I had an online sex partner for over two years. Yeah, I know how it sounds. It started on a different platform, and at first it was kind of a chat, cheeky chat if you want, and then she started sending photos, first without a face, then with, first nn, then nude, and it kind of escalated. I must admit, at that point I wasn't sure if it is not some guy sending photos, so I let it slide for a while, and then requested a cam to cam, and, bingo, no foul play there.

Now about her looks - average looking blonde, in her early 40's, never been married, single, career woman, you know the type. We started having cam sex on the weekends, and it evolved into this thing that happened almost every night. She was lonely, I was lonely as hell, so it was nice. After some time, she would turn the camera on, even when she was busy doing something, so did I, and one time, she had a friend over (I was muted and a friend had no idea I was watching). After she left, I told her that I enjoyed looking at both of them, just talking, and that I had my sexual satisfaction from viewing this.

All this span over a time period of more than a year, so things happened slowly. We had our fun with or without her present, and at some point, she told me that her friend is coming over, and that she will introduce us, me as her long distance bf, but warned me to be nice, no sexual stuff, and to keep my mouth shut, because she told her that we see each other once a month, even though we never met in person. I guess she was feeling shame for having an online fuck buddy, if that can be called that way.

So we talked cam to cam, it was fun, and that happened a few times, and in that time period, I guess she told her that we are doing cam sex and bragged about my size, and one time when we were all online, she (a friend) asked me about that, if it is true.

That night ended with me jerking off for them while they watched.

Now, fast forward almost a year, she told me that she is coming to my city, for a work thing, and if I want to finally meet her. Fuck me, I was excited as one can be, of course I would. We agreed on everything, I will come to her hotel room, and wait for her when her conference thing is over, and it will finally happen.

I was ready to leave, it was well past midnight, I just guessed she changed her mind, and is now avoiding her own room not to see me, when they entered. Later, she told me she did have second thoughts, and our mutual online friend was there, and she kept this rendez vous a secret, but confronted with doubts, after their work thing was over, she took her to a bar and came clean - how she is conflicted, how we never actually met irl, that I am waiting upstairs, and all that with a couple of drinks, so when they came in, they were both quite tipsy.

I fucked them both that night, and it was, so fucking, especially for a man with such poor sexual experience like me. We fucked all night, first round with a condom, second without, and it was beyond amazing.

This happened in September, and less than a week later, she wrote to me that this isn't healthy, and that she is breaking it off.

Now you can see my perspective, I was devastated, but I did not give up, all this time, I was trying to renew the connection, writing to her, sending her messages. Nothing, silence.

Until last night, when she came back online, responding to one of my messages. She had no time for me, but wanted to say hello, and tell me that we will talk today.

Wish me luck, I might get her back.

If only all problems were always so easily solved

First off, my apologies to ML community members who are wanting to masturbate. This post will not help you. Please stop reading.

So anyways, the dreaded "check engine light" on the car came on. So i set out to go to AutoZone as they offer a free reading of codes. They'll use their diagnostic tool to read what the code is -- the code that is causing the "check engine light." A very nice free service, in my opinion.

But before i got there i stopped at a gas station and filled it up with premium 93 octane gas.

Voila!!! Magic!! The "check engine light" came off immediately!!!

:)

For the record, i am well aware that i'm not totally out of the woods yet. but this buys me a little bit of time. I'm happy that a band aid will work in the mean time.

Dont forget to cum 5 times and cum your brains out today and how many times do you plan on orgasming 

The first time I let a guy suck my cock I was 18. He was a older guy in my neighborhood he ask me to help him with cleaning out his garage and I agreed. I had loose shorts on and he could see my cock when I bent over and says wow your pretty hung and I said omg I am sorry and he walked over rubbed my ass and says all good how big are you I was kinda uncomfortable and said almost 8 and says no fucking way show me I pulled my cock out and he reached out and grabbed it I was already semi hard and he started kinda jerking me off and instantly I was hard as a rock he drops down and starts giving me head and 3 minutes later I exploded and he swallowed every drop he sucked me off twice that day 2 days later I fucked him and busted in his ass 2 times and once down his throat I made him hurt so bad all he would do was blow me once in awhile and jerkoff while doing it he liked to cum on my asshole and I let him and then he eat my ass and I would explode again 

Met a new street hooker last night, cold, windy, briefly how it went down.

seen her at some random corner, knew she was on something but she has that old crack whorish smile, I don’t think she had many teeth, but a tight body on her.

i approached first time, inquired what a 20 could get me, she said a blowjob but she was waiting for a regulars, so I told her I’ll circle back and if she’s their I’d approach.

10 minutes later, she was still their, I said is the offer on the table, she accepted, I told her I have to cum in her mouth and no condom, she agreed.

went in the side of some random dark alley, she was rubbing my cock, I was 3 fingers deep in her pussy

Before she knew anything, I had her roleplaying as my next door neighbour slut mommy Melanie.

Mel you filthy cunt, I had her throat fucked like you baby, she even said you look like she could enjoy my cock, and that’s when I pumped her throat, came so much in her mouth and went on my way.

Christmas special is coming, and now that I’m used to this, it’s getting hotter and hotter every time just wish it was summer !

I finally had my first anal experience.

I am seeing this married woman for almost a year, it is a thing from work, that escalated to FWB situation. She is a beautiful woman, little bottom heavy, but still very, very good looking for a 40 year old.

We fuck once or twice a week, and this is an arrangement I am totally happy with. Now, the confession part is, that last week, we had sex, she had already came when we switched to spooning position. I kind of separated, if you understand what I mean, to enjoy the view of coming in and out of her, so I was going all the way in and all the way out, she was wet that much, that her thighs were all sticky. I was doing this slowly, and she loved it, and one time that I was going back in, I kind of missed, and pressed against her asshole. I did back out immediately, but she reacted with a loud moan. So I pressed against her, kissing her neck, now trying to "miss" on purpose. And I did, and loved her reaction. Everything was so wet, that when on the fourth or fifth "miss" I pressed, and did not back out, it just went in.

She moaned loudly, and turned to kiss me, eating my face from lust. I managed only three more strokes and finished inside.

After the shower, I asked her if she enjoyed it, and she said yes, admitting that she had no idea that she might enjoy such a thing.

I am seeing her Monday after work, and I think I just struck gold.

The best advice I ever got about marriage and sex came from this board. 

It worked. Like really worked and our relationship has never been better.

I laugh when I see just awful "expert advice" from other so-called reputable sources that isn't this. 

You guys were *right*.

