I want someone to own me. I want someone to control my pussy and my asshole. I want them to tell me how to pose in photos, give them the photos to post telling everyone I am their fuck pig slut or do whatever they want with them. I want them to make me live stream naked to be humiliated. I want to be treated as the trash that I am. I will worship my master and forever be in search of the smallest sliver of my masters approval. 
make me sit on my knees, dildo up my ass, ball gag in my mouth, vibrator in my cunt, waiting for you to come destroy me with your cock. 
I’ll happily spend hours with a vibrator inside me, you have control and get to edge me while I cry for release.
I want daily tasks to complete that prove my devotion.
Suck on the plug currently up my ass? Yes, master. 
Edge myself for a week? Gladly, master. 
Eat food oof a plate like a dog while I have a plug in my ass and my wrists are cuffed together? Anything to please you, Master. 

Okay so I got a dildo a couple months ago because I was really horny, always have been, but finally got it because I have a job and live on campus for the semester. My GODS when I tell you it's so different and so unbelievably fucking good. I've never cum like this before and I've learned to use my clit properly because the dildo has different settings, so it's totally fucking me up in the best way. I'm a complete virgin so ice never had someone else show me how to feel good but I think this is a good sub for now. I'd have loved to lose my virginity by now, but I'm only 18 so I can't get shitfaced at a club and let a man or woman just take me home to fuck stupid, and there are no frats on my campus to party at either to do the same. So I'm kind of stuck as a virgin for a bit.However, I do want to try and get a new dildo so I can practice giving head because the thought of have a cock down my throat and choking on it until I'm a total mess has always made my head feel fuzzy and my pussy get wet, so I think maybe I'll buy a new one, as well as the lube that makes you more sensitive because that sounds really fun. I plan to try and get that thing called session, a lot of people mention it here, especially when I post anonymously, but I'd really like to find someone who's clean to give me a proper fucking. So like, if anyone's in Utica next Wedbesday or Thursday and wants to try some virgin pussy after my final exams, please drop your users for that stuff. I won't be responding to direct dms, but you cab try if you like. I'm kind of a pussy, so bare with me, you'll probably have to butter me up because as a virgin, sex with a stranger sounds scary even though I really want it. If not utica, rockland county, that's where I'll be until Jan 15th because I have to go back to college.My current issue is that I have a roommate here at college, so I barely get the proper time in to masturbate even without the dildo because I don't want to get a condition charge. Every night though, my pussy is wet because of all the horns thoughts building up in the day, even as I type this, I want to touch myself. When I do use the dildo, it's usually in the bathroom with the shower on so nobody hears me, but I'll be in there for like an hour and a half, so I do it super duper late at night. I'd really like to have someone make me feel good though.Side note, any toy ideas to buy? I'd really like suggestions.

I once got with my ex’s best friend, who was really only interested in me because my ex told her I liked to eat ass.This is a long story, in a far away time.I was living at Job Corps at the time, I was broke and fresh out of college and needed a place to stay. I entered college my junior year of high school, so I was still pretty young for a college graduate.

The ex would never let me do anal, sometimes she would let me finger it a little, but she loved having her ass eaten. After we broke up, her friend would sometimes tease me between class. Me and the ex weren’t super serious or anything, so we all pretty much stayed friends after we broke up, but by then the ex was already with another dude, so I didn’t really hang out with her much.

One day, Friend was like, “I hear you like to lick ass” and laughed, and I said, “Yeah, I do”. She was taken aback, like she expected me to deny it, I guess.
”Don’t you know that’s gay!?” she said, and I said “No, I don’t know that”, and continued on my way.

Later on she came up to me in the cafe and said, “Are you going off-res tonight?”, it was a Friday, and we were allowed to leave for weekends if you lived in the dorms. I hadn’t been planning to, but I asked, “Why?”, and she said, “You should go off-res and take me with you”.She didn’t have to ask twice, I was now planning on it. I wasn’t sure what she wanted, but I definitely had my hopes up!

Being broke at the time, most of my stuff was still with my parents, but they weren’t going to be home that weekend, which is partially why I wasn’t going home, I had no ride and I usually hated taking the bus.

But I now had a reason, and decided I’d be taking her home that weekend. I half expected her to be bluffing or messing with me, but nope, she showed up to the bus and got on with me.We didn’t talk much on the ride home, really, and I was still half-expecting a prank or for her to want something from me.

