hi This is not just a story, but a true account of my life, and I need your help to solve my problem. I've been married for two years. My wife is 27, and I'm 29. My mother-in-law is 60 and a conservative Muslim woman who was divorced 30 years ago. About two years ago, I started feeling attracted to her. I had an idea and suggested to my wife that we incorporate my mother-in-law into our sexual fantasies during intimacy as a way to spice things up and break the routine. She agreed at first and began sharing details about her mother's body. We'd fantasize about her joining us in bed, with me having sex with both of them during intercourse.
After a while, though, my wife stopped participating, and I became obsessed with my mother-in-law. I won't deny that I have a preference for older women, especially those with fuller figures, and my wife knows this. Eventually, she told me she no longer enjoyed it and felt annoyed because it started to disgust her. The problem now is that I can't reach orgasm as easily as I used to when we included those fantasies about my mother-in-law. Instead, I just insult her mother during sex, and strangely, my wife enjoys that.
I want to convince my wife to let me see my mother-in-law naked, or perhaps have her take a photo of her in the nude... but I haven't found a way to bring it up without causing trouble and sparking a family issue. Recently, my mother-in-law visited us for a month, and her room was right across from ours. I slept naked, and when she went to the bathroom at night, I pretended to be asleep with an erection. At first, she didn't even glance into our room, but then she noticed my penis, which was fully erect. She paused for a moment, looking shocked, before quickly heading to the bathroom. On her way back, she hurried past without looking again, even though it was only two meters away.
Three months have passed now, and every time I invite her to visit, she makes up excuses not to come, despite how much she used to love staying with us. What should I do? I want to get closer to her, flirt with her, and at least make her comfortable with the idea of seeing me naked. Truthfully, I aspire to more than that, but I haven't found a way yet. Please help me achieve my dream.