I confess that I had my first sexual experience with another man last night.

I've fantasized about being with a guy for a long time. I'm not attracted to other men, but the idea of sucking another guy's dick, having a man finger my butt or even having a guy fuck me in the ass has always turned me on. I've bought toys - dildos, buttplugs, prostate massagers, etc - used them on myself and had some amazing orgasms...but I'd always be fantasizing about a real dick sliding up my ass.

After a going through a recent sexual drought, I finally decided to get over my shyness and fulfill my fantasy. I responded to a couple of interesting ads on Craigslist and found a guy who sounded decent and was interested in some of the same things I wanted to try. We corresponded a bit, then agreed to meet up in public and get a hotel room for the night to fool around. He was about 10 years older than me (mid-40s), slightly overweight, average height and a bear; he seemed decent during our brief public conversation and we discreetly got a room.

There was little conversation once we got in the hotel room, as we both quickly stripped and got things started. Neither of us was into kissing or embracing or anything like that, just looking for sex. I'd indicated in our correspondence that I was looking to bottom and be more submissive, while he was interested in being more dominant. He sat down on the bed and I got down on my knees in front of him, with his cock in my face. Prior to this, I'd never had a close look at another guy's dick. His cock was average length (five to six inches) and slightly thicker than mine, while his bush and balls were unshaven. I cupped his balls with one hand and started stroking the base of his shaft with the other, then finally slid the head of his cock into my mouth. I didn't try taking it very deep, as I have a hell of a gag reflex, just sliding it in and out a little and running my tongue around the head and along the underside. I'd pretended to give blowjobs on my dildos before, but this was totally different. The taste of his cock, how it felt in my mouth, his balls in my hand...incredible. From his groans, he was clearly enjoying it. After awhile, I felt his cock throb and the head flare in my mouth - at first, only once every couple of seconds, then more frequently - and I got my first taste of his old-cum. At that point, he told me to sit on my hands and just use my mouth. I obliged and focused just on sucking him, until he put his hand gently on the back of my head and his cock began to pulse. I've eaten my own cum before, but having a load shot directly into my mouth was entirely different. Usually, by the time I'd get my own jizz in my mouth, it would have cooled and started to become clumpy. His load was a spurt of warm liquid directly onto my tongue and down my throat. Each time his dick would pulse, another burst of sperm would flood my mouth and I think he shot five spurts before he was finished. He told me to keep his dick in my mouth and suck out the remaining cum until he went soft, then had me kiss each of his balls and thank him for the jizz.

He told me we had some time until he was hard again and that he'd use it to prepare my virgin ass. By this point, my dick was throbbing and I desperately wanted to cum, but he told me I wasn't allowed to yet. He instead had me get up and bend over a small table in the room. He then put on a set of latex gloves, spread my ass cheeks and told me to keep my eyes forward. I did and soon felt a cool fluid applied to my asshole and the surrounding area. He began to rub my hole with a well-lubed finger, slowly, in a circular motion and gradually applying more pressure. I tried to relax as much as possible as he slowly pushed the tip of his finger through my outer sphincter and continued his slow massaging of the inner ring of my asshole. During my solo play sessions, I've fingered my own ass, but the sensations of having another man sliding his finger slowly up my butt was entirely different. On my own, I could control the speed, depth and pressure of the movement, but here I had to just accept his movements. Finally, my anus yielded and his index finger was inside me. The slight pressure in my butt felt good and I enjoyed it for a few moments before he began to stroke my insides, the beckoning motion of his finger searching for my g-spot. When he finally found it, the sensation was incredible. My urge to cum shot up as pulses of intense pleasure went through my dick with every motion of his finger. The feeling was so much more intense than any of my attempts at massaging my own prostate. I couldn't decide what I wanted more - to cum or to have him fuck me. I think I begged for both at one point. Buried in the pleasure was a feeling of increased pressure on my asshole as he started to work his middle finger into my ass. With both of his fingers inside me finally, my butthole started to hurt a bit, but I forgot about that as he intensified the prostate massage, using both fingers. I pleaded for him to milk me, to jerk me off and let me cum, but he still refused. It wasn't time for that yet...it was time for him to fuck me.