For any other men struggling with your wife or girlfriend and not getting what you want from sex or sex at all:

Stop being a bitch and go fuck the shit out of her. Make her do what you want. Do not hesitate, no half measures. Literally pick her up, throw her down, tear her clothes off. If she protests as if she's too shy or it's not a convenient time, keep going. You'll know a legit hard stop when you hear it...but you won't. Push through the "you're messing up my hair" nonsense.

Do what you want. Throw her legs open and lick her pussy. Shove your dick in her mouth. Fuck her tits. Put her in whatever position you want. Pound her doggstyle and pull her hair. Direct her. Tell her what she should do. Slap her ass. Fuck her ass. Whatever you feel like. And when you're fucking her, no gentle stroke bullshit. Thrust into her- hard. Make her feel your dominance over her with every rep. Pin her wrists down. Squeeze her tits. Doesn't matter- just pound *hard*.

When you get to the point of no return, pull out and cum on her face. Don't ask, don't warn, just do it. Grab the back of her head, pull it towards your cock and nut on her face. She might hate it but if you've never done it- just do it. (She may say never again, but you can figure that out later.)

This advice gets shot down all the time by people who have never actually done it. It's too rough. It's degrading. Whatever. She's your wife. Chances are she's into everything you are, you were just too scared to try it.

I finally sacked up and did exactly this. She protested a bit at first but got into it within about a minute of understanding I wasn't playing around. Picking her up and throwing her on the bed shocked her. She tried for a second to resist me pulling her legs apart to lick her clit and it was all over after that. Zero resistance. Total compliance. Didn't care at all that she had cum dripping off her face afterwards. Just total brain melt from being used like that. For hours and days afterwards. She *loves* it.

We can't keep our hands off of each other. The sex is amazing and we get along with each other so much better. This has leveled up marriage more than anything else we ever tried. She needs to be used. She was too afraid to ask and I was too afraid to try. 

Don't be a little bitch like I was being. There's a high probability your wife wants to be taken like this, too. Go do it. Stop fucking thinking about "what if". Stop listening to people who've never actually tried it. Just make it happen.

Good luck. 

Me and the wifey are into the lifestyle for almost ten years now, both in our mid 40's at the moment. Community here is not that big, but either way, we attended parties, but never had any action there, since we are more for a couple on couple fun, and, it kind of became a regular thing, and over the years we have had our fun with three different couples.

Now, my confession is regarding the new couple we are seeing. The moment they introduced themselves at one of the parties, everyone lost their minds, kind of "fighting" over them. He is very handsome, athletic, kind of short, but still, very handsome, but her... They are both in their early 40's, and she is this slim, absolutely gorgeous blonde, with blue eyes, and when I say gorgeous, I mean, an absolute ten.

We were the lucky ones to be their first, and only for now. She is so hot, that the first time I went down on her I jerked off and came, as she did. This goes to the point of me being obsessed with her, and it shows when we are in action, all together.

Wifey noticed it and raised her concerns, but I calmed her down, even though I feel my heart jumping out of my chest every time I see her.

And that is it, I just hope that I do not ruin this.

A long time ago, the strangest thing happened to me, I still think about it fairly often over the years. Lately it's been back on my mind a lot, for whatever reason.

I had been swimming with my friend Nicole, and afterward we decided to go back to her place and hang out. We got there and there was nobody else home, so we grabbed some snacks and soda and headed to her room.

We had been casual acquaintances for a couple years, but we became better friends the beginning of that summer. I hung out with her brother sometimes, mostly in the computer room, but I had never been in her room before.

I remember she had bunk beds for some reason, the weird kind with a big bed on the bottom and a slightly smaller bed on top. I have no idea why, either. She had siblings, yeah, a brother and a sister, but they had their own rooms, and her sister was a lot older, by maybe seven years or so. Older to the point where I was surprised she was still living at home. I could only guess that maybe they were a holdover from some time she shared a room with her older sister or something, I never asked and never found out.
I was also extremely jealous because she had a cable box, in her room! Even if my mother could have afforded such a thing, she never would have let me have one, I was stuck with cable coming straight from the wall, like a chump!

She said she had to wash her hair and left to go take a shower. I was sitting on her bed, flicking through channels, watching Nickelodeon or MTV or whatever. I won't lie, I was thinking about her in that shower. We were friends, and I had no delusions of us being more, but she was quite a looker.

Eventually she returned to the room, wearing only a towel... on top of her head! Otherwise, completely stark naked! I tried not to be noticeably surprised, I tried not to have her catch me gawking like a geek, whatever, but she didn’t pay me much notice. I expected her to, like, shriek and back out, like she forgot I was there or something, but she just came in and closed the door.

It wasn’t anything sexual, either. She didn’t come on to me or anything, she just went about her way, casually getting things out of her dresser, looking in the mirror, moving stuff around on her vanity, holding a casual conversation about what was on TV or whatever, I could barely think because I was so distracted. She was acting perfectly normal other than the fact that she was naked.

I couldn’t help but sneak peeks, and longer looks whenever I got the chance, not like I had to worry because it wasn’t like she was trying to catch me or anything, but I was still worried she might. I had no idea what was going on, still don’t to this day. Her family weren’t nudists or anything, as far as I had ever known. I had been to her house before, nothing like this ever happened.

I fully believe she wasn’t coming on to me or trying to entice me in any way, either. I've told a very few people this story before, and they all seem to think I missed my cue, like she was giving me a signal, but I sincerely doubt it. She never gave me any kind of look or approached me in a proactive way or anything, there wasn’t anything sensual or cloying about her manner. She acted the same way she acted while clothed. I’m pretty sure if I had tried to hit on her or touch her or anything, she would have thrown me out. I didn’t so much as comment about her nudity, for fear of ruining anything.

Instead I just accepted the strange luck I had been given and let my eyes absorb everything. For a good while she stood in front of her big vanity mirror with her back to me, giving me a good look at both sides. The mirror wasn’t full length but it was big enough to let me see everything. I remember her wispy blonde pubes, thin enough to let me see the lips of her vulva beneath. I remember her holding the towel with her left hand while bending over to retrieve something from a low drawer. The dimples on the sides of her butt.

Eventually she took the towel off her head and dabbed at her legs and backside a bit with it, before brushing some kind of products through her long blonde hair, still nude the entire time.

I tried not to be visibly excited but I was exploding, in my mind. She shook her still damp hair and retrieved some more things from her bureau.

Eventually she put on a white, lacy bra, not see through but frilly, and then some shiny, slightly blue panties, I watched her pulling them up the entire time, wishing I were them. She finished getting dressed and opened her door, then came and sat beside me on the bed, her hair was still slightly damp.

