Now this will be a bit longer, and not very exciting, but forgive me, since it is a kind of a burden I can't share with anyone.

My husband is impotent, and I love him beyond anyone else in this world.

I had a few boyfriends before him, but when we met, I knew it instantly, that he was the one. Sex was amazing, but at that time, I genuinely thought sex is not that important, when you have love. Fast forward to some five years ago, we both came north of 40, and suddenly, he just stopped pursuing me, so I took the initiative. It did not happen over night, but I realized he has trouble getting hard, so I gave my best to help him, anyway I could, dressing up, watching porn together, constantly asking him what he wants, what is his fantasy, but I guess he knew his libido was dying, so that just made him close into himself, which eventually lead to him not being able to get hard at all. I tried convincing him to go and find some kind of therapy, and that made him even more bitter and angry, at me, himself, the world...

After a while, he started pretending like everything was just fine, and we dared not mention it ever again, and at that point, I realized, how important sex actually is.

It progressed, first I came looking for places similar to this one, only much softer, and over time my lust became more evident, and my online searches more and more hard core.

I didn't plan to cheat, but one night, it just happened, I met a man at a bar I was with one of my friends. I cried my eyes out coming back home, but tomorrow, I felt nothing but relief from what has happened. I was scared of seeing anyone more than once, since that seemed like an affair, but this one night thing, was nothing more than a natural valve for release of pressure.
Yesterday, I was thinking back on this, since we had a very touchy family celebration going on, and it affected me, emotionally, the guilt was eating me out. Thinking back, I realized, that in the past four and a half - five years, I have had sex with 48 different guys, only once with each of them. I had no idea it is that much, I would just go out searching for someone, whenever I had a chance, and whenever it felt like I can't do it anymore, not realizing, that it was once a month, on average.

Now I feel disgusted by myself, and determine, not to see anyone, ever again, and if I have to live in the online fantasy world, so be it, and I felt the need to share this.

Now, this is not my personal experience, but something I was told, and I found it extremely hot.

I am happily married for almost 20 years, and this is not about me, nor my wife. We have this kind of trust and understanding, she knows I visit online sex forums and porn sites, from time to time, since we do not keep secrets from one another.

Over the years, she told me a lots of gossip she got from her friends, and it is interesting, and it changed my perspective on women quite a lot. Out of her friends ,at least half had some extra marital flings, some were down right disturbing, and some quite innocent and vanilla.

Last night she told me the new gossip about her friend, one of two best friends she has. To paint the picture, she is a 50 year old blonde, petite and gentle, very, very, very beautiful, a "lady" is a first thing that comes to one's mind when he sees her, her manners, the way she dresses, behaves, speaks. She is married for 22 years, and yesterday my wife saw her at drinks, and she confessed that she had an affair, a one night thing, with a co worker at - wait for the cliche - Christmas party.

Besides the normal, psychological burden she was shedding, she told my wife she had to take the morning after pill, and besides being amazed that she is still not into menopause, the thought of her being fucked and pumped full of cum by a man after a Christmas party, made me so hard, that the sex I had with my wife, last night, was so amazing, that I woke up this morning thinking of all this, and feeling the urge to share it with someone.

And that is it, hope I didn't bore you.

I am so ready to be a good sissy girl I was so in the mood yesterday I tried on lots of different lingerie sets, got my sissy clitty cock nice and hard. let me know if you want to see more. I admit I have not been a sissy girl in person with a man before...But i am ready I want your cock, I want you to penetrate my sissy hole and cum in my mouth. Give it to me i need it i want it, make me your good sissy girl.

So Ive been on this site around two weeks. I posted an ad to meet a new owner. It seems now that will probably never happen, but I have met some cool people here. Yesterday one of the men I have been chatting with messaged me and asked if I wanted company. I was like yea right sure. He said they were coming through Georgia and wanted to see me. I asked who is "they"? He said he and a friend. I said okay and we met at a store parking lot near where I live. They were both as he described, in their sixties, chubby, and nice looking penises. When we got back to my place they undressed me and seemed to be very pleased with my naked body,. They wanted me to suck them off first, so they had me kneel in a corner and suck them one at a time. I swallowed both of them. We then spent the afternoon having good sex. I never felt like I would meet anyone from this site so it was hot meeting them and getting good dick.
I felt bad though because one of them wanted anal and we tried but it hurt so much. I don't know if it was his size or just me. Maybe we can try again next time.

Dianne