Keeping his fingers up my ass and me bent over the table, he presented me with a condom and made me unwrap it and slide it over his stiff cock. I kissed his balls again, at his request, then he had me apply lube to his sheathed cock. Finally, he withdrew his fingers from my hole, took off the glove and positioned himself behind me. He pressed the head of his cock against my asshole gently at first, then increasing the pressure until my anus spread for him. As he pushed in, I relaxed and pushed back against him - within a few seconds, he was inside me. I'd put dildos up my ass before, but this was a completely different experience. His cock was warm and moved inside me as he shifted position; it felt like he was so deep up my ass and his girth stretched my anus even further. I could feel his bush against my ass cheeks and his balls against my upper thighs. After giving me a few seconds to adjust, he started to fuck me. He started slow at first, drawing his cock most of the way out, then sliding it all the way back in slowly. His strokes would catch my prostate on occasion and I couldn't help but moan as ecstasy shot through my dick. He changed up his thrusts, pulling out maybe an inch, then pumping back in, keeping his cock deep inside of my rectum. After a few minutes, he pulled his cock out most of the way, staying inside me only an inch and doing shallow thrusts, which felt so good on my prostate. Once I'd relaxed enough, he withdrew his cock completely, allowed my ass to close a little, then thrust back deep inside me. The first time he did this, I moaned especially loud and begged for more - after that, each time he withdrew, he told me to beg before he'd put it back in again. And I did. Over and over. He then thrust deep into me, laid on top of me on the table and began to thrust more rapidly - deep, hard, fast pounding of my asshole. His breath quickened in time with his thrusts and it felt like his cock was swelling inside me. With a final groan, he shoved his dick as deep in me as he could - I could feel him pulse even through the condom and knew he was cumming, finally cumming after almost 15 minutes inside my butt.

He withdrew his dick from my tired asshole, took off the condom and laid down on the bed, then beckoned me over. He had me straddle his thighs and then he began to finally stroke my dick. I came in less than 10 seconds, my throbbing cock finally getting release. I pumped out more jizz than I think I ever have in my life and he made sure it all ended up on his dick and balls. When I was done, he squeezed the contents of the condom out onto his cock, mixing our loads, and had me lick him clean. I was still shaking and weak from the intense orgasm and thorough fucking, but did as he said and cleaned up all the cum from his body. With that completed, we both dressed and left.

My writing may not convey it as well as I might like, but it was an amazing experience. I've never felt such intense pleasure, never thought it would feel so good to be fucked in the ass and never cum so hard. He's already sent me a message suggesting we do it again, though he'd like me to show up with a buttplug in next time, so my ass is already prepared and he can just pull my pants down and pound me. He's also suggested maybe bringing a few other toys or even having a longer meet-up, so he can give me a real prostate massage and spend a few hours with his cock in my ass. I'm already looking forward to it.

I confess that I go through phases of sexual mania—during which I seek out people who will let me send them pictures of my spread asshole, or licking up/drinking my own piss, dry-fingering my asshole and licking/sucking the shit off of it, or using a piece of it to hold in my mouth. I once completed a dare to piss in to a shot glass, clip off some pubes to top-off the shot glass and drink. If i wanted to get the hair out of my teeth, my only option was to take another shot of piss. I snap out of these manic episodes and feel deep shame, but it keeps happening anyway.

I have pissed all over my hands and licked them clean. I have fucked my ass with a plunger handle. I have laid my tongue flat on the rim of a dirty toilet. I have put toothpaste in my asshole and let someone watch me squirm as I let it burn and burn, fingering and adding more toothpaste all the while, and eventually putting my toothbrush in my asshole and brushing my teeth with it until the burning stopped.
I fantasize about my s/o one day admitting to me that he wants to piss in my mouth. I’d let him—I’d probably gag, but if he did it just a little bit at a time and pinched my nose I could probably do it.
I’ve only been fucked in the ass once, and it was by him. I want him to do it again, but rougher. I want to be laid on my stomach and tied down, fully spread, as far as my body is able to go. I want him to whip my ass with his belt until I cry, and I want him to then lick and finger fuck my asshole. I want him to periodically shove his fingers down my throat when more lube is needed so I can clean his fingers. And I want him to slip his cock in and fuck me until he cums. I want him to make me lick his cock clean.
Today, I think I’m going to get a rubber band and snap it on my asshole repeatedly while I’m on break. I want to be aware of how my asshole feels for the rest of the day. I need to get a buttplug to wear to work.

I, Anna, confess that I have been fucking my best friend behind my husbands back for years.

Part A5: Voyeur [for all the other stories pm me, I can send you the links]
Hey guys :-*** its meeee :D
So by now you surely know that I love to watch other people fuck/masturbate. I would spy on my sisters whenever I could, since I had sex for the first time far later than they did. Now I'll tell you about some other times I watched my sisters bang men.
Some time after my wedding, Haley Patty and I were visiting our parents. We would spend the weekend at our parents place and I was really looking forward to talking to my sisters and my parents again. And not just a little chit chat. No. We could talk about big questions like, getting kids and stuff. We all arrived on friday evening. Mom had already prepped dinner and we were all pretty hungry. It was delicious. Dad and mom seemed so happy together. Haley was looking good, confident. Only Patty seemed absent. Always on her phone. So while Haley and I had a good talk with mom and dad, Patty barely spoke at all. When we changed to the living room and wine, Patty followed us slowly still on her phone. After ten minutes she asked mom and dad if her boyfriend Brian could come over. I saw moms face. She wasnt happy about that. Not happy at all. But she never could say no to Patty.