We sat there watching TV and chatting, eventually her father came home and greeted us, soon enough the rest of her family was there, as well. I was still running her previous nudity through my mind the entire time.

After who knows how long, it got dark, I left and went home. She and I were still cool that entire summer, still hung out at the pool a lot, but there were no more nude house visits after that. I hung with her at her house a few times after that, sometimes we were alone again, but they were all normal, fully clothed hangs. Much to my chagrin.

After that summer we were still cordial, but she was already moving on to different friends, mostly girls, generally stuck up snobs. We would see each other in the hallways and be cool, but we weren’t really hanging out anymore. I still hung out with her brother sometimes, but she would only barely acknowledge me when I was over.

We fell even further out of touch after that, maybe an acknowledgment in the hallway, head nod or a smile, but no more friendly stop and chats.

After a while I realized I stopped seeing her or her brother at all and found out months after the fact that they had moved to another city, entirely! Didn't even think to tell me about it, the last time I had hung out with her brother, nobody had mentioned anything about moving.

I never found out what was going on that day, never found out if hanging out naked was something she had done with other people or something, like it was just normal for her, never found out if she thought I was gay and that’s why she was fine being naked around me, never found out if I was actually totally wrong about it being innocent casual nudity, nothing.

Even to this day I would love to ask, if I somehow got back in touch with her. If she would even remember at all, or if she would remember but pretend not to, or if she would think/pretend I was making it up and being some kind of freak for even bringing it up. Like I was trying to get with her or something. Maybe be freaked out that it's been on my mind this many years later. I just want to put an end to my nagging curiosity, is all.

The whole thing was very weird, and she’s almost become a bigger part of my memories, than she ever was a part of my life, which is sad when I think about it, especially with how important it all felt back then, friends seemed like the biggest thing in your life, people you would know forever, and then one day you just, never see them again. It's an odd feeling when a memory seems more real to you than the person the memory is about, has a bigger impact on your life than the person it's about.

My str8 roommate and I share a pair of his Exs dirty panties and a cum rag. We have both added numerous loads over the last 5 months since they split. 

recently, he was horny and hinting at the possibility of a brojob. Not a big deal. Being gay and him being str8 bro jobs have happened several times over the years 

anyway, while he was ramping up his hinting I went and slipped off my gym shorts and slipped on the cum rag panties and went and showed my roommate. He immediately got so turned on and hard he grabbed me threw over the couch and pinned me down pulled the panties to the side and slipped his cock into my hole. 

Now this will be a bit longer, and not very exciting, but forgive me, since it is a kind of a burden I can't share with anyone.

My husband is impotent, and I love him beyond anyone else in this world.

I had a few boyfriends before him, but when we met, I knew it instantly, that he was the one. Sex was amazing, but at that time, I genuinely thought sex is not that important, when you have love. Fast forward to some five years ago, we both came north of 40, and suddenly, he just stopped pursuing me, so I took the initiative. It did not happen over night, but I realized he has trouble getting hard, so I gave my best to help him, anyway I could, dressing up, watching porn together, constantly asking him what he wants, what is his fantasy, but I guess he knew his libido was dying, so that just made him close into himself, which eventually lead to him not being able to get hard at all. I tried convincing him to go and find some kind of therapy, and that made him even more bitter and angry, at me, himself, the world...

After a while, he started pretending like everything was just fine, and we dared not mention it ever again, and at that point, I realized, how important sex actually is.

It progressed, first I came looking for places similar to this one, only much softer, and over time my lust became more evident, and my online searches more and more hard core.

I didn't plan to cheat, but one night, it just happened, I met a man at a bar I was with one of my friends. I cried my eyes out coming back home, but tomorrow, I felt nothing but relief from what has happened. I was scared of seeing anyone more than once, since that seemed like an affair, but this one night thing, was nothing more than a natural valve for release of pressure.

Yesterday, I was thinking back on this, since we had a very touchy family celebration going on, and it affected me, emotionally, the guilt was eating me out. Thinking back, I realized, that in the past four and a half - five years, I have had sex with 48 different guys, only once with each of them. I had no idea it is that much, I would just go out searching for someone, whenever I had a chance, and whenever it felt like I can't do it anymore, not realizing, that it was once a month, on average.

Now I feel disgusted by myself, and determine, not to see anyone, ever again, and if I have to live in the online fantasy world, so be it, and I felt the need to share this.

first time posting on motherless after reading for months

Ready to drain my balls so I can give some club slut fresh cum on new years, anyone want to help me blow my load one last time in 2025?

I married a whore. I met her when she was 20. We were open with each other and she told me she had fucked 19 guys and forgot how many she had sucked off. She used to fuck or suck guys for rides or rent around Portland. We lived together 3 years and we got married. After 4 years of marriage we were fighting a lot and about to divorce.

I talked to my best friend about it and he said he didn't blame me bit told me he thought she was hot and sees why I put up with her. Talking to Shay one night I mentioned my friend thinking she was hot. Conversation lead to her saying she liked him too. A couple weeks later drinking with my buddy my wife walked out to see what was up. I kissed her and whispered to her something like "you can". I lifted her shirt to flash one tit to my buddy. She was shocked and he was even more shocked. My wife stepped over to him and kissed him. Next thing I knew she had his cock down her throat. I was rock hard. That night in the garage he came in her mouth and she swallowed it. After he left we fucked so hard and I came harder then I had in years. To be honest it was kind of awkward for a couple days with my buddy. A couple weeks later he was over drinking with me again. After like 4 beers my wife came out again. She knew I wanted her to fuck him. One thing lead to another and she's in the garage bent over my my friend's big dick in her. I was so turned on as she moaned as he fucked her. After he came in her she sucked me off in front of him. I was so turned on to blow a load on her face as his cum was in her. Less them 3 months later we divorced. At times I miss the slut but she was a bitch. Still so hot remembering my friend fucking her. I still stroke to her pics and have thought about messaging her again about it.

Will You make some sort of reach out any kind if You are not giving up working on our path with Your slave? I am truly asking this and will appreciate any sort of it. Please don't be sadistic towards this not this time. I am nicely asking because I reached my mental limit and it's needed. Any sort just so I know it's You. And soon please 

The first time I sucked dick..

I remember when I had my first job, I had to take transit home. After getting off the bus, id walk down an alley to my house. One day in summer I walked past my neighbors house and he was suntanning on his deck naked, which wasnt new.. he always did this. One day I stopped and peeked at him and I guess he saw me and started to play with himself.. I continued to watch. With his cock in one hand, he waved at me to come in his yard.. which I did.
He said that he hoped one day id stop and watch him. He held the base of his cock, holding it upright for me and i ran my finger on his foreskin. I asked him what he wanted me to do, he told me to grab hold of it and put it in my mouth.
I did exactly that.... and i was getting hard thinking about how risky this was, but I didnt care. I did what i had seen in every porn video the best I could and it didnt take long for him to blow in my mouth. It was a lot and I swallowed every drop, 
I still go over and visit every once in awhile..