We then had to take a city bus to my house after the first bus dropped us off, and I expected her to balk or mock me, turn around and leave or something, but she just got on with me. I was at least decent enough to pay the fare for both of us, hey, two bucks, it was the least I could do. We chatted a little about nothing in particular this time, but my mind was racing a mile a minute. What did she want? Just to get off campus for a bit? Everyone knew I always had weed, maybe she just wanted to smoke?

We got home and I met a snag in my plan, because for some reason my younger sister was still there. She was supposed to have been gone, too, staying at her friend’s to go to some concert the next day or whatever.

Once she saw that I was there, and with somebody, she made it a point to be a huge pain. “What’s going on!? Why are you home!? Who is this!?”, wouldn’t leave us alone, kept asking annoying questions, kept hovering.

Friend and I were hanging out in my room and I could hear my sister hanging around outside my door, constantly walking back and forth for no reason, nosing around, it was infuriating, what would she think was going on, and why would she want to know if anything was, anyway. We were usually cool, too, so it was really bothering me that she was behaving this way.

My sister was supposed to leave that night, but she wound up staying the entire night, I’m pretty sure it was just to be annoying, just to fuck with me. I wound up staying on my couch and let Friend sleep in my bed just so my sister wouldn’t hassle us all night, not like she should have cared, it was really out of character for her, and again, infuriating. I kind of never forgave her for it, just for how uncalled for it all was. To this very day I harbor some small resentment over it, really. Gotta be honest.

I woke up the next day and took the world’s quickest shower because I was worried my sister would drive Friend crazy and I walk out to find she left or something. Eventually my sister did leave, but she dragged it on for as long as possible, just to mess with me, and again, for no reason, we were all adults, it was really odd. I was positive that Friend would be totally bothered and disgusted with me, too. If not just for my sister’s obnoxious behavior.

Once my sister left, Friend hopped in the shower and I sat on my couch seething with rage, expecting Friend to be planning her exit.

Friend came out of the bathroom in just a towel, and walked over to me.“I’ve never had my ass licked before”, she said. Well, that was unexpected. I stood up and started lowering her towel, and she let me.

Worried my sister might suddenly burst back into the house or something, I took Friend into my room, locked the door, and got her up on my bed on all fours. She had a small butt, but it was pert, and perky. Really nice, and looked especially good bent over. Perfectly pretty little butthole, too, very tight and pink.

I spread her cheeks and started eating her ass, making my way to her pussy as well, but focusing on her ass. Hey, it was why she was here!

After a while, I was good and worked up and quite ready to fuck her. I didn’t have any condoms so I had to rely on the honor system, “I’m clean, are you clean… !?”, I asked. She said yes and I was too horny to second guess her, almost as soon as she answered, I was inside her. Warm and tight, shaved, she had a nice innie pussy.

After a while she asked if I had any lube. Fortunately, I had an old bottle in my top drawer. “Yeah, I do”.
“You can fuck me in the ass”, she whispered.
Her gorgeous ass was incredibly tight and I kept having to stop so I wouldn’t cum, I was very turned on by how quickly things had escalated.
As I pulled out and stopped, clenching my gut tightly so I didn’t bust, she turned around and started stroking me. “Wait, wait, stop” I stammered, not wanting to shoot just yet.
I laid her down on her back and fucked her ass missionary for a while, I wanted to suck her big tits while I fucked her. When I was kissing her she would lightly bite and suck my lips and tongue, it turned me on even more.
Eventually I was really close and pulled out saying, “I’m really close”.
She had these big, pouty lips and she just sat up, opened them and nodded, not saying anything but moaning in agreement.
”I’m going to cum in your mouth” I said, stroking myself to climax, “I’m going to come in your mouth”.
She puckered her sexy lips waiting for my throbbing member, I kept stroking it while resting the head on her soft bottom lip, she started pursing her lips, sucking and flicking her tongue around my cock saying, “Cum in my mouth, cum in my mouth”, and I couldn’t hold back any longer, pulling back a little and repeatedly shooting thick streams all over her pretty lips and face and into her gorgeous mouth, pushing my cock between her eager lips once I was drained, my post-orgasm shaft spasming inside her mouth. She kept sucking after I came and my whole body shook with pleasure and pain.