Half an hour later, Brian arrived. Mom went to bed a few minutes later. Dad followed her. We decided to watch a movie. Patty and Brian had a couch to themselves and Haley and me shared one. Patty got a blanket for herself and Brian. We watched to movie in silence, when I saw a movement in the corner of my eye. I turned my head slightly. Patty was clearly not focussing on the movie anymore... she was stroking Brian under the blanket. He kept looking over to me and Haley as if he wanted to make sure we werent looking. I leaned over to Haley and said "keep watching the movie. dont turn your head after I tell you. I think Patty is giving a handjob to Brian."
Haley turned her head slightly, just as I had and then nodded.
H:"Maybe we should leave them alone.."
Me:"Yes... I guess we should..."
Five minutes later, I excused myself, saying I was tired. Haley followed my example and left soon after. We brushed teeth together and before we went to bed I gave her a big long hug. When she was in her room, I silently went downstairs and to the living room again. They werent even trying to hide it anymore. Patty sat on Brian and fucked him cowgirl style. I was already wet at that point. Patty fucking on our parents couch? that was pretty wild, even for her. I fingered my wet pussy. Seeing my sisters big tits bouncing around, I touched my own boobs. I imagined how I would let Brian believe I was Patty. Make him blindfold himself and then fuck him. A first orgasmic wave rippled through me. I was dripping on the floor! I got a towel to wipe it up. When I was back, Patty was getting fucked from behind by Brian. She wasnt even holding back her moans anymore. My fingers found my pussy wet and ready. I pushed in three at the same time, fucking myself while watching Patty getting hammered. From her moans I could hear that she was getting close to cumming, and so did I. When she finally did, I squirted in the towel. Quickly I went into my room. I licked some juice off the towel. I love tasting my own pussy. Then I fell asleep.

The next day. We all thought Brian would leave after breakfast, but somehow he stayed. Whats more Patty always clinged to him. Every chance they got the made out. Every time we sat at a table, Patty's hand was under the table on Brians lap. It was annoying but also kinda hot. So I made a plan to watch them fuck tonight. When finally everyone was going to bed, I went into my room, got a vibrator and sneaked out again.

The bedroom door of Patty and Brian was closed. I held my ear to the door to hear them speak or fuck. They were actually already on it. I turned the knob slowly and opened the door just a tiny bit. I waited to hear if they saw what happend. No reaction from inside so I opened the door a little further. I could see Patty now. Her back was turned to me and she was riding on Brians dick. She leaned forward and slammed her pussy down on his cock. I could see her juice making his cock wet. I rubbed my clit until I was wet, then pushed the vibrator deep inside my pussy and turned it on. I didnt put it to full power because of the noise it would make then. I kept rubbing my clit. Patty was moaning loudly, not unlike Haley I have to say. I could see her cum all over Brians dick and I came as well. My juice ran down my legs and I had to lean against the wall so I wouldnt fall over on my shaky legs. I turned off the vibrator and pull it out, it was covered in my juice. I licked it clean. I was already going to close the door when I looked inside again. Patty was on all fours and Brian was lubing up his dick. I stopped closing the door. Could it be...? Would he fuck her ass? I inserted my vibrator again and kept watching. Now in their new position, both could see me at any time, they were both facing the door. Therefore I also couldnt see if he was really fucking her ass, but since he was going so much slower and she was moaning in a deeper tone, I just assumed thats what he did. At that time I hadnt had anal sex yet. So I was kinda curious how it feels. I shoved the vibrator deeper into my pussy, turning it on again and then put one, then two fingers into my ass. I moaned quietly. I was afraid they might hear me, but fingering my ass turned me on so much... I came way before Patty did. I kept watching her getting fucked in the ass though, sucking on my vibrator in the meantime. I returned to my room just after Brian shot his cum in her ass.

I never spoke to Patty about it.