This bitch would suck every mens cock. bet she can handle 100 at the same time and wants to cum on her face

Okay so I got a dildo a couple months ago because I was really horny, always have been, but finally got it because I have a job and live on campus for the semester. My GODS when I tell you it's so different and so unbelievably fucking good. I've never cum like this before and I've learned to use my clit properly because the dildo has different settings, so it's totally fucking me up in the best way. I'm a complete virgin so ice never had someone else show me how to feel good but I think this is a good sub for now. I'd have loved to lose my virginity by now, but I'm only 18 so I can't get shitfaced at a club and let a man or woman just take me home to fuck stupid, and there are no frats on my campus to party at either to do the same. So I'm kind of stuck as a virgin for a bit.However, I do want to try and get a new dildo so I can practice giving head because the thought of have a cock down my throat and choking on it until I'm a total mess has always made my head feel fuzzy and my pussy get wet, so I think maybe I'll buy a new one, as well as the lube that makes you more sensitive because that sounds really fun. I plan to try and get that thing called session, a lot of people mention it here, especially when I post anonymously, but I'd really like to find someone who's clean to give me a proper fucking. So like, if anyone's in Utica next Wedbesday or Thursday and wants to try some virgin pussy after my final exams, please drop your users for that stuff. I won't be responding to direct dms, but you cab try if you like. I'm kind of a pussy, so bare with me, you'll probably have to butter me up because as a virgin, sex with a stranger sounds scary even though I really want it. If not utica, rockland county, that's where I'll be until Jan 15th because I have to go back to college.My current issue is that I have a roommate here at college, so I barely get the proper time in to masturbate even without the dildo because I don't want to get a condition charge. Every night though, my pussy is wet because of all the horns thoughts building up in the day, even as I type this, I want to touch myself. When I do use the dildo, it's usually in the bathroom with the shower on so nobody hears me, but I'll be in there for like an hour and a half, so I do it super duper late at night. I'd really like to have someone make me feel good though.Side note, any toy ideas to buy? I'd really like suggestions.

In October I sniffed my sister in laws panties for the first time. It was amazing. Since then I have visited her several times and raided her dirty laundry to sniff her panties again and smell that sweet pussy scent. She is coming upto visit for xmas and I can't wait to get some alone time with her panties to jerk off. I have to confess tho that I want to take it to the next level. I already rub my cock on her water bottle and toothbrush and sniff her panties. Now I want to break up her marriage so she has to come live with myself and my wife so I can get those panties anytime I want and jerk off and cum into them. Has anyone got any suggestions on how to do This.

I posted a week or two ago about how recently every time my son comes home from college, he's giving off a weird sexual tension/teasing me (walking by my room without a towel after a shower, walking in on me while I'm masturbating, etc.). I tried leaving my tablet out on the table with mother/son open as someone suggested to see if it encouraged him to say something, but either he didn't open it or it didn't work. Looking for other suggestions outside of blatantly confronting him about it.

This is a total fantasy. I think it would be fun to find a fat, nerdy, 18 year old guy and for some reason I give him a blowjob, as a one-time thing. He is sitting in a chair with his legs spread wide and I am there deep throating his surprisingly large cock. Since he's a nerdy, pimply-faced loser, he's never had a blowjob before and soon shoots his built-up cum into my mouth.

When we are done, he tells me he filmed it, and shows me the video. He made sure to get my face and not his own. He tells me that I will be doing this every day from now on.

Over the next couple of weeks, he gets more and more confident, and even arrogant. Even though he is a fat, nerdy loser, he has me groveling before him every day, taking his loads either in my mouth or on my face.

One day he asks me for nudes of my wife. I send all that I have to him, knowing he might pass them around to his friends. As I take him in my mouth, he starts looking at the pics, telling me how he wants to fuck my wife right in front of me, and how after him, she will never be satisfied with me again. If she ever saw me eagerly swallowing his rod, he might be right.

He orders me to bring some of her panties the next day, and I steal some out of the hamper and given them to him. He sniffs them while I work his rampant cock with my mouth. He tells me again what he wants to do with her, and then he surprises me by telling me that after making her his fuck slut, he would pass her around to his friends, who already have copies of her nude pix. He tells me how he would make money renting her out to his loser buds, and how he would do the same to me. He can see how stiff my cock is as he pumps his load into my waiting mouth.

The next day, he actually has a couple of his loser friends at the house when I arrive. He orders me to strip and tells me to do whatever they want. Soon, I have one cock in my mouth and the other pushing into my ass as I am spitroasted. When the two 18-year old geeks are finished with me, they laugh and each give my fat master ten bucks. He really did rent me out...

First time putting my step mom on here , I’m always groping her tits whenever I hug her . I want to creampie her so bad .. thoughts on her ?

40 yr old male looking to give full body massages for any ladies in need. Can be anything in particular or everywhere and ending with you cumming on my face! If you are local shoot me a message and we will set a time to for me to come over to pamper you! Can include much more or as little as you may want. I am not a professional but very good with my hands and will always make sure you are extremely well taken care of and comfortable 

My wife will allow any cock in her but mine. The only time I’m allowed inside her is if I put a sleeve on.

In the bathroom on my knees being a good bitch.  Cocks deserve worshipping - any time or place 🥵🍆💦  Ive been with over 75 men within this past year, Im addicted....

I once got with my ex’s best friend, who was really only interested in me because my ex told her I liked to eat ass.This is a long story, in a far away time.I was living at Job Corps at the time, I was broke and fresh out of college and needed a place to stay. I entered college my junior year of high school, so I was still pretty young for a college graduate.

The ex would never let me do anal, sometimes she would let me finger it a little, but she loved having her ass eaten. After we broke up, her friend would sometimes tease me between class. Me and the ex weren’t super serious or anything, so we all pretty much stayed friends after we broke up, but by then the ex was already with another dude, so I didn’t really hang out with her much.

One day, Friend was like, “I hear you like to lick ass” and laughed, and I said, “Yeah, I do”. She was taken aback, like she expected me to deny it, I guess.
”Don’t you know that’s gay!?” she said, and I said “No, I don’t know that”, and continued on my way.