We fell back onto the bed and just kind of laid there holding each other and breathing heavily for a while before I eventually got up to get her a towel. While wiping herself off she said, “I’ve never had my ass licked before, all my boyfriends always said it was gross or gay… “. I was going to ask if she liked it, but that felt kinda corny, so I just left it at that. This was before ass eating was a huge mainstream thing, she kept calling it “licked”, instead of eaten, but I thought that was pretty sexy.

We took a shower together, I groped and played with her luscious, wet body, soaping up her tits and ass, rubbing her up and down. Somehow she looked even better, wet, I don’t know why that’s always the case, maybe it’s just a me thing.

Afterward, we hung around watching TV for the rest of the night. We made out and groped a little, at one point she put her hand down my pants and kept fondling my nuts, but we didn’t fuck again.
Later on out of nowhere she said, “My ex was huge. Like, really big. He liked anal and it hurt. It didn’t hurt as much, with you”.
Gee, thanks, I thought, but didn’t say anything.
We chatted randomly and cuddled, before she eventually fell asleep on top of me, later on I conked out, myself.

We had a normal Sunday morning and left for the bus stop that afternoon, luckily my sister didn’t come back home at any point. At that time I would have been happy to never have seen her again, I was still so angry.
We pretty much rode both buses in silence, got back to the center and went our separate ways. I wasn’t sure if she would tell anyone and suddenly everyone would be talking or gossiping or whatever, but as far as I ever found out, she only told my ex, who Friend claimed didn’t care, and who I don’t think cared to tell anyone else, really.

But a few weeks, maybe a month later, my Ex walked up to me in the hallway and said, “Just so you know, I only ever came when I was on top”, out of nowhere, for no reason. I’m not sure if it was out of some kind of spite or revenge for finding out, or if she just felt the need to throw that at me in the moment, but all I could think to say was, “At least you came at all!”, before walking off. It didn’t bother me much, especially since during our TV talk, one of the things Friend had told me was, “I was curious, since ‘Ex’ told me you were good in bed, and that liked to lick her ass”. Hey, thanks for the good word, Ex!

Me and Friend were still cordial, but we didn’t really hang out again after that, and we (unfortunately) never hooked up again, I’m not sure if it was because of the Ex, or if she had just, gotten me out of her system, or what. All the flirting had pretty much stopped, too, and I tried to convince myself it was just a thing that happened, she got what she wanted and was done with me, guys do it all the time for instance, but I can’t deny it was a bit of blow to my ego. The little flirting thing we had was a lot of fun, I was a little sad to see it end. And I couldn’t help but thinking that perhaps she had found my sexual abilities substandard. Not like I’ve had many complaints or anything, but hey, you can’t please everybody!
Her and my ex found a new group of weirdos to hang out with, and they weren’t too fond of me and my friends, so we all kind of drifted apart, entirely. I saw Friend in passing at a rave and didn’t know it would be the last time until it turned out it was. I saw the ex one more time, the day I was leaving the program, and she ran up to me and gave me a huge hug and said a very heartfelt goodbye out of nowhere, I hugged her back and we chatted for a bit, I eventually left, and that was the last time I ever saw her.

I’m back here again. Like a coward. Too afraid to reach out to anyone about what bothers me. This isn’t the first time I’ve posted on here, obviously. Idk what I’m doing or why, but I have to express this. 

I talked to someone, several people, about my fetishes, mainly about wanting to have a woman be my human toilet. This one woman she understood, she saw the fetish in the same light as me, it was so good to know there was someone that agreed or at least sympathized. But the more we talked the worse I made myself out to be, and she lost interest. I don’t blame her, I’m a broken, hollow man desperately trying to find purpose, meaning, or at least something positive to latch onto, why would anyone ever trust me enough to submit to me in such a way? They’d have to be crazy, or just as broken as me. I found out why this fetish appeals to me, beyond the domination, beyond the intimacy. It’s because I want someone else to feel like just as big a piece of shit as I do. I hate myself. I wish I was dead, but I’m too much of a pussy to do it myself, so I just wander on through life without meaning or direction. The woman I talked to, she tried real hard to reason with me, make me see sense, but I’m so afar gone there’s nothing left for me but despair and suffering, so she just kinda gave up. I don’t blame her for that either.

To whoever reads this, if anyone does at all, thank you, you didn’t have to but you did anyway. 

I want to be your submissive slut who loves getting your fantasies in her inbox. I love hearing about the videos you want to make of me and post on motherless.