I have a fantasy where I would maybe go to a sex toy shop and buy a fleshlight.  I'd find someone at the store, some random guy, and talked him into using it fresh from the box, maybe id buy him some stuff as a thank you.  If he would let me watch him jack off with it, awesome, but if he'd prefer to go into a private room to use it alone, that would work too.  The point is that he would bring me back a freshly-used fleshlight filled with cum.  I would then use it myself, without washing it, using his cum as lubricant.  If he or anyone else wanted to watch, awesome, but even if not, just sticking my cock where someone else's cock had just been, and left a sticky load of cum, would be such a turn on. 

god ive watched like 30 videos and this girl is the one who made me cum... she so hot. whats her name?

I record my sister-in-law in her own bathroom and have done it so much, it's getting boring. Last night, I had my wife suck my dick while secretly watching a video of her sister. It made me cum so much faster wishing her sister was sucking me off. I covered my wife's face in my cum, aiming for her eyes, so I could "show" her the phone with her naked sister afterwards.

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My confession for the day...I can't cum having sex unless it is with a fat chick. Am I the only one like this??? And when I say fat, I mean fucking huge. I used to date this one skinny chick. she was about 5'3" and 125 lbs with big tits and a ghetto booty. Problem was that when we had sex, I just couldn't cum. Hell, half the time I could barely get hard for her. I was seriously thinking that I had erectile dysfunction. Then while living with this girlfriend, I met a chick that was working at the corner gas station. I posted her pic and as you can see, this bitch was fucking huge. She was maybe 5'2 and +400 lbs. of fat over hanging belly, thighs as big around as my waist, calves the circumference of a fire hydrant, and this massive ass. Come to find out she lived just 2 blocks from my house, and she invited me over one night even though she knew I was living with someone. So, I "went for a walk" that night and ended up walking to her house. My god, that woman had my dick rock hard the moment she dropped her leggings and when she bent over on the bed, the fat in her gigantic cheeks rolled like waves at high tide beckoning me to bury my cock inside her. I easily slid balls deep in this bitch's sloppy loose cunt and when this bitch started throwing all that ass back on me, I lasted about two minutes before I was burying my seed inside her pussy. I was so embarrassed how fast she made cum that I apologized. She said it happens a lot. After that we started fucking weekly and it was the same thing. My skinny girl couldn't get me off, but when I went and fucked the fat cow, I was lucky if I lasted 5 minutes with her. And it wasn't just the ass that got me off. Watching her massive belly jiggle when I fucked her missionary made me cum just as fast.

I am removing everything that taste heavy for my taste. But my request still stands, you did said you will keep the communication ongoing in these situations. I like at times our play where you watch me and your eyes on me make me wild and I do crazy sexual things but that stops to be fun or sexy painful when it seems like I won't ever have a taste of anything else. I don't want to be stubborn in my dynamic, that's not me, or do things on purpose to prove a point. I like more total surrender to you, but can't expect me to, when you confuse everything. Month of amazing play then 3 months and more, of pure confusion is not a positive sign of change, on what we discussed last time. Fucking others is not way of keeping the spark between you and me. You come and go, and you say I don't have to earn your time, then if I don't then a message which doesn't include who was the last person I made to cum. All I can offer is my calm head if you make an effort to communicate in this week. And like I sad if you don't have time the note about it will be also appreciated and I will focus on good as sing of my willingness to work on this, there is no point in nagging you either I am not that person yet I get on thin ice here. I never gave you the stress when you are around, just a playful time, while I do intense things for you, true I like them but I think I earn a little peace of mind when you are not in the mood as well, how else you expect me to be playful And I am not the nagging person, if I am involved and decide to go deep I like welcoming you with a playful cheeky perky mood. But some of your last actions dictate otherwise. I will be objective, you did peek in this period of time, but that was mostly for your pleasure, seeing me do things, and yes some were for me so I know you are there. But you said communication not just watching me till madness. And it was mean to only ask me about who I made to cum and then saying nothing when I showed you all, that's pure desire to torment me, isn't it. And it's not the fun one this time, too long of not having a taste of my Master makes objectification not hot but violent. Be reasonable once when I ask