Later on she came up to me in the cafe and said, “Are you going off-res tonight?”, it was a Friday, and we were allowed to leave for weekends if you lived in the dorms. I hadn’t been planning to, but I asked, “Why?”, and she said, “You should go off-res and take me with you”.She didn’t have to ask twice, I was now planning on it. I wasn’t sure what she wanted, but I definitely had my hopes up!

Being broke at the time, most of my stuff was still with my parents, but they weren’t going to be home that weekend, which is partially why I wasn’t going home, I had no ride and I usually hated taking the bus.

But I now had a reason, and decided I’d be taking her home that weekend. I half expected her to be bluffing or messing with me, but nope, she showed up to the bus and got on with me.We didn’t talk much on the ride home, really, and I was still half-expecting a prank or for her to want something from me.

We then had to take a city bus to my house after the first bus dropped us off, and I expected her to balk or mock me, turn around and leave or something, but she just got on with me. I was at least decent enough to pay the fare for both of us, hey, two bucks, it was the least I could do. We chatted a little about nothing in particular this time, but my mind was racing a mile a minute. What did she want? Just to get off campus for a bit? Everyone knew I always had weed, maybe she just wanted to smoke?

We got home and I met a snag in my plan, because for some reason my younger sister was still there. She was supposed to have been gone, too, staying at her friend’s to go to some concert the next day or whatever.

Once she saw that I was there, and with somebody, she made it a point to be a huge pain. “What’s going on!? Why are you home!? Who is this!?”, wouldn’t leave us alone, kept asking annoying questions, kept hovering.

Friend and I were hanging out in my room and I could hear my sister hanging around outside my door, constantly walking back and forth for no reason, nosing around, it was infuriating, what would she think was going on, and why would she want to know if anything was, anyway. We were usually cool, too, so it was really bothering me that she was behaving this way.

My sister was supposed to leave that night, but she wound up staying the entire night, I’m pretty sure it was just to be annoying, just to fuck with me. I wound up staying on my couch and let Friend sleep in my bed just so my sister wouldn’t hassle us all night, not like she should have cared, it was really out of character for her, and again, infuriating. I kind of never forgave her for it, just for how uncalled for it all was. To this very day I harbor some small resentment over it, really. Gotta be honest.

I woke up the next day and took the world’s quickest shower because I was worried my sister would drive Friend crazy and I walk out to find she left or something. Eventually my sister did leave, but she dragged it on for as long as possible, just to mess with me, and again, for no reason, we were all adults, it was really odd. I was positive that Friend would be totally bothered and disgusted with me, too. If not just for my sister’s obnoxious behavior.

Once my sister left, Friend hopped in the shower and I sat on my couch seething with rage, expecting Friend to be planning her exit.

Friend came out of the bathroom in just a towel, and walked over to me.“I’ve never had my ass licked before”, she said. Well, that was unexpected. I stood up and started lowering her towel, and she let me.

Worried my sister might suddenly burst back into the house or something, I took Friend into my room, locked the door, and got her up on my bed on all fours. She had a small butt, but it was pert, and perky. Really nice, and looked especially good bent over. Perfectly pretty little butthole, too, very tight and pink.

I spread her cheeks and started eating her ass, making my way to her pussy as well, but focusing on her ass. Hey, it was why she was here!

After a while, I was good and worked up and quite ready to fuck her. I didn’t have any condoms so I had to rely on the honor system, “I’m clean, are you clean… !?”, I asked. She said yes and I was too horny to second guess her, almost as soon as she answered, I was inside her. Warm and tight, shaved, she had a nice innie pussy.

After a while she asked if I had any lube. Fortunately, I had an old bottle in my top drawer. “Yeah, I do”.
“You can fuck me in the ass”, she whispered.
Her gorgeous ass was incredibly tight and I kept having to stop so I wouldn’t cum, I was very turned on by how quickly things had escalated.
As I pulled out and stopped, clenching my gut tightly so I didn’t bust, she turned around and started stroking me. “Wait, wait, stop” I stammered, not wanting to shoot just yet.
I laid her down on her back and fucked her ass missionary for a while, I wanted to suck her big tits while I fucked her. When I was kissing her she would lightly bite and suck my lips and tongue, it turned me on even more.
Eventually I was really close and pulled out saying, “I’m really close”.
She had these big, pouty lips and she just sat up, opened them and nodded, not saying anything but moaning in agreement.
”I’m going to cum in your mouth” I said, stroking myself to climax, “I’m going to come in your mouth”.
She puckered her sexy lips waiting for my throbbing member, I kept stroking it while resting the head on her soft bottom lip, she started pursing her lips, sucking and flicking her tongue around my cock saying, “Cum in my mouth, cum in my mouth”, and I couldn’t hold back any longer, pulling back a little and repeatedly shooting thick streams all over her pretty lips and face and into her gorgeous mouth, pushing my cock between her eager lips once I was drained, my post-orgasm shaft spasming inside her mouth. She kept sucking after I came and my whole body shook with pleasure and pain.

We fell back onto the bed and just kind of laid there holding each other and breathing heavily for a while before I eventually got up to get her a towel. While wiping herself off she said, “I’ve never had my ass licked before, all my boyfriends always said it was gross or gay… “. I was going to ask if she liked it, but that felt kinda corny, so I just left it at that. This was before ass eating was a huge mainstream thing, she kept calling it “licked”, instead of eaten, but I thought that was pretty sexy.

We took a shower together, I groped and played with her luscious, wet body, soaping up her tits and ass, rubbing her up and down. Somehow she looked even better, wet, I don’t know why that’s always the case, maybe it’s just a me thing.

Afterward, we hung around watching TV for the rest of the night. We made out and groped a little, at one point she put her hand down my pants and kept fondling my nuts, but we didn’t fuck again.
Later on out of nowhere she said, “My ex was huge. Like, really big. He liked anal and it hurt. It didn’t hurt as much, with you”.
Gee, thanks, I thought, but didn’t say anything.
We chatted randomly and cuddled, before she eventually fell asleep on top of me, later on I conked out, myself.

We had a normal Sunday morning and left for the bus stop that afternoon, luckily my sister didn’t come back home at any point. At that time I would have been happy to never have seen her again, I was still so angry.
We pretty much rode both buses in silence, got back to the center and went our separate ways. I wasn’t sure if she would tell anyone and suddenly everyone would be talking or gossiping or whatever, but as far as I ever found out, she only told my ex, who Friend claimed didn’t care, and who I don’t think cared to tell anyone else, really.