Now watching Patty getting fucked is hot, but she is the slutty one after all. Haley on the other side is still the innocent looking one. I thought I'd never get to watch her fuck, until SAM and her started dating. After I had walked in on them nearly kissing on her 26th birthday, I knew I wanted to see him fuck my sister. It took a while, but when we moved into a house together, I saw my chance. So one night, when Jim was out I made a plan with SAM. I would hide in the closet in their bedroom and watch him fuck my sister. After dinner, we had some wine in the living room. I was the first to leave. I brushed my teeth and when I was in the hall I saw Haley going to the bathroom to brush her teeth. I said good night and then sneaked into her's and SAM's bedroom. He was in there and told me "I have some toys prepared for you. So you will enjoy this night as well."
Me:"Oh I will, trust me.."
I grabbed his dick and caressed it. He moaned silently and I backed off, leaving him semi-erect. I got into position. The closet was spacious for a closet, but I could barely move in there. I removed my sleep shirt, leaving me all naked. Then Haley came in. I could see her nipples through the sleeping shirt. SAM was laying on the bed, already naked. Haley went in front of the closet door, turned to SAM and slowly removed her shirt. I could only see her backside, but just then I realized what an amazing feminine figure Haley has. Haley slowly removed her string and crawled onto the bed. She gave SAM a blowjob and I had a perfect view of her pussy. I could see it getting wetter and wetter. My hand went to my pussy. I slowly rubbed it while my other hand went searching for the toys SAM had hidden for me. Haley climbed onto SAM and kissed him for a while. Then I heard SAM say
S:"Just imagine someone was watching us right now..."
H:"mmhhh just thinking about it turns me on... I would love to show the world that I'm your sex goddess..."
S:"Is there anyone in particular who you want to show? Anyone you want to make jealous?"
H:"I dont know.. maybe Patty?"
S:"Why and who else?"
H:"She always brags about how good she is at fucking. That would show her. hmmm I would love to show Jim... let him know my body only belongs to you... I see him looking at me... and oh! Anna as well. Show her how I can fuck her best friend which she never could!"
S:"Oh you are naughty. But what makes you think she even wanted to fuck me?"
H:"Oh it was just... way before we were together, whenever she would speak of you... she had that look on her face. And the way she talked about you. And how she acted around you. That changed after her wedding I think. And now... I'm the only one who gets your cock..."
With that she let herself sink onto SAM's cock. I could hear the smacking noise as her wet pussy slipped over his dick. I was already fucking myself with the dildo. Haley was riding his cock slowly, moving her hips back and forth. Soon I heard her say "uhh I'm cumming... oh yes.." I had my first orgasm, when her juice was running down his cock. They changed into missionary. SAM did his 0-100 technique. He pulled out completely and then slid it back in all the way. I loved it, immitating it with my dildo. The way the pussy tightens when he pulls out and then the cock forcing its way back in... He was facing me and a few times he looked up and directly at me. I kept immitating his movement and had to hold back so I wouldnt moan just as loud as Haley. Then I thought "Damn I want to go faster... I hope he goes faster now..." Right at that moment he started pounding Haley. I fucked myself with the dildo so hard that I could hear smacking from my pussy.
H:"Uhgggh I'm cumming again... ohh SAM... ohh..." I had my second orgasm just at that time. After she did too, she went on to blow SAM. Meanwhile I tasted my own pussy. I imagined the dildo was SAM's cock and also sucked it off. Soon he blew his load into her mouth. She swallowed it all and kept sucking him. I couldnt believe my eyes. My little innocent sister fucking SAM like that. He said "I love it when you blow my cock until it is hard again.." After five minutes or so, Haley stopped. Meanwhile I had found a buttplug. SAM got some lube. I didnt even know Haley was into anal. But sure enough, Haley got on her knees, laid her head on the bed and offered him her ass. He was facing me again. Slowly he penetrated her. His eyes were locked onto the closet. She grunted in pleasure. I pushed the buttplug into my ass. It was huge. I only had my pussy juice to make it slippery. When I finally had it in, I let out a silent sigh. SAM was fucking my sisters ass. Her moans got louder and louder. SAM kept staring at me and said "Yes, let Anna hear that we're fucking."
Haley grunted and moan and almost screamed in pleasure. I had an orgasm right there and then. I had to lean against the wall so I wouldnt fall. SAM kept fucking Haley... and hard. I never thought Haley could take a pounding like that. I kept fucking myself with the dildo, but before I could cum again, SAM blew his load into Haley's ass and she had another orgasm as well. Then they laid in sleep position, Haley resting her head on SAM's shoulder. SAM threw a thin blanket over both of them and turned off the light. We had to wait until our eyes got used to the darkness. Then SAM signaled me that it was safe to come out.

