What’s my issue?
im attracted to dick and cum. Older bear type body. That’s it. Would/could never kiss or cuddle or have any type of relationship with another man.
im married with little ones. My wife is attractive. Sex life is pretty good. I get laid as often as I give her a leg rub. Blowjobs a few times a month and she swallows every time.
I’ve had a couple random hook ups with guys years ago. Maybe 7 total. I sucked their dick. 2 of them were able to cum. One of them licked my ass which was pretty good feeling.
I have a fucking machine with a slew of dildos. Once in awhile I have the opportunity to use it. I get some blow and just take a pounding for hours. I’ll even record it and jerk off to it later.
I yearn to get topped by an older bear type. I fantasize about worshipping his cock and just milking precum. Then I want to be bent over and fucked hard. Belly to butt. Minimal talking. Then I’d love to end it by feeling his coc inside my mouth pumping cum all over my tongue.
anyway I just felt like getting that off my chest. Someday.
anyone else like me? How did you satiate that desire?
tha ks.