But a few weeks, maybe a month later, my Ex walked up to me in the hallway and said, “Just so you know, I only ever came when I was on top”, out of nowhere, for no reason. I’m not sure if it was out of some kind of spite or revenge for finding out, or if she just felt the need to throw that at me in the moment, but all I could think to say was, “At least you came at all!”, before walking off. It didn’t bother me much, especially since during our TV talk, one of the things Friend had told me was, “I was curious, since ‘Ex’ told me you were good in bed, and that liked to lick her ass”. Hey, thanks for the good word, Ex!

Me and Friend were still cordial, but we didn’t really hang out again after that, and we (unfortunately) never hooked up again, I’m not sure if it was because of the Ex, or if she had just, gotten me out of her system, or what. All the flirting had pretty much stopped, too, and I tried to convince myself it was just a thing that happened, she got what she wanted and was done with me, guys do it all the time for instance, but I can’t deny it was a bit of blow to my ego. The little flirting thing we had was a lot of fun, I was a little sad to see it end. And I couldn’t help but thinking that perhaps she had found my sexual abilities substandard. Not like I’ve had many complaints or anything, but hey, you can’t please everybody!
Her and my ex found a new group of weirdos to hang out with, and they weren’t too fond of me and my friends, so we all kind of drifted apart, entirely. I saw Friend in passing at a rave and didn’t know it would be the last time until it turned out it was. I saw the ex one more time, the day I was leaving the program, and she ran up to me and gave me a huge hug and said a very heartfelt goodbye out of nowhere, I hugged her back and we chatted for a bit, I eventually left, and that was the last time I ever saw her.

People are always asking me if I have a favourite type of woman I go for and I always say no as it depends how I feel at the time. I love being like that as I love the variation instead of picking one type and sticking with it everytime (as shown on my page).

Keep your nigger wife obedient and quiet with anal gaping sessions.
1. Their mouth is for sucking white cock, not talking.
2. Her fat sheboon booty should always be exposed while home.
3. She must crawl on all fours and remain with collar at all times.
4. Now that ur married no more respecting her, shes just a pet house nigger now.
5. She only fucks, sucks and serves you.

Hiii – I’m Lia 😻

Because it makes me horny when it makes you horny

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- I'm Lia, your playful Cam Queen! I love sharing my free content with you, but tributes and videos from you really get me going 😻
- I'm all about dominant partners on camera. Guys, girls, I like them both, but dicks and tits really make my heart race 💕
- My girlfriend has no idea about my fetish. It's kind of my sweet secret 🤫
- Most of the time, I'm spontaneous on cam. Personal meetings? Not really my thing.
- I'm all about connecting, but dates? No, thanks. I just enjoy the moment.
- As a crossdresser, I love slipping into the role of a naughty mare. It really turns me on to live out my fantasies on cam 😈
- On Cam4, I'm in my element. It drives me crazy to get you all hot and bothered!
- Sometimes I think about meeting up in real life, but the inhibitions and the guilt hold me back.
- Maybe, after a wild party, I'm more open to more. Who knows? I'll keep you posted! 🎉

This holiday season I can’t stop thinking about being tied to the dinner table and shoving all types of Christmas food in my cunt! Then being fed each bite and multiple men taking time to piss in my mouth to help wash my Christmas dinner down! All is recorded of course on live stream for people to tune in!

I have a little confession to tell you.
A few years ago, I dated a girl who was 10 years younger than me. I knew she was desperately in love with me and would do anything to please me, so I played mind games to see exactly how far she was prepared to go. I kept dropping little sexual things I would like to see her do, and she did everything, no holds barred. Things got a lot more adventurous, and I kept pushing the boundaries. One night, I said I wanted her to take a massive cock inside her, and I wanted to watch. To my surprise, she agreed as long as it was a BWC, I asked if a BBC would be better. No, I only want BWC, and I will want to be tied up and blindfolded. A few weeks passed, and nothing was mentioned about this. I was working on things behind her back, then I took her for a night out, wine and dine type thing out and ran into my mate (old-arranged, of course). I introduced him, and she seemed to like him. As the night went on, I brought up the subject of watching her. She was a bit tipsy, looked at me and said If you really want me to, I will, but I want to see just how big his cock is first, it has to be bigger and thicker than yours, By the way, his nickname was horse for obvious reasons. When she saw it, her eyes almost popped out of her head. OMG, are you sure? Yep, I'm sure,
Remember, blindfold and tied up, we went back to our apartment. Before long, we had stripped her naked, blindfolded her and tied her face down and her ass propped up in the air as we had shoved 3-4 pillows underneath her. I put her favourite vibrating toy in her pussy and left it buzzing away inside her. My mate and I left the bedroom and our naked girlfriend to get some drinks. Unbeknownst to my girlfriend, I had other plans. I had actually asked 7 other of my mates, all very well endowed, the smallest was 8 inches, but extremely thick, the biggest and thickest was, I guess, a good 11-12 inches long with thickness. Another thing I had not told her was that my mates were only allowed to fuck her in her tight, almost virgin ass. I walked back into mt bedroom, walked up to her and whispered in her ear, I was going first, and I was fucking her in her ass, and I was going to pile drive into her. At this, she began to try to get loose, shouting Not in my ass, please, you know I don't like it, please no!
I took her anyway, as she cried, begging me to stop. After I had finished cumming over her back, I called the next guy in, and I made sure she heard me say Remember, as agreed, ass only, 1 by 1 We all took her ass somewhere rough; some just made love to her ass. There were more than a few spanks, we even tried double Anal, boy did she scream. After all my mates had had their fill, some took her 4-5 times in her ass and came in her mouth. They dressed and left. She had absolutely no idea who had fucked her ass, except my mate and me, whom I had introduced to her. He also left before I untied her and took the blindfold off
She wasn't happy I had to carry her to the shower as she was so weak she could hardly walk, plus her ass was really, really red, raw, super sore and gaping wide open. After she was showered and clean, she asked me why I had made her do that. How many were there?
What had she done to deserve that?
Well, my dear, I said, remember you said you hated cheats? yes ? Well, why did you go and cheat on me? Who ? When ? How did you find out ? Who told you? is what came out of her mouth. Then the excuses came, I was dr*nk, etc, etc, etc, I'm sorry, it was only one time. I replied, It's ok, hope you enjoyed your one-time cheating on me, and I hope you enjoyed having your ass gangbanged.
In the morning, I will help you pack all your stuff up, as you will no longer be living here. I will drive you to you chap you cheated on me with; you are his problem now, she cried all night, kept saying I'm sorry, I will do whatever you want, please, please don't do this to me, to us.
In the morning, she begged me to let her stay with me, not to take her to the other guy's house, if she had to go anywhere, take her to her mum's, as the other guy was married. I replied I know he is married, he was my best mate, I asked him to be my best man if I married you, as we pulled up outside his house, I got out and dumped all her stuff on his door step i rang the door bell his wife answered asked what all this was about, I said ask her and ask your husband, I pulled her out my car, then i got in and drove off,
Don't ask me what happened as I drove away and left them to it

Now, this is not my personal experience, but something I was told, and I found it extremely hot.

