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Anonymous

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26 Feb 2010 3:48AM

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I have a problem...
I am addicted to child porn and i dont want to be.
I hold off for months without looking for it. Then i give in and find some. Then i will masturbate while watching it and as soon as i cum, sometimes even before i finish cumming i feel disgusted with myself and delete everything i found. i feel terrible and then it happens all over again. the age of girls that i seem to be interested in are around the age that i had my first sexual experiences about 9 or 10, when i was that age too.

Anyone have any advice or input into this? (besides the usual die pedo and etc)

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Anonymous

26 Feb 2010 3:51AM

me too

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Anonymous

26 Feb 2010 3:58AM

go to the police

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Anonymous

26 Feb 2010 4:06AM

umm no...

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Anonymous

26 Feb 2010 4:01AM

you don't have a problem.
there, problem solved.

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Anonymous

26 Feb 2010 4:01AM

The only way to control this is to find a sexual therapist/counsellor suitable.
These can be hard to find, but addiction to child pornography is a huge problem. I have been arrested before for this same problem.
It still continues to haunt me, but I have found a legal method of releasing the tension.

Simply non-nude child models.
They are non-nude but VERY suggestive AND legal.
I still feel guilty by the thoughts I have but I realize this is not my fault, as I was born this way.
The Pirate Bay is a good place to start searching.
I like chubby so google search: Sweet Doll Vicky for some gorgeous chubby non-nude model.
Also follow the name of that uploader on TPB to have a giant list of NN child models. ratt101 i believe.
Enjoy, and if you ever need help feel free to message me.
Maybe some of my experiences with this problem can help you out.

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Anonymous

26 Feb 2010 6:30AM

Hell man, there are topless pics of all the sweetdoll models.

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Anonymous

27 Feb 2010 7:45AM

I don't quite understand your point?
It is still considered non-nude, and still considered legal depending on your

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Anonymous

26 Feb 2010 4:11AM

A few suggestions that helped a friend of mine who was addicted to just about every type of porn (yes even old & snuff)
1.get rid of your computer! trying to stop while the temptation is waiting there for you WILL NOT HELP/WORK!
2.masturbate less and fight the urge to masturbate by doing something constructive like riding a push bike to the country side or a quiet place away from people, obviously use the car if you have a car! this works!!!!
3.never give up hope that you can change BECAUSE YOU CAN! No matter what the sceptics tell you... IGNORE THE SCEPTICS, its your life and not there's!

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Anonymous

26 Feb 2010 4:38AM

hmm its funny that humanity still has this perception of a soul. personally i enjoy old aswell as all taboo things but what the fuck are you ashamed for. are gay men ashamed (well some are) its a predisposition. embrace it and embrace that feeling inside you cuz if you do it can lead to alot of morally questionable and fantastic experiences. have fun. fuck kids. dont be ashamed or give up your man card. pussy

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Anonymous

26 Feb 2010 4:43AM

I know the feeling very well and the only thing I can suggest is get a good shredding program and after looking at old shred the pics instead of deleting them as the police cant retrieve them if they raid your house ( trust me I know have had it done twice)
Dont feel disgusted with yourself it is just a kink as long as you are not harming anyone ( and I dont care what the idiots say old has existed before computers so they have not done anything to stem it ) then you are doing nothing wrong

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Anonymous

26 Feb 2010 4:59AM

try a shock therapy: watch as much old as you can until you're bored :D
(I don't think it will help much but if you're a pedo you'll love it ^^)

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Anonymous

27 Feb 2010 10:14AM

wow OP, its the exact same way with me..Im addicted to old...every single day I think wow what if someone found this shit on here?
the minute after I cum ..I feel incredibly guilty..smoking weed makes it even worse.

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Anonymous

27 Feb 2010 4:58PM

Same here, and I don't know why. I bounce back and forth between embracing it and trying to stop. I've only ever found like 30 second clips and the odd picture though. I'd like to talk to some people who are in a similar predicament.

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Anonymous

27 Feb 2010 4:58PM

Follow up to the above, my account is Resyak on this site, hit me up

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