I opened the closet door, still completely naked and with the buttplug still inside me. When we made the plan I said I was gonna leave as soon as I could, but now I was still horny. I went to SAM's side of the bed and took his hand. I let him feel the buttplug. Then he turned on a small light, which illuminated the room but was not bright so Haley wouldnt wake. Haley's head was still resting on his arm so he couldnt move. I partly removed the blanket, revealing Haley's ass and SAM's now semi-erect dick. I could see the cum dripping out of Haley's asshole... so I spread her cheeks a little and licked it all off, careful not to wake her. Haley's hand went to her ass so I backed off as quickly as possible. But she didnt wake, just smear out the cum on her asshole. I didnt dare to go back to licking it off, but I saw SAM's dick getting harder. So I went over to him and pulled out the buttplug. Then I sat down on his dick, pushing it into my ass. I couldnt move, otherwise the bed would rock to hard. SAM's free hand immediately fingered my pussy. He got in 4 fingers. I couldnt hold back my orgasm. His dick was just too big in my ass and his fingers... I just squirted all over his hand. I got off his dick and kneeled besides the bed to blow him. Then I saw him move his squirt-covered hand to Haley's mouth. He pushed one finger into her mouth and she started sucking it out of reflex. Soon she was sucking on the other fingers as well. His cock was twitching, exploding any second... I went deepthroat and he shot is load directly into my throat. I swallowed it all. I could feel his hot cum running down my throat... I gave him a kiss and finally went to bed.

End of Part A5. Hope you liked it guys :-** leave some comments if you did.

I confess I love having a buttplug or a big dildo in my ass while i cum. It just feels soo good, squeezing it when I squirt out cum. Recently I've purchased a big buttplug online and been in love with it since. It takes alot of lube and warming up to insert the entire object. It's about 4inches thick around the wide end of the plug. But once its all the way In it immediately gives me pleasure. After I ejaculate and clean myself up I love the feeling of my asshole just being used. Everytime I walk or sit down I can still feel my asshole's been stretched out.

So, a question: What kind of porn do YOU want to see, that you have trouble finding?
maybe you find something close to it, but not quite. maybe you've found exactly what you're looking for, but it's either such low quality or the performer in it is so nasty or something that it's just not watchable.
So, in a perfect world, if you could commission a (LEGAL!) porn, what do you want in it? what do you specifically want NOT in it?

as for me?
I have four BIG fetishes I like:
Female masturbation
i like the narcissism in female masturbation videos. i don't like the "rubbing one off" when watching porn type. i like watching girls who are really into it. they're having sex with themselves, not scratching an itch.

Girls tasting themselves.
Fuck me. Nothing I like more than a girl, not just tasting her pussy, but ENJOYING the taste of her pussy.

Food play (not shit like spaghetti. i'm talking chocolate, fruit, whipped cream, ice cream, yogurt)
This goes back into "tasting themselves" and seems hard to find. sure, there are dozens of decent videos where a chick smears her tits with whipped cream, or jills off with a banana, but it's not quite right. Peal the damn banana, coat it with whipped cream, ride that fucker to a screaming orgasm and then eat the results! From ultra hard-core to the slowest, sweetest, most erotic uses, these things are under utilized. and good luck searching for them! Chocolate always gets you black dick, whipped cream gets you people being whipped and cum.... euphemisms so fill porn descriptions that you can't actually look for what you want to find!

i have 2 vids uploaded. one is one of my favorite foodplay videos.

Panties
specifically? clean panties. or panties that WERE clean until she started masturbating through them/in them/with them. I absolutely gag when i hear some chick in a video talk about how she's worn her panties for 17 days now and pulls them off to see them FILTHY and soiled. I have an oral fixation (should be obvious by now) and because of that, hygiene matters to me. I don't want to see piss stains and skid marks! I want pristine, clean panties that get SOAKED. And then, preferably, end up in her mouth.

i have 2 videos uploaded, one of them is a great example of panty play that is just hard to find!

what do i hate that always seems to show up?

Anal
I do not like anal. at all, in any form. and it seems to permeate everything! it wasn't that long ago it was a niche of its own. the fact that it's infinitely easier to find new videos of girls doing the most disgusting AtM than it is to find a girl rub one off with a strawberry and eat it really upsets me. Now, if she keeps it clean, and wants to do something like put in a buttplug? does nothing for me, but it isn't a game changer either. when she's dildoing herself frantically and switching holes? damn! that's filthy!

watersports
again, because of the oral fixation, waste is not appealing to me. I know some people with an oral fixation like things like piss drinking. I don't Hygiene matters to much, i can't get past how nasty it is.

dirty talking
mostly because most of it is terrible. if a girl is making a video for a specific dude and she says "i want your cock", that's one thing. she has a target audience, and what she's saying is for him. Otherwise she's just babbling stupid shit. i'd rather listen to wet noises and listen to her moan

smoking
it effects how girls taste. heard it can make her cunt taste like an ashtray. I want to see her taste that pussy and like it. no one wants to lick an ashtray

hairy
i don't mind some hair, especially trimmed. prefer clean shaved. Hairy looks dirty.

