ceremony when one of the girls had her first period, and the father took the daughter into a pedophilic polygamous relationship- the girl was 11) all 4 of their children since before they could walk, and were not caught until the oldest child was in her mid-20s. The other mother/father rape team- a young woman (age 24) would masturbate while watching/video recording her husband (age 27) with their daughter (age 4) beating, slapping, pulling hair, choking, throwing, and twisting/locking her joints to the point of severe pain. They apparently also filmed several child rape videos with the child. I compared cases with another student in the class- her subject was found to be in a pedophilic incestuous relationship with his 7 year old daughter. He started with her when she was barely a newborn, performing oral on her, and masturbating/ejaculating on her. When she was 2, he sodomized her for the first time, and this activity continued until he was arrested. By the time she was 3, she was performing oral sex on him. When she was 7, he raped her vaginally. During school the next day, she went to the nurse with severe stomach pains. When the nurse was examining her, she noticed a large amount of spotted blood near the childs crotch area, and had the girl admitted to a hospital. That is when the sexual abuse was discovered, and the investigation began. When interviewed in prison, he showed no remorse, guilt, or shame in what he had done, claiming that he loves his daughter in the same way a man loves his wife, and believed he was showing acts of love whenever he touched or had intercourse with the child. His background is not unusual for someone who displays this type of behavior- rough childhood, parents who abused alcohol and drugs, physically abusive father who left the family for a stripper when subject was 9. His mother eventually abandoned him at age 15 on the street, since him living at home meant she couldn't afford her drug habit. He was in and out of jail as a teenager, and was raped at 13 by an older cell mate. The girl he was convicted of abusing was mothered by a prostitute the subject was dating, and has since improved her life as a healthy and happy young adult who runs support groups, and an inspirational speaker who specializes in abused women and children.

I am not here to pass judgement, support any viewpoint or suggestion, and am looking to remain completely neutral regarding any of this. I am mainly looking at it from a scientific point of view, and have a few curiosities on the subject.
Since my class, I have had the same questions mulling around my head, so I figured I would bring them to a board where I can find what seems to be a large variety of people (both those attracted to children, and otherwise):
1. How do you feel about the idea of a relationship with a child being sexual?
2. If you are sexually attracted to children, how do you define your attraction? Is it based out of power and control? Do you feel you are loving the child?
3. What is your take on offenders whose actions were less sexual and more violent? (IE, offenders who receive sexual satisfaction or fantasy out of watching women/children be hit, cry, or abused)
4. Do you have fantasies of violence, or love when it comes to children?
5. Are the children yours, or someone elses?
6. Do you have anything in your background that would influence your opinion? If so, what?
7. Do you feel modern day society has a large influence on your decision? Follow up question- how much sex and violence have you been exposed to throughout your life? (movies, magazines, games, books, interests, etc)

Thank you for reading my study, and any answers are appreciated.