I am happily married for almost 20 years, and this is not about me, nor my wife. We have this kind of trust and understanding, she knows I visit online sex forums and porn sites, from time to time, since we do not keep secrets from one another.

Over the years, she told me a lots of gossip she got from her friends, and it is interesting, and it changed my perspective on women quite a lot. Out of her friends ,at least half had some extra marital flings, some were down right disturbing, and some quite innocent and vanilla.

Last night she told me the new gossip about her friend, one of two best friends she has. To paint the picture, she is a 50 year old blonde, petite and gentle, very, very, very beautiful, a "lady" is a first thing that comes to one's mind when he sees her, her manners, the way she dresses, behaves, speaks. She is married for 22 years, and yesterday my wife saw her at drinks, and she confessed that she had an affair, a one night thing, with a co worker at - wait for the cliche - Christmas party.

Besides the normal, psychological burden she was shedding, she told my wife she had to take the morning after pill, and besides being amazed that she is still not into menopause, the thought of her being fucked and pumped full of cum by a man after a Christmas party, made me so hard, that the sex I had with my wife, last night, was so amazing, that I woke up this morning thinking of all this, and feeling the urge to share it with someone.

And that is it, hope I didn't bore you.

I’m back here again. Like a coward. Too afraid to reach out to anyone about what bothers me. This isn’t the first time I’ve posted on here, obviously. Idk what I’m doing or why, but I have to express this. 

I talked to someone, several people, about my fetishes, mainly about wanting to have a woman be my human toilet. This one woman she understood, she saw the fetish in the same light as me, it was so good to know there was someone that agreed or at least sympathized. But the more we talked the worse I made myself out to be, and she lost interest. I don’t blame her, I’m a broken, hollow man desperately trying to find purpose, meaning, or at least something positive to latch onto, why would anyone ever trust me enough to submit to me in such a way? They’d have to be crazy, or just as broken as me. I found out why this fetish appeals to me, beyond the domination, beyond the intimacy. It’s because I want someone else to feel like just as big a piece of shit as I do. I hate myself. I wish I was dead, but I’m too much of a pussy to do it myself, so I just wander on through life without meaning or direction. The woman I talked to, she tried real hard to reason with me, make me see sense, but I’m so afar gone there’s nothing left for me but despair and suffering, so she just kinda gave up. I don’t blame her for that either.

To whoever reads this, if anyone does at all, thank you, you didn’t have to but you did anyway. 

I noticed my wife of 15 years has been having friendly chats with a male friend. Our teens are busy with their lives. Without her knowledge I have had a few side chicks. She has found out one many years ago. I loveher but but I still manage to keep one on the side for my naughty needs.
My wife has been dressing more sexily and got a piercing for the first time. As a conservative woman I enjoy this change in her. I know the password to her phone (she doesnt know this) . and noted she keeps informing him what she was doing at most times.
for the past many months when we did mutual masturbation, I descibed the fantasy where she is being taken by an old friend. And I felt at some point in time she started to think about the other guy (Mr M). He is 5 years younger and has a steady partner.

Before I went on a business trip, I made her feel very horny and didnt give her dick.
And I found that she had sent nude pics to him.
I know they had met once during a so called Costco Run on saturday morning.
and other meetings in car during her shopping runs
The thought turns me on and I jerk off to her private life. As I enjoy my side chick, I feel comfortable with her enjoying her side dude. I also cum in her panties friday night and put in her drawers= so that she wears it when she meets him
Our sex and family life is great otherwise. so no complaints. she gives me full attention and takes care of my needs.

Back in the day, I got with my friend’s ex, behind his back. They weren’t serious or anything, and he would constantly complain about her to me. Plus, I knew her first, so I didn’t see it as much of a thing.

Me getting with her wasn’t exactly unprecedented either, before they had even met, she and I had been flirty and sort of dancing around the sword, I’m actually the reason she was hanging around and they met in the first place, I was talking to her but we hadn’t done anything yet, there were a few women I was courting at the time, and one random day he just asked her out, first. I wasn’t mad about it or anything, totally fair play, but I did think he had perhaps done so to, undercut me, kind of show me up or something, but it didn’t bother me. Hey, I had irons in the fire!

But he would always bitch about random problems he had with her that were either completely minor, or invented, like he was just taking issue on purpose to be difficult. He kept complaining that she was annoying and the sex “wasn’t even worth it” because she was “too freaky”, I kept telling him stop being a prude and experiment, go with the experience, but it would actually bother him, he would get angry for real, so I stopped and just let it be.

After maybe three months they broke up, I was surprised it even lasted that long, and I did ask if he would be bothered if I picked up where she and I left off and make a move, and he actually said yes, he was mad that I asked! Considering how poorly he treated her, I figured it was hardly his place to take issue. So I resumed talking to her, anyway. She was surprised that I was still interested and didn’t consider her “sloppy seconds”.

We never formally dated, but very soon after that we were hooking up. She was kinda freaky, I will say. In a good way, though. Nothing too far, at least for me. She liked anal more than vaginal, which had been a huge problem for my friend, but no issue for me! It was a total plus! Hell yeah!

This was back before anal became the mainstream thing it is today, but I’ve always had a thing for it, and I’ve been really lucky to mostly find women who were into it, too, or at least willing to try it.

Other than that she like some very light bondage, barely even bondage I’d say, liked to have her hands tied, liked to be held down, like, shoved down, pushed into the bed/floor, spanked fairly hard on the ass and sometimes slapped in midsection during sex, really minor stuff like that.

The freakiest thing was, she liked to be peed on, sometimes. I also had no problem with this, it’s not exactly my thing, but if it turns you on, it turns me on! She would kneel in the shower and close her eyes and I would piss all over her pretty face, or she would bend over and I would piss all over her ass and back, sometimes she wanted it on her feet, or her tits and stomach. She didn’t drink it, she never tried to make me play with her while she was covered in it, and she never asked to piss on me, I might have let her, hey, I’m adaptable!

We hooked up off and on for the next year or so, it was great because she was down for anal every time, sometimes I wouldn’t even fuck her ass as a form of teasing. My friend never found out, at least as far as I know.

I’m not really a prude but I’m not much of a kinkster, myself, other than anal and ass eating, which were once considered semi-kinky, I’m pretty much a “mostly normal sex” dude. She was probably the freakiest girl I ever hooked up with, and it wasn’t even that freaky in the grand scheme of things.

She had cerebral palsy, and a few years later, I
hooked up with another chick who also had cerebral palsy, and she also preferred anal (never found out if she liked being pissed on, though!) and it’s kind of given me the probably-false stereotype that all women with cerebral palsy prefer anal. Sometimes I’ll watch one of those comediennes who have cerebral palsy and assume they prefer anal. Let me have my fantasies, okay!?

While getting to know You, it's almost impossible to be mad at You for a long time. I wonder why is that!? Marry Christmas my Lord, hope You remember what we did on last one. I know You get a little nore stubborn when I ask specific thing from You. But a peek as "marry Christmas slave" might make mme hot, Stranger. Think this year I am going to good girl list not on a naughty one. I' might share my gift with You, as You probably are going on a "bad" list

My wife, back before we were married, used to pass the fuck out. Totally out. I could do anything. And I would. I would always start with a clit check. I would run directly on her clit. If she didn’t twitch I knew she was out and it was go time. She would never let me lick or rub directly on her clit so I would go to town on it and she would get some wet and juicy. 

a couple time that stand out were
once I was holding her mouth open and fucking her mouth. I’d pull out and slap it on her face and jerk off. Spread old cum on her lips and lick it off. Finally when I came I shot it all on her mouth and she swallowed it. Turned me on so much. I still think about it when I fuck her tk this day. 

another time I was fucking her and came in her pussy but not deep. Maybe 2 inches in. After about 10 minutes I got horny again and licked my cum out while face fucking her. 

it hasn’t happened in at least 10 years. 

sometimes I’d like to find some roofies bit way to scared to ask around for them. My wife was always ok with it but I don’t want people to think I’m trying g to do some weird shit. Someday. 

anyway it’s Friday night and im
jerking off to the thought. Thought I’d share. Have a good one everybody. 

Cum tribute on gorgeous mature brunette Eva Longoria !! Do you like her? My cock itches me every time I see this photo! Uhhhhh ..

Daddy think its hot sharing images of my body with you. I do to, but I think it's hotter making Daddy beg me for my pussy and telling you about it ;)

I told Daddy my Christmas gift was owning his cum into the new year. Maybe I will let him come on the holidays, maybe I will make him wait some more.

Longest Ive made him wait is nine days. How long do you think I should make him wait this time?

Aubrey ❤️

I am a lonely middle aged woman, divorced twice, I never looked good, and frankly, I am ugly, and I have been aware of that since my youth. Having big boobs did help in my 20's and 30's, but men weren't racing towards me. I lost my virginity at 23, to the man I later married. Only other man I had after that, was my second husband, and that did not end well either.

So, for a woman with a high sexual drive, this is hard, and this is the reason why I am here.

Now, I have a friend, who is a total opposite of me, beautiful, slim, men have been drooling over her for ages. She is still single, not being afraid of life, even though we are both pushing 42. At the moment of weakness, I confessed my sexual frustrations to her, and she was puzzled. She told me a woman can find a man for such a thing, whenever she wants it.

So, we took a babysitter, and got out one night, all the interest was pointed at her direction, and she flirted, trying to get me into the game... It was humiliating, they would just give me the look, smile, and refocus their attention to her.

At the end of the night, she invited one of these men to her place, late 20's or early 30's, couldn't really tell, handsome, and he was happy to go with us. She started kissing him as soon as we walked in, and I was ready to go back home, when she took my hand, and pulled me in, and kissed me, and after that, he started kissing me...

We shared him that night, and it was amazing. I've never gotten an anilingus, and he was so good at it, that it made me cum, with just a few touches on my clit, during the deed. She kissed me while he fucked me, and that made me cum for the second time, and I kissed her while it was her turn, and it was, so good...

And after that night, even though we just kissed, I was afraid to explore my feeling towards what happened. It took me more than a month to gain the courage to talk to her about it. I was afraid she will be, I don't know ,mad at me in some way, disgusted, that this would set us apart. You know what her answer was?

"Relax, it was just sex"

This night turned my perception of things, and I feel better about myself, I even found a guy, on my own, who I see from time to time, but, one thing I still wonder, did she deliberately have sex with this man, just so I can get some as well, or is it just something she casually does, cause she lives the way she pleases?

When I asked her that, she just smiled.

So during my time here the men of motherless have helped shape and train me into the whore i am today and a large % of these men are from America as so many amazint men in recent months that have kept my pussy wet abd my mind on cock 24/7 . 
Well its time for me to go on a holidau and i could think of nowwhere better in America, i can fuck every guy from here that ever wanted ro uae me. Plua i can be taught how to make proper money as a whore and maybe even catch the eye of some porn producers.
If your from America and wanr to play with me or want ro pimp me out or put me in porn then say Hello :)

Story : so I was housesitting for an older couple. Lady in her early 70’s. I invited a friend over and got her to put on some of the lady’s silk lingerie as I fucked my friend snd then put it back in her drawer. We did that 3 more times that week. 

I am removing everything that taste heavy for my taste. But my request still stands, you did said you will keep the communication ongoing in these situations. I like at times our play where you watch me and your eyes on me make me wild and I do crazy sexual things but that stops to be fun or sexy painful when it seems like I won't ever have a taste of anything else. I don't want to be stubborn in my dynamic, that's not me, or do things on purpose to prove a point. I like more total surrender to you, but can't expect me to, when you confuse everything. Month of amazing play then 3 months and more, of pure confusion is not a positive sign of change, on what we discussed last time. Fucking others is not way of keeping the spark between you and me. You come and go, and you say I don't have to earn your time, then if I don't then a message which doesn't include who was the last person I made to cum. All I can offer is my calm head if you make an effort to communicate in this week. And like I sad if you don't have time the note about it will be also appreciated and I will focus on good as sing of my willingness to work on this, there is no point in nagging you either I am not that person yet I get on thin ice here. I never gave you the stress when you are around, just a playful time, while I do intense things for you, true I like them but I think I earn a little peace of mind when you are not in the mood as well, how else you expect me to be playful And I am not the nagging person, if I am involved and decide to go deep I like welcoming you with a playful cheeky perky mood. But some of your last actions dictate otherwise. I will be objective, you did peek in this period of time, but that was mostly for your pleasure, seeing me do things, and yes some were for me so I know you are there. But you said communication not just watching me till madness. And it was mean to only ask me about who I made to cum and then saying nothing when I showed you all, that's pure desire to torment me, isn't it. And it's not the fun one this time, too long of not having a taste of my Master makes objectification not hot but violent. Be reasonable once when I ask