Lube
as in from a bottle or whatever. How am I supposed to think she's getting into it if she isn't getting wet?

fat, ugly, or old (or any combination)
why is it you can get an 8/10 chick to stick her tongue in some hairy dudes ass, but the only women you can get who'll fill their twats with cherries and champagne before rubbing one out, gushing the contents into a cup, and drinking it are over 300 pounds and pushing 60? (note, that video doesn't exist, to my knowledge. don't ask me for it)

Ok, i've written way too long. what do you think of what i like or am looking for? know this isn't "requests" but do you know where anything like what i want could be?
and what of my initial questions? what do YOU all want, that you just can't seem to find?
what do you always see that you're sick of seeing, or has ruined an otherwise amazing video?

I confess that i have the most amazing times with my girlfriend.
We both have looked around this website from time to time,we like taboo sex.
Well what is consider taboo respecting the limits.
She and I had a long long list of people we slept with,and i just love that about us.
That she has experience,and that she can enjoy sex just as we guys do,i know how much fun i had,so that turns me on to know that she has just as much experience in bed.
Every time we have something new in mind that one of us,want to experiment with,we talk about it and we just connect at the same level.
I found my match in bed,from time to time in the past i have wondered why no one that i have slept before got me turn on to the point of feeling extreme pleasure.
It was always the same routine for me before..very by the book and no intimacy.
But she gave me that pleasure and that intimacy that i needed to experience,she has done sexual things for me that i never thaught a woman would do.
And also allowed me to do things to her that i never thought it could be possible make a woman do.
Having alot of sex with different partners is fun and all,but wow having sex with a woman that it is with you at any level,It just mind blowing.
You are probably wonder what kind of things we did together.
Well nothing compared to my past FOR SURE,and i even had a threesome in the past,before her, for many people that is the ultimate sex experience.
But i was wrong,i met her and all that in my mind went to shit as the top sex experience.
When we are close to each other i can feel the urgent need to be inside of her,it doesnt matter what time it is,or the place we are at.
I just want to fuck her,and fuck her everywhere,feeling my cock penetrating her in and out watching my dick fucking her pussy so i can feel her amazing lips around my cock,the wetness that makes my body shiver,so warm and passionate to be inside of her.
Because of our sex drive we got caught having sex many times,my fault,more so then hers...the thing is.
I dont have the mental control enough to stop feeling my dick shooting up sensations right to my brain.
Luckly she knows better then me in that area,cause if it wasnt for her i would just love fucking her none stop just enjoying the pleasure to the point of me cumming hard on her face and mouth...or giving her a nice cream pie in her pussy.
She loves facials.. specially this kind of facials, and she look so slutty with my cum dripping down her face and out of her mouth,i just cant help kissing her passionatly once she cleans me off.
So yes most times i love when i get caught fucking her.
I am very voyeouristic and i know how i would feel if i see a couple having sex...so forbidden.
One time i fucked her in front of a window with the blinds partially open,we lived in a second floor, back then,and i saw a bald guy walking his
dog,at first i didnt noticed that he stopped right in front of the bushes and he had his hand strocking his cock inside of his pocket.
I was about to close the blinds for a moment,but then i saw him staring straight up focused on my girlfriend.
That bit of jealousy went away went i felt my dick getting harder,plus he was far from us,nothing he could do.
That instead of closing the blinds i opened them a bit more,he smiled at me and i went back to fucking my girlfriend,i had her on top of the ottoman on her fours,i fucked her doggy style in her vagina and i fucked her in the ass,he was strocking his cock faster and i started to think what was going thru his mind.
He was watching her getting fucked,but inside me i knew he would never even come close to watch her the way she fucks.
Knowing all i know about her,i said to my self,dude if you only knew how good she fucks you will be humpping your dog of desperation,she can ride your dick like a pro,and sometimes you dont need to fuck her,she will fuck you in every way.
He kept watching to the point that his dog was pulling him away.
I grabbed a squash we bought to play with and i fucked her ass with it and then with my dick.
He blew his load cause i could see him walking away giving the the thumbs up.
After he left i shot my load in her face and mouth and i loved it.
From a regular intercourse when we met we have come a long way.
We introduced toys in bed and we had so much fun,she let me double penetrate her and i got to fuck her in the ass to the point that now she tells me that she wants to get fucked in the ass.
(I always had to ask other women for it before her),now i have one that asks for it!
The fist time i got to see her sucking me off after i took my cock out of her stretched asshole was an amazing rush in my body,she deep throats
my cock and i get to cum where ever i want to.
She is a swallower cause sometimes she tell me how she blew guys cocks in the past,all the cum she swallowed and i see that she loves to drink cum and getting her mouth fucked
(She cant vomit)So she cant take cock really down her throat,but i also get turn on cumming on her face,seen my cum dripping down her beautiful face is an amazing sight..
We also got to lick heach others assholes really good.
I love the feeling of her Tongue in my ass how she gets her the tip off her tongue and more,deep inside of my asshole,and all my neves are reaching a high peek of sensations.
She wanted to try anal in me.. so i let her play my ass,first with her fingers back then i thought i would shit myself but she taught me how to relax my asshole to the point that i am past the shitting sensation.
Then it gets to feels amazing,so after her fingers she got to fuck me with her buttplug,not the dildo she uses but the smaller one,cause i am not
that ready to take it that big but it felt even better with the vibrations,..i was sold.
Since then i dont mind her playing with my ass.
I remember the time i got to fist her pussy for the first time,and believe me that we both had a surprised face just seen it happening.
I have a heavy hand,so i didnt think it was possible,but i started with my fingers very lubbed up and i moved around stretching out a bit more so for my thumb to go inside as well.
Feeling her labias stretching out to the max slowly passing my knockles felt such a new experiece and then i felt my fist going inside of her all the way.
She was a bit shocked in the beggining but i bet she got to feel something amazing cause her face changed to pleasure right away.
Wrabbing my wrist she started to puch harder for me to get deeper,i wasnt able to even move my fingers,but seen her stomach move with a bulge made me feel wild inside.
It was amazing to make her cum so hard,i could feel my whole fist wrapped around very tight with her inner walls.
I fucked her good and she came several times,squirting all over me,so intense so hot!
With time we kept talking and she wanted to try anal fisting,so we tried a couple of times,but i wasnt able to get past my knuckles,even with a lot
of oil,but one day it happend,i got to fist her all the way,she took it and watched herself on the tv getting fisted in her ass i could see her face was enjoying it.
We been dating for 5 years and it only gets better,we are both very jealous,but we both talk about what we would like trying even if it gets to
be to borderline, meaning we go for what we feel together.
For example,one time we were at a party and there was a married couple that were in to swinging,i knew the dude wanted to fuck my girlfriend cause
she is super hot.
And i know his wife wanted to fuck me cause she even tried to get in to the bathroom when i was coming in and she was coming out.
After a while they wanted to do body shots so i said ok,i was drunk enough to enjoy the thrill.
But things got a little out of hand and we decided to leave,they came out and gave us their phone number but we said sure and took off.
That night we realized that some fantasies need to stay fantasies.
And that is another thing we can share,we share fantasies of all kinds even the most darkest ones but we know it will stay there.
So we dont like sharing but we do share everything with each other,about everything that comes to mind...she got to watch porn videos of me
with some ex's and i got to see her sucking dick and fucking other dudes from her past as well.
It doesnt bother us,it turns me on when she shares how she fucked other guys and the more she gives me details the better...i love every
story,it was her fun time so i love hearing it about it and sometimes she wants me to share mine with her.
Together we make love to each others minds..and that is something that i really cherrish with having with her.
So we not only have the physical sex life,we have a mental sex life as well.
Well she back home with the kids, from the movies, so i will leave it here...
She will probably see this post later on.so i dont know i hope i didnt
bored you to death.

Btw Today she sent me an email that blew my mind!

I must confess, I once had a strange affair with an older woman.

To make a long story short: I was in a long distance relationship. My fiance was finishing her master's degree overseas and we hadn't been together for years. I always made the effort to come stay with her for a month or so at a time, but by the end of her degree, she was just taking out all of her frustration on me. One day, she told me that we were over. I knew we'd eventually make up. We always do. I always apologize for something trivial that is no where near as horrible as she has been to me, she always reluctantly accepts and never brings up the other things we've fought over, and then that's it.

At the time, I had a penpal that I knew lived near me. We'll call her Jane, as I know she watches porn from time to time, and I don't know how she'd feel about me writing this out. I was still in my mid-twenties. She was an older lady I had met through a mutual friend in an MMO game, and we enjoyed writing to each other. She was married, had three grown kids, and some were starting to have kids of their own. She often gave me advice about my relationship and had always been good to me. When she found out I was single, she started to console me. I told her about how sexually frustrated I had been, since it was a long distance relationship, and how there was so much I wanted to do and try, but that my lady hadn't been interested in anything other than missionary, and even giving a hand-job was just "too much effort."

One thing led to another, and we started talking about our fantasies. She told me how her husband hadn't touched her in over seven years. Then we started talking about what we "would" do. Then we started cyber sexing. Then, since I knew she lived just one town away from me, we decided to meet.

The days leading up to our meeting, I couldn't help but feel wrong. I knew I'd get back together with my lady. I just avoided calling her, so our fight would stretch out. It's stupid, but I felt I could justify it because I was "single." But Jane had a family, kids, soon to have grandchildren. I can't imagine how she must have felt.

The day came. I got off work early and made sure everything was ready. She told me what car she would drive, and I told her what apartment complex to come to. I even bought her a set of anal beads as a gift, because it was something she had wanted to try.

I saw the car pull up, and a woman stepped out. She was very lovely. From all the stories she told me, I knew she had kids who were older than me. But she easily could have passed for being in her mid-thirties. She looked around, trying to find mine. I came to the door and called her in.

It was strange at first. We both knew why she was there, but we sat and had something cold to drink. We both seemed to be studying each other, wondering who would make the first move. At first we started talking about that stupid game we both played, and it helped us feel more comfortable. After a while we started sitting closer, and talked about what we wanted to do that day. She told me she had some kinks that she was hoping to iron out, and that one of them involved fucking a young boy. She started rubbing my thigh.

I took a deep breath and went for the tits. They were huge. She pulled them out of her buttoned shirt and told me to suck on them. She also asked me to call her mommy.

At first it was weird. I had this huge tit in my mouth. I was greedily sucking on it, like milk really would come out. She had me sit on her lap, facing her. She held me and bounced me. Then she slowly unzipped my fly and pulled my cock out. She went to the bathroom with me and put down a towel. Then she shaved me, and started calling it a weewee instead.

It felt strange being on the floor, but having my penis shaved felt so good. It was smooth and soft. She started licking my balls and gently stroking it. She stood above me and played with it like it was a cute little toy, though most women before had complimented me on my size. In some ways, it was emasculating, but it also felt good just to have a tender loving woman caring for me.

She kept me completely undressed and brought me back to my couch. She turned me over and started spanking my bottom. She told me I was a bad boy for wanting to play nakey.

After a while, we moved on to the next event. She let me pull down her panties and stockings. She lift her skirt and showed me her dark hairy muff. I dove in, face first, looking for her pussy under all that hair. It was pungent, but somehow the smell just turned me on. She was already soaking wet, and it just poured into my mouth. I loved every drop.

We laid down on my bed and I started fucking her. She had wide, motherly hips and her tits were like pillows to bury my face in. She kept holding my ass cheeks and patting them lightly to keep a good tempo. I hadn't been wearing a condom, as she told me not to. It had been so long since I'd had sex, even the most vanilla of it felt great.

We eventually tried everything on our lists. She got her age play in, and I licked her asshole. (I have a thing about giving ladies oral. I just like to lick holes, front or back). She gave me a tit-job with those giant pillows. I tied her up and shoved her new buttplug in. She sucked my cock and stroked my balls all day. She let me watch her piss, and she let me lick her clean.

Towards the end, there was one last thing she wanted to do. She had never taken the plug out of her ass, and said it felt great. She laid me down and tied me up. She made sure I could still see and that I was comfortable, but that I couldn't get out. Then she started licking my asshole. Then she put some KY on it, and slid her finger inside. I didn't fight it, but I hadn't been expecting it. She started licking my nuts and slurping on them, sliding in and out of my ass. She laughed a little and kept teasing me about how my asshole was tightening around her, and my penis was twitching.

She started going faster and pressing harder. I could feel the pressure building up inside of my ass. She started sucking on the tip of my penis and tickling the rest of my penis with her free hand. I felt the finger in my ass wriggling around faster and faster. It built up to the most intense orgasm of my life.

I watched her cheeks fill up as my penis pumped cum into her mouth. Her eyes jumped open, and she had to pull away. A few drops fell on my lap. She looked at my cock and then back up to me. She opened her mouth and showed it to me. Her tongue was swimming in a thick pool of cum. She started trying to gargle it, and then swallowed. Then she licked up the rest of the cum on my lap.

After that, we got cleaned, dressed. We went to lunch together. She kept the butt plug in the whole time. I wanted to keep her panties, but I didn't ask. I figured they were too nice to just suddenly go missing. She gave me a kiss, thanked me for a wonderful day, and went on her way.

For a few months, we kept in touch. But I did eventually make up with my lady. We're still together.

But rarely, on the few occasions that we do have sad, boring, routine sex. I